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Important Notice.

I will be combining all of my Roleplay Blog into one nice and neat spot. My muse will include < Abel Nightroad (Trinity blood) Sebastian(Black Butler) Kaneki Ken ( Tokyo ghoul) .  I REALLY wish to continue all of my threads onto that blog!  My New mulitmuse blog is Shxttered-sou1s 

[shattered-ghoul]

Important Notice.

I will be combining all of my Roleplay Blog into one nice and neat spot. My muse will include < Abel Nightroad (Trinity blood) Sebastian(Black Butler) Kaneki Ken ( Tokyo ghoul) .  I REALLY wish to continue all of my threads onto that blog!  My New mulitmuse blog is Shxttered-sou1s 

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          Takami  felt her heart racing, though she would’ve loved to be alone like this with the eyepatch in his arm but right now she didn’t care at this moment. The only thing on her mind was Kaneki. She herd him ask what she was talking about but couldn’t respond properly as her mind panicked. Worried the CCG was already on their way to question him. Takami’s bright blue eyes shined with tears begging to fall, as she looked at the ghoul. “The waiter! The one I so rudely left during our date for this. They will find him, they’ll question him. Who know what they’ll do to him until they hear what they want.” She panicked her heart racing with anxiety at the thought of what they’d do to Kaneki.            As she teared up and tried not to let the tears fall. “Eyepatch you don’t understand…” She looked at him with her bright blue orbs, soft and her weak body for a small moment versus how she was intimidating she was fighting and standing up towards the CCG. Most would’ve cracked and gave everything they knew, yet she wasn’t scared for her own well being. “He’s in trouble because of me. He should have never asked to be around me…I should have said no. It’s my fault if they find him. I need to go and look for him please.” Her eyes watered as she desperately tried to get out of his grasp but she was to tired and weak. “I can’t let them get to him please.” She hung her head down, tears threatening to fall. Her gentle touch on his chest as he held her up, so determined to see Kaneki.

The white hair ghoul eye filled with a sad expression as he looks down at her. He could hear her voice straining with frustration. Why does she care so much about him? He felt a connection with her, but she is pushing her self beyond a breaking point out of worry. He could not be too critical on her knowing he would have done the very same thing, but he needs to get her to calm down. Her wounds are not healed and her body need proper rest. 

Her words hit him as she claim he could not understand. This is far from the truth, but he could not reveal that. Seeing her eyes on the breaking point of crying. Her selfless needs were stronger, but he would not her go. Tighten his grip on her shoulders. Holding her closer to his chest he could feel her legs giving out. Her body is having trouble holding it self up yet she wish to go save the silly boy from a coffee shop. It became clear what the ghoul needs to do to help her. 

“Miss Takami you should forget that boy.”

Without saying another word he swing his right fist and strikes her in the back of the head. He put enough force behind the blow to render a large unconscious. She is far to frantic to listen to reason, so this is the only way to get her to rest. Now slumped over onto his chest he picks her up into his arms. Carrying her in his arms he looks about this large house for a place he considered her room. It was not long before finding one. Laying her on the bed as gently he could he looks her over. Such a girl could very well become the face of a ghoul revolution. Pulling a blanket over her form he leans forward and unzips his mask so he could place a kiss at the corner of her lips. 

Leaving her room he walks down the hall towards the kitchen where a meal should be. Half way down the hall he start to recall her feeling for the boy at the coffee shop. Kaneki shoulder began to feel heavy and his pace start to slow down. Clutching at his chest he began to feel overwhelm with so many feelings. Happyness, sadness, anger, worry and a few others. Stopping part way through the hall he sits down on the ground and removes his mask to breath. Resting his back against the wall he let out a shaky sigh of relief. 

“I did it. I saved her.”  

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            “H-huh?” Takami looked around and then back at him, pointing at herself. “M-me? But you’re…I-I’m not…��� She nervously looked up at him with a flushed face. She could feel the heat on her own face. “I-if you want too.”

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Kaneki mind is numb as his body throbs with pain as his consciousness fades. Soon as everything goes dark and the feeling of falling comes over. Opening his eyes to Kaneki is surprise to see the sky. Bright blue sky with rolling white clouds passing through. The ghouls body feels as it is falling, but he is not moving anywhere. Looking over his shoulder he could see a large field of white and red flowers. Realizing where he has seen this place his body begins to fall rapidly onto the field. 

In a blink of his eye he lands in the center of the field on the flat of his back. Looking to his right at the flowers are red and dripping. Soon stepping out of the tall red flowers is Eto. Slowly walking towards with a playful skipping motion. She stands over Kaneki with her arms behind her back. 

“Kaneki my dear. Look at you now laying their in ruins. What did you think would happen?  Did you believe you and Ayato would save Touka? You are powerless, weak, and soft”. She kneels down beside Kaneki leaning over him. Kaneki still laying on his back looking up at her. Unable to really move his body he looks past Eto. The field of flowers seem to slowly begin to wilt and the petals fall to the ground. He start to feel a bit colder. 

Maybe she is right? Why should he keep going on? Is their a point in fighting anymore? As the thought creeps into his mind a voice calls out to Kaneki from his left. Turning his head to see the voice calling to him. His eyes meet with Touka as she walks towards him with a soft expression and a white flower in hand.   Touka slowly steps up and kneels across from Eto as if she is not a concern. Kneeling besides the shattered ghoul she looks him over with a sadden expression. Her eyes are red and wet as if she were crying not long before. “Kaneki i know you are hurting, and I really don’t have a reason for you to come back other than the fact that we need you.....i need y-you idiot!” She reaches out and grabs Kaneki mouth. Forcing it open she jams the white flower in. The moment the flower hit is lip he wide his eyes in shock. The flower taste of fowl rotten fish.  Kaneki eye snap open to see the face of Touka in a darken room. Looking around he finds himself back to the real world. Sitting up to the loud crash of the ceiling he looks over just as Ayato smashes into the wall. Struggling to stand kaneki was surprise to be able too. Looking at touka he notices a fresh blood stain from her forearm. Pointing the clues together he felt a burning feeling in his stomach. Rage....rage is overtaking the young eyed ghoul. Dropping to his knees in agnoy his inside were burning up raising his head to look down at Eto he knew he has to kill her or be killed. 

“RUN TOUKA!!!”

Ayato felt a weight in his grip, forcing him to stop. He spun around, his wings still flaring between his shoulder blades as he looked beyond where Touka was staring. Eto was in her Owl form, a twisted abomination lingering her shadow over Eyepatch. Ayato tried to tug his elder sister back into movement but she seemed fixed.

Before Ayato could snap at her, Kaneki was struck. The impact sounded crippling, the echo of ruptured rock and fractured bone was heard throughout the hallway. Ayato briefly wondered why he didn’t feel a sense of satisfaction, a feeling of pleasure from seeing Kaneki beaten. Touka’s scream echoed above the falling rubble, yelling out to Kaneki.

The teenagers grip was loosened by the distraction, and the elder female managed to rip her wrist from him and sprinted for her fallen friend. “TOUKA!” Ayato yelled out, alerting Eto to their presence once again. The young boy always feared Eto deep down, but he was relieved he was on her side…but now that was no longer the case. Even with a single eye and a large gaping mouth it was clear she was sneering down at the Kirishima’s.

Eto lifted one large talon-ed claw and landed it close to Ayato, making the whole floor rumble once again. The boy feared that she would crumble the concrete so much they would all fall into the rushing water below- THAT’S IT!

Eto ignored Touka, who had made it to Kaneki’s side, trying to keep him awake. Ayato looked up at the towering figure, staring it deeply in the eye, knowing his fear was obvious. The one-eyed Ghoul hissed at the teen. “I never would have thought you a traitor, I underestimated how weak you really were!”

The boys wings seemed to flare more furiously at the word, he knew he had no chance at a one-to-one battle. He had very little energy left, but what was there was racing with Kaneki’s blood. It left him stronger… He leaped back, trying to keep a distance and shot a barrage of ‘bullets’ at the weakened ceiling above the Owl. His heart sank slightly as he thought: She won’t fall for this… But I’ve got to try…

The large amounts of concrete fell on and around Eto, but it barely seemed to affect her…but it did make enormous damage to the floor below her feet. Ayato barely had time to see through the mist of fine dust as an arm made its way to his side. He felt the impact like the broken building had fallen on him instead, his body easily cascading with the wall as Kaneki’s had - as if he was a rag-doll. He slumped, head on his chest as he coughed blood onto his hoodie.

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I see you mr. Mun. Eheheh. O.e

Mun// what do you see?

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it has been sometime.

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My apologize :(

// I am so sorry to everyone that notice my long disappearance. I have had a tremendous difficult situation going on in my life. I was without internet and a few other things for sometime but now things are well and i truly hope the friends ( if it’s okay to call all you that) I meet here have not forgotten me. I am attempting to do all the drafts i still have stash away. Please let me know if you are interested in interacting with this forgotten Kaneki.  

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A scar does not form on the dying. A scar means I survived.

Chris Cleave, Little Bee

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I promise you, no one judges me more harshly than I do myself.

Sue Monk Kidd, The Mermaid Chair 

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Leaning on the door frame with his arm cross he notices her face becoming flush once again. Following her eyes Kaneki notices her gaze over his body. He felt a bit bashfully know she is looking over his body. Lucky for him his mask covers his face mostly. Soon the conversation became a bit serious as they talk about the risk she took.  “We ghouls are always on the CCG watch especially me. Those who stand for something large are always fighting against the odds. I could find my way around the city without much trouble, but I could very much need some rest.”

Takami mention something that startles him a bit. she seem to notice he looks familiar despite the mask. Could it be she realize who he is? Snow white hair is not a common thing, but is he discovered? Suddenly she stood up in what seems to be a panic. Takami starts to yell about someone she needs to find and that he is not safe.  “Miss Takami who are you talking about? You are not...” She starts to stumble forward painfully pushing her self, but falls forward. The eyepatch reaches out and catches her in is arms. She starts to yell to herself that she needs to get up. He not sure what going on but she is pushing her self badly for what reason. Soon she starts to describe the phone and it hits him like a train. She is worried about him as if he is in danger. she has no idea he is right in front of her, but he cant tell her. 

“Miss Takami please calm down. What is going on why are you so frantic?”

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            “H-huh?” Takami looked around and then back at him, pointing at herself. “M-me? But you’re…I-I’m not…” She nervously looked up at him with a flushed face. She could feel the heat on her own face. “I-if you want too.”

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My apologize :(

// I am so sorry to everyone that notice my long disappearance. I have had a tremendous difficult situation going on in my life. I was without internet and a few other things for sometime but now things are well and i truly hope the friends ( if it’s okay to call all you that) I meet here have not forgotten me. I am attempting to do all the drafts i still have stash away. Please let me know if you are interested in interacting with this forgotten Kaneki.  

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Closing his book with a thump he leans over to watch her leave his cell. Raising a brow with wonder as to what she hope to accomplish by coming here? Kaneki shrugs and gets up from his bed to close his door. Closing the door and leaning back onto it he closes his eyes. Recalling what he saw on the television between the ghoul and the deadman. The carnage on the screen is nothing to what he went through.  Opening his eye he could hear a pair of ghouls just outside his door talking about the girl that just survive the centipede room. 

“Did you see that girl leave the one eyed room? Maybe he not so tough he is kinda small.”  Just as the one finish that word Kaneki swings the door open and glares at them with intent to kill. The two scurry down the hall in a panic. The young man sighs with annoyance. He honestly wants to be lift alone, but even he is required to fight for his life. Closing his door he walks over towards his bed with a sharp pain burn his belly. Falling to his knees he clenches his stomach in a familiar pain.Hunger is chewing away at his gut since he has not eating in two weeks. Crawling over to the bedside while holding his stomach he opens the bedside draw and grabs a cold coffee can. Cracking it open he chugs the coffee in hopes to quiet his stomach. After a long moment his stomach grows quiet.  Rolling over onto his back he looks up at the ceiling from the cold prison floor. Refusing to die in the shitty prison Kaneki begins to think of what to do for his fight tomorrow. 

A Whole New Game || CLOSED

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  His irritation didn’t go unnoticed, but it wasn’t in her to feel sorry for such a thing. When he addressed her as ‘miss sparrow’ her lips quirked into the faintest grin. He was a sharp one.

“I am…” Was her answer, “I have to say I am impressed, most people think I am a boy when they first meet me. I just wanted to make sure there are no hard feelings about what happens in the carnival.” She was nothing if not a good sport, they were all just trying to survive in this hell hole.

“Win….or lose…” She didn’t lose often, but it was better to go into the carnival prepared to do so; it was less of a shock once you were strapped to the operating table if you did.

Tucking his hands into his pockets he looks her over more closely. Wondering what a girl like her self would want to visit him for before a fight? Hearing what she has to say made the white hair boy laugh a bit. It seem funny that she be mistake for a boy as well as for her show of sportsmen like conduct. Quelling his laughter a bit he gave her a small smile.

“Miss sparrow to me it clear you are girl, by your lack of a atoms apple and your soft face. To see such manners before a fight is the last thing I expect. We are going to fight one another to near death in front of an audience. Win or lose you say ? you mean lose or die either way we are trapped. The question is miss sparrow is how good is your math?”

The ghoul crack his index finger in a loud fashion that echo off the small room walls. He looks at her with a bit of a crazed look in his eyes. A habit Kaneki has develops is cracking his finger when he grows excited about something especially a about a fight.

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Kaneki figure he could hang onto the bike as she drove, but Takami has other plans. Whens he grab his hand and wrapped it around her thin waist he was glad to be wearing a mask.Not expecting that he became flush red. Seeing no reason to let go he holds on and adjust he feet accordingly. Soon they were off speeding through the back streets of the ward. At the speed they would get away with ease. 

Not long after speed way on her bike they enter a restricted part of the forest where they arrive to a very large house. They came to a stop and got of the bike. Not uses to riding he admittedly felt dizzy but she helps him off the bike.  Holding his head for a moment he looks around at the lushes landscape that makes the front garden. Saying nothing she moves quickly into the house. Kaneki follows while taking in the sheer size of the house. It seem the CCG is not without it perks. 

While looking around she catches his attention with her offer to him to stay. He had no real choice due to not knowing where they were, but it would not be bad. The two of them have fire a shoot at the CCG and they will want to fire back.Hearing the opportunity to eat was tempting due to all the energy he used to save her. Following her into the kitchen she opens the grey fridge with a strange smile. She give him the options of eyes or organs as if offering a sandwich or a donut. She seem back to her normal self once again. The look of anger or fear is clear from her eyes which made him happy. 

She takes seat on a nearby sofa, but Kaneki merely leans on the nearby doorway. Crossing his arms he observes her. It was clear she went through a lot, but she wasn’t tired enough not to ask questions. Asking him why he stayed seem silly, but yet she still did not know who he was.

“You take the greatest risk miss Kida, but why I stood were my own reasons.I should ask what do you plan to do now that you are an enemy of the state?” 

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            “H-huh?” Takami looked around and then back at him, pointing at herself. “M-me? But you’re…I-I’m not…” She nervously looked up at him with a flushed face. She could feel the heat on her own face. “I-if you want too.”

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The water falling from the Sprinklers began to collect into small puddles all over the ground. The sound of the water falling sounds like a summer rain indoors. The consist pattering of the water around them seem to disturb Noro greatly.  After dodging Noro relentless assault Kaneki had is first chance to take a breath. Noro began to recklessly attack all around the lab creating a mess of the place. Watching from the corner of his eye Kaneki watch Ayato drag Touka away towards the exit on the far side of the lab. The look on her face was of concern, but it had to be this way.

A feeling of dread falls over the white hair boy when the water stops falling and a loud crash fall behind him. The alarm clock that was set for Noro falls just by Kaneki feet as it begins to ring. Noro hears the alarm and retracts his kagune back into his coat. The feeling of something large breathing down on him curls the hair on the back of his neck. Slowly turn his head he looks upon a massive creature with it one cyclonic eye staring at him. Kaneki is frozen with fear to see Eto like this once again. Her mouth hung open as she leans her face in.Drool rolling over the side of her teeth as the creature smiles at the ghoul. 

Readying his kagune to attack he is smack across the room. The hit felt like a bullet train smashing into him at full speed. Surely loosing consciousness for a moment in flight he wakes just before impact. The air escapes the boy body as he bounce off the floor like a basket ball. Daze, hurting and honestly scare he looks up to only see the room in a haze. Blurry shapes and muffle sounds makes up Kankei world and he hopes it clears. 

Ayato took deep breaths through his nose and out his mouth, still trying to maintain energy from running and recovering from his injuries. Eto seemed to be more interested in Kaneki so perhaps he would have more time to breath… But naturally he didn’t as Noro began his barrage.

Ayato barely picked up on what Kaneki had said before Kaneki rushed forward to meet Noro. The teenager felt a sharp tug on his shoulder, knowing it was Touka attempting to get him up on his feet. He pushed his arm up with his knee out, forcing him to his feet as well as making Touka let go of him.

There was suddenly so much noise. The cackling of kagunes, the impact of them on objects, the sound of debris both large and small crashing to the ground. Eto seemed to be enjoying the battle between Kaneki and Noro, so Ayato gestured at Touka to get her attention, before wavering her over to follow him. She nodded in understanding and kept quiet as Ayato guided her under the catwalk Eto propped herself upon to keep out of eyeshot. However he knew Eto did not put them at the back of her mind.

The room was moreso a huge, long hallway. Every spot seemed to be taken up by something disturbing. Ayato knew Touka was keeping her eyes on Kaneki out of worry, so it was up to Ayato to ensure she got past without harm - since she wasn’t paying attention to her surroundings.

A couple of occasions Ayato forced Touka to a stop or duck below flying masses but, as predicted, Eto brought her thoughts back to them: inviting Noro to attack them instead. Ayato’s wings burst from his spine once again, but it seemed hesitant. As if even his kagune knew there was no chance of survival. Throwing Touka behind his back he braced for impact.

Suddenly the sprinklers seemed to create a film of cover. Touka had seemed more interested in Kaneki, but Ayato pulled her arm to a run, getting at least her out of the line of sight.

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“Don’t be sorry about it” she says with a bit of a humorless laugh. “It’s not your fault. And I’d be a liar if I said I didn’t want this” and she looks at him carefully to gauge his reaction. “You can’t singularly blame anyone for this- but I- I will do whatever it takes to keep my family safe. Do you understand this?”

She was still just a girl, filled with emotions she couldn���t handle- the idea that without these ghouls, her family was vulnerable was something that terrified her- and she could feel the lid start to give way as tears began pooling in her eyes. She grasped his warm hands and looked at him earnestly.

“Please, don’t fight this” she whispered. “If this happens without a problem- everything will be okay. Maybe you don’t want this for yourself. But please do this for me. And I will do anything for you”

It is no surprise she doesn’t want this arrange marriage, but she is putting her family over herself. She must love her family to endure this, but he didn’t love his family.They treat him much like a trained dog they show off from time to time. She seem worry his father would kill her family if they do not bend to his will. In truth it is his mother that is the one to fear. Although she smiles and plays sweet, that woman is the sharp mind behind the white suits. Jason is merely the enforcer to her plan. 

Looking closely at her face he notices the redness in her eyes. She is doing her best to hold back the tears. She takes his hands into hers as she ask him not to fight. Her hands were as cold as a corpse. This is the very thing he hated most about his family. The fear they instill into people is terrible. His anger is quickly cooled by her words. She will to give anything she can to keep the peace.Who is he to rebel now. He looks away from her face and sighs. It is strange that he could not bring himself to anger while she looks at him that way.

“To keep the peace I will not fight back for now.”

From the corner of his eye Kaneki could see his mother watching them. She held a rather proud look upon her face as Jason looks over some documents. Looking over at his mother they met eyes and they silently understood one another. Rize understood that girl has calmed her soon into submisson. 

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