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The Nightwatcher

Damn that chapter in Oathbringer was painful

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this bitch killed herself. this is what happens when i love people

have you ever been in love? if so describe them.

yeah, i think so.... i’ve known  her since i was 8? she was an awful kid sometimes and she probably gave me a lot of my trauma but i still lovedd her ddespite that. she still pulls fast ones on me sometimes... but it’s okay. because it is mostly my issue andd not her.

she’s so lovely. most of my poetry is about her. i always question whether i can truly love someone, but i think i love her. she’s going to therapy andd is now on meddication and i am so happy for her... she was unhappy for a long time. she seems like she’s doing better.

her current boyfriend causes her a lot of anguish though. i wish he’d step out of the picture. not because i want to step in, i think it’s okat if she never loves me. i want her to be happy, n he is no t making her happy.

ive toldd her three times, but never the full extent. even then, though, she toldd me all i needd to know. she will never love me back. ithink thats okat, though. i think i’m okat with that. evem if it hurts a lot sometimes.

she’s the only one who can make me sad like that. maybe that’s why i love her.

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imagine screwing someone to cop car by mitski

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Marta Cors | links | instagram | prints

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my dream program has turned out to be. a little bit of a scam

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morals exist for comfort

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phasing into the shadow realm

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waterproof watches sold in bags of water, and you get to keep the water

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Why is it always something?

Like it’s literally always fucking something…………….I can’t go a week without there being something

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i just think normal men are sexier, funnier, and kinder than cismen. this does NOT make me cisphobic. it is just a preference.

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There is always some disconnect

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adderall is my new best friend

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i’m in a better place now… i guess i never thought it would end.

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im literally in my dream program bye

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excerpts from "catastrophe is next to godliness" by franny choi (august 2020)