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Well i have a lots of kaagaw pagdating kay matty, pero kay Rocky kahit madami akong kaagaw, eh Special partner kami forever. I love you Rocky. It’s been almost 3 years and exactly sa may 26 yun, i super remember that day, na tumakas ako sa mommy ko to meet him sa mcdo, well he’s late the usual pero at least lahat ng expectation ko naprepare ko nung time na yun. Kumakabog dibdib ko sobra, na i dont know na what to do when he arrive. Huhuhuhu i thought na baka mabore sya, na last na first date na namin yun, na baka di na maulit un. Hahahahaha and i dont know what to say

THE UNFINISHED and UNTOLD A YEAR AGO

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This is our Cebu Tour 2016 and we will definitely go back there. #oslobwhaleshark #fallshopping #butanding #backpackers #lovers #love #moalboal #ginatilan #sambuan #carcar #lechon #badian

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On my wedding day…

I have two songs that I wanna dance with my dream groom Rocky Villanueva.

It’s our 5th year of togetherness, I’m so happy to be with him. And I cant wait to the day that we will get married.

These two songs caught my heart. On my debut we dance a very happy music. And on my dream wedding day I wanna dance with my dream groom these songs.

First is I wanna dance with him, the song of Ed Sheeran “Thinking out Loud”. Everytime I heard of it, I imagined the two of us like we our in the music video and make me feels more excited and kilig for my dream wedding with him. (Actually i wrote a post about this one)

Rocky is a good dancer not just a singer. I guess i’m the luckiest girl in the world for having him in my life. Thank you for Rocky’s x'es who leave him behind and broke his heart because i found him. And I really love him so much until the rest of my life.

On the other hand my second dream dance is the “Flightless Bird, American Mouth”.

I heard it before but it makes my heart beats so fast last January 9, 2016. When we both listened to the music, i told to him that when the day of our wedding came, i hope that we have a slow dance because that’s my dream ever since. Because we never had a chance to dance slowly. He answered back to me, “baka maiyak ako nun”. In my head “my god me too hahagulgol ako”.

I imagined it the spotlight is ours, celebrating our love with the people who really believed in our love and friendship… Dancing like I’m Cinderella who found my Prince on that night, and thinking that no one is there and nobody can ruin that special day..

I love you my dude my rocky, forever and always. I always write in my blog for me to never forget the greatest feeling i always have with you and everytime of my life.

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If Rocky will be my groom...

If you will be my groom and this will be my vow to you:

From the moment I fell in love with you dude, I knew you were the one I’ve been praying for, in every single day of my life. Naaalala ko when Marc our friend told me, “Malay mo Rosette si Ramon na ang katapat mo”. I was a kind of girl kasi dati na mejo flirty and you knew it right? And you don’t like that kind of girl, you always tell that you hate that attitude.

Dude, when you came into my life everything has change, emotionally, physically, and mentally. You’ve changed me into a better girl, a better lady and finally now a better woman. You may not be the first boy that I met but you’re the first man I love until now, the one that I introduced to my family, the one that I keep holding on even in the darkest times of our relationship, the one who knew every secret, imperfection and everything about me.

Dude I promise to you since then that I will never leave you behind and today I’m standing in front of you fulfilling what I said to you before, and I will cast another promise in the new journey of our life that I will never leave you behind until death do us part.

Dude you knew that I was afraid that one day you might go, but it was lessen because of my faith of my love for you. My fear was lessening. I love you unconditionally.

Finally, starting today this moment I’m going to be with you in every breath, second, minute, and time of my life without limitations.

Since I was 18 you knew naman that I wanna marry you. When I graduated my college, sabi ko pwede na kitang pakasalan and a soon as possible, but you always rejected me kasi we both have some different to goals pa in our single life, but that was the time I change my plans and goals, I made everything with you na, and everytime we need to break up, it was a big deal for me kasi “SAYO KO NA PINAIIKOT MUNDO KO”, hindi naman masama na paikutinmo yung mundo mo sa isang tao,  basta kailangan lang you still have yourself.  And luckily I was one of the person na nagawa yung ganun. A lot of years I’ve waited for this moment, to marry you dude, the one I love. I thank god at nakaya at naprove ko na ikaw nga yung true love ko, sa dinami dami ng mga babaeng pinakilala at naging crush mo at yung iba naging girlfriend mo pa, akalain mo yung isang tulad ko na sobrang selosa eh nadefeat lahat, even inside sobrang hirap at sakit na wala akong magawa kundi umiyak sa akin kama, and always pretending to be your super bestfriend. I’m the strongest one nga ika nila.

I always said to you dati, na kapag tayo ang nagkatuluyan tatawa ako ng malakas during our wedding vows and proudly na sasabihin “hahahahaha nasa akin ang huling halakhal”. I love you dudey!

Sa sobrang dami kong gustong sabihin at ishare sa mga witness ng ating kasal, dadating sa point na gutom na sila, pero (haharap sa mga guests) can I have this moment for my best day of my life for my bestfriend? Please.

Dude I’m marrying you my bestfriend, dati were pretending lang but eventually we found to each other na we are real bestfriends and it will be forever.

Pangarap lang kita, remember our song on my debut that I changed the lyrics (sing with tune) “Ang hirap maging babae kung si MONDI yung lalaki, kahit may gusto ka di mo masabi”. Hirap muna bago sarap, hindi naging madali bago tayo makarating sa stage na ito, ang dami nating struggles na pinagdaanan and dumating sa point na napapagod tayo at gusto mo ng sumuko, remember hindi naman kita susukuan, mapapagod lang ako but I will never give you up, even bumaha pa ng luha ko.

I thank god for answering my everyday prayer, for giving me you my dudey. Hindi mo man ako tawaging baby, honey, mahal, at kahit anong kasweetan na tawag, but I will still be your dude, dudey pa rin.

You know that I am always a futuristic one, kasi I’m thinking na nga what will be our tawagan when we will have our own babies, pops ba? Hahaha but I think I choose to call us nalang bilang Ama and Ina, it was kinda unique. I’m so excited to have our own talas and buwan too.

Dudey I realize that you want me to be in your life forever because you made me your bestfriend, kasi wala naming nagbebreak na bestfriend di ba? Saka nga I’m the  “best” than girlfriend kaya nga bestfriend.

Dude I’m still inlove pa rin naman sayo araw-araw and hindi ako nagsasawa since then at mas lalo pa kitang minamahal dudey. Dati lagi ko lang iniimagine yung araw na ito, and I never expect na matutupad ito, kasi sabi mo nga I will be your last choice sa papakasalan mo.

But today we will fulfill some promises that we made and we we will cast  a new promises for our new journey as one.

I remember in our early years when we have an overnight with my house and you were cracking a joke about the name but I don’t exactly remember what it is. But I remember this one “Gusto Mo Ba Sa Susunod Aplido Ko Na Gamit Mo?”, and you know what happened to me? Lahat ng ugat and nerve endings ko kinikilig but I’m not showy and I’m pretending that I’m laughing lang, kung pwede lang kitang ihug at ikiss nung time na yun nagawa ko nay un.

And I remember also the time that me and tita beth or should I call her mommy beth said to me, “Sana huwag ka ng mauntog sa iba at si Rocky na lang makatuluyan mo”, that was the time na mas naging devoted ako sa iyo dude to love you more and more. I love you dude.

Dude as I take your last name today, as Mrs. Rocky Villanueva, ang sarap pakingan di ba?! I promise that you will still have your bestfriend that you knew since 2012, I will be the one person whom you can share everything and can lean through thick and thin, and for better or for worst. We will be the extensions of each other. And we will face everyday together as one and we will have more discoveries, adventures, and new experiences together at solo na natin ang isa’t isa. Let’s continue to do the things that we used to do since then, magdadate pa rin tayo ahh.

Tomorrow I will wake up na bilang DUDE-DUDEY-BESTFRIEND-WIFEY mo na, and it’s our Version 2.0. Sobrang lakas natin kay God, caused we both blessed by each other.

Dude you will be my forever and my home, #may4everkaminidudey. I love you dude more that love allowed and I will be your forever PA, super I LOVE YOU RAMON ROBERTO VILLANUEVA!  

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You're the best dudey! I love you more, thank you for taking care of me for almost 4 days, specially last sunday. :) I knew it that you're checking me every hour. I knew that you kissed me in the different parts of my body while i was asleep. I knew it there's a time that you checked me you try to cuddle and tickle me in my under arm cause you kissed it. I knew that there was a time that you're checking me, mommy beth went to our room then you're kissing me on my lips and she opened the door you was pretending that you're hugging me. You're so cute dudey. You know what im so kilig kasi i felt your sweetness. And i want to burt into my laugh cause i imagine you when you're pretending with your mom. Thank you dudey. This is just a part and sobrang priceless ang mga araw when im with you! I love you Rocky!

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Part 1 For the 2nd time around, i was able to wake up with him for 3 days. I hope next time it would be everyday. I love going home with him. Sobrang nakakatangal ng pagod at stress after work. Even we had a lot of fights but still mas pipiliin ko pa rib mabuhay kasama si dudey ko. Masarap mabuhay with him, ang next goal ko eh pag gising nya nakagawa na ako ng breakfast for him. :) Sobrang naalagaan nya ako kasi alam nyang pagod talaga ko. He make sure that everything is fine. I love the way he wake me up when the time i was so tired, no sleep within 24 hours almost every hour he checked me and i remember even i was sleeping he made cuddles on me. He kiss me in every part of my body and i was so ticklish. :) He was so sweet. :) I knew he kissed me everytime he kissed me cause i was pretending that im sleeping. :) Dudey you never fail to make me smile, to be my stress reliever, to be my guidance councilor, my mentor, my guard, my dudey, my enemy, and my one and only best friend. I love you Rocky!

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Earlier today while i was on my way to his house, i'm asking god, should i let go of him na ba then if i should please send me a sign. If we're ment to be naman kahit gaano pa kadaming struggles ang dumating in the end we're going to end up to each other pa rin naman. And im still hoping and praying for that time to come. I always asked god why we need to be separated and bakit kailangan pa lagi umiyak, magtalo at mag away. And i think every thing has a purpose. God gave me a sign not to let go of him. Sabi nga nila expect the unexpected. I saw and heard the 3 signs today. In a very usual way sa menzyland na lagi kong nakikita papunta sa kanila yung may pavillion i saw a sign board with his name "Roberto" and i told to god and for my self bakit sa dami ng sign name pa nya. When i got to his house, he was still asleep. Then i brought his things and mommy beth told me he was upstairs so i said to mommy beth that i will go upstairs. Then i wake him up, kinulit kulit ko din sya sa almost 30-45 mins na i spent with him, the second sign was arrived and it came from him pa. For the whole time that we've been together earlier, i heard on him, "sayo pa rin naman ako babagsak" (not the exact word) but it means a lot to me. And it was one of the most precious 30-45 minutes of my life with him. Sa dami ng araw araw naming pagsasama ito yung pinaka maikli pa yung masaya at masarap balik balikan. I hope i can stop the clock on that time. Ang sarap balikan nung oras kaninang umaga. And last sign was his name. The unsual name yung sa dami dami mong makikita at mejo tulaley ako yung sign sa taxi yung name ng taxi Robert naman. I consider it as a partial sign. Well all the signs that god gave to me was the opposite of what i asked to him. And i think god doesnt want me to let go of my dudey. Ako rin naman talaga di ko kaya naiisip ko pa lang naiiyak na ako sobrang hirap. Kilala namam ako ni rocky na hindi madaling sumuko when it comes to him. I thank god for making my faith stronger for loving rocky and for letting me feel that god is always at my side and never leave me behind. Kahit sobrang liit ng time ko naiishare sayo god eh maghapon at magdamag mo pa rin akong kasama even si rocky you always on his side. I love you god. :) And for you rocky i will never break every promises that i said to you. Mas mamahalin kita lalo. Hindi naman ako mawawala sa tabi mo si god na nga nagsabi. :) Mahal na mahal kita. I hope one day we will be together and no one can separate us. Sabi mo nga, sa isa't isa din tayo babagsak. Forever dudey! I love you Rocky!

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My first journey at my work, team leader of team 3 of Vaseline Seize the Summer. For 6 days, Sebay Surf Central, San Juan, La Union became my home. This place also is the Surfing Capital of the North. I'm not the kind of tourists that go in the famous landmark. But me and my team went to the local market and residencies. I also met local people here and tried there local food, because La Union is near in llocos people spoke the native language Ilocano. Meeting new people is so nice, i got to mingle and experienced there beautiful culture. I also tried the beach and it was also so enjoyable to swim. But i am not able to surf cause i’m alone. But surfing here is so recommendable and also there are a lots of activities that you can do here. :) This is how i enjoyed my work together with instant vacation. And more field works to come.

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Ps. I love you more than love allowed.

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I hate you but my heart said dont hate him.

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Bitchy Thing

Funny thing is when someone posting the lyrics of SEX of the 1975 and it’s all wrong, and the dilemma goes like this “She go a boyfriend anyway” and she was so proud of posting it with a #the1975  Girl kindly please check your lyrics before posting it, and also your grammar cause its all wrong. Sometimes you used the word “taught” but you want to express it as your “thought”. Ok you’re old enough to learn English grammar. PISSED OFF! FUCK OFF! BITCH!

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My 2in1 men, rocky plus abra, please add JM Deguzman too.

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Reposting He sent me his selfie yesterday, cause he showed to me his new hair. Too handsome rocky. Forever dudey! I love you!

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Grilled lemon garlic chicken for rocky! He was the one who taught me how to cook this one for his diet, cause he's trying to have a good and healthy body. And absolutely this dish is so simple and yet affordable. :) Ingredients: Chicken breast (but you may also use the other parts of it) Lemon Garlic Pepper Salt Olive oil (optional) Tada, just marinade the chicken with lemon, garlic, pepper and salt for 1 hour, then grill it. Note if you have a non stick griller you may not use olive oil, cause the chicken will secret its own oil. Done! Happy cooking.

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Went out for a movie date with my dudey, i'm so happy because even we're so busy this past few days eh we still have a time to spent together. :) i love you rocky!

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My hairvolution, shorty or long?

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Craziest

You know what's the craziest thing happen to us yesterday? Napagkamalan kaming mag-asawa kasi bumibili kami ng dyapers ng pamangkin nya, nyehehehehe. The CSR asked us kung anung dyaper ang ginagamit ng baby namin, do we look parents na ba? Huhuhuhuhu it was funny but sad pa rin. Hopefully sa future we can have our own baby Tala.