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Hello September!🦋👒🧡☁
I am sick lol. ( I get sick a lot, so I'm gonna probably mention it a lot). Being sick sucks 😣. I can push pass burnout and depression, but when I am sick I have to stop everything and get better. I'm hoping that after my surgery I will get sick less often. I noticed a pattern this year where I get sick at the beginning of each month and then by the middle and end of the month I am fine ugh😐. This time around I know how and why I got sick and it's a bit embarrassing so I won't go into details 😥, just know that I am a airhead lol.
I haven't been feeling like myself lately. I did a lot in August and now I'm burnout. I feel like Spongebob when he needed water lol. My head has been so empty some days, I can't find the passion to do things, but I also can't convince myself to rest and do nothing. I don't know what's worst, head empty no thoughts, or a millions thoughts per second ugh. My surgery is coming up to so my anxiety has been up a little bit.
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I ran some errands on Sept 2th, before I got sick. And I did a little window shopping. I'm trying to practice only buying essentials so I didn't want to buy anything. But then I found these Gengar key chains and couldn't resist. Buying them don't break the bank, I just tend to lose resolve when I find Gengar stuff lol. Gengar my love💜💜💜💜💜💜.
I didn't really want to go out that day, but I'm so glad that I did. It was a really good day. The weather was nice, little sun, lots of breeze.I walked all around the city until my feet hurt. I was having a really great hair week. My hair looked so good that I forgot about all my problems for the day lmao (I am a simple person). The pictures don't really do justice. I use to have BAD hair years, for like 3 years 😭. I would only wear hats and wigs. I would only touch my hair for wash days and hair trims. It was so bad I should of cut it all off back then, but I was convinced that I could fix my hair. I guess I did, sort of, but it took more than 3 years sob. But at least I know how to take care of it now and what I'm doing is working.
I know my hair problems are not interesting lol. I was just so happy, every time I walked passed a mirror I would stop and look at my hair lmao. It's giving me confidence that I haven't had in a long while. It was a really good day. It's been hard trying to blog on here and even Journal lately. I really feel like a glass of liquid tipped over with all my contents have spilled. I need to let myself recover but I'm not handling it well. But you know live and learn lol.~
#moody#ps#I love my curly hair#it torn me up inside only wearing hats and wigs for years#I feel like I have a piece of myself back after so long
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“Everything has changed and yet, I am more me than I’ve ever been.”
— Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You
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I wanted to share some photos from my trip to Japan earlier this year.
It is so surreal that I can say that I've walked the Shikoku pilgrimage. It's been a lifelong dream & I still can't really wrap my head around the fact that it's now a memory!
For those who missed it - I walked the Shikoku Pilgrimage in March-May this year (there's some pinned stories about it over on my instagram). It's a 1200km(750 mile) hike around the island of Shikoku. You visit 88 temples as you walk the circumference of the island.
To say it was the best experience of my life feels like an understatement. It was really transformative & life-changing. It was immensely beautiful & difficult. I learned SO many lessons about myself & my limits. Even with the difficulties, I already can't wait to go and do it again. I'm working on a graphic novel of the experience - hope I can get that together sooner than later! There's just so much I want to say about it, but it'll be better to read the journey.
I also wanted to give an immense thank you to everyone who gave us osettai, hosted us & helped us on our journey. And a special thank you to our new henro family. 💗
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“The life in front of you is far more important than the life behind you.”
— Joel Osteen
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Gengar ex (2024) - Genetic Apex (Mewtwo Pack) Illustrator: NC Empire
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We went to see Nezha 2 🎞🎟, dubbed. I will take any excuse to see this movie over and over again. If it got an orchestra showing it would be amazing (I can only dream). I’m not a huge fan of dubs but the dub was fine, there was some off syncing, but it doesn't ruin the movie at all. And a lot of the voices fit the characters mostly. This is my 4th time seeing this movie so I pretty much memorized the dialogue (mostly). This time around I just wanted to stare at everyone's beautiful faces. Nezha 2 is so stunning, it’s breathtaking how beautiful everything is and I want to screenshot everything lol. Every watch it feels like I discover something new to love, it gets better and better each time. I love 💖 Nezha 2 so much I think of it almost everyday. Thank god for this movie and everyone who put their whole heart into it because I feel it with each watch. Nezha 2 is one of the best things to happen this year.
Before we entered I saw the movie poster for Nezha and wanted to take a picture, but I told myself that I would take it after the movie. Something in my head told me to take it right then and there but I was like it’s alright, it will be there when the movie was over.
….it was not lmao. So, while we were watching the movie which is almost a 3 hour movie. Staff changed the movie poster to fucking Demon slayer…smh.(No shade to Demon slayer 😫, justice for my boy Nezha) I wanted to cry forreal, I want to cry right now lmao😭. So we kind of just stood around after because we were sad lmao, but then my sister noticed on the monitor that they had Nezha and I got a picture of that, yay. 😥
Afterward we went to the arcade to goof. The prizes were lacking this time around. My sister played for this big Pikachu and got it after a few rounds. Then we went to eat in Chinatown🍡. My sister had Pikachu sit across from me so it looked like we were on a date lol.
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I finished dusting the majority of my figures,yay✨. I was a little overwhelmed by how many I have,but once I got all the big ones done, the others went as quickly. Dusting is a little calming lol, all you need is some music or a long movie. The nendoroids were not hard to dust, but their tiny accessories and hands kept falling on some of them, it gets annoying sometimes. Almost like they are just not worth buying if they weren’t some of my fave characters😤
I noticed that some of my figures are either broken or have unknown markings sob, I would stare at them dumbfounded, I have no ideal how or when they broke sob😭. It mostly for figures that I don’t see myself letting go of anyway, I just find it funny, a little bit. I accidentally messed up 2B’s stand plate (screams) I just, I’m not even surprised, lesson learned(I guess). I will probably spray paint it later. At least it was just the plate and not her.
#I'm cracking up#this whole post is just me fangirling over Nezha 2 lmao#I love that movie#I can't remember what my life was like before it
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We are working towards our dreams, sometimes, we work some other things too all along which is understandable! So you may walk towards your dream, run towards your dream, or may take some time to breathe… all is understandable! Just remember to keep walking!
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