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I just fucking realized - every person Blitz apologized to had something to do with Stolas, with nearly all of them being places he’s visited with him. Even Martha is associated with the memory of him starting their arrangement. Brb crying.

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Stolas and Blitzø

-Relationship analysis-

Just a flow of consciousness here.

Stolas and Blitzø developed their feelings not always on screen. We got hints, especially from Stolas.

We can still understand it grew gradually, from just very passionate dates to actual feelings.

It all started from Stolas, who let Blitzø use his Grimoire to access the human realm, in order to maintain his business, in exchange of se*ual activities. No problems here, just two adults demons who consented to have coitus, a do ut des!

Going on with their relationship, Stolas’ feelings changed. He realised his “first real friend” was also his first and only love.

We can tell it by his words, he stopped addressing to him and his colleagues as “imp/imps”, stopped referring to his social status and quit the “Blitzy” and started calling him by his name as his respect grew stronger. And also he bowed to him in S1 EP7, exactly like he did when they were kids. In the same episode by his reaction to the date proposal we can tell he was smitten!

Blitzø has been hiding his own feelings to us but first to himself, his actions and words were more subtle than Stolas’. He changed his behaviour towards his lover, as he changed the way he looked at him like he did in S2 EP3, when they lost Via in LA, Blitzø was lost when he saw Stolas’ human form. But while talking to everybody else he kept his mask on, like he did when he was speaking to Fizz and Striker in S2 EP6. In fact, Striker admitted Blitzø was less bad than Fizz ‘cos they “were only f*cking” while Fizz was “a dog purse” for Ozzie.

Blitzø cannot believe people love him, so he rejects everybody before, so he cannot be dumped. There is no way you can forgive people when you don’t forgive yourself first, and we can understand a lot thanks to his interaction with Verosika in S2 EP9.

He realised he loved Stolas when he lost him.

In conclusion, there is not an actual fault here. None of them ever experienced an healthy relationship so they could pretend by one another to behave correctly when they have never been in a healthy environment first. Stolas did Blitzø wrong, especially at the beginning, and Blitzø did him dirty, when things could get another chance he “ruined everything” to protect his feelings.

Anyway, I still ship them and let me know what you guys think!

xoxo

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The thing about ADHD is that the "lack of reward chemicals in your brain" doesn't just mean that you don't want to do any tasks that don't feel particularly yummy :(, it means that your brain will look at chores and tasks that need to be done like "doing this would be painful and tedious for absolutely nothing to gain from it, Do Not Do That." The same thing that your brain tells you about everything else that would feel really bad and hurt the entire time that you're dying. The part of your brain that stops you from doing the thing is the same part that keeps you from shoving your arm into a wood chipper.

With unmedicated, unmanaged ADHD, "I have to do this assignment or I fail and my life will be ruined and I die" feels like a SAW trap, every single time.

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says “I’m not getting my diploma at graduation Myself and 3 other seniors were notified that UChicago won’t confer our degrees at graduation this weekend. Despite finishing 4 rigorous and excruciating years of undergrad This comes off the heels of the university already having me and other students arrested & criminalized. The 4 of us have been targeted for “possibly” participating in campus-wide protests which a large majority of our student body has. We assumed we’d have criminal records before degrees. And now we might not even have that We’ve done the work. We deserve our degrees. Standing on the side of justice shouldn’t negate that. Sign, call, write to tell UChicago this is not okay. We need more support.” Go to his profile and click in the link in his bio for a quick way to contact the University.

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See also, "We're in a drought; conserve water!" Meanwhile, bottled water companies and golf courses for rich folk empty the aquifers.

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You think the arranged marriages happened because everyone in the Goetia kept being gay?

GAY VASSAGO AND ANDREALPHUS MY BELOVED

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You know what? I don't want to change my VPN every six months cause it was caught selling information. I don't want to go deep into the settings of every website I so much as look at. I don't want my internet browsing to be a constant leap through hoops so that companies can't do things which should be illegal anyway. I want privacy to be the default and for it to be difficult to take it away, not the other way around. Is that too much to ask?

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Especially with something like grass that requires so much water in a place where water is so scarce. It's definitely taking resources away from people, animals, and native flora.

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David Tennant interview at the British LGBT Awards, June 2024 (x)

Int: You being an ally to the community isn't something new. You've been doing it, but recently you've obviously really stepped up for trans and non-binary people in a time that's so, so needed. What made you do that?

David: I don't know that I feel like I've done anything that I wouldn't just sort of be normally doing. I mean, it's for me it's just common sense that there's there should be any suggestion that people aren't allowed to live the life they want to live and and to be who they want to be with and to express themselves wholeheartedly. I mean, as long as you aren't hurting anybody else, everybody else just needs to fucking butt out. I don't really understand why...

Int: ...it's controversial.

David: Yeah, there is and the thing... the thing, if there's something that's particularly sobering and depressing, it's that certain debates are being weaponized by certain elements of the political class, often for no... it seems it's not ideological so much as opportunistic. And I just think that's pretty disgusting, really.

Int: I couldn't agree more. What message would you like to send out to trans youth?

David: Please don't feel like you're not loved and that you're not accepted and that you're not... you know, most people in the world are good and kind and just want you to be able to be who you are. Most people in the world don't really care. I mean... you know what I mean?

Int: We're all narcissistic.

David: Exactly. Everyone's so self obsessed that really, the sort of noise that comes from a certain area of the press and of the political class is... it's a minority. It really is. And please don't let that make you feel diminished or dissuaded or discouraged, because, you know, you just... you have to be allowed to be yourself, and you are, and you are yourself and you must thrive and flourish, and we're all here for it.

Int: Amazing. I think, yeah, it's so important .I think sometimes it feels like there's so many people, but it is a minority. It's such a minority.

David: It's a tiny bunch of little whinging fuckers that are on the wrong side of history and they'll all go away soon.

Int: Like what happened with gay people 20 years ago.

David: When I was a kid, when I was a kid, exactly. You know, I was at school when Clause 28 came in and it all felt like being gay was something to be terrified of. And gay men in particular were demonised as paedophiles and now that just feels historic and ludicrous and, I mean, I don't see all those... all those battles aren't won, but we're in a very, very different place. And I feel like.I feel like history is on a progressive trajectory and it might get knocked sideways now and again by people for all sorts of reasons, which are often quite selfish and quite, as I say, not coming from a place of any sort of genuine belief system, but other than a place of opportunism. And that's something that we... I hope that in 20 years time, we're talking about, you know, these culture wars as something of the past.

Int: I believe we will. I'm a huge Doctor Who fan, so.

David: Oh, good, me too!

Int: You are my Doctor.

David: Oh, thank you very much.

Int: But recently, obviously, you came back for the 60th anniversary and you got to work with Yasmin Finney.

David: Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Int: What was it like working with her?

David: Oh, she's brilliant. She's fantastic. Yeah. And she's in the show again now, she's back in it, so that's fantastic to see. She's lovely, talented, cool as a cucumber, articulate, brilliant. I learned a lot from her as an actor and also as someone who, you know, who's become a sort of de facto activist just because of who she is and where she is, and she becomes a sort of symbol of hope, and she's wonderful.

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y'all ever think it's adorable when stolas uhhh...*checks notes* has pupils? just me? shut up ok his eyes are pretty 😒

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Sisters. 🥺

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TW for the whole self-hatred topic.

I've held off on writing about this moment so far because so many people have been posting who get it, and I like to be original. But it's keeping me up at night- literally- so I have to talk about it anyway.

Stolas just poured his heart out, and Blitz is reaching over to comfort him. But he hesitates for a moment too long. In the background, there's this pop song playing at the party, and you can make out the haunting lyrics, "don't touch that pretty thing."

Whenever I rewatch the episode, I need to pause after this moment just to breathe. It seems to get worse every time.

(All of the expressions here are fantastic, as is the color scheme, but that's not really what I want to talk about.)

I identify with Blitz a lot, and I never like to see people bashing him, but it especially hurts after this episode.

Because I am Blitz in that moment. When your internal narrative (whether put into words or not) frames you as this natural disaster that flattens everything in its path, that creates messes for other people to clean up, that hurts the people you love the most- well, you carry that with you. Especially if when you express the hurt you hold inside, it comes out in ugly ways. You carry a voice that tells you to spare those you care about by making yourself unobtrusive, fucking leaving, absolutely denying yourself the chance to say what you feel, so that their lives can be better. But you still need people.

I'm going to stay rapt to this show for as long as it takes to see Blitz realize that he can and does make people happy by being in their lives and by being his truest self- and that his trauma and the shitty things he's done- they're part of him, but they are not his core. It will be worth all of this pain to arrive there. I need it.

It seems like "I make everyone's lives worse" will be in the next episode. It's going to be a rough ride.

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Stolas singing his heart out from the new Apology Tour episode

...this will just have to tide us over til the next one

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Help this Palestinian family evacuate. Please donate.

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I need Stolas and Moxxie interaction NOW

Verosika really enabled Stolas' behaviour of "let's just stop dealing with Blitz he deserves it" and like fair enough on her end lol. But, Stolas DOES need to think about his behaviours affected Blitz, and also get to know why Blitz acts this way, more personally than just "this is a situationship of course he'd feel bad". So...

MOXXIE COME IN CLUTCH PLS

Someone who knows all about Blitz' insecurities, from the events in Truth Seekers, and just dealing with him in general. From VERY personal experience... he knows how Blitz really envies couples, and that it's because he's jealous. I don't think he's had a full on "oh blitz might hate himself" moment or anything yet but he could probably figure it out. And, he's overall calmer, more empathetic, and better at explaining things - better than Blitz lol. Stolas and Blitz should talk to eachother obviously but it'll take time before they're ready - before Stolas is ready to hear anything for sure.

Along with just painting Blitz in a more sympathetic light again, as another imp, Moxxie can also clearly tell Stolas how different life is between them. Again, as a 'situation', I think Stolas understands the class divide of imps vs the world. But he doesn't really consider how it affects them as people day to day, because if he doesn't demean Blitz like that it's not a problem right? Moxxie laying it out more clearly would allow it to click for Stolas, sometimes you need something calmly explained to you.

Plus, Moxxie standing up for Blitz, after Blitz defended him and Millie as a couple in S1E7 would be really nice right?

I need my boy Moxxie back in the plot again... Him and Millie coming back and them being the more well-adjusted of the cast would be so useful to help the disaster Boss and prince at centerstage recover...

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all I want from this season is to see stolas' scary demon form again please I am on my knees begging