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8:56 PM

welp, here’s some perv jisung for yall 🫣 i tried to keep it as gn as possible and its been quite a while since i’ve written something so im sorry if its not that good 😣

should i turn this into a whole one shot? please let me know what you think about it! ❣️

you and jisung were gonna spend the weekend like you’ve always did. the tension of the week would disappear every time you guys hung out. he already had the keys to your house so when you got to the house and saw his shoes, you weren’t surprised one bit.

as you walked to your room, you could hear some whimpers and whines coming from there, thinking jisung might’ve just fallen asleep and was having nightmares. once you opened the door, however, that was far from what you could’ve imagined.

jisung had your pillow over his face, taking your scent in with every deep breath he took, completely naked on your bed as he jerked himself off with one of your underwears wrapped around his hand. you didn’t intend to gasp that loud but you couldn’t believe the view you had in front of you. hearing your gasp, jisung suddenly stopped, taking the pillow off of his face as he stared at you with wide doe eyes, cheeks glowing red.

“jisung?” your voice came out quiet, surprise evident in it as you just froze in place. jisung’s hand jerked, starting to tear up and whimper, trying his best not to keep going because the fact that he got caught was making his dick twitch in need. “i-i.. y/n i-i can explain i swear” his voice was small, hand trembling on his side as he made a fist, couldn’t help but move his hand that was jerking his dick off “what the fuck are you doing?” you asked, still trying to grasp the situation. he just whimpered, his hand starting to move quicker as tears fell from his face “i-i can’t stop! i’m sorry” he hiccuped, his precum wetting your underwear

you looked at him weird, everything feeling too much “you’re so fucking disgusting” you said it, face grimacing in disgust. you thought it wouldn’t get any worse than this but you gasped for the second time as you saw jisung cum, whining loudly and crying more, body shaking and trembling. you wanted him to feel bad, disgusted, wanted him to realize how fucked up this whole thing was but instead, he came with the most intense orgasm he has ever had. jisung panted, hand still moving on his dick, your underwear drenched with his cum now

“i think we need to have a talk” you said, not intending to sound cold when jisung sniffled, nodding and not looking at you in the eyes from how embarrassed he felt “i-i’ll be out there in a b-bit” he said, finally stopping. you didn’t know what you were gonna talk about, leaving the room as you tried to collect your thoughts. you just saw a completely different side of your best friend.

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hm maybe i could write a small portion of the smut part, like a teaser, and see how well it does and if i could turn it into a full story 🤔🤔

why is it always so hard to START the writing process.. like i know the plot, i know what i wanna write but i just cant think a way to start it.. sigh

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why is it always so hard to START the writing process.. like i know the plot, i know what i wanna write but i just cant think a way to start it.. sigh

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👀🫣 hi hello, just checking in, is there anyone here? 🫣

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IMPORTANT!

hello! decide to put this blog on hold until i get at least a little bit of feedback from the works i have put up until now. although i appreciate the likes and reblogs, i’d love to hear your thoughts so i wont be posting any more works until i get some comments about my works and writing style. thank you everyone who has read them until now 💖

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THIS

waking up to 99+ notifications and not needing to actually interact or even read a single one because it's just a sea of fucking likes

when will y'all realise that a reblog, a comment, an ask is what keeps writers writing? what the fuck are we here for if there's no feedback, no interaction of any kind? it's so simple, yet it seems to elude so many of you

this is why your favourite writers are bouncing

rapidly getting bored of it 😀

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about the last post i rb-ed, one time there was this thing on twitter where people go like “fav this and my x will comment on your account” and that x said sth about me like “does she read y/n stories” as if its sth i should be ashamed of?? what’s wrong with reading x reader stories like??? im sorry for imagining myself with my idols

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excuse me but i like putting my name instead of an oc?? let me be in my dream world in peace?? i like imagining MYSELF in the stories why is it so absurd or weird?

Just saw someone say that y/n fics are usually lazy writing

All my fics are y/n, guess i've been lazy writing all along

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SUCKING MINHO OFF WHILE FELIX CONTROLS YOU??/$:$:9:$92$382 SIGN ME UP THIS IS SO GOOD

Cute little pain slut

Warnings: smut, unprotected sex, vaginal penatration, oral (m receiving), rough sex, pussy slapping, face slapping, cum swallowing, nipple clamps, spanking, name calling. Minors dni!

Characters: Felix x Fem reader x Minho

Author’s note: This is part of the drabble event to celebrate 1k followers on my blog (we're about to reach 1.5k and that's very exciting to me)! This was requested by @lacedfairy (photos chosen: 8, 14, 21). Thank you so much for the request bubs, i really hope you like it! For those who want to participate in the drabble event, send me a dm and i’ll send you the photos to choose from! <3

You never expected this. It’s a fairly normal day — you went to your respective classes in uni and met up again at the parking lot, which would be a rather secluded spot because the both of you are somehow always excited when being alone in the car.

It’s the same routine everyday.

But there’s one piece of information that Felix deliberately failed to notify you, which you only realised when you’re deeply making out with him, eyes finally open when Felix demands you to do so.

So, here you are, on your boyfriend’s lap, in his car, breath uneven after sucking faces with him and getting even more uneven when you see his friend, Minho, at the backseat, smirking at you, head giving a slight nod as acknowledgement to your disheveled form.

Your brain is still computing Minho’s presence while Felix casually greets the man, not even bothering to cover you up. So you sit there, chest heaving, the cardigan you were wearing now out of reach and your shirt is not fitting you properly from the harsh groping your boyfriend was freely enjoying.

“Hi to you too, y/n,” Minho greets, chuckling a little at your silence while Felix tries to calm you down by rubbing soothing circles on the side of your waist.

“Hi, Minho,” you finally speak, voice a little squeakier than intended. “Did- did we invite you and forgot?” You ask, still confused as to why he has been silently watching you make out with your boyfriend.

“It’s more like I invited him and wanted to surprise you,” Felix answers, hand slowly creeping up from your waist to cup your face.

Felix makes you look at him, his stare sharp and dark, making you whimper unintentionally, not able to resist the power your boyfriend holds on you even with an unexpected spectator.

“Remember when I went to that stupid party and came back home angry?” He asks, bringing your face closer to his.

You nod, earning a chuckle from him. “Yeah, of course you remember. That was when you realised you liked me hurting you when we fuck, hmm?” Felix says crudely, making you bite your lip in embarrassment.

You can’t help but look at Minho, somehow still trying to figure out that man’s role in this conversation.

“It’s hard to explain but… sometimes I feel like hurting you,” Felix continues, his hand now wrapping around your neck, putting a slight pressure to his hold, making you hitch a breath.

“And sometimes, I want fools who think I can’t do it to watch and see how much I can actually dumb you down into nothing but my cute little pain slut,” he nearly growls, eyes switching from looking at you to looking at Minho from the rearview mirror.

“And that lucky fool is Minho, so he’s gonna watch me make you cry today, yeah?”

And true to your pain slut nature, you nod dumbly, and rather eagerly, to which Felix responds with a chuckle and a slap on your jiggly tits as a binding agreement.

You’ve been at this for hours. Or maybe it’s less than that but with the way Felix is spanking your ass and cunt, and with how he’s roughly guiding your head to suck Minho’s cock makes you feel like it’s been forever.

Everytime you choke around Minho’s dick, Felix would slap your cunt three times before he thrusts his fat cock back into your tight hole.

“You can do better than that, baby. Show this motherfucker how good I’ve trained you, yeah?” Felix says, the sound of your choked out moans are like music in his ears.

He keeps on thrusting into you, fingers roughly rubbing your oversensitive clit and sometimes tugging onto the nipple clamps he made you wear and lord it all feels so good.

“Fuck, Felix— man, you sadistic shit,” Minho notes absentmindedly, but doesn’t even try to make his friend go softer on you because of how pretty you look like this.

Your brain is definitely dumb now, not caring how you look with spit dripping from the corner of your mouth due to how Minho and Felix are forcing you to choke on the former’s girthy dick, and not to forget Felix who has been fucking his fat cock into you for god knows how long while rubbing your oversensitive clit and tugging onto the nipple clamps roughly — it hurts but it hurts so so good.

The two men are definitely not focusing on your pleasure but being the pain slut you are, you’ve cum at least three times from the overwhelming feeling of having two hot men using you like their fleshlight.

“Fuck, i’m gonna cum,” Minho announces, hips moving faster while Felix helps control the movement of your head as you continue to suck his friend off. Not even five seconds later, Minho cums in your mouth, a string of curses leaving his as he stays still, his load filling in your small mouth as you try to breathe through your nose.

Feeling like Minho doesn’t deserve to have your warm cavern wrapped around his dick as he cums, Felix roughly tugs onto your hair, pulling your back to him, Minho’s cum spilling everywhere and his softening dick bounces on his stomach. The plopping sound of his own cock slipping from your oversensitive cunt brings a smile to his face.

“Fuck you,” Minho says, chuckling and groaning at the same time.

Felix ignores him, throwing you onto your back beside Minho, his eyes dark as he watches Minho’s cum decorating your lips, cheeks and chin, and the way your throat moves as you try to swallow what’s left in your mouth.

Felix cups your face, squishing your cheeks and he chuckles at your fucked out state. Your eyes are shiny with tears but it’s also filled with lust — not to mention how good your tits look with the nipple clamps and how pretty your cunt is, all puffy from all his slapping and fucking.

Your engorged clit would look even prettier if he gets to rub it again with his cum, Felix thinks to himself.

“You look so cute right now,” Felix chuckles darkly, squishing your cheeks even harder before he lets go, only to slap you around a little, the smacking sound of his palm getting in touch with your cum-covered cheeks resonating throughout the room.

All you can do is whimper, the pain adding up to the unexplainable pleasure. You can feel Minho’s eyes on you, but you could care less of how you look like right now. All you can think of is wanting your boyfriend to fuck your cunt again and give you his cum.

Minho chuckles when he realises how really fucked out you are right now. Felix is one lucky bastard, because if you’re that good at giving head, your cunt must be phenomenal. And you letting the guy do whatever he wants — you’re definitely the textbook definition of a total pain slut.

“If you give me that look, I’ll want to mess you up even more, baby,” Felix smirks, his fingers now playing with your nipples, tugging roughly on the clamps as you cry from the pain and pleasure.

“Aww, you want that? Want me to mess you up, so that the next time Minho comes over he’ll have to fuck a fleshlight because your cunt is too messed up to take another man’s cock?” Felix says condescendingly but the eager nod you give is all he needs to continue.

This is the day Minho learns that calling Felix vanilla at the party is the best mean comment he has ever made. And it’s also the day he learns how rough Felix is and how his next mean comment would be about how Felix can't train your cunt to fit two cocks.

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this is the second time im posting Always You and its flopping again.. why..

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Al’s WIP List

Mental Patient Jeongin (currently writing) (Fem)

Always You Pt. 2 (Fem)

Racer Han Jisung (Fem, might be gn depending on my mood)

Yandere Changbin (Fem)

Subby Chan (Fem)

Reader as Stray Kids’ 9th member (Fem)

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should i post a wip list?

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here’s a thought

walking through the hallways of a club with Chan, batshit drunk as both of you sway side to side, bumping into the walls, trying to find a place to have a quicky

he’s also still listening to the music that’s being played, moving around with the rhythm, motioning his hands as if he’s playing the drums

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THE TAGS DJKSJDOS im glad you liked it! unfortunately SPOILER ALERT the smut is going to be with minho 👀

Always You Pt. 1

Lee Know/Minho x Fem. reader x Seo Changbin

Genre: Romance, Angst, Smut in the next part

Word Count: 2.1k

A/N: This is a repost from my old blog, im not stealing anyone’s work

It was your boyfriend, Changbin’s birthday. You invited all of his friends, the people who he’s close with because you wanted this day to be the best day ever for him. You guys were going out to celebrate it so you arranged a table at the local restaurant. It wasn’t too fancy, just somewhere you all could be comfortable and have fun.

“Changbin, baby are you ready? We need to leave if we don’t want to be late” you said fixing your hair in front of the mirror as Changbin came into the room from the bathroom “Yeah I’m ready. You look so beautiful” he said smiling, coming up to you to hug you from behind as he left a small kiss on your neck. You smiled, turning around in his arms “Thank you baby” you said as you wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him softly “Now let’s get going before we’re late to your OWN birthday” you giggled, poking his cheek before pulling away from him.

You were kind of nervous. Of course it was nothing too much and you guys have been dating for 3 years but you still wanted him to have the best time of his life.

Arriving at the restaurant, you two made your way towards the arranged table. Once you made it, you saw all the balloons and decorations his friends put up, just like how you asked them to, decorating your section of the place with beautiful colors. After all of you hugged and greeted each other, you all sat down and started talking.

“Oh um, I actually invited an old friend of ours, if it’s okay with you” Chan asked when you guys were having conversation “Oh sure! No problem at all. The more the merrier” you said chuckling “Right, love?” turning to look at Changbin, you held his hand as he nodded “Yeah. Who is it though?” he asked. “It’s umm OH, there he is. Hi Minho!” Chan said getting up from his seat. Minho. You’ve never remembered Changbin having a friend named Minho.

As you turned around to greet whoever this Minho guy was, you saw something you’d never think you’d see. Lee Minho. You’d recognize this face anywhere. How could you forget? He was the love of your life before everything went down.

“Oh my god Minho! Dude hi!” Changbin smiled really big, hugging him tightly “It’s been so long! I’m so glad you could make it here” he said but it all sounded so blurry to you. Like someone was squeezing your head so hard that it was ringing and you couldn’t hear any sounds. All you could do was stare at him. He never changed, just got slightly older but everything you loved about him were the same. That sharp nose you loved running your finger down, his perfect lips that you adored so much whenever he puckered them up, that tiny little mole on his nose that you kissed every time you wanted to show affection. You still remembered every little detail about him.

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You laughed, throwing your head back as you laid your head on Minho’s thigh “Bunny we’re too young to get married! Let alone being parents” you said opening your eyes to look at his pouting face “You’re making fun of me. I’m telling you that I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and you’re LAUGHING AT ME” he said as he kept pouting. You two were currently on a picnic, it was a sunny summer day and Minho wanted to take you on a picnic date so you two got ready, taking your basket with you as you walked to the park nearby.

“I’m not making fun of you! In fact, I’m so happy that you want to spend the rest of your life with me, with ME, the girl who always messes up. I’m just saying we’re only in highschool, we still have so many years ahead of us” you said leaning up to cup his cheeks “But I’m in love with you! And I want to be with you forever, take you on so many adventures, having little versions of ourselves running around with our family pets” Minho said, that little pout never leaving his lips “And I’m in love with YOU. I see my future with no one but you. I’m just saying it’s a little early to talk about these” You said pecking his lips softly “Okay but I’m telling you. One day, I’ll come to you with a beautiful diamond ring, on one knee, giving you my promise of making you the happiest girl in the world” he said cupping your cheek with one hand as he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear “I’m already the happiest girl in the world” you said smiling before pressing your lips on his in a deep but sweet kiss.

You two have broken up, well, had to break up, because Minho was moving away for college. Even if you both tried to fool yourselves thinking it would work out, you could do a long distance, you both knew that was far from the truth. You cried that night, a lot. That night that he finally said his last goodbye and you were left with the coldness of his absence.

“Oh, let me introduce you to my girlfriend!” Changbin said smiling, pulling you close to him “Oh, Y/N. Long time no see” Minho said smiling. Even that tiny smile was still the same. It made your heart crumble into so many pieces “You two know each other?” Changbin asked his eyes wide. “Oh yeah we’re just-“ you started but Minho cut you off “Old friends. We’re old friends. We used to be in the same class in high school” There it was. Another crumble of your heart.

You smiled bitterly “Yeah.. Old friends”. It was supposed to be the best night but now, the tension in the room could be cut through with a knife “Oh sweet! I’m glad you guys know each other. Minho, Chan, Jisung and I used to live in the same neighborhood but then he had to move out for college” Changbin said as if he could read your mind. You were wondering where they knew each other from.

“Come on, take a seat” Changbin said gesturing to the only seat that was empty, right next to you. How convenient.

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“Hi bunny! What’s up?” you answered the phone. It was Minho “Hey darling” he said. His voice sounded different “Is everything okay baby?” you asked worried. Usually, Minho would talk to you in such a bright tone with some cheesy cuteness in it. But this time, it was cold “Yeah um.. Can we talk for a bit?” he asked “Yeah sure baby, what’s up?” you said crossing your legs on the couch “Want to meet up? You can come over too if you want” “No it’s okay. Do you remember the college I wanted to go to?” he asked “Yeah, the one that’s out of the city right? Why?” you said getting worried “Yeah that one. So uuhh I got accepted” Minho said.

You felt like your whole world crushed down “You said you wouldn’t apply for it” you said, voice shaking “Yeah I know but you know that’s my dream college. And I knew I would be able to get in, even if it was just a small chance. I wanted to take that chance” His voice sounded sad, but still somewhat cold “Can we talk about this face to face?” you asked, eyes tearing up already “No, this way will be easier” Minho said “Easier for what? What are you trying to say Minho?” now you were fully crying “You know what it is Y/N. We’ve talked about it before” he said, making your heart break more “Yeah we did. And you promised me that you wouldn’t apply because we wouldn’t work out if you did! You fucking promised!” you raised your voice, tears running down your face as your heart broke into million pieces “I had to make a choice!” Minho said, raising his voice as well “So you chose college over me. Unbelievable” you said scoffing.

“What was I supposed to do?!” Minho said as you cut him off “You were supposed to stay with me and keep your fucking promise along with millions of promises you made!” you yelled then let out a sarcastic laugh “Marriage my ass. Fuck you Minho, fuck you. Fuck you for choosing your future over me, fuck you for not keeping your promise and FUCK. YOU. for breaking up with me over the phone! I hope you never find happiness ever again” you said coldly, hanging up the phone without listening to what he was going to say as you threw your phone across the room. You let out the loudest scream you could ever manage, pouring all the pain away with your tears

The night went on by talking, Changbin and Minho and the others having conversations but you stayed silent most of the time although you made comments here and there to not seem too suspicious. “Baby, are you okay?” Changbin asked putting his hand on your thigh as if he sensed how tense you were. You tried to put on your best smile as you put your hand on his “Yeah I’m okay love. Are you having fun?” you asked, taking a sip from your drink as he nodded “Yeah. Thank you again for today honey. I love you so much” Changbin said giving you a sweet kiss.

You loved Changbin’s kisses, they were one of your favorite but right now, it didn’t feel good, it didn’t feel right but you still pushed through, kissing him back as sweetly. Or so you tried.

Finally, it was time to cut the cake. Changbin stood up, walking over to the edge of the table as you walked up next to him, standing beside him. The waiter brought the cake, a small firework burning on the it as everyone stood up too. Once the birthday song was over, Changbin took his glass and looked at you

“Firstly, I want to thank my beautiful girlfriend for this amazing night she prepared. I would’ve never been this happy if it wasn’t for her” he said as he kissed you deeply and full of love “Second of all, thank you to all my friends who didn’t leave me alone on this special day of mine. I love and appreciate all of you so much. Let’s raise our glasses for the best night and many more to come!”

Everyone cheered when Changbin’s speech was over, clapping and raising their glasses. You caught Minho’s eyes for the first time that night, after that small encounter of yours. He raised his glass towards you, taking big gulps from it without taking his eyes off you. You felt sick, you felt like you couldn’t breathe and you wanted to get out of there but Changbin’s hand that was wrapped tightly around your waist stopped you from doing so. “Let me take a pic of you two!” one of your friends said, snapping you out of your thoughts as you looked at Changbin before turning towards your friend. He leaned in to kiss your cheek, making you giggle as the flash popped, signaling that the pic was taken.

You didn’t talk for the rest of the night. Feeling so out of it as you just listened to the conversations that were going on and it was finally the end of the night. Changbin drove you both to the house you shared, the whole ride was silent apart from the faint sound coming from the radio. You made it to your shared bedroom, taking your accessories in front of the mirror when Changbin walked up to you from behind for the second time “Baby are you really okay? You’ve been so silent the whole night” he asked giving your shoulder a kiss. You smiled at him through the mirror “Yeah I’m okay babe. Just a little bit tired. I hope you had fun tonight” you said turning around to leave a small kiss to his cheek. “Yeah I did. Thank you so much again, for everything” Changbin said softly. He could sense something but he just couldn’t put his finger on it.

After taking off your make up and getting ready for bed, you finally put your head on the pillow. You tried to sleep for a while, tossing and turning in bed, hearing Changbin’s tiny snores indicating he was asleep but you just couldn’t. Minho wouldn’t leave your head.

Sighing, you pulled out your phone, tapping on Instagram to scroll through a bit and before you knew it, you were scrolling through Minho’s page. You used to do that a lot, back when you two first broke up but then after a while you stopped. Then Changbin came into your life that you forgot about it.

That night, you looked through every pic of his, studying every little detail until you fell asleep. With him on your mind.

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Always You Pt. 1

Lee Know/Minho x Fem. reader x Seo Changbin

Genre: Romance, Angst, Smut in the next part

Word Count: 2.1k

A/N: This is a repost from my old blog, im not stealing anyone’s work

It was your boyfriend, Changbin’s birthday. You invited all of his friends, the people who he’s close with because you wanted this day to be the best day ever for him. You guys were going out to celebrate it so you arranged a table at the local restaurant. It wasn’t too fancy, just somewhere you all could be comfortable and have fun.

“Changbin, baby are you ready? We need to leave if we don’t want to be late” you said fixing your hair in front of the mirror as Changbin came into the room from the bathroom “Yeah I’m ready. You look so beautiful” he said smiling, coming up to you to hug you from behind as he left a small kiss on your neck. You smiled, turning around in his arms “Thank you baby” you said as you wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him softly “Now let’s get going before we’re late to your OWN birthday” you giggled, poking his cheek before pulling away from him.

You were kind of nervous. Of course it was nothing too much and you guys have been dating for 3 years but you still wanted him to have the best time of his life.

Arriving at the restaurant, you two made your way towards the arranged table. Once you made it, you saw all the balloons and decorations his friends put up, just like how you asked them to, decorating your section of the place with beautiful colors. After all of you hugged and greeted each other, you all sat down and started talking.

“Oh um, I actually invited an old friend of ours, if it’s okay with you” Chan asked when you guys were having conversation “Oh sure! No problem at all. The more the merrier” you said chuckling “Right, love?” turning to look at Changbin, you held his hand as he nodded “Yeah. Who is it though?” he asked. “It’s umm OH, there he is. Hi Minho!” Chan said getting up from his seat. Minho. You’ve never remembered Changbin having a friend named Minho.

As you turned around to greet whoever this Minho guy was, you saw something you’d never think you’d see. Lee Minho. You’d recognize this face anywhere. How could you forget? He was the love of your life before everything went down.

“Oh my god Minho! Dude hi!” Changbin smiled really big, hugging him tightly “It’s been so long! I’m so glad you could make it here” he said but it all sounded so blurry to you. Like someone was squeezing your head so hard that it was ringing and you couldn’t hear any sounds. All you could do was stare at him. He never changed, just got slightly older but everything you loved about him were the same. That sharp nose you loved running your finger down, his perfect lips that you adored so much whenever he puckered them up, that tiny little mole on his nose that you kissed every time you wanted to show affection. You still remembered every little detail about him.

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You laughed, throwing your head back as you laid your head on Minho’s thigh “Bunny we’re too young to get married! Let alone being parents” you said opening your eyes to look at his pouting face “You’re making fun of me. I’m telling you that I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and you’re LAUGHING AT ME” he said as he kept pouting. You two were currently on a picnic, it was a sunny summer day and Minho wanted to take you on a picnic date so you two got ready, taking your basket with you as you walked to the park nearby.

“I’m not making fun of you! In fact, I’m so happy that you want to spend the rest of your life with me, with ME, the girl who always messes up. I’m just saying we’re only in highschool, we still have so many years ahead of us” you said leaning up to cup his cheeks “But I’m in love with you! And I want to be with you forever, take you on so many adventures, having little versions of ourselves running around with our family pets” Minho said, that little pout never leaving his lips “And I’m in love with YOU. I see my future with no one but you. I’m just saying it’s a little early to talk about these” You said pecking his lips softly “Okay but I’m telling you. One day, I’ll come to you with a beautiful diamond ring, on one knee, giving you my promise of making you the happiest girl in the world” he said cupping your cheek with one hand as he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear “I’m already the happiest girl in the world” you said smiling before pressing your lips on his in a deep but sweet kiss.

You two have broken up, well, had to break up, because Minho was moving away for college. Even if you both tried to fool yourselves thinking it would work out, you could do a long distance, you both knew that was far from the truth. You cried that night, a lot. That night that he finally said his last goodbye and you were left with the coldness of his absence.

“Oh, let me introduce you to my girlfriend!” Changbin said smiling, pulling you close to him “Oh, Y/N. Long time no see” Minho said smiling. Even that tiny smile was still the same. It made your heart crumble into so many pieces “You two know each other?” Changbin asked his eyes wide. “Oh yeah we’re just-“ you started but Minho cut you off “Old friends. We’re old friends. We used to be in the same class in high school” There it was. Another crumble of your heart.

You smiled bitterly “Yeah.. Old friends”. It was supposed to be the best night but now, the tension in the room could be cut through with a knife “Oh sweet! I’m glad you guys know each other. Minho, Chan, Jisung and I used to live in the same neighborhood but then he had to move out for college” Changbin said as if he could read your mind. You were wondering where they knew each other from.

“Come on, take a seat” Changbin said gesturing to the only seat that was empty, right next to you. How convenient.

flashback

“Hi bunny! What’s up?” you answered the phone. It was Minho “Hey darling” he said. His voice sounded different “Is everything okay baby?” you asked worried. Usually, Minho would talk to you in such a bright tone with some cheesy cuteness in it. But this time, it was cold “Yeah um.. Can we talk for a bit?” he asked “Yeah sure baby, what’s up?” you said crossing your legs on the couch “Want to meet up? You can come over too if you want” “No it’s okay. Do you remember the college I wanted to go to?” he asked “Yeah, the one that’s out of the city right? Why?” you said getting worried “Yeah that one. So uuhh I got accepted” Minho said.

You felt like your whole world crushed down “You said you wouldn’t apply for it” you said, voice shaking “Yeah I know but you know that’s my dream college. And I knew I would be able to get in, even if it was just a small chance. I wanted to take that chance” His voice sounded sad, but still somewhat cold “Can we talk about this face to face?” you asked, eyes tearing up already “No, this way will be easier” Minho said “Easier for what? What are you trying to say Minho?” now you were fully crying “You know what it is Y/N. We’ve talked about it before” he said, making your heart break more “Yeah we did. And you promised me that you wouldn’t apply because we wouldn’t work out if you did! You fucking promised!” you raised your voice, tears running down your face as your heart broke into million pieces “I had to make a choice!” Minho said, raising his voice as well “So you chose college over me. Unbelievable” you said scoffing.

“What was I supposed to do?!” Minho said as you cut him off “You were supposed to stay with me and keep your fucking promise along with millions of promises you made!” you yelled then let out a sarcastic laugh “Marriage my ass. Fuck you Minho, fuck you. Fuck you for choosing your future over me, fuck you for not keeping your promise and FUCK. YOU. for breaking up with me over the phone! I hope you never find happiness ever again” you said coldly, hanging up the phone without listening to what he was going to say as you threw your phone across the room. You let out the loudest scream you could ever manage, pouring all the pain away with your tears

The night went on by talking, Changbin and Minho and the others having conversations but you stayed silent most of the time although you made comments here and there to not seem too suspicious. “Baby, are you okay?” Changbin asked putting his hand on your thigh as if he sensed how tense you were. You tried to put on your best smile as you put your hand on his “Yeah I’m okay love. Are you having fun?” you asked, taking a sip from your drink as he nodded “Yeah. Thank you again for today honey. I love you so much” Changbin said giving you a sweet kiss.

You loved Changbin’s kisses, they were one of your favorite but right now, it didn’t feel good, it didn’t feel right but you still pushed through, kissing him back as sweetly. Or so you tried.

Finally, it was time to cut the cake. Changbin stood up, walking over to the edge of the table as you walked up next to him, standing beside him. The waiter brought the cake, a small firework burning on the it as everyone stood up too. Once the birthday song was over, Changbin took his glass and looked at you

“Firstly, I want to thank my beautiful girlfriend for this amazing night she prepared. I would’ve never been this happy if it wasn’t for her” he said as he kissed you deeply and full of love “Second of all, thank you to all my friends who didn’t leave me alone on this special day of mine. I love and appreciate all of you so much. Let’s raise our glasses for the best night and many more to come!”

Everyone cheered when Changbin’s speech was over, clapping and raising their glasses. You caught Minho’s eyes for the first time that night, after that small encounter of yours. He raised his glass towards you, taking big gulps from it without taking his eyes off you. You felt sick, you felt like you couldn’t breathe and you wanted to get out of there but Changbin’s hand that was wrapped tightly around your waist stopped you from doing so. “Let me take a pic of you two!” one of your friends said, snapping you out of your thoughts as you looked at Changbin before turning towards your friend. He leaned in to kiss your cheek, making you giggle as the flash popped, signaling that the pic was taken.

You didn’t talk for the rest of the night. Feeling so out of it as you just listened to the conversations that were going on and it was finally the end of the night. Changbin drove you both to the house you shared, the whole ride was silent apart from the faint sound coming from the radio. You made it to your shared bedroom, taking your accessories in front of the mirror when Changbin walked up to you from behind for the second time “Baby are you really okay? You’ve been so silent the whole night” he asked giving your shoulder a kiss. You smiled at him through the mirror “Yeah I’m okay babe. Just a little bit tired. I hope you had fun tonight” you said turning around to leave a small kiss to his cheek. “Yeah I did. Thank you so much again, for everything” Changbin said softly. He could sense something but he just couldn’t put his finger on it.

After taking off your make up and getting ready for bed, you finally put your head on the pillow. You tried to sleep for a while, tossing and turning in bed, hearing Changbin’s tiny snores indicating he was asleep but you just couldn’t. Minho wouldn’t leave your head.

Sighing, you pulled out your phone, tapping on Instagram to scroll through a bit and before you knew it, you were scrolling through Minho’s page. You used to do that a lot, back when you two first broke up but then after a while you stopped. Then Changbin came into your life that you forgot about it.

That night, you looked through every pic of his, studying every little detail until you fell asleep. With him on your mind.

[seohotbinnie]

i think im gonna post it bc why tf not? so get ready for a new-ish(?) fic

i’ve been in my minho feels so i might repost Always You Pt.1 and start writing the part 2 🤔🤔 but im scared that what if it doesnt do well?

[seohotbinnie]

Al I have an ask if you don't mind can you please write something for subby chan.

- Nada

ofc! i dont see chan much as a sub but i can always try! i have couple of works in mind that i wanna write but i’ll try to get to it as fast as i can <3