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I must have gullible written across my forehead lmao

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Sometimes I feel like I have no purpose. I feel like I could disappear and no one would care. I'm terrified I'm losing the one I love.

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I'm a nuisance.

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Better off dead

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No hug. No check to see if I'm okay. No text to see where I was. No concern. I could disappear and no one will care.

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It hurts so much. I have to hold myself or else I will fall apart.

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He'll probably want that bubbly girl he was flirting with and planning on meeting up with. Someone prettier, skinnier, happier. Not this miserable sack of shit here. He made plans to treat her on dates while I was working my ass off and still am paying for everything.

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I want to die. My life serves no fucking purpose. I'm a waste of space. No one will miss me. No one even fucking talks to me. I'm all alone in my head with my self loathing. It hurts so much. I'm sure my partner is tired of my shit. Why would anyone want me? I'm nothing. I'm useless. I'm just a waste of space on this god forsaken planet.

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Why do I feel like I want to die? I hate myself so much. I can never let go of shit from the past. I don't feel good enough. I hate myself.

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No one can ever help me. Every time I confide in someone, it goes nowhere. They don't know what to say and then they feel bad which makes me feel worse. I feel like such a goddamn burden. I'm stuck fighting everything in my head. I don't know what'll help. I don't know what I can do or what anyone else can do that'll help. I feel like I'm drowning.

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I'm better off dead. No one cares about me.

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Why am I here? Everyone is better without me. I'm a mistake. I should be fucking dead.

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I'm a jackass today

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I fucking hate myself. I fucking hate myself. I fucking hate myself. I fucking hate myself. I fucking hate myself. I fucking hate myself. I fucking hate myself. I fucking hate myself.

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Why

Just woke up today wanting to die. The feeling just amplified throughout the day. I just want to kill myself sometimes. One day I'm gonna lose the only good thing that's happened to me because I'm a depressed, insecure bitch who's always thinking irrationally. I fucking hate myself.

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I have a legitimate fear that I am unlovable.

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It hurts,but I’ll just pretend it doesn’t.