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hey y’all,  the funny thing about indie is that i feel like when people disappear for a few days or ‘slack’ on their replies/interactions they always feel obligated to say sorry. every time people come back and make a post, they have awesome mutuals who say things like “omg! it’s fine! you need to focus on yourself”, but i still feel obligated to say it. so ... sorry! but ... i am really struggling right now. i thought that each day would get easier and i would get better, but that is not the case. instead, i seem to be regressing and falling back into patterns that are not good for my mental or physical health. i am really lucky to have people in the rpc who have been building me up and letting me vaguely vent and cry (like literally letting me cry until i fall asleep? can you believe that? there are actual saints here. can you believe that i am literally a sad sack of emotions? no one is shocked.)  with that being said, i have no idea when i am going to be willing to log on and do the stack of replies that have piled up in my drafts. i have no motivation to do them. i have no desire to be on here. i really don’t have the energy to do much of anything anymore. i say this because i don’t want anyone to feel like i’ve been ignoring them or blowing off the plots and ships that we were so excited to write. i feel like a total jerk for not being able to follow through right now. i’m so sorry. if anyone wants to stay connected, i have discord on my phone and am always willing to talk about life or fun things (like dogs)? or even play silly games to pass the time? especially during this quarantine. please IM me so i can give you my discord tag if you want it. i’m always open to making new friends! i also welcome any and all advice that you might have when it comes to dealing with loss, grief, and/or heartbreak. i have no idea what i am doing, as i have never been through something like this before, and i am willing to listen to any suggestions that anyone has to make. i really hope you all understand. lastly, and this is for a very ... niche ... group. but if anyone lives near sydney, australia and has like? a younger sibling? or family member? or child? (idk) and doesn’t have anything to do on tuesday, july 7th 2020 ... and wants to go see frozen live (I SAID IT WAS A VERY SPECIFIC GROUP), then please reach out. i have 3 tickets that ticketmaster refuses to let me return because i didn’t buy the fucking ticket insurance and it has yet to get cancelled (due to covid-19). i will take ANY amount of money for them at this point. i just don’t really want them to go to waste if they still end up letting people go to it! i can’t say thank you enough to everyone who has been keeping my head above water. you’re all my little floaties. sydney

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i don’t know if i’m having a bad day or if this is a feeling that is going to last a while, but i really can’t bring myself to stay on here and be active. i just feel kinda defeated. 

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A night where neither of us have the time or the place to really have sex, so we’re in the backseat of my car, stripped down to our underwear, and all we’re doing is grinding desperately together. Feeling your cock press against the fabric, hard against me. You blanketing my body, leaning down to whisper, “It would be so easy to pull your panties to the side and push my cock inside of you, wouldn’t it?”

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A COMPILATION: Timothée Chalamet and Cigs

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madelaine petsch ✨

like if you save/use

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aubrey: only kinda, huh? what’s it gotta take to be VERY happy?? aubrey: a girl with a whole bachelor’s degree!!! i’ll talk nerdy to you if it gets you worked up. omg well….. the quicker you get here, the quicker i can take care of that for you aubrey: i mean, i guess but i’ve also changed a lot since high school so i just… wanted to be sure. i really like you a lot, cohen…… you’re getting me all gross and mushy, forget the taco bell and just come over

cohen: ugh you know i’m just trying to contain my excitement. i’m already very happy. cohen: aubrey, you know what you’re doing to me!!!!! because when you’re all suggestive like that cohen: i like it a little too much cohen: i’ve already got the taco bell in the seat beside me and i’m on my way cohen: and please know that i’ve always liked you just as much. all these years.

snapchat to 🍑

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Fonts for texts (pt4)

Please, like or reblog if you download it

Gandhi

Banana yeti

Winter poppins + Bestlovers

Aaleyah

Bartond

Feelin sweet

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anonymous asked: lulu - long or short hair

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SIERRA: relax i’m not bailing SIERRA: just got held up with some lame shit SIERRA: look i know i’ve been shit lately SIERRA: let me make up to you?

VICTORIA: fine, fine. i’ll relax. VICTORIA: i guess i’ve just really been missing you and stuff.  VICTORIA: what do you have in mind for making it up?

( 1 ) 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗦𝗡𝗔𝗣.

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Little Women (2019) dir. Greta Gerwig

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Hot Summer Nights, dir. Elijah Bynum (2017)

requested by anon

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DYLAN : ohhh okay okay lets do it im so excited DYLAN : says literally the hottest girl i know DYLAN : i’m so flattered

FIRA: i can buy some shit on amazon rn? FIRA: mmmm baby you know to make me feel special, huh???? ;) FIRA: listen here mr. sarcastic

snap ! → 🙄

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hi have some gifs of timothée hal chalamet making dumb faces in interviews

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KILLING EVE 1.08 “God, I’m Tired”

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So, I finally figured it out… the reason I don’t like Stan.