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just free typing, she shocked my whole system like lightning, the feeling of emptiness is frightening, when I’m fully numb and unable to feel, she’ll lie to enlighten me but the words don’t seep through my body or brain, reflecting all potential pain. destroying me everyday, she’s so nonchalant it’s breaking me in every way. different ways of coping but I see what is true, you never fucking loved me like I love you.. and it’s the truth it’s hurts there’s spurts of swarming pain and curses, she’ll be driving car where my hearse is.. pain and torment soon enough build up it’ll be forever dormant. had to type off my mind to help alleviate this weight but I’m afraid the volume and density of this pain is so heavy it’s wearing me away. what can I say I made mistakes and did you wrong in so many ways had so many chances to make it great but I was weak and reacted late.. I guess I deserve this fate

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Even the gaps between sunlight makes me miss the person I love

@silenziobruno

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it’s time for me to fly

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slowly she’ll have me over consumed and she won’t even realize or care or both

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I’m falling apart

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need is an understatement

She’s an angel I didn’t know I needed

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i hope you want me forever..

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ill do scary things over and for you.. im possessed by your love

fuck

i dont know what to do

you consume my every waking thought

my head feels heavy

everything is blurry

but im basking in it

this confusion

this utter adoration

im so dizzy with love

obsession, as some would call it

crazy

fucked in the head

possessive

scary, even

but i call it love♡

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i wish I was healthy for you…

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You made me, heaven where you take me, cassie is amazing, cassie takes me places the drugs can’t take me

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im sorry mrs ortiz, im so sorry

xx Juice WRLD

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Juice <3

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Yeah, I like feeling myself lonely~

More space for dark thoughts, inside my head and feeling of numbness taking over my body, I hope I won't end up doing something, what regret once again~

Since I've been feeling so good for a long time, but now someone is against my happiness and wants to destroy it...

Yet still, my scars are fading and I feel lost without them~

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im sorry

I never wanted to ruin your life

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It’s so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude

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