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caackles:

“Well you do know what they say…” she’s so proud of herself for not going cross eyed, making an ugly face just to watch Stephanie’s finger tap her nose. The pink that floods her cheeks is something a little bit harder to conceal but she isn’t too worried about that. “Can’t stand the heat? Stay outta the kitchen.” Wetting her lips, she uses the excuse of inspecting her nails before turning her hands over, she talked a good game, it was a matter of keeping herself off the bench. “You don’t worry me either,” she murmurs, letting her gaze settle on the woman in front of her. “You and I are very both real and human. At least we are in this moment.”

░ ☾✧♡ PURSING HER LIPS she tilts her head as she examines Cameron, giggling underneath her breath as the look on her face delights her to the very core. “Oh that saying is a little childish don’t you think? I prefer the saying, a masochist won’t complain about the pain and a sadist won’t complain about inflicting it either.” She’s always been touchy, her finger shifting from her nose to her cheeks, gently caressing the skin. Growing bored of their set up, Stephanie slides her chair from the table in favor of leaning against the table. Cameron was pretty, lips pink and full, soft brown eyes fixated on her – what she wouldn’t give to embrace her at this moment. “Ah, but that’s the trick of life, deciding what makes us human or not. I don’t feel very human, if anything certain urges in me make me feel almost feral.” Clicking her tongue, she holds out her hand, inspecting her nails. “You understand? Or should I go into detail?”

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k-pop inspired plots bc i’m korean trash

I NEED U (BTS) - it’s a toxic relationship, all kinds of fucked up and heartbreaking but muse a always ends up crawling back to muse b. and even though muse a knows they’ll just get hurt in the end, they still love muse b and need them.

Goodbye Summer (f(x) ft. D.O.) - muse a and muse b have been best friends for the longest of times, and it’s the cliche story where muse a is in love with muse b. but the end of their senior year in high school is quickly approaching and after that they’ll be on their separate ways, so muse a better do something quick before it’s too late.

Blossom Tears (LYn & Leo) - muse a and muse b are in a relationship, and everything seems fine and dandy but muse b is terrified of letting themself truly love muse a from a bad break up that happened with a previous relationship. muse a desperately tries to fix muse b.

Like (BTS) - muse a and muse b just broke off a very long, serious relationship. muse b is on social media, trying to pass the time and forget about muse a, but only stumbles upon pictures and statuses and all that about muse a’s new partner. muse b is heartbroken by this and decides to do whatever they can to get muse a back.

EXODUS (EXO) - muse a is this amazing person who muse b is completely whipped by. but muse a is cold, beautiful, mysterious, and most of all unapproachable. muse b tries desperately to interact with muse a and make them feel the same way as them, and is constantly shot down and rejected by the very dangerous muse a.

I’m Different (Hi Suhyun ft. Bobby) - muse a has a huge crush on muse b, who they’ve always admired from afar. this includes all the fantasies about dating them, heart eyes over their yearbook photo, longing gazes in the school hallway. sad thing is, muse b has no idea who muse a is, but muse a is determined to be noticed by the love of their life.

War of Hormone (BTS) - muse a, an attractive person with many great qualities, has always been on muse b’s, an also very attractive and awesome person, eyes for a long time. muse b is smug and smooth and doesn’t hide their feelings for muse a at all, but muse a enjoys the journey much more than the destination. the normal cat and mouse game ensues and it’s obvious playing hard to get is quite the turn on.

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kundre:

✨ ( 무한적아. ; — ❝ i’m not going to act in your new movie. i never thought it’d be that kind of movie. you’re just using me ! ❞ sure, the elder male might not think about the consequences because he’s the one who’ll be getting the money, not him. holden’s like his puppet; he had no other options left but to obey his orders otherwise he wouldn’t get the payment. he’s in dilemma.

❝ you could have told me if it’s something explicit beforehand so that i’d turn your offer down being an actor. i know that i am well-known for my blog and blogposts but that doesn’t mean you can trick me and make me look like a dumb person, ❞ he paused for a brief moment, inhaling deeply for once before he tilted his chin skywards. ❝ you are one smart, filthy guy, aren’t you ? you made me sign the contract and now, i can’t run away from you ? let’s say if i am being stone-headed for not wanting to star in your adult film, what will happen to me, hm ? are you going to hurt me ? ❞

░ ☾✧♡THE SUDDEN OUTBURST causes an eyebrow to arch andfor a moment he’s baffled into complete silence. Surely he was beingmisunderstood? He studies the boy for a moment, dark gaze seemingly piercing intothe depths of the other’s conscious to discover the real root of the problem.He like doing things like this, it was fun because it gave him leverage. “I didn’t ask you to, nor didI imply it, hotshot.” His commentary is smooth, the cigarette behind his earfinding home in between his lips to be lit and enjoyed by him. “Trust and believeme kiddo, if I wanted to use you – I could. In a much more self-satisfying waygive or take.” Waving around the cigarette, he gives the man a blankexpression.

CHARLIE LISTENS WITH an unbiased ear,recounting the time when he did ask for him to come over just to make sure all of his bases are covered. “I didn’t trick you into doing anything, didn’t your mother teach you to read things before you sign them? You made yourself look dumb, don’t use my name as an excuse for your poor decision making skills.” The smoke is exhaled towards Holden, a wicked grin spreading across his features. “my,my, MY what has gotten your panties all in a twist?” Hearing every insult in the book before by much bigger names, he isn’t fazed by juvenile the insults. “You can walk out of your contract if you want, just know that you’re going to owe me a decent amount of money for doing so. I think you think I shoot pornos, which no offense to my brothers in the industry but that is beneath me. I’m not going to harm a single hair on your pretty little head.” He pauses, flicking the ashes in a nearby ashtray. “Not unless you want me to, of course.”

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░ ☾✧♡ OOC/PLOT CALL

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caackles:

“You have nothing to worry about, everyone knows I’m a let down sooner or later. I was trouble before we even spoke.”

░ ☾✧♡ “ I wouldn’t know too much about that. Even if so, I like trouble.” She grins at the woman before her, hands smoothing the cloth of the table. Sitting back, she crosses her legs as she examines Connor, remembering the angles and shadows of her face. Stephanie always had a knack for touching things that she shouldn’t, TOYING with those that she knows could land her into trouble. It wouldn’t be her first time getting into a situation like this, and she’s sure it won’t be her last. “Besides, whoever’s not willing to deal with someone that can get them into trouble is a complete pussy.” Her comment is an airy laugh, her hand reaching out to lightly tap her finger against the others nose. “You don’t worry me.”

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░ ☾✧♡ OPEN STARTER — ☆

“ I’m jealous of those that like being alone. I can’t fucking stand being by myself... will you keep me company for the night?”

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░ ☾✧♡ OPEN STARTER — ☆

“ I like when you talk like that, gets me all excited. If you’re not careful, you’ll get yourself in trouble, sweetheart.”

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‘ you’re a sick fuck. you know that, charles ? ’

GRAVESUGGESTIONS MEME  / STATUS: ACCEPTING

░ ☾✧HIS HEAD TIPS back in laughter, the sound bursting in short staccatosas his hand immediately finds rest on his stomach to keep himself from laughingtoo hard. There’s a lot that Charlie is aware of, and one thing that he’sconstantly being reminded of is how twisted the depths of his mind can be.However, for someone so incredibly SICK and WICKED, his bank account is healthyand increasingly growing no matter how controversial his methods may seem.“If I had got a least a half of a won every time I heard that phrase, I’d be a goddamn billionaire.”

THERE’S NO SORT of blame game being done, and he’s alreadyaccepted that he owes no apologies to Holden. He was an adult that made his owndecisions and if it resulted in d i s g u s t, then so be it. But he isn’tcruel to the people that he considers friends, or even those that he thinkslook up to him in some way (narcissism is one of his greatest flaws). Reachingfor the remote he turns off the movie, pressing his thumb against his lips idlyas if in thought. Surely this was no way to reinforce a friendship, by lettingsomeone peek into his own twisted mind.

EVEN THOUGH HE knows he’s wrong for pushing Holden to suchextremes he still can’t help the innocent laughter. “Aw lighten up sweetheart,it wasn’t that bad.”

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              YOU ARE THE COMPANY THAT YOU KEEP.

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this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

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