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Any other nonhumans who have never met another one of their species? goddamn it gets so lonely sometimes. feeling related to so many creatures, but not quite there. not quite fitting in. other specific monsterkins and demonkin where y’all at😭😭

Because I am definitely a pack animal, even if I’m not even an animal at all. I very much long for and dream of some type of connection with my own species. Humans constantly say it’s cruel to separate members of the same species, that, “a human could never replace what another ——— could” and we’re unfairly the exception

I feel like I’m lacking social skills. Not social skills when it comes to humans, but social skills when it comes to interacting with my own species😭

Anyways use this post to find more creatures like you if you can!? What are you? What’s your species? I’ll start, i’m personally a type of oni :^)

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we always talk about how hard it is admitting to or coming out to a human that we’re different, that we’re animalistic or a different species than their own, but never how hard it is admitting to what we actually are.

maybe it’s just me. i have a lot of shame hanging around my nonhuman identities. i’m a demon, of sorts, a very specific type of demon, but a demon nonetheless.

admitting to people that i’m nonhuman, that i’m different has become a sense of pride. something i’ve gotten better at. but when it comes to admitting to what i actually am… shame. guilt. tail tucked between my legs and all.

they now know what i’m capable of. or what i’m not capable of, not anymore. something to be laughed at. or maybe i’m something to be feared. or maybe i’m just here to be looked down upon. depends on the human.

it never gets easier. it’s never gotten easier. i physically have trouble saying what i am out loud sometimes, which is strange.

because i accept myself. i have for a long time. i’m proud of myself, at that. i’m proud of my identity. i’m proud to be a demon. i’m so happy with myself, i would never change myself or ever choose to be anything else.

but it’s just… admitting that to someone else. when they can see me for who… or more so what i really am.

when i admit what i am, i fear there are only two reactions. fear, fear for what i am, fear for what these claws and teeth are capable of, or humiliation. the chance to be laughed at and prodded and made fun of.

not the fact that i’m nonhuman, the fact that i’m this… specific creature.

does anyone else feel this way? or is this just a very… personal matter?

this is also the main and possibly only source of species dysphoria for me. the fact that i’m… perceived in ways. i wish i could just shut my brain off sometimes lol

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terrified that with the tiktok ban all those, “physical alterhumans are sick!” and “genital dysphoria is bad!” tiktok therians are gonna come running here lol. or at least we’ll get a trickle of them. tumblr has been my safe space as a physical nonhuman, holothere, and clinical zoanthrope for the longest time. not only that, but the nonhuman community here is so open and wonderful (for the most part lmao there’s always the exception) so i’ve always felt safe as an uncommon or “gross” or shameful nonhuman type.

i’ve seen multiple posts on tiktok from the closed minded “the only real nonhumans are real life animals” and “we don’t actually identify as nonhuman!” physical alterhuman haters saying that they’re moving to tumblr and it’s just…. eughhh……

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wanting to do some art trades!! i can draw pretty much any creature whether humanoid, human, more animalistic or just an animal or furry. will do nsfw and gore. will NOT do anything morally wrong (anything racist, anti-lgbtq, antikin, anything involving children, anything nsfw involving feral animals or animals in general, etc.)

willing to do fully rendered pieces of artwork.

would like anyone interested in a trade to be over 18 please.

would prefer one of my humanoid orc characters to be drawn, so if you can do humanoids pls hit me up!

some examples of my work under the cut.

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drawings of my baby sylvester who passed away several days ago. i now have these pictures up by his memorial/altar

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i unfortunately just pace a ton, but driving also puts me at a sense of peace when it comes to my zoochosis. just take my car out for a little longer than i need to if i have to go somewhere. it fills the need for repetitive and self destructive actions well

My living situation is making me develop some kind of zoochosis I think.

Physical nonhumans and clinical zoanthropes, how do you deal with it?

I've been wondering if I have some kind of clinical zoanthropy going on as well. I'm not sure, but I've been thinking about it a lot. My shifts as of late are turning into transformations and it's distressing. It usually happens at night when I try to sleep. It pains me that I can't go outside and disappear into the wilderness.

It's probably my body's way of protecting itself when I'm vulnerable, and I know it's some psychological thing, but I'm becoming more and more aware of just how nonhuman I am.

There isn't any humanity in me left.

I'm afraid nobody will understand.

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WoF/dragon oc :)) (tw for blood under the cut) colors are kinda based off the dragon mounts legacy ghost dragon LOL iykyk

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i’ve seen a lot on the topic of nonhuman packers and sexual wellness the last couple of days, but what about reproductive wellness as a whole?

any other nonhumans crave pups? to have children with another partner of the same species?

and by that i mean another consenting human with the same nonhuman type.

cause oh hell, i do. i already have a packer from my own species, so i’m well off in that area. but pups? i would die to have a litter of my own. opinions on this? on wanting to nurture children the same way your species would? about pregnancy and birth as a nonhuman? about partnership? i think these are also important opinions and thoughts to spread around as well, within adult alterhuman spaces

this is something I've personally been struggling with. i’ve seen many people, even other nonhumans calling these odd or wrong thoughts to be having, about not wanting human kids unless they’re actually your pups.

i think it’s a normal thing to want, as a nonhuman. as long as everyone is consenting and comfortable. what do y’all think? is it wrong to want to have a nonhuman partner? the same nonhuman type as you? and to want to reproduce with that consenting partner?

i’m genuinely also asking for therian’s opinions on this. i have a more humanoid type (orc/werewolf mix), so i can’t speak for nonhumans with full animal types. genuinely curious to hear other thoughts on this. (and anytime i talk about nonhuman reproduction in this post, i’m specifically talking about humans who identify as nonhumans, not actual animals, obviously.)

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”who tf ate my last cookie”

my devious fatass

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reminder that animal genitalia packers are cool and awesome and great at relieving species dysphoria and you are NOT a zoophile for wanting or having one!

and for the record, minors should stay out of discussions like this :) it's okay to be uncomfortable with packers and animal genitalia but it is NOT okay to harrass people who utilize them!

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sniffing you sniff sniff snif snifff snif sniff sni-

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theriotype doodle :) i think this is the first time i’ve ever drawn myself as a wolf

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adventurous little ferret moodboard :^) (no images belong to me!)

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fox moodboard :3 (no images belong to me!)

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doggy doodles :3

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possum moodboard 4 @mrflatfox ! hope this is the right type of possum LMAO😭 (if it isn’t or u don’t like it i’ll redo it lol) (none of the images are mine!)

requests open :3

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tonkinese kitty moodboard :3 (none of the images belong to me!)