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PICK A PILE READING- how you treat others vs. how they treat you!

welcome back my loves to another pick a pile reading with yours truly, how is everyone doing? i hope you're all doing great <3

what i'm inviting you to do in this reading is self reflection, especially if you're one of those souls that gives more than they receive.

anyway, you know the drill. this is a collective reading so take what resonates and leave what does not, luv u <3

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pile 1: this pile made me feel so much tbh...it's like there's an innate hope inside you that's slowly fading away from dealing with shitty people. you want friends, you want love, you want connection but you're also afraid of it. you are such a kind soul to be honest, it's very possible that you have been taken advantage of before and i am truly sorry about that.

you want to be open, spontaneous, fun and careless (the fool) but you have been burned a few too many times to keep people at arm's length, by this point you simply know better. you are so guarded when it comes to new people into your life and i do not blame you for it, i believe it is natural to fear others after an array of bad events, one after the other.

you might be one of those souls that sees potential in people before the reality and you might confuse fantasy with love which is why you got let down before. there is a deep fear of loss or betrayal under the surface so you tend to withhold vulnerability until it feels safe enough to do so. you are also someone who tends to suppress their needs, you give people space to disappoint you because you are investing more in what they could be rather than what they actually are. you might gravitate towards passive partners/friends in your life, someone who won't plan anything until you do it yourself. the truth is, you don't need to do that. you don't need to earn love by doing more.

how others treat you: as i mentioned before, people don't really want to plan or actively participate in building something with you in terms of activities or connection because they feel like there's innate emotional distance between you and them. they're curious, they might even offer some consistency but they don't really take risks emotionally speaking, they tend to keep you in limbo (the hanged man) with stagnant situations, unsolved dynamics, it's like they forget you exist until you actually hit them up. people might also randomly text you to hang out last minute because they don't really prioritize you or your friendship or they promise you to hang out with you sometime soon and they never do. you might also be someone who had to switch friend groups often because people are attracted but they're sort of not ready to invest long term, you find yourself waiting and waiting, and just when you're about to give up they drop a breadcrumb or rush in with a surge of attention or promises only to not follow through once again. it is exhausting but at the same time i feel like you're sort of allowing for it to happen by staying friends/dating this type of people. they do not serve you well at all.

you are carrying emotional loads that were never yours to bear in the first place, you deserve to be someone's priority rather than a last minute back up plan. you don’t have to carry the weight of every unspoken conversation, every failed connection. your healing starts when you choose ease. choose someone who shares the burden, not someone who adds to it. you are absolutely worthy of reciprocity pile one and i hope you'll stop accepting crumbs soon.

pile 2: you are someone who loves and supports people in silence or in secret. you study people before deciding to interact with them, you get to know their soul before sharing yours. you are someone who really cares about loyalty, you are protective of your circle and you are extremely patient with them but something tells me that you're lonely, even if you hide it with intellect and sarcasm. you want to be known but you rarely let yourself be seen and then you wonder why nobody gets you, you're the friend who always checks in but never says "hey i'm actually struggling too" and i feel like that adds another layer of complexity to you, pile 2. it's hard to admit to be human too when others expect you to be the total opposite of that in a way. you're always the strong one, in all of your relationships and that makes you retreat further more emotionally.

how others treat you: people admire you, especially for your ride or die attitude for your friends. unfortunately there's also this feeling of an imbalanced dynamic where people expect you to act the way they want you to, everything has to be done on their terms and your feelings and needs might get cast aside, especially in planning. people around you might want you around yes but on their terms, your time is taken for granted and the roles here seem pretty rigid to me. they assume you have it all together, you might be the therapist or confidante friend. people also kind of want to control you, like they want you to fix them?? lol it's weird because they do respect you (again, in their own way) but they also want you to fit into their ideal. they expect you to be this ultimate hype girl persona without giving the same in return, weird. you deserve tenderness and someone who sees through your armor, you're strong but it doesn't mean that you don't deserve to be held, not just admired. your softness is not a weakness, let others nurture it too. you are a gift, not a burden. <3

pile 3: you always show up for others, you are the ultimate support friend. life of the party mixed with the therapist and mom friend all at the same time. you love in a truly generous, nostalgic way, you also tend to be the emotional anchor in your relationships, offering others insights on their needs and emotions. it's like people need you to tell them what's wrong with them and how they can fix it lmao, they feel like they need you because you're someone who's seen as a problem solver. you always know what to do. you are supportive, loyal and VERY invested in your circles and mutual growth and seeing others win. truly a one of a kind friend. you bring memories, magic, devotion and fairy dust to any of your relationships, you make people feel so seen and safe pile 3, but do they extend the same love to you? you create so many core memories for people, you're someone who's always present in other people's stories and fun facts but i feel like those people are simply not giving you back the same energy.

how others treat you: this is heavy because you might be someone who attracts narcissists or unavailable numbed individuals into your life, they're not here to extend the same sort of love to you, they're here to be healed by you. you give soul level love to people who are emotionally bankrupt, especially in love. i am sorry but it feels like people in your life are lowkey disappointing, they ghost you, they leave you even after all of that. you offer them true, pure partnership and they offer regret and pain, thanks i guess? many of the people you love are emotionally unavailable and don't know how to give back, not out of malice but because they're empty. you cannot fix them. you're not a shelter on a mission to rescue wounded people from themselves or their apathy, you are a LIGHT in this world and you deserve someone present and way better than anybody else who has left you before. you are allowed to move on from people who can't meet you in your fullness, new beginnings are always possible. you are a literal angel, your emotional generosity is sacred. stop chasing ghosts, i beg you.

thank you so much for reading, have a lovely day/night <3

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Lot of Eros in each degree 😯😯

A juicy, mystical breakdown of how your soul-level passion, erotic magnetism, and karmic desire shows up at each specific degree. Whether you’re drawn to someone or something in an unexplainable way, the degree reveals the vibe of that attraction.

0° – The Raw Flame

Innocent but intense. A new soul cycle of erotic awakening. Your desire is primal, unfiltered, and powerful even before it’s fully understood.

1° – The Spark of Obsession

Instant attraction. You fall fast. There’s a need to act on desire immediately, often before you know why.

2° – The Soul Glancer

Drawn to subtle signs. You experience desire through body language, eyes, or intuitive hits. The vibe before the touch.

3° – The Tease

Flirtation and wordplay turn you on. You may attract people through charm, storytelling, or wit. Erotic energy in conversation.

4° – The Craver

This degree builds slow tension. You long for stability and deep emotional connection before physical union.

5° – The Performer

Magnetic, showy, and dramatic. You radiate desirability. You may be drawn to confident, playful, or “main character” types.

6° – The Devoted

You express passion through acts of care or service. Desire is humble but profound. Can have a healing erotic aura.

7° – The Dreamer

Fantasy blends with physicality. You may fall for people you see in dreams, or become fixated on unreachable love.

8° – The Intense One

Powerful, obsessive, and karmic. Sexual desire feels like life-or-death. This is a “soul contract” degree.

9° – The Philosopher’s Flame

You seek spiritual or intellectual meaning in lust. Erotic energy comes through beliefs, ethics, or teaching moments.

10° – The Achiever

You’re drawn to status, control, or “out of reach” lovers. Desire often plays out in public or within goals.

11° – The Rebel Lover

You’re attracted to those who break rules or don’t fit the mold. Unexpected crushes, electric chemistry.

12° – The Channeler

Erotic experiences come through dreams, spiritual rituals, or altered states. You’re a vessel for divine desire.

13° – The Taboo Craver

Attraction to what’s hidden, forbidden, or off-limits. Erotic secrets and forbidden love themes show up here.

14° – The Strategist

You approach love and lust like a game of chess. Erotic energy is cool, clever, and captivating without trying.

15° – The Core Flame

This is the heart of the sign. Passion is pure, magnetic, and undeniable. You embody your desire without shame.

16° – The Mirror

You attract partners who reflect back your deepest desires and fears. Erotic connection often feels like déjà vu.

17° – The Transformer

Sex = transformation. You’re drawn to intense lovers who break you open emotionally or spiritually.

18° – The Underworld Flame

Erotic attraction lives in the shadows. Themes of pain, healing, or power. Deeply karmic and psychic.

19° – The Fated Flame

You experience desire that shifts timelines. The person who changed everything. Love that alters your path.

20° – The Builder of Bondage

You desire loyalty and structure in passion—but can become possessive. Erotic energy is deep and enduring.

21° – The Romantic Muse

Drawn to beauty, music, art, and people who feel poetic. You crave love that inspires you and sets your soul ablaze.

22° – The Wounded Obsession

This degree often brings passion through trauma, survival, or emotional tests. Love becomes a lesson in power and pain.

23° – The Oracle of Desire

You have a sixth sense for soulmates. Erotic visions, downloads, or karmic recognition moments. Lovers as messengers.

24° – The Seductress

Magnetic. You draw in desire with ease—sometimes unknowingly. May attract people who want to possess or claim you.

25° – The Elder Flame

You carry ancient longing. Love feels eternal. Often drawn to older souls, or lovers from past lifetimes.

26° – The Puppeteer

Erotic mind games. You’re skilled at reading others’ desires, and may attract complex dynamics around control or submission.

27° – The Soul Contract

Every lover has a lesson. You don’t fall in love — you fall into soul agreements. This degree holds unfinished business.

28° – The Volcano

Passion builds beneath the surface, then explodes. Deep craving. Can involve betrayal, testing, or fate vs. free will.

29° – The Anaretic Lover (Final Flame)

The most karmic, intense, and climactic degree. You’re here to master desire in this lifetime. Love lessons may be hard, final, or unforgettable.

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प्रचण्डदैत्यदर्पघ्ने चण्डिके प्रणताय मे ।

रूपं देहि जयं देहि यशो देहि द्विषो जहि ॥१९॥

Pracanndda-Daitya-Darpa-Ghne Cannddike Prannataaya Me |

Ruupam Dehi Jayam Dehi Yasho Dehi Dvisso Jahi ||19||

Meaning :

19.1: My Salutations to Devi Chandika, Who is the Destroyer of the Terrible Demons with Mighty Pride,

19.2: O Devi, Please Grant me (Spiritual) Beauty, Please Grant me (Spiritual) Victory, Please Grant me (Spiritual) Glory and Please Destroy my (Inner) Enemies.

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“It’s so nice when toxic people stop talking to you. It’s like the trash took itself out.”

— Unknown

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How to stabilize your life? Saturn in houses

Saturn in the 1st house

If you’ve got Saturn in the 1st house, you’ve probably felt like you were born a little older than your years—more serious, maybe more reserved, and definitely carrying a deep sense of responsibility from early on. Life might feel like it’s asking a lot from you, even when you're just trying to figure things out. But the good news is, once you learn how to work with that energy instead of fighting it, you can build a really strong, steady life.

One of the best ways to stabilize things is by creating structure—think daily routines, setting realistic goals, and sticking to them, even when no one’s watching. Saturn loves when you're consistent. It rewards patience and effort over time, not quick wins. So instead of trying to fix everything all at once, focus on showing up for yourself a little every day.

Also, don’t be too hard on yourself. Saturn in the 1st can come with this voice in your head that says you're never doing enough. That inner critic can get loud, but it’s not the truth—it’s just Saturn pushing you to grow. Learn to balance that drive with some self-compassion. You’re allowed to make mistakes and learn as you go.

And remember, boundaries are your best friend. Whether it’s in relationships, work, or even just with your time, knowing your limits helps keep things steady. You don’t have to say yes to everything or prove your worth by overworking. Stability often comes from knowing when to pause, breathe, and choose what really matters to you.

Lastly, surround yourself with people who get you. You might come off serious or private at first, but that doesn't mean you don't need connection. Having even a small circle of grounded, supportive people can make a huge difference. Saturn might make you feel like you have to do it all alone, but you don’t.

You’ve got the potential to build something lasting and meaningful—you just have to give yourself time, patience, and a little grace along the way.

Saturn in the 2nd house

Ah, Saturn in the 2nd house—this placement is like having a tough but wise financial advisor living in your soul. 😅 It can feel heavy at times, especially when it comes to money, self-worth, and stability. But once you understand the rhythm of Saturn here, you can build something solid that no one can take from you.

With this placement, life might’ve taught you early on that resources aren’t always guaranteed. Maybe money was tight growing up, or you were made to feel like you had to “earn” your worth. That can lead to two things: either you become ultra-responsible with finances and really value hard work, or you swing the other way and feel blocked when it comes to building wealth or feeling deserving.

To stabilize your life with Saturn in the 2nd, the trick is to approach money and value slowly and steadily. This isn’t a “get rich quick” setup—it’s the long game. Budgeting, saving, learning the ropes of financial literacy, and making thoughtful investments (of money and energy) are your best tools. And don’t just focus on material stability—this house also rules your sense of worth. Saturn here wants you to build self-esteem brick by brick, through consistent effort, responsibility, and trusting yourself.

It can also help to release the idea that you’re only valuable if you're being productive or financially successful. Saturn might whisper that in your ear, but it’s not the full truth. Your worth is inherent—it just takes a little longer for you to feel it sometimes.

So yeah, Saturn in the 2nd is a slow burn. But once you’ve done the work, the foundation you build—emotionally and financially—is rock solid. You're not just chasing stability, you're becoming it.

Saturn in the 3rd house

Saturn in the 3rd house gives your mind serious main character energy—but not always in the flashy way. This is the placement of the deep thinker, the cautious communicator, the one who doesn’t just talk to talk. You’ve probably always had a thoughtful, maybe even quiet, approach to how you express yourself. And growing up, you might’ve felt like speaking up was hard or that your voice didn’t come easily. Maybe you had to “prove” your intelligence or learn to trust that what you had to say mattered.

This placement can also show up in your relationship with siblings or early education. Maybe there were delays, challenges, or just a sense of distance. Saturn makes you work for clarity—of thought, of voice, of connection.

To stabilize your life with Saturn in the 3rd, lean into communication on your own terms. You don’t have to be the loudest in the room, but your words carry weight when you use them. Writing, structured learning, or even just organizing your thoughts through journaling can help you feel more in control and confident. You thrive when you create systems for thinking and communicating—whether that’s planners, to-do lists, or just a clean inbox. That stuff actually helps settle your mind.

Also, don't be afraid to speak up, even if it feels a little awkward at first. Your ideas are valuable, and over time, people will come to really respect what you have to say—because it's grounded, considered, and real. You're not about fluff, you're about substance.

One more thing: with Saturn here, you’re meant to be a lifelong learner. Your mind gets sharper as you age. So give yourself permission to grow into your voice. It might take time, but when it lands—it lands strong.

Saturn in the 4th house

Saturn in the 4th house can feel like carrying a backpack full of bricks labeled “family, roots, and emotional security.” This is the house of home and inner life, so when Saturn lands here, it often means your early environment felt strict, heavy, or full of responsibilities. You might have grown up feeling like the emotional adult in the room before you were ready, or like you had to be the stable one even if everything around you wasn’t.

There can be a sense of emotional restraint with this placement. You might keep your feelings to yourself or find it hard to fully relax and feel safe—especially around family or in your own home. But here's the flip side: Saturn here gives you the power to build a solid, grounded emotional foundation later in life. You just have to build it yourself, brick by brick.

Stabilizing your life with Saturn in the 4th starts with creating a sense of home within you. That could look like therapy, inner child work, or simply learning to listen to your own emotional needs and take them seriously. This placement thrives on consistency and self-parenting—things like a regular routine, a calm environment, and setting emotional boundaries can bring a surprising amount of peace.

You might not have had the softest start, but you’re capable of creating a home and emotional life that’s deeply secure and lasting. It just might take time—and that’s totally okay. With Saturn, the payoff always comes through patience, effort, and deep, meaningful growth. You're not here for the temporary fix. You're here to build something real.

Saturn in the 5th house

Saturn in the 5th house can feel like a cosmic lesson in learning how to play, love, and express yourself—without guilt, pressure, or fear of being "too much" or "not enough." This is the house of creativity, romance, fun, and even children, so when Saturn shows up here, it tends to bring a more serious tone to those areas.

Maybe as a kid you felt like you had to grow up too fast and didn’t get to fully embrace play or creativity. Or maybe you were super hard on yourself when it came to expressing your talents, feeling like you had to be perfect or earn approval before letting your light shine. Same goes for love—you might crave deep, lasting romance but find it hard to open up or let loose emotionally. There can be a fear of vulnerability or rejection that keeps you playing it safe.

But here’s the deal: Saturn in the 5th doesn’t mean you’re doomed to be all work and no play. It means your joy, creativity, and love life all get better with time. You’re here to take fun seriously—not in a rigid way, but in a grounded, intentional way. This might look like developing a craft over years, learning how to love with commitment and maturity, or discovering that your creativity has real-world impact.

To stabilize your life with this placement, give yourself permission to be a beginner. Let go of the idea that joy has to be productive or that love has to follow a strict rulebook. The more you let your inner child breathe, the more confident and whole you’ll feel.

And when it comes to romance or creative projects? Don’t rush it. Saturn rewards slow-burning passion, not fleeting sparks. You're meant to create things (and relationships) that last. Give yourself the grace to grow into your full creative power—one steady, authentic step at a time.

Saturn in the 6th house

Saturn in the 6th house is like having a very stern personal trainer in your soul—one who’s obsessed with routines, hard work, and staying on top of your responsibilities. This house rules your daily habits, work environment, health, and how you serve others. So when Saturn is here, life tends to push you toward discipline, structure, and learning how to take your well-being seriously.

You might feel like you're always working—mentally, emotionally, or physically. Maybe you’ve had jobs where you felt underappreciated or like the weight of the world was on your shoulders. Or maybe you’re super self-critical when it comes to productivity and feel like you're never doing “enough.” Saturn here can make you hyper-aware of your duties, which means burnout is a real possibility if you’re not careful.

The way to stabilize your life with Saturn in the 6th is through consistency and realistic expectations. You’re naturally capable of incredible focus and reliability, but you’ve got to pace yourself. Build sustainable habits—whether it's a meal prep routine, a sleep schedule, or regular exercise. Saturn wants you to be healthy and efficient, but not at the cost of your joy or sanity.

It’s also important to find meaning in your work. If you’re stuck in a job that feels soul-crushing, that Saturn pressure can feel suffocating. But if you’re doing something purposeful—even if it’s challenging—it starts to feel like you’re building something worthwhile. That’s where you thrive.

Long story short: you’re here to master the art of showing up, not just for others, but for yourself. Once you learn how to balance service, health, and work without overdoing it, Saturn will reward you with a deep sense of inner strength and stability that nobody can shake.

Saturn in the 7th house

Saturn in the 7th house is all about serious business when it comes to relationships. This placement means you don’t take love—or any close partnership—lightly. You might’ve always felt like relationships come with pressure, responsibility, or even fear of rejection or abandonment. Some people with this placement wait longer to settle down, not because they don’t want love, but because they’re deeply cautious about who they let in.

There’s often a strong desire for commitment and loyalty, but also a fear of losing independence or getting hurt. You might attract older or more mature partners, or relationships that feel like work—sometimes literally, sometimes emotionally. But here's the thing: you're not built for casual. You're built for real, grounded, lasting connections.

To stabilize your life with Saturn in the 7th, the key is to be honest—with yourself and others—about your needs and boundaries. Don’t rush into relationships out of fear of being alone, but also don’t shut down emotionally just because you're afraid of getting hurt. Relationships might feel delayed or difficult early on, but as you grow, you learn how to show up fully, communicate with maturity, and build something rock-solid.

This placement can also reflect a fear of dependency, or feeling like you have to be the strong one all the time. But real partnerships are about mutual support. Let people meet you halfway—you don’t have to carry the whole load.

In the long run, Saturn here helps you attract relationships with depth, honesty, and endurance. You’re not here for surface-level stuff. You’re here to build something timeless—with someone who’s truly ready for the ride.

Saturn in the 8th house

Saturn in the 8th house is deep, intense, and transformative—like emotional scuba diving. This placement puts Saturn in the house that rules shared resources, intimacy, power, transformation, and even death and rebirth on a symbolic level. So yeah, it’s not light energy, but it’s powerful when channeled right.

You might’ve experienced loss, emotional intensity, or situations that forced you to confront deeper truths earlier in life. This can lead to trust issues, a guarded heart, or feeling like you have to deal with everything on your own. Vulnerability doesn’t always come easy here—Saturn wants to protect you from being hurt, but in doing so, it can also make it hard to fully open up and receive.

Money tied to others—like inheritances, taxes, debts, or even shared finances in a relationship—can come with a lot of responsibility or karmic lessons. There may be fears around dependence, control, or losing what you’ve built. But with time and experience, you can become a master of managing shared resources and navigating deep emotional bonds with clarity and integrity.

To stabilize your life with Saturn in the 8th, you’ve got to learn how to trust—yourself, others, and the process of transformation. This isn’t about rushing into emotional vulnerability, but about slowly building safe, strong connections where both trust and independence can exist.

This placement is also incredibly psychic and intuitive once you let yourself go there. The more inner work you do—whether it's therapy, shadow work, or spiritual practices—the stronger and more emotionally empowered you become. You’re not here to skim the surface. You’re here to evolve, and Saturn makes sure that when you do, it’s real, lasting, and absolutely unshakable.

You’re built for deep transformation—and Saturn’s just making sure you build that inner power with a rock-solid foundation.

Saturn in the 9th house

Saturn in the 9th house gives you a serious, grounded approach to the big questions of life—philosophy, religion, higher education, travel, belief systems. This placement often shows someone who craves meaning and truth but doesn’t just accept what they’re told. You need proof. You need to test ideas. You’re the type who learns through life experience, challenge, and deep questioning.

Early on, you might’ve felt blocked when it came to education, travel, or even believing in something bigger than yourself. Maybe you doubted your ability to expand your horizons, or maybe life just threw enough obstacles at you to make the journey feel like a slow climb. But Saturn here isn’t trying to shut you down—it’s trying to make sure that when you do find your truth, it’s built on a foundation that can’t be shaken.

To stabilize your life with Saturn in the 9th, you need to embrace being a lifelong student—someone who learns not just through books, but through experience, reflection, and deep personal growth. You might find that you take your time when it comes to higher education or spiritual exploration, but that’s okay. What you build intellectually and spiritually will be solid, wise, and deeply earned.

This placement is also amazing for becoming an authority in a specific field, especially one tied to philosophy, law, education, or spirituality. You’re here to master your beliefs—not just inherit them. And once you do, you have the potential to guide others with real wisdom and clarity.

So yeah, Saturn in the 9th might delay the journey, but it never denies it. You’re meant to seek, struggle, and then rise with a perspective that’s grounded, earned, and transformative—not just for you, but for others too.

Saturn in the 10th house

Saturn in the 10th house is classic “late bloomer” energy—but in the best possible way. This placement means you’re here to build something big, lasting, and real in your public life, career, or reputation. You’re not the type to take shortcuts or chase fame for the sake of it. You want legacy. Respect. Something that stands the test of time.

But early in life? It might’ve felt like you were constantly being tested—professionally, socially, or even by authority figures. Maybe you dealt with super high expectations from parents (especially one with a strong presence), or felt like you had to constantly prove yourself in order to earn recognition or success. Saturn here sets the bar high, and it can feel like nothing you do is ever “enough” until you’ve really earned your place.

Here’s the good news: once you get clear on your goals and put in the work, no one is more unstoppable than someone with Saturn in the 10th. You have the grit, the patience, and the endurance to build an empire—slowly, steadily, and with integrity. You might hit major career milestones later than others, but when you do, they’ll be solid and meaningful.

To stabilize your life with this placement, stay committed to your long-term vision and don't be discouraged by slow progress. Saturn wants you to master your craft, own your authority, and lead from experience—not ego. The more you embrace your path with responsibility and purpose, the more life starts aligning around you.

You're not here to burn out chasing quick wins. You're here to become someone others trust, admire, and follow—not because you said you could, but because you proved it over time. Legacy is your lane. Keep building.

Saturn in the 11th house

Saturn in the 11th house is all about learning serious lessons through friendships, communities, and your long-term hopes and dreams. You’re someone who might feel a bit like an outsider early in life—like it’s hard to find your people or truly fit in with a group. There can be a sense of emotional distance in friendships, or like you’re the one who's always showing up and being reliable, but not always receiving the same in return.

This placement often makes you cautious about who you let into your inner circle. You might have fewer friends, but the ones you do have? They’re ride-or-die, loyal, and often stick around for the long haul. You don’t do superficial connections—you want depth, trust, and shared values.

When it comes to your goals and dreams, Saturn here gives you the power to achieve big things—but only if you're willing to work for it. You’re not about pipe dreams or vague “someday” visions. You want a plan, a purpose, and something that actually matters in the long run. This placement is perfect for building or leading communities, especially when your mission is rooted in social change or long-term progress.

To stabilize your life with Saturn in the 11th, focus on cultivating meaningful connections and committing to goals that align with your deeper values. You might feel like you're "behind" others socially or career-wise early on, but that's only because you're meant to create something lasting. As you mature, your network grows stronger, your vision becomes clearer, and your sense of belonging starts to solidify.

You’re here to make a real impact—not just for yourself, but for the collective. And once you find your tribe or purpose, you become a powerful force for progress, loyalty, and lasting change.

Saturn in the 12th house

Saturn in the 12th house is one of the most quietly powerful placements—it’s like being the emotional architect of your own subconscious. This house rules the hidden, the spiritual, the mystical, and the parts of ourselves that operate behind the scenes. So when Saturn lands here, it can feel like there’s a weight on your soul that you can’t always name.

You might have felt lonely, misunderstood, or emotionally isolated early in life. Not because others didn’t care, but because you often carry burdens silently. There’s usually a deep sense of responsibility—sometimes guilt, sometimes a feeling of needing to sacrifice your own needs for others or for some greater cause. You may also be extremely sensitive to the energies around you but not always know how to protect yourself, so you build walls or retreat inward.

This placement can bring hidden fears, karmic baggage, or a lifelong process of learning to confront your own shadow. But here’s the beauty of it: Saturn in the 12th isn’t trying to break you. It’s trying to help you master your inner world. You're meant to become emotionally and spiritually strong—not through avoiding pain, but by facing it, integrating it, and transforming it.

To stabilize your life with this placement, create space for solitude, spiritual practices, and emotional healing. Meditation, therapy, dream work, and even artistic expression can be game-changers. You need private time to recharge and process, and that’s not a weakness—it’s how you reset your power.

You’re also here to serve in quiet but profound ways. You may work behind the scenes, help others heal, or offer support that no one else sees but makes a huge difference. Once you learn how to take care of your own inner needs, you become incredibly wise, grounded, and capable of deep compassion.

This placement takes time to bloom, but when it does? You become a force of calm, strength, and quiet resilience—the kind that can’t be shaken, no matter what storms come your way.

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"Your scars are proof of your strength."

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Mahisasur Mardini Strotam

Ayi Rana Durmada shatru vadhodhitha durdhara nirjara Shakthi bruthe

The one who stood in the war ground for fighting the demons who are arrogant or foolishly pride, O the one who is with all the powers of gods

Chatura vichara dhureena MahaSiva-duta kurta Pramadhadhipathe

The one who had Great God Shiva, who is efficient, ingeniously thoughtful, excelled in all, as her messenger, who is also the Lord of Pramadha-ganas

Duritha dureeha durasaya durmati Danava-duta Krutamtamathe

The one who destroyed the wicked thoughts of Danava duta (messenger Sugriva sent by demon king Sumbha), Whose thoughts are sinful with bad desires along with sinful heart and proudness that shouldn’t be.

Jaya Jaya hae Mahishasura Mardini ramyakapardini sailasuthe (5)

Victory to you, victory to you, the destroyer of Mahishasura, the one with beautiful-braided hair, the daughter of the mountain.

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"The love you seek is already within you."

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“Success is liking yourself, liking what you do, and liking how you do it.”

— Maya Angelou

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PICK A PILE READING- how do you romanticize your own suffering?

welcome back my loves to another shadow work prompt of mine, this is aimed at those who made suffering part of their personality.

as always, this is a collective reading so take what resonates and leave what does not. luv u <3

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pile 1: idk why but "it seems like once again you had to greet me with goodbye" was echoing though my mind as i was shuffling for you, so i decided i'll add this onto your reading.

it looks like you romanticize your suffering as the path to arrival, you may believe deep down that pain is a rite of passage to earn joy, connection and satisfaction. the four of wands suggests that you view happiness as something you get AFTER the storm, not during or before. you may romanticize suffering as a means to feel deserving of success, family and security, perhaps your family has taught you that suffering is a must as well (they suffered during their upbringing, you must too). and yet you almost refuse this notion with the chariot being here, i feel like you're aware of the fact that this is simply not right. you build momentum through struggle, you move by pushing against resistance. you may have started to realize recently how much of an impact your family/parents had on your mindset and how toxic it is.

the story you built around this suffering also includes the fact that you feel like you must be useful to feel loved, you have a need to constantly prove yourself, explain, defend, perform and intellectualize so that no one will shame you for your feelings (except yourself, of course. why is everyone else allowed to feel something but you? why do you have to justify your ache?). the three of pentacles says you see relationships and even your own healing as a group project you must earn your place in, you don't just want to be seen, you want to feel valued. and suffering becomes the thing that justifies your presence. your pain becomes your resume. look how much I’ve survived. that’s why I deserve this love, this role, this space.

the truth is, you don't need to suffer to be chosen. you might have built a brilliant personality around surviving and suffering, you have learned to measure your worth in bruises and work ethic and how well you hide the ache. but i want you to know that you are allowed to arrive without suffering for the ticket, you are allowed to rest and still be powerful. joy can come now, you don't need to suffer to deserve it. you still matter, even when you're not suffering my dearest pile 1.

pile 2: do you believe your heartbreak to be a rite of ascension? because it certainly feels so lmao, you romanticize your suffering as a source of transformation, power and recognition. tbh i relate a lot to this pile.

you may see pain as your personal power, you nurture it like a wounded garden believing that it makes you more desirable, more creative and more magnetic. and if you're an artist, i guess that could actually work for you in some way.

you may also associate pain with a glow up arc (like whenever girls glow up after ending their relationships lol) but not because it would make you feel better to be hot for yourself but simply because you want, no, you need the applause after the suffering, triumph after tragedy. with death being also here, you see suffering as initiation, you might even be a scorpio or pluto/saturn dominant. every version of you must die before being reborn.

you find beauty in emotional and spiritual intimacy that destroys you, you might be someone who doesn't fall in love with people but with their potential. you're drawn to the ache of loving someone who mirrors your soul but can't actually hold it, so you're left craving them. you find pain beautiful when it's hidden, sacred and unspoken, when it makes you feel chosen by the universe even if no one else chooses you. it's almost like you believe that pain makes you feel holy. it is alchemy after all. you believe you’re here to heal others through your own wounds. and the three of swords says you’ve been pierced by love a few times and instead of pulling the sword out, you built a cathedral around it. you believe suffering makes you softer. wiser. worthy. "i see no reason why i cant be both the love interest and the antagonist" vibes lol

you’ve been conditioned to see pain as a holy rite. to make your suffering sacred, to turn every heartbreak into a pilgrimage but renewal doesn't have to come through sacrifice, you can receive without bleeding for it. you don't need to hurt to be seen, find a sacred practice for joy only, not just grief.

pile 3: this is the softest pile of them all i think, you don't scream your pain, you cradle it. you might be someone who confuses nostalgia with identity and survival with virtue.

you romanticize your suffering by mythologizing the past, with the six of cups here you see your pain through a childhood lens, soft focus, dreamlike and familiar. there's a bittersweet feeling here, you miss things that hurt you because they also shaped you and gave you an identity. you might be someone with incomprehensible amounts of childhood trauma too.

you suspend yourself in the ache because you're not sure of who you are without it, you believe it gives you perspective, depth and enlightenment. you let yourself hang there, hoping the world sees your sacrifice. you also give, give, give to prove you're good or maybe because receiving feels unsafe, you are someone who's VERY generous and prone to getting taken advantage of. in the offering, you mistake depletion for virtue. you find beauty in quiet endurance, you romanticize being the strong one, the person who feels everything and says nothing because they don't want to feel like a burden, and yet your grief lingers. it's unresolved but dignified, sort of like an altar. you think it’s beautiful to hurt gracefully. to carry the weight and still smile. to keep walking with tears in your throat and your hands outstretched because you want to save others first. the story here is "i suffer alone so others won't have to", with the hermit there's surely a tendency to isolate and turn inward, you make your pain private so that you can "control" it better. this solitude has limits, it's trapping you and you're waiting for something or someone to shift but nothing arrives when you refuse to be seen. you don't have to fight this alone, i promise. you might have mistaken self denial for wisdom but the universe is telling you that you can heal only if you come back into the world. let others save you for once. you’ve been taught to be the quiet soldier. the gentle ghost. the background saint. but i want t tell you that you deserve loud joy. shameless pleasure. support you didn’t earn. you don’t have to keep proving your goodness through pain. don't carry this alone please, you deserve to be held as much as you held others during their grief. practice receiving instead of selflessly giving. let someone help you carry the weight pile 3, you are loved. even saints need softness.

thank you so much for reading! this reading isn't meant to shame your suffering but to help you understand it. let me know your thoughts of course. replies, feedback, yapping and reblogs are deeply appreciated <3 take care <3

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Tarot PAC: How is Your Ex-Friend Doing Right Now?

How to choose a Pile?

The first section of each pile provides a description of the friend based on tarot. Or simply choose the photo that most reminds you of your friend if you’re hoping for a reading on a specific ex-friend.

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Pile 1.

Who is this person? [This section is to find out if the reading is for you based on if this description fits any of your exes.]

This seems like a feminine energy. She is young. When you knew her, she was likely a homebody/introvert type. But inside she wanted to be out there partying and making memories. She likely had a lot of FOMO. You were probably each other’s day 1s - seems like you go way back.

What’s She Doing Right Now?

She wanted life experience - travelling, partying, romance, etc. It seems she got it. She is coming out of a tiring but fulfilling period. She probably went very HARD at initially putting herself out there. Maybe drank too much, might’ve had some bad hookups, might’ve spent too much $$$, might’ve gotten into some dramas & lost some solid relationships.

You might’ve fell out during this period. Maybe you weren’t interested in that lifestyle. Or you were but that lifestyle just brought too much drama into your lives.

Potential words of significance: “bitch” “snake”. Your fall out might’ve been intense. Maybe you both said things about each other or to each other that are embarrassing now. It was a period of pettiness, insecurity, jealousy, comparing lives & struggling to grow up.

I think she wouldn’t mind hearing from you. She is now fulfilled with making up for the experience she felt she was missing out on. She might be trying to get back to herself right now. Reflect and rethink her priories and goals.

The lyrics “Had a heart, man, I’m tryna get it back” came up when I was writing. Maybe Blackbear or 2017 when this song was realized was releveant to you guys.

I must warn she isn’t exactly looking to go back to her old self tho. She is embracing her new and old self. And she is likely thinking of the long-term future now. She’s done with short term pleasure.

Some possible scenarios that come to mind - might be trying to drop some bad habits like vaping + excessive drinking. Might be trying to save some money, think about career + future in the long-term. Reflecting on her love life + what they want going forward.

Pile 2.

Who is this person? [This section is to find out if the reading is for you based on if this description fits any of your exes.]

This is a childhood friend. Someone who might’ve felt like a sister/brother/family - and for some specific people, I think this might be a cousin you were good friends with in childhood.

You likely separated due to conflict based in impulsiveness or carelessness. There could have been a miscommunication or misunderstanding. Someone might’ve been unpredictable. 

Examples: Someone doesn’t offer support in a time of need, the other takes it as the other showing their “true colours”.

Or someone simply didn’t put in the effort to maintain the friendship - ignored texts, calls, excuses to not hang out/speak. Essentially, it seems to boil down to “You’re not there when I need you”. 

What Are They Doing Right Now?

They are undergoing a fated event right now. The Wheel of Fortune indicates this is something out of their control. It is somewhat of a stressful event. Maybe a move, they have to go this place, it’s a part of their destiny. 

For someone very specific, this person is having a kid right now. It likely wasn’t planned but they are still trying to make the best of the situation. They may have received some negative judgement but they are focused on being resilient.

The event is brining in a new emotional start, they are working on preserving through the challenges. They are making wishes for a better future. They are making preparations for the future.

Due to the stress of the current situation, I don’t think they’d be open to reconnecting with you. Their focus is entirely on making it through this current situation. They’re probably closed off to a lot of people right now.

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Pick A Card: What Is Your Goddess Energy? 👑

Who is your inner goddess? How does she manifest in your life and how can you best express her? This pick-a-card is about recognizing your goddess energy and maximizing it. Everyone has a divine self, an inner god or goddess. Since this blog is highly focused on the Divine Feminine, this will be primarily geared toward those who resonate with having a goddess self. By the way, this is not limited to women. A lot of women will resonate with this but anyone of any gender identity can be a Divine Feminine and have goddess energy. It is ultimately about your soul, above all else.

pile 1 /// pile 2

pile 3 /// pile 4

pile 1

Strength (reversed) /// The Empress /// Seven of Wands (reversed) /// Five of Swords (reversed)

Ten of Wands (back of the deck)

Well, we are starting off with a bang! You certainly have major goddess energy, Pile 1. You are a very feminine person and fully relish that femininity. You probably really prioritize your goddess self and seek to live like the powerful Divine Feminine you are. Also, you are stunning. You are as gorgeous on the inside as you are on the outside, with a loving disposition and a kind heart. But, unfortunately, like many wonderful Divine Feminines, you often don’t receive the appreciation you deserve. You have had more than a few instances of masculine individuals who just could not match you. Yes, it was a matter of them not being enough for you, not the other way around! Maybe they were just intimidated and insecure or maybe they did not put any effort into you or maybe they seriously mistreated you. Regardless, these masculines were not worth your time!

Your goddess self is urging you to remember that you are the Empress and you deserve nothing less but full appreciation and someone who will give you the love you give. In the past, these situations may have affected your confidence. It may not have even been a matter of self-esteem issues, as I think many of you have healthy self-love. Maybe you just weren’t as confident as you could or should be. I feel like this is partly because many people hold back when it comes to giving you applause. It can be a case of secret jealousy or them feeling like you are already hyped up for your beauty, talents, great attributes (but especially your beauty) so they don’t tell you. But, this doesn’t mean you’re not admired. You most definitely are! Many people, including admirers, have strong positive feelings for you they bottle up. The message here is to pour that appreciation into yourself. You are on this journey of self-love, recognizing your beauty and worth and hyping yourself up. This self-love makes you a strong magnet. Things are turning around for you. The love that has eluded you in the past, whether it is recognition or praise or romantic commitment, is on its way because of this self-appreciation you are cultivating.

Aphrodite wanted to give a message to you. Obviously, she is the Greek goddess of love, beauty, and sexuality. She is saying that, on some level, you know how gorgeous you are. But, you may have shied away from embracing it in the past because being so beautiful felt or seemed like a burden. She is saying that you shouldn’t worry about being reduced to your beauty. You have lots of lovely inner dimensions and, like I said, this is part of what makes you beautiful. Some people see that, some only see the surface. But, Aphrodite’s message is that your worth is not dependent on whether people see all of your depths. You do and that’s what matters most! (She is also either encouraging some of you to work with her or acknowledging the bond you already have. This is definitely the Aphrodite-influenced pile!)

❤️❤️❤️

pile 2

Page of Pentacles /// Six of Pentacles /// Queen of Swords /// King of Swords

Five of Pentacles (back of the deck)

This is another pile with strong goddess energy but of a different variety. Your inner goddess is whole unto herself and doesn’t get caught up in nonsense. If you date men, you definitely have zero time for their bullshit. You will kick someone to the curb if they are bringing drama or turmoil into your life. Your cut-off game is top notch and this stems from your self-respect. You are probably that level-headed friend that your more messy or less stable friends always turn to for romantic/dating advice. You are that bestie who can be kind of brutally honest but out of love. This no-nonsense attitude extends to friends. If you have someone in your life who is always caught up in drama, you are likely to cut them off after awhile, too. You might have had to do so recently and there is a message here, if you feel guilty, that you did the right thing. It is your right to keep influences around you who actually want to grow and evolve instead of bringing you down with their problems.

Ultimately, you are very helpful toward others, often in practical ways. (You will loan money if someone close to you needs it but you also have your limits) You just seem like that boss babe who has it together. And “boss babe” could be gender neutral here. You are definitely a hard-worker and use your intellect, drive, and pragmatism help you get ahead. With both the Queen and the King of Swords here, it seems as if you know how to use both your feminine and masculine energies very well. So, Pile 2, your goddess self is also a god. You can be both the king and the queen of your domain. You may even be gender-fluid in some way or just have an androgynous nature. Because of this, you feel very complete within and are not desperate for companionship. At the same time, I also see this King of Swords as being a Divine Masculine counterpart. You are either already with this person or you are manifesting them and will meet them soon. It will be a meeting of equals. They will be the kind of partner who can really match you: same brainpower, same sense of humor, same ability to communicate. The message here is that you are destined for a deeply fulfilling union that is low-maintenance and high-vibrational. This counterpart will enrich your life in ways that will be pleasantly surprising.

For you, Athena, the Greek goddess of war, strategy, and wisdom, wanted to give a message. Athena is a “virgin goddess” which is not necessarily about sex and more about how she is a fully independent goddess who doesn’t need marriage or even a long-term union. You are very Athena-coded. I would not be shocked if she is or will be an important deity in your life. What she is saying is that even though it is good to be independent, it is also good to open yourself up to something good when it shows up. Don’t discount the value someone else can add to your life or become self-reliant to the point of hyper-independence. When taken to an extreme, that, in and of itself, isn’t too practical.

❤️❤️❤️

pile 3

Four of Swords (reversed) /// Four of Cups /// Seven of Swords /// Justice

The Tower (back of the deck)

Pile 3, it looks like you are cut off from your goddess energy at this time. At least, that is how it feels or seems. But, this is only temporary! You are moving through a challenging time that is here to teach you how to access this divine self. There is an inner strength you are cultivating or embracing as a result of some difficult things you have been through. You might be really struggling with your mental health and a period of depression or anxiety could be in response to your unhappiness with your current situation. What you really need to do is to stop, rest, take good care of yourself and, please, let go of the overthinking. It only makes things worse! It also prevents you from seeing the glory and the awesome power that you actually possess.

You might feel defeated by your circumstances but things are turning around! With the Justice card here, you will be reaping good karma. People who have betrayed you or deeply hurt you will be regretting it. You are on the road to discovering your inner goddess. And this version of you knows that living well is great revenge. Your goddess self also understands the power of showing grace for those who have wronged you or remaining graceful in horrible situations. You have the capacity for this, whether you realize it or not. In fact, you may be resisting this and, therefore, stifling your goddess expression. Maybe you are not ready to forgive certain people or you don’t see how well you are handling everything in your life. Because I am sensing that you could be in a full-on crisis right now. To the first point, even though forgiveness is a journey and a choice, Divine Feminines often gain great strength from exercising it or giving grace. It’s true when others say it is for you, not the other person. Secondly, you are so used to handling difficult or even extreme situations with such aplomb and self-control that you don’t even realize what a gift it is. Give yourself a pat on the back. Give yourself some grace, as well.

The Greek goddess showing up in this reading for you is Persephone, who rules spring, the dead, and grain. Persephone wants you to know that you can find peace and stability in any situation, even if it doesn’t seem like it or that sounds crazy. It is not about what is going on externally. It is more about what is going on internally. You have control over how you choose to view and respond to your circumstances. Persephone was essentially made Queen of the Underworld against her will, at first. But, the more time she spent there, the more she stood in her power. Whatever trial you are facing right now is an opportunity to discover and own your power, too, if you are open to it.

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pile 4

The Chariot /// The Hanged Man (reversed) /// Knight of Wands /// Three of Pentacles

Two of Cups (back of the deck)

Pile 4, your goddess energy just makes people feel good! You are the kind of Divine Feminine that a lot of people feel drawn to. It isn’t just about looks or physical attractiveness, although that can be a part of it. You have a really engaging energy that can be downright alluring. You make people feel seen, heard, and understood. Your goddess self allows you to have a particularly deep impact on others. You are the best friend that someone could have and this translates into both platonic and romantic contexts. With the Two of Cups here, whoever is romantically involved with you feels deeply connected to you. Even people who are no longer in your life have you in their heart forever. Whether or not they truly show this or tell you is another story. But, that doesn’t mean that the deep feelings are not there.

You do a lot for others. You are an easygoing personality who is willing to compromise and make things work for others, which is why you are such an excellent partner. You also have a wonderful balancing effect on people. I think you are quite multifaceted in your expression for this reason. You can be the extrovert to someone’s introvert, the feeler to their thinker, the light to their dark, etc. But, what about you? A major message I am getting is that you need to focus more on yourself. Like many Divine Feminines who are not yet standing in their power fully, you can be an overgiver. It can provide you with a sense of control to be the giver, the one doing everything for others. But, this is also you not being truly in your feminine power because the feminine knows how to receive. You need to make sure your connections are truly balanced. You also owe it to yourself to develop some “healthy selfishness”. I feel like you are prone to attracting or dealing with selfish people, to varying degrees. It could be relatively harmless or very toxic on their part. But, because you’re so giving and they are so compelled to take, it creates an uneven dynamic where things are all about them. Some people around you need to know your true value as this very caring, very present partner and that might mean becoming less present or not present at all unless your needs are honored, too. Give yourself the care you give others.

Hera, the queen of the gods in the Greek pantheon as well as the goddess of marriage, is fittingly showing up in your pile. Hera carries great wisdom about what characterizes a successful connection, in general. One message she has for you is to not be resentful for issues that you are not communicating. You cannot be passive aggressive about your needs or things that are going wrong in a relationship. You may be not only people-pleasing or over-giving but also afraid that the other person won’t accept you or love you as much if you voice these concerns. The right person to have in your life is someone who will welcome these conversations because they care about your needs. If they react very negatively, that tells you what you need to know about them. Hera is also saying that, for many of you, it is time to leave a very unfulfilling connection behind, whether it is a friend or significant other or whoever else, and you know exactly who I am talking about.

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HOW DO MEN VIEW YOU?

For women

PILE 1 PILE 2 PILE 3

•When choosing the Piles, please be sure to choose your piles in the following ways, according to your preference:

1. Close your eyes for sometime and think of the three numbers (1,2,3) to see which number is calling out to you the most. The number that feels the most magnetic to you is the pile you pick.

2. See the images and truly ask yourself which one is calling out to you. The image will stand out the most to you or you will feel a very strong urge to stare at that image out of all of them.

3. You can meditate to feel which pile is calling out to you as well.

Also, this is for entertainment purposes...mostly..and if a pile feels off, try choosing another pile💖👍.

Choose a pile that undoubtedly calls out to you. The pile can call out to you in many ways, be it the picture, the energy pulling you towards it or the number attracting your attention.

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PILE 1

CARDS : The Star, Queen of Pentacles, Three of cups, The magician, Temperance, Ace of swords

OVERALL CHANNELING SONG:

Okayy, my pile 1's,

first of all, DAMN. You guys are a force to be reckoned with. Men see you as someone who just stands out of the crowd without even trying. They imagine you naked a lot too, gurliess 😅. You look tasty and eatable according to men. They just wanna gobble you up whenever they have a chance ahaha oh goshh, they gotta chill!😭 Men view you as this walking stallion, a woman of undeniable beauty. I heard 'you set fire wherever you go' so damn, gurll, you got men going Loco hahaha.

Men view you in a very sexual way, it's like they see you as this Bombshell. You have a lot of fans ma'am and they are drooling for you (I just heard that). You are seen as a prize that men wanna win. First of all, men can't take their eyes of your lady parts. They are kinda perverted. You make dicks go wild hahahaa, that's literally what I just heard, my angels needa chill godd🥲😂 Okay so, men feel like you are someone out of their league. Like you are way higher than them, they put you on a seriously high pedestal ladies.

Men see you as someone who could be the kind of woman who spends hours in front of the mirror, putting on makeup, styling your hair uniquely, doing self-care routines and spending time more with yourself than with others. Men see you as someone so different than the women they have noticed. They also see you as 'the life of the party' person like a woman who parties and has a lot of fun.

Men see you as someone who they can have a lot of fun with too, they really want to get to know you better and spend more time with you. Men see you as 'the whole package' like the woman of their dreams and they are not wrong ladies, cuz you got that, yes, you are a real prize ma'am✨💃 I just got that scene in the movie 'The Mask' with Tina's entrance scene and Stanley and his friend, Charlie, both can't take their eyes off of her.

If you wanna know which one, the vedio is provided below🙌👇.

Anyways, so...Men feel extremely caught off guard when they notice you, like turning their head twice to see if they actually saw what they just saw lol, it's like they be thinkin' "Did I just see that??? daumnnnn". I also just got that opening dialogues in the song 'Rock my world' by Michael Jackson where his friends are just checking out this lady and Michael Jackson says he can get her so they challenge him, but the point I'm trying to get across here is that men can be doing this with their friends when they see you too, whether the guy approaches you or not is besides the point but men see you as a prize they wanna win, like someone who can't be won so easily. They also see you as someone who is sort of hard to approach.

I'm getting the message that men see you as a literal Star and I just heard, 'a Shooting Star'. Men are quite confused by your energy too because they find your energy both calm and composed and very chaotic or all over the place at the same time when they see you. But they often see you as this grounded woman who only settles for something serious and must not be taken granted of. Men see you as someone hard to tie down or catch, like a butterfly. They see you just like a person would look at the wings of a butterfly, with the kind of beauty that one can't stop admiring or observing. They see you as someone who should be served or devotedly take care of.

Men see you as someone who is like glass, fragile and must not be tampered with otherwise it will break and even if molded back into another shape, will never be the same again so how is it similar to you? Well, you are the glass here and if any man tampers with you, like breaking your trust or hurting you in any way, they think you will never forgive them and even if you do, you will never feel what you felt for them before they broke your heart.

This is the reason why they feel very doubtful to approach you because most of them doubt themselves when it comes to whether they can take care of you well or they break your trust, turning your love for them into indifference or regret but gurrll, they have no idea how strong you ladies are, hell, they don't even know who they're looking at. They're looking at a drop dead gorgeous woman right there and they don't know how to handle that kind of beauty and femininity. They don't got the guts to begin with lol.

I just heard 'you make spines shiver' gurrlllss, you all are the SIZZILING hot pile, at least that is exactly what men see you as. A burning star that can burn any man if they got too close. Men see you as a walking 'luxury'. Men see you as someone they want to immerse themselves in, like they want to indulge all their energy in you. You are the kind of person these men wanna show off to their friends in gatherings and parties. This pile is seriously giving off 'fun to party with' vibes.

Ever since I started the reading too, I kept hearing, getting the images and videos of Miley Cyrus and Lady Gaga in my head so I feel like many of you guys are perceived the way they are seen by people, like someone sassy and give no fucks but still seems kind and fun to hang out with, but of course men are intimidated by your energy so they'd rather admire you from the shadows than come and talk to you, gurl, you got these men nervous as HELL!

When any man looks at you, it's like you've got a hold of them ma'am, I'm not even kidding, it's like you have got complete power over them and it's like they are under some sort of hypnotizing spell lol. 'Your presence demands attention' is what I just heard right now so yess, no room can't have that real vibe if you aren't in it. You set rooms on fire, you set men's pants on fire, you set the world on fire ladiesss, and I think that's enough, I need to call the fire brigade now hahah😂👍

OVERALL:

CARDS: The Hunter, The Siren

Omgg, do you know what card just popped out? The hunter! And guess what image is there on it? A Frigging Horsee ahhh, what did I tell you earlier ladiess, men view you as sexy stallions, someone full of elegance and beauty, someone who looks expensive and is someone who'll require proper taking care of and yet a force to be reckoned with!

Men see you as a hunter that's out to hunt them all down ahahaha. Men see you as someone who can ride them well, if you get what I mean 😉. Men can really admire your legs and hair out of all your parts, and of course, your lady parts that they can't take their eyes off. But wait? Is that all?? Of course not!

These men have too many things they are oogling at and they see you as this hypnotic figure, just like I mentioned before. They are hypnotized by your moves, the way you flip your hair, the way you carry yourself and how classy you seem. Men see you as literal sirens who can be the women of any man's dreams. LITERALLY.

You seem to fit in so many men's preferences. Men feel like a moth drawn towards you just as a moth is to a flame, omgg…that's also something I was getting in my head but I couldn't understand before what spirit was tryna tell me, now I got it! Remember when I told you, men see you as something that burns bright enough to scald them? Well, this is what I also wanted to add.

Men see you as a flame! That they are drawn to heavily. I am also getting the story of the angel, Icarus who flew to the sun out of extreme admiration and yet a lot of greed and it cost him his life. That's also how men see you. Someone who they should be very careful when dealing with.

OTHER CHANNELING SONGS:

Sexy lady - Shaggy

Savage - Bahari

A whole lotta money (remix) - BIA, Nicki Minaj

Let me take you dancing - Jason Derulo

Girl on Fire - Alicia Keys

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PILE 2

CARDS: 9 of Pentacles, Queen of Swords, Knight of Wands, Two of Swords, The Lovers, Ace of Pentacles.

OVERALL CHANNELING SONG:

My ladies of Pile 2,

Men see you as someone really hard to impress first of all. They see you as someone who they just can't put a finger on, it's like you got them hella caught up in your energy. They want to feel seen by you as well but you over here giving zero fucks as to who's tryna impress you, in fact, you are quite busy in your own work to notice. Men see you as a very classy woman. It's like you guys are seen as the CEO woman, or 'the Boss'. Men see you as someone who probably doesn't really have fun but only keeps having goals and working towards them.

Men see you as someone serious and they feel like you have a 'Resting Bitch face' is what I heard. Men find you very hard to approach ma'am. It's like they feel like a peasant in front of you, A Queen, A Boss. A woman of high status. Men see you someone out of their league, like someone who has a lot of high expectations and boxes to check which most men feel they lack.

Men see you as someone who would refuse any man who asked them for a dance. It's really funny actually with the scenario I got in my head and suddenly I just got 'No' song by Megan Trainer lol. Men see you as someone who probably says No more than Yes to others hahaha. Men see you as someone who takes life very seriously and doesn't like being messed with.

When men see you, they automatically assume you can be quite blunt spoken and don't shy away from asking exactly what you want from a man and they get quite turned on thinking about you being that way. Men find your energy expensive like you are not someone who'll spend time with just anyone or invest your time and energy on any man who comes your way. They see you as someone who is very choosy when it comes to pursuing something or someone.

I just heard 'The one that got away' so they feel like you can be this kind of person too, let me just say, Men assume a lot of things about you before even getting to know you because they feel like they'd rather do that than approach you and get rejected. You are someone a man feels like if he were chosen by, would be the luckiest man alive because being chosen by you is a miracle to men lmao. Men see you as someone fierce and strong, someone who no one can drag down and they see you as someone who's up for a fight if you were messed with.

Men see you as someone who is confrontational too. Men find you really attractive ma'am, I'm not gonna lie cuz ever since I pulled out all the cards and began channeling, I've only been strongly getting Beyonce's energy coming through. Men see you in the same light many see 'Beyonce'. Men see you as someone unforgettable, like they can't forget your face or the way you walk, the way you speak, everything.

Men see you as someone who's probably got a lot of guys begging you to pursue them but you are over here just achieving and becoming stable in life. Men see you as someone who can be quite cold and detached as well, like doesn't hesitate to put people in their place, doesn't stutter when you reject someone, stuff like that.

Men also see you as someone who most likely chooses to take care of themselves than depend on someone else. Men see you as a person who's got a sexy voice, like if they heard your voice, they'd look your way to see who has such a sexy voice. I keep hearing that 'Single Ladies' song by Beyonce, in my head as well so that song can be significant with the way men look at you.

Men see you as someone who is most likely to be stay single than involve yourself in relationships with just any man, mostly immature ones. When men look at you, they see you as a potential partner for them but yet they are stuck when it comes to catching your attention or making you desire them.

When men see you, they also feel like there is more to you than what you display outside. They feel like you may not be as serious and boring as you portray yourself to be on the outside. Men feel like you could be more logical than emotional, just looking at you once, well...silly them. Men see you as Gold, because not everyone can get enough of you, and most people chase you while you're just walking without giving a single glance at them.

I am also getting the entrance scene of Miranda in the movie 'Devil Wears Prada'. Men often see you the same way people view Miranda in this movie. This can also be the way you carry yourself, intentionally or unintentionally. If you don't know what I'm talking about, I have provided the video below.

When men look at you, they often feel like they will have put a LOT of effort to get to know you because you seem like you are not so open. You portray yourself as a very reserved and independent woman who has little to no emotions at all. Men can stutter a lot around you when they speak to you or you don't really have a lot of men interact with you or approach you, this is because you have them feeling weak in front of you, with the level of strength and class you carry yourself with.

I also just got the album cover of "Hips don't Lie' song by Shakira which seems very significant too. Men see you as a serious investment and that includes having a family. Men see you as marriage material even if you seem very detached or emotionless to them. Men feel like they can be your soft spot if they work hard to pursue you.

When men look at you, they also feel like you are someone who is devoted to God, it does not matter if you are or not, but men see you as someone who does believe in God.

OVERALL:

The Tear (Reversed), The Judge

Omggg, ladiesss..what did I tell you earlier? Men see you as someone who is sort of cold and distant. I also just heard 'Heart breaker' so I got the message that when men look at you, they assume you are someone who breaks hearts a lot. Not like a player, but like someone who is not interested in what most men have to offer to them, so they don't hesitate to reject them.

Men also see you as someone who has very beautiful eyes. Men are quite captivated by them. Men also, like I mentioned before, see you as someone who is quite independent and invested in your own self and they feel as though you would reject them even before seeing what they've got. Men feel quite defensive around you because they do not want to admit that you can see right through their shit.

My ladies, you all are the 'BAD BITCH' Pile. Like literally, men feel like they have to bow down to you because of how powerful you seem to them. Men feel like you all are feminists too. When men see you, they feel your energy as well, because your energy and presence is quite contagious. It's like they would sit in slouched positions or crack jokes and laugh loudly, but the minute they notice you around, they feel the need to fix their hair, sit up straight and portray themselves as very put together.

Men don't feel like they can be themselves around you, they are quite nervous in fact, like fidgeting with their hands and hair around you. Men see you as someone who is quite sexy and someone, they wanna pursue. I just got 'Rihanna' in my head so men see you the way a lot of people view Rihanna, someone who's cool but does not let anyone mess with her, and she does not pursue any man she works with, she is very choosy.

[Actually I wanted to write your message down with a lot of jokes and fun like I did with Pile 1, but I felt very nervous to lol. All I can conclude is that your energy is one no one can and should mess with ladies, literally..]

OTHER CHANNELED SONGS:

Single Ladies - Beyonce

Bad Habits - Ed Sheeran

Unforgettable - French Montana

Juicy - Doja Cat

Hips Don't Lie - Shakira, Wyclef Jean

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PILE 3

CARDS: 9 of Pentacles, 4 of Cups, 7 of Wands, The Hermit, The Wheel of Fortune, Queen of Cups.

OVERALL CHANNELING SONG:

Dear Pile 3's,

I immediately felt so divine and calm when I pulled out cards for you. I felt such a pure and divine energy. It's one of most beautiful energies I have not felt for a long time. The crazy thing that just happened when I was pulling cards for you was that the minute I began shuffling, I felt such pure and divine energies and I felt 'The World' card coming through so strongly throughout shuffling. Even though I didn't pull out 'The World' card, guess what happened...I looked at the back of the deck and 'The World' card was literally right there, I literally had to pause for a while because of how I perfectly synchronized with your energies 😮‍💨.

I feel so emotional too, like you would make any poet cry ladies, that's how beautiful and divine you all are in general. Men find you very very beautiful and feminine. They feel like you are an ancient artifact walking in front of them. Men feel like you have this mystic beauty that they don't find so often these days. You all are like the women they describe in olden day folklore and tales according to men. Men see you as someone very hippie too, whether you are or not is besides the point.

You are seen as a 'walking artwork of God', I just heard. I cannot emphasis enough on how much men admire you, it's just insanee. Men feel like they are watching a walking fairytale. When men see you, they feel so dirty and polluted because they see you as someone so pure and elegant. They feel as though they shouldn't even touch you because they would pollute your purity. Men feel like a monster in front of you or when they are near you because you carry this pure and otherworldly beauty that they feel so unworthy of.

Men see you as walking angels who fell from the Heavens for them to admire in this cruel world full of monsters. Men see you as someone so delicate and fragile, someone who is innocent and full of selfless love. When men see you, they feel like you are someone who can make anyone's day bright just by being present with them. Men see you as someone full of light and beauty, one that cannot be taken away from you.

I also just got the image of 'Bella' from 'Twilight' movie, so you can be perceived the same way by men, the way Edward perceives Bella in 'Twilight' movie. Men also see you as this gift given by God to the world. My guides are comparing you to a Peacock right now to help me understand better how men see you, by that, I mean, You are seen the way people see a Peacock, a very beautiful creature with outstanding beauty (even if Peacock is a male, please don't see the gender lol).

Men just spend a lot of time staring at you when they catch a glimpse of you, knowing they can't just have you all to themselves. Men feel a sense of dissatisfaction with what they have in their life when they see you because knowing they don't have you makes them feel like they have achieved so little in their life.

Men who are older than you see you as someone they wished they had met or seen when they were your age as well so that they can approach you and connect with you without creeping you out, which of course is kinda creeping me out right now lol. Men see you as someone who keeps to themselves a lot but yet they find you so interesting, it's like even when you are the most silent one in the room, to them, your presence is the one screaming and grabbing everyone's attention.

Of course, I do get that men put quite a lot of Evil eye on you, intentionally or unintentionally. I actually feel strongly that in general everyone put's a lot of Evil eye on you because you have the kind of beauty that they can't have. Even if you do not think you are that beautiful, trust me, you seriously are- it will actually make artists cry out of disbelief. Like- I'm telling you, if Leonardo Da Vinci saw you, he would rather choose to paint you than Mona Lisa (No offence Mona, you're pretty too).

Men see you as someone who has such a soft and healing energy. I just got the image of a lamb, and I got this message from spirit saying that men who watch you are like wolves and the way they see you is exactly the way a wolf would look at a lamb, with thirst and hunger. I see you catch the eyes of a lot of predators so please be safe my sweet bees.

I also keep getting 'Camila Cabello' in my head so I feel like men view you the same way people view her, like fun and goofy yet someone with a lot of beauty. I'm especially getting images of her with wings and those ethereal pictures, that's the way men view you. I've provided the pics below👇. (You can have similar physical features but it's not necessary, I said it cuz I just heard that).

I also keep getting that music video of 'Living Proof' by Camila Cabello so men view you the way she is in the music video, like they describe you the same way Camila is describing her lover in the song. Video provided below👇.

Men see you as literally walking Light in this dark world. They feel very illuminated just looking at you. I just got the image of a Dove and then a Swan, so men see you as someone so graceful and admirable and again, someone full of purity. Men can't stop admiring you, a person they feel so out of reach from, it's like they are watching a star in the sky, they can admire it all they want, but they can never have it.

I feel like you are very genuine by heart too because I feel like all kinds of creatures feel very welcome and drawn to your energy. You can have animals like Dogs and Cats approach you a lot too. The funny thing spirit just told me to bring to your attention is that all these beautiful creatures spirit compared you too were Birds and birds are very sensitive creatures and so I feel like men also see you as someone very sensitive and in touch with their emotions.

I also get that you are quite similar to how Lucielle is from 'A Monster in Paris'. If you do not know the movie, I suggest you watch it, It's a very wholesome movie about real beauty, which is not always external. But I specifically got the scene where Lucielle helps the monster, despite not knowing him at all, because, like I mentioned before, you are very kind and genuine by heart and don't mean harm to any creature. Men also view you the way she is perceived by others in the movie. Also, you can be good at singing (just a random message I got lol).

Men think a lot about how lucky they would be if they got to have a deep connection with you when they see you or are in your presence. Men see you as someone who, if they got close with or got to be in a relationship with, would be the same as hitting Jackpot (I just heard). When men see you, they feel like you could be a lucky charm for them because you seem so full of light and positivity to them.

Men see you as a very very very very very beautiful woman and I am so upset right now because I'm nowhere near to describing how much beauty and purity your soul holds. Men see you as someone who really needs to be painted and then the painting has to be displayed in an art museum so everyone, no matter how many generations pass, can admire such extraordinary beauty.

Oh my god, ladiess, you have so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so many admirerssssss. You are literally a walking 'The World' card ladiess, you are so divinely protected, I have to add, and people can only see you, they can't just touch you if they wanted to, because you are like the divine child of the Universe. Men can also describe you as 'unreal'.

OVERALL:

The Shapeshifter, The Mystic

Omggg, your energy in general is so so so spiritual and beautiful. Men see you as someone who is like a chameleon, someone who can camouflage into any kind of energy and place. Men see you as someone who can be anything, like one time you are a dancer, the next you are a researcher, the next you are a Witch, and so on. Men feel like you are otherworldly of course, and you can be anything you set your mind to. Men who know you personally see you an all rounder. You all are the 'BEAUTIFUL ANGELS' pile.

Men see you as someone who looks beautiful in literally any kind of clothing. Men see you as very hard to just Decode. Men literally can't decode you ladiess but they wanna try as much as they can lol, they may take an entire lifetime to be honest hahaaha. I feel so strongly that some of you may have Venus in the 12th house or Pisces, or Pisces and or 12th house stellium.

Men feel your energy as one that is so very vibrant when they look at you. Men see you as someone who is literally capable of removing darkness from people's lives. I just heard, you make people's lives colorful. Men see you as an ageless beauty oh my god gurlllsss, your beauty are all so damn praised by men.

When men see you, they can also misunderstand you a lot and they also see you as a daydreamer. A lot of you can also be the INFP types, It's okay if you are not though. You have men daydreaming about you a lot too ladiess, and men love your eyes so much, they feel like if and when they make eye contact with you, your eyes capture their soul, not letting go.

OTHER CHANNELED SONGS:

Cherie Cherie lady - Modern Talking

Too Sweet - Hozier

South of the Border - Ed Sheeran, Camila Cabello, Cardi B.

Beautiful Angel - Bazzi, Camila Cabello.

Girls like me don't cry - Thuy

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Thankyou so so much for reading through this post today, let me know how it resonates with you, I'd love to hear it! 💃🤭

I will be making the same post but next one is for men as to how women see you all, so stay tuned!✨

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why you're loved by your circle!

simple pick-a-pile for those doubting their own heart. this was a draft i was supposed to publish ages ago but forgot to, so here you go <3 i hope you all enjoy! short and sweet but hopefully full of meaningful words.

pile 1.

a lot of the people in your life have difficulty seeing the bright side and positive aspect of things. everything is personal, when it comes to you. you speak with fervor and your boldness is admired by your friends, who are mostly introverted. they think you a unique person; you are unafraid to be yourself, for you understand that authenticity attracts authenticity. you've battled your own demons. you've had pitfalls, and closed yourself off to see that things aren't as bad as they seem; but that was the past version of you, and you've grown. your people have seen you grow, in matters of the heart and soul. they are so proud of you, darling. these are your people. your life is steadily growing better, and they see this. they see this peace coming over you, a slow wave of fresh air that'll have you panicking, for you won't know what to do with this completely unknown feeling. your people love you because of your relentless determination to forge a better life for yourself and others. you genuinely want to be a good person, and that is rare these days. you try not to be greedy and selfish; and your circle knows that your life will be wondrous, for you yourself are full of love.

pile 2.

you encourage people to be better. you don't sit down and tell your friends that their behavior is okay when it's not, and people prize you for this. people oftentimes lie to their buddies in order to keep the fake saccharine sweetness in relationships, and these relationships ultimately fail and crack really quickly because they don't have a solid foundation of honesty. you don't stand for disrespect, coming from your friends or to them, and this way you attract a crowd that resembles you in all the best possible ways. you're a very clever person, but you're so put-together and strict with yourself you rarely allow yourself to have fun, once in a while, so next time your friends offer to hang out or simply relax, let them. this'll mean to them more than you know. you don't always have to be so strong, prim, and proper in front of them. this crowd wants you to be comfortable in your own skin, not so afraid of shattering in front of them you don't allow yourself to be the warm, passionate soul that you really are. you truly want the best for your friends, and you push them to grow and blossom, when oftentimes, their previous friend groups wanted them to stay weak and immobile. you're a better friend than you think, pile 2.

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you very easily listen to people and connect with them on an individual-to-individual level. when you listen to people speak, you truly listen; head tilted, eyes staring into someone's soul. you also don't play about your friends/circle; you'd truly do anything for them, and they can tell. you bring a sense of LIFE to them, every moment with you turns into a special, sweet memory that people later reminisce on, thinking about how they truly can be loved since a person like you exists. a lot of you carry a deep love for humanity and you want to uplift people as much as possible. your circle can tell that you've grown, despite it all. you've gone through many shifts in your life but you've never left your friends when they needed you, often self-sacrificing yourself just because you have a deep loyalty. however, this can be both good and bad; people, especially the elders in your circle, wish that you would take care of yourself as much as you care for others. you're unabashedly warm, even if it scares you a little bit of vulnerability, and this quality is deeply adored by people :).

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"In the quiet moments, your true self speaks."

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Entrepreneurship Markings:

1st, 5th, 7th, 10th, 11th house stellium 

 Midheaven in a fire or cardinal sign 

 Capricorn Stellium

 Cardinal Sign/House or Earth North Node 

 10th house stellium or 10th house North Node

 Virgo & Leo Ascendant, Cardinal Sign Ascendant

 Prominent Enterprise asteroid placements (1st, 5th, 7th, 9th, 10th, 11th Houses or Conjunct Planet/Angle)

 1st House placements

Sun or Pluto aspecting Midheaven

Sun or Pluto aspecting the North or South Node

Midheaven at a fire or cardinal sign degree

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Anyone who is avoiding drinking water in this heat ......what u plan to do with urself man ?

Guys please drink enough water... a girl just fainted at metro in front of me ..🫡🫠🫠.