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☆FUTURE SPOUSE IDEAL TYPE + YOUR ACTUAL VIBE ☆ collab with @kiddotarot

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Your future spouse ideal type

So your future spouse has faced some kind of dejection in past. When they tried to fully love someone with all their heart. After that heartbreak, they have become a person who chases wealth. This person prefers somebody who is practical, financially responsible and a go-getter. Somebody who is very ambitious and likes to work towards their dream tirelessly. This person's ideal type is a man or a woman with whom they can share their business ideas and strategies. This man literally gives us the vibe of Toto Wolf. The principle of Mercedes and F1 racing. This person also prefers somebody from a similar or complementary field. If they are a doctor, they'll prefer someone in the medical field or at least someone with interest or knowledge about healthcare. If they are into finances, they'll prefer somebody in finance or somebody who at least has interest or knowledge about the financial sector. They also like being the dominant partner in the relationship. They will really like someone who seeks help and guidance from time to time. So that they can protect the other person. This person is very much attracted to anyone who knows how to handle money. If you really want to make a place in their heart, share your knowledge of wealth with them. What do you think about the current stock market? The real estate scenario. You have to tell them about it. They also prefer a partner with whom they can go on adventurous trips. Might be something as simple as mountain climbing. Driving the jeep or Thar around Hilian mountain areas. Also, I see that this person likes someone who is really into fitness. Somebody who takes care of their body. They are really attracted to athletic people. Random but they are really good at dancing. If they ever date someone, that's only because their soul was asking for it. Not because they are physically attracted to a person. Totally because their soul said that yes, this is the person. After a few heartbreaks, they will become really choosy about the people they let inside their lives. And all those people will have a really great career profile. THEY LOVE BAD BITCHES WHO KNOW THEYRE THE 'IT GIRLS' and rule their workplace.

Vs YOU

Oh. My. God. As soon as the cards flipped out, the first thing that came to my mind was soulmates. You guys are literally soulmates. It's like your life is so incomplete without each other. Everything that you are going through right now is only leading both of you towards each other, man. Like, there are so many similar cards, so many cards that popped out in your spouse reading that have popped out in your reading. And I mean, it's more than amazing.

You love money, okay? You ooze money. You smell like money because you love money. You try to get money, or do you know a lot about money? You are very much driven. You like chasing what you want, or maybe the universe just gives you what you want. You are a great manifestor. You have such amazing powers to attract. The brain, yes, your brain, it's magical. Make the best use of it, man.

Your spouse is looking for somebody who is ambitious and driven. You are all that. Oh. My. God. This is so amazing. You are so practical. You are financially aware of where your money is going and what you have to do with it in the future. Your financial planning is great.

I also see that you might come from a family who had financial problems or you did witness some financial problems growing up, and you learned to fetch for yourself growing up. You know, because probably your family was busy making money or trying to get their finances on track, that you sacrificed a lot of things, and you still think a lot before spending money, but you do it anyway.

I also see that you might have wished to have more money or probably something about not being treated right in your childhood. Maybe you were treated as an outcast in childhood, which made you grow up really soon. You were matured at a really young age, and that's why you are so aware of things that your generation probably has no idea about.

Probably when people of your age were out partying, making boyfriends or girlfriends, you were out there planning out your life or thinking, "How can I improve myself and uplift my family?" That's you. You are ambitious and driven, and I must say that this journey has not been easy for you, but you have tried so hard. You have worked hard, and trust me, whatever you want is just waiting out there for you.

You are so amazing. Don't even get me started. You are someone who can stimulate anyone's mind. You know how to read the room or probably you just know how to read people. You have been attacked a lot by destiny, by faith, and by people, and you have fought all of them bravely and fiercely. Now you look into their eyes and say, "Come on, baby, I'm gonna tear you down and make you brave." That's your vibe.

They are going to be so attracted to you on a soul level, physical, and mental level. Oh, don't even tell me, you have that fire energy in you. You have that zest for life in you. You are also so wise. You have this perfect blend of soft feminine, and dark feminine energy. Also do you like going to parks or museums ? You like vintage music ? Or like dressing uo like the CORPORATE IT GIRL ? Lemme know ♡

You remind me of the song.

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Your future spouse ideal type

Okay my loves, this person wants someone who could be their partner in crime, they want someone who is the whole package, who has confidence can take responsibilities, has a very practical mind, is optimistic and most importantly emotionally intelligent. They want someone who is total boss, honestly this person doesn't even mind being in the submissive mode, they just want someone who can take control and get work done. This might sound like you have, you will have to end up doing all the work, but no. This person is someone who likes a woman who is planning and executing. And once he has faith that a woman is good at this thing he doesn't mind taking a back seat and relaxing. This man is a true feminist, they believe in empowering women and they also like women who are feminist and use all their resources to prove themselves or build a better future for themselves. They want someone who can match their energy and enthusiasm. They also want someone who is ready to put mutual work to build a strong relationship. They want someone who can communicate openly about problems and good things, so that they know where are the and they can work upon it. They absolutely hate people who do unnecessary drama and never address the problem. This person is very very very serious about financial stability. Okay, we have got two piles both valuing financial stability. They believe in investing in assets and they are looking after someone with the same mindset.

They have many dreams like building a house, owning a car and they want to do it systematically and they want someone can help them plan down and achieve the goals with them. They love going on vacations which will help both of you relax, they might be the type of person who will fund the vacations and make sure that everything is luxurious. They believe a lot in mutual respect and trust, okay? So, if you cannot respect their choices, family or their career they'll run away, they won't ever talk to you, they'll just block you. Right? There is that person. This person is really good at team work and collaborative work and is an very outgoing person. So, this person is looking out for somebody someone who can bring stability to their extrovertidness. And I also see that more than chasing temporary relationships, this person will chase a stable and long term relationship.

YOU

Okay dayummmmm

Let's get real about your personality

You've been through some emotional drama, and I'm not just talking about a bad breakup. I'm talking about anxiety, stress, and feeling trapped. But here's the thing! you're a survivor, and you're all about empathy and compassion.Youll rule no matter what ! let's talk about your practical side. You're all about reading people , and startergizinf accordinf to their behavioural patterns.You're responsible, hardworking, and you know how to build a comfortable life.. You're also all about emotional connection and intimacy.But that part of you is not accessible to everyone .You have gone through bad shit and are veryyyyyy secretive or lets say protective about your energy , not everyone gets to access it . You might have the reputation of being blunt or ruthless ! But thet don't know the story , do they?.

You're a romantic at heart. You want deep, meaningful connections, and you're not afraid to put in the work. But, you've also got some conflict and challenges to overcome. You might struggle with competition or conflict in your relationships, but don't worry, you're intuitive and empathetic, and you've got this! YOULL EVENTUALLY LEARN , SO CHILL THE F DOWN , YOU'LL GET YA DREAM MANNNN

You're driven and ambitious , but might fail to achieve declared goals, you only achieve goals when you wnat it , not when your boss , colleagues , profs or the to do list wants you to !You are also a softie from inside , and only 0.0099999 % people get to see that , where your mind is in incognito mode , you get lazy and sleepy around the people you love , your re cuddle bear when in love ,always pouting with those dove eyes . Your re such a dragon 🐲, 🦢 energy, I love it 😩

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future spouse ideal type

Your future spouse ideal type is someone who is very creative and brings a freshness around them . For them, someone who inspires them when they feel demotivated and when they come home from a very tired and stressful day is someone who motivates them and helps them to calm down . They want to be create something with their ideal type person and also who make them feel that every moment and things is new and different more like keep them on their toes and keep things excited. Someone who is practical and in there finance and know how to invest and there Money and responses. Someone who have authoritative and leadership qualities in them and take most important decision With money and important things for home because they don't think they can keep with it 🤣 seems like your future spouse always stays confused in terms of important things in there life like taking decision On how to handle a situation or save money and assets and with magician card they want a supporter who can help them manifest something and taking action and bring more creativity and action in there life and give them a feeling “ let do it , don't be afraid i am with you”

Vs you

You are someone who avoids changes or takes time before changing something and moving some places or Moving forward in your life. You may feel stuck because you sacrifice a lot of things and do a lot of hardwork in your life . Your life is not easy. You face a lot of failure and hard times which make you very mature from a very young age. You may have left your childhood before then people think and struggle more to get success than others at every setback of life . Because of all of that you are not the same person anymore your mindset has a great update or change to be more mature and hardworking. You know things don't come to you easily and life asks hard work And blood to sweat to get what you want . because you face a lot of struggle you know how to value the things which life gives you , you value you family and little happiness, you value the little moment which universe blessed You and enjoy it you support you family and love them. You are really a kind, lovely person from your heart and connected from your heart to those things which bring you happiness and peace.

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PILE 4 by @kiddotarot

Your future spouse's ideal type .

Your future spouse ideal type is someone who brings hope for love in their heart again someone who makes them believe that true love exists. It seems like Your future spouse have gone through a lot of disappoint over love experiences and they think if someone can bring love in there life again that will be a miracle from god or an angel in their life ✨️🪶🪶.. they want to put there faith on it or really want to fall in love again . They want to really experience the teenage or first love kind of connection Again which helps them to heal emotionally because at this point they are really hurt and left that this will happen . If they want to fall they really want to fall hard and may be ready for marriage. They want A person who is emotionally rich, understands the importance of home and love and has kindness and empathy.

Vs you

you are someone who faces a break up or something which also makes you fear toward relationships and marriage . Maybe your life is full of examples and experiences which make you take a step back regarding love and commitment or you may never reach a point where you can convert a situationship or something into a potential love or relationship. You stop putting effort at this point and do not want to waste your time and resources on it. You really want to focus on yourself now because for you love is not what you feel truly a great experience. With moon i think you want to stay closed off and hidden there is also many more problems around you and there is more things which not come to you as Universe keep it secret from you and you need to learn a lot but you know when the right time comes you will find love again and you trust your intuition and univer regarding it

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midheaven.

₊˚๑ in astrology, the mc represents one's career, legacy, and public image. it also showcases further details towards our accomplished achievements, the persona we withhold, and the type of careers we find ourselves drawn to. it is located in the tenth house cusp which highlights themes related to hard work, discipline, and challenges. it is directly opposite to the ic (imum coeli) which represents how one's ancestry, home, and roots appears within their private home.

⁺₊ ʚ aries

native is known for their pioneering spirit within the public eye as they are a natural-born leader with a strong ambition to accomplish their goals. independence is something that comes naturally to them and they prefer to work alone on their own accord at a quick pace. they may not be receptive towards having to receive orders from others, which could cause conflict within the workforce if they work with other people. they can be competitive individuals with an intense desire to succeed and are able to adapt to their work at a resilient pace due to their strong work ethic. they are easily able to possess a natural authoritative nature that can grant them multiple opportunities to rise towards higher positions in their career and even lead one of their own. it's important that these natives take upon leadership roles that will fuel growth in their career and inspire others in some way. they are likely to thrive in a career that ignite a deep passion and encourage them to take charge as their own individual boss.

⁺₊ ʚ taurus

native is known for their hard work within the public eye as they are persistent to achieve their goals. for them, through their work to enjoy the finer things life has to offer. they are drawn towards work that inspires their creativity and fulfills their pleasure towards luxury and beauty. they are likely to have a steady, slow approach towards building a career. they are very determined to succeed but may also be susceptible towards burnout or laziness if they are not motivated. with a refined taste for aesthetics, they relish partaking in work that inspires them to use their knack of knowledge related to art and beauty where they can showcase it to others. they can create and maintain a sufficient amount of income through various creative ways, including those that does not require much effort to do so. it's important that these natives create foundations that offers them a strong, evergrowing flow of income that'll provide security in their life. they are likely to thrive in a career that offers them stability and long-term financial growth that are able to last for future generations.

⁺₊ ʚ gemini

native is known for their excelled communication within the public eye as they are very skilled at expressing their own thoughts and ideas with others. their effective social skills allows them to effortlessly network and connect with other people. they easily cultivate strong connections that can be of great benefit to them in the long run and have a quick wit that grants them the ability to solve complex problems with very unique solutions. they enjoy being mentally stimulated with work that requires them to think outside of the box and are likely to delve into a series of research that grants them more knowledge. they are quite curious and enjoy learning new things that challenges them to further expand on their own intellect. if there is too much unfocused energy, there could be a sense of indecisiveness within their career. it's important that they take any distracted energies they may withold and transfer them into productive projects that will provide them prosperity with their work. they are likely to thrive in a career that encourages them to showcase their intellective and creative ideas or concepts with other people.

⁺₊ ʚ cancer

native is known for their empathetic approach within the public eye as they are intuitive and can easily pick up on the emotions of those whom are in their environments. they are protective over the people they care about and are likely to keep their home or private life hidden from the spotlight. if underdeveloped, they can come off as overly controlling or possessive towards their loved ones. they desire emotional fulfillment within their work, which can definitely be lead as the driving force in their career. there is an emphasis on how emotions and stability is a staple piece for how they decide to show up in their work. they may have experienced hidden anxiety due to an overwhelming pressure when it comes to taking on far more than they can handle. their compassion can become their demise if there's failure to check in every now and then on their own well-being. it's important that these natives feel emotionally safe when it comes to their work. they are likely to thrive in a career where they can use their empathy and intuition to contribute to those in need.

⁺₊ ʚ leo

native is known for their confidence within the public eye as they inspire others with their work. they are deeply ambitious with a willingness to put in much work to become successful in their careers. they are clever and inventive with the way they create their work, which often captures many people's attention. they don't often shy away from challenges that are presented to them and face them instead with true courage. their commitment is one of their greatest advantages that lets them overcome hurdles, which also inspires people to do the same as well. there could be one-sided competition from competitors who are jealous towards the amount of positive attention they receive from others. too much self-indulgence could also occur if they happen to become overly obsessive with having the spotlight. it's important that these natives maintain a balance between their desire to be recognized and their desire to fully express themselves in creative ways that showcases their truest self. they are likely to thrive in a career that allows them to incorporate inventive concepts into their creative pursuits that is able to inspire the masses.

⁺₊ ʚ virgo

native is known for their diligence within the public eye as they acquire a keen attention to details that can be used to solve complex problems. they are very committed towards their work and put in a lot of effort to perfect them. they are extremely intelligent and enjoy learning new things can be applied, especially if it can help improve the lives of others. they are likely to create methodical steps that allows them to pursue their goals in an efficient way, and their practical and analytical approach allows them to maintain a steady focus on their tasks with no distraction. their hard work can lead to them mastering their career and obtaining achievements in the long term through determined efforts. perfectionism can result in over-criticism towards themselves and their work, which can deter their focus from accomplishing goals at a sufficient pace. it's important that these natives understand that perfection is not necessary when it comes their work, true authenticity is what makes art complete. they are likely to thive in a career that require them to use their logic and critical thinking to help people improve in their own lives.

⁺₊ ʚ libra

native is known for their diplomacy within the public eye as they seek to maintain fairness amongst people. they are a diplomat who likes to immerse themselves in the different viewpoints and perspectives that people have because it allows them to gain a broader comprehension of the way others think. their capacity to understand differed opinions and beliefs of others makes it easy for them to bring groups of people together, which can be a great source of healing for many. being surrounded by aesthetics that are pleasing to the eye could inspire them to delve into innovative ideas where they make art of their own. their sociable nature can come with some negative effects, potential people pleasing tendencies could result in them being taken advantage of by those with negative intentions. they need to ensure there's a steady balance between their desire to connect with others while making sure they do not fall victim. it's important that these natives utilize their natural charm and social skills to create art amongst bringing people together. they are likely to thrive in a career that encourages them to delve into the creative arts or maintain harmony amongst the collective.

⁺₊ ʚ scorpio

native is known for their transformation within the public eye as they've faced much changes that have showed drastic impacts in their career. they are a mysterious enigma who's quite secretive when it comes to discussing their private life that goes on behind the scenes. they are independent and could care less for authority or being told what to do. they're either extremely loved or hated by people, and many strong opinions can be based off of their mere existence alone. they feel most alive when they're chasing after goals that grants them some kind of profound transformation in their own life. passion runs in their veins and these individuals will stop at nothing to achieve their desires. although their intense drive can be of great benefit to them, it can also lead to excessive burnout once they finally master whatever they were chasing after to begin with. it's important that these natives partake in work that inspires them to undergo deep metamorphosis related to the complex aspects that human existence has to offer. they are likely to thrive in a career that involves death, transformation, and uncovering utmost dark hidden truths.

⁺₊ ʚ sagittarius

native is known for their expansiveness within the public eye, as they crave gaining knowledge that they are able to share with others. they are very optimistic and withold enthusiasm towards learning more about the world around them. their versatility can provide them with multiple opportunities to cultivate significant success in their career. they often seek much adventure and building connections with people from different cultures. they become dissatisfied if they are in an environment that attempts to restrict their ability to explore or learn from a fresh perspective. they are easily adaptable to situations or spaces that are new to them due to their easily acceptable nature and can meet many people they are able to become closer with over time. their versatility can lead to many triumphs in their careers, but it can also lead to having no particular aim when it comes to finding the right path to pursue. it's important that these natives acquire the wisdom that they've gained through their experiences to educate or even enlighten people who can learn from their information. they are likely to thrive in a career that grants them with the freedom to travel and expand their perspectives about the world where they could share with others and teach them.

⁺₊ ʚ capricorn

native is known for their ambition within the public eye, as they are resilient towards achieving long-term goals. logic, discipline, and structure are potent themes when it relates towards the way they decide to approach their work. their strong ethic makes them very notable individuals who are often acknowledged for their accomplishments due to their precise dedication. they undergo significant growth through their career that can drastically reflect their career status or reputation from the collective. they are competitve and are able to find much strength in powering through challenges or roadblocks they face with courage. taking on a series of different responsibilities comes to them easily because they like to feel a deep sense of responsibility when it comes to their work. although their immense drive can provide much success in their career, it can lead to much losses as well in their connections if they isolate themselves or neglect their loved ones. it's important that these natives establishes a strong sense of duty within their work and become a leader. they are likely to thrive in a career that values discipline and practicality which provides them with long-term success.

⁺₊ ʚ aquarius

native is known for their innovative nature within the public eye, as they showcase groundbreaking ideas that changes the world. they are very innovative and often create unique original ideas that challenges the status quo. the traditional path is not one that they're quite fond of, instead they aspire to create their own that truly aligns within their desires. they are good at problem-solving in a way that may require them to think outside of the box and create fresh, eccentric ideas. people usually find themselves inspired by them due to their distinctive nature when it comes to the way they show up in their work. their originality brings great benefits, but it also brings quite some challenges as well. for instance, they may not mesh well with authority due to clashes when it comes to traditions that challenges their nonconformist beliefs. it's important that these natives challenge progressive concepts that inspires the collective to think on a newfound level. they are likely to thrive in a career that supports originality and making a change or impact in the world in a significant way.

⁺₊ ʚ pisces

native is known for their creativity within the public eye, as they have quite a dreamy-like essence that can be used to tap into their work. they are very imaginative and enjoy the concept of using art to express themselves in a mystical way enchants others. they are compassionate and can be drawn towards fields where they are able to use their intuition to help others in need. they prefer to work alone and on their own time that they desire to do so. they either work at an irregular pace or if they're truly passionate, do so with more efficiency due to having more focus on their work. they are likely to undergo various shifts in their career that changes and reflects their self-growth on a deep transformative level. if they are distracted, they may have a harder time adjusting to a career that fits best for them and can spend quite some time looking for the right fit. it's important that these natives hone their intuitive skills to partake in work which uplifts and services others. they are likely to thrive in a career in which they can express their creativity and positively affect others.

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Birth Chart Breakdown: Planets in The First House

☉ Sun in the First House You carry the warmth of your own sunrise. Even in your quietest moments, something about you catches light. People feel it instinctively, they expect brightness, leadership, certainty. You know this, so you wear your glow like armor. But even the sun has shadows behind it. There are days you wonder: if I stop shining, will they still see me? If I dim, will I disappear? Let yourself rest, radiant one. You are not here to prove your fire, you are the fire, even when the sky clouds over. Shine for yourself first, and the world will follow naturally.

☽ Moon in the First House Your emotions write stories across your skin before you ever speak them aloud. You are a walking tide, ebbing and flowing with the moon’s quiet pull. People sense you before they know you, they feel you, deeply, even when you try to guard your waves. There is beauty in this openness, but also a quiet fear: am I too transparent? Do I reveal too much too soon? Remember, your sensitivity is not your weakness, it is your language. Let them read you like poetry, not as a map to navigate, but as a moment to feel. You are the ocean, not just the ripple on its surface.

☿ Mercury in the First House You are a thought turned into movement, a mind made visible. Words orbit you, fast and full of spark, as if they cannot wait to escape. Conversation is your oxygen, and curiosity your pulse. But beneath the flow of cleverness lies a quieter story: what happens when there is nothing left to say? Will they stay for the silence, or only for the dance of your mind? Trust the pauses, let your thoughts settle like dust in a sunbeam. Not every answer is spoken aloud, and not every connection needs words. Sometimes, being heard begins with hearing yourself first.

♀ Venus in the First House You wear beauty as effortlessly as breathing. It's not just in your features, but in the way you move, the softness you bring to the air. People are drawn in, as if by a silent invitation. Yet with every gaze that lingers, there’s a whisper inside: do they see me, or just the reflection of their desires? You have learned to navigate attention like a delicate waltz, but remember, your beauty is not a performance. Let yourself be loved not just for how you appear, but for the quiet landscapes of your soul, the ones only true hearts take the time to explore.

♂ Mars in the First House You carry thunder beneath your skin. Your energy arrives like a spark that catches before you realize it’s lit. Action calls to you like a second heartbeat, as if stillness is a betrayal of your nature. You fight for space, for recognition, for the right to exist loudly. But beneath the flame, there is a quieter ache: will they respect my power if I let them see my gentleness? Remember, fire is not only for destruction. It also warms, protects, and lights the way. You are allowed to rest. Your strength will not vanish in the quiet.

♃ Jupiter in the First House You move through life like an open sky, wide and full of promise. Optimism is stitched into your being, a horizon that always feels within reach. You naturally expand spaces, make people feel larger, brighter, more hopeful just by standing beside them. But you carry an unspoken question: must I always be the one to lift the room? What happens if I let my joy flicker? Know this: your light is not a performance, it’s an extension of your spirit. Even the vastest skies have clouds, and they do not diminish the beauty of the dawn. Let yourself feel everything, not just the sunshine.

♄ Saturn in the First House You carry the architecture of time itself, built into your posture. There is a weight to you, an ancient kind of knowing that others sense without words. Responsibility clings to you, sometimes gifted, sometimes forced. People trust your steadiness but forget your softness. You wonder: if I set down my burdens, will I still be valued? Will they love me without my structure? The answer is yes. Let the walls breathe. Let the foundations of your life include your own rest, your own freedom. You are not here to be a monument, you are here to live.

♅ Uranus in the First House You are the thunderclap in a quiet sky, the spark that changes everything. Your energy rearranges the air before you even speak. People sense revolution in your presence, a wildness that defies prediction. But inside, there’s a quiet fear: will I ever belong, if I am always the storm? You crave connection yet fear losing your freedom to it. Remember, you are not meant to fit a mold, you are meant to shatter it, lovingly. The right souls will not cage you. They will run beside you beneath your electric skies.

♆ Neptune in the First House You are the dream between waking and sleep, soft at the edges but deeply felt. People see what they want to see in you, projecting fantasies onto your canvas. You feel both visible and invisible at once, loved for the illusion but longing for something real. There is beauty in being the dream, but also loneliness. Anchor your heart gently to the truth of who you are. You are not here to be a reflection of longing, you are here to be whole, to be known beyond the mist. Let yourself be seen, not as a dream, but as a person worth waking for.

♇ Pluto in the First House You carry gravity in your bones, as if you were born from the ashes of stars. Your presence speaks of storms weathered and rebirths claimed, even if you’ve never told your story aloud. People feel your depth instinctively, and it can make them tremble, not from fear, but from recognition. Yet within you stirs a quiet question: if they see all of me, will they run? Trust this: your depths are not too much for the ones meant to dive with you. You were not born to stay on the surface. Let your truth rise like fire from the earth. The brave will follow.

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"Love isn't about never falling - it's about rising together."

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"Be the energy you want to attract."

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“Just because something doesn’t last forever, doesn’t mean it wasn’t meaningful while it did last.”

— Candace Bushnell

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“Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.”

— Don Miguel Ruiz

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who were you in a past life? (pac)

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my pick a card masterlist, yes they are timeless

(start from top left - pile one, the top right is pile two, bottom left - pile three, bottom right - pile four)

take a deep breath, clear your mind, and look at the images below. which one draws you in the most? trust your intuition. the number below your chosen image is your pile.

if more than one catches your eye, there may be additional insight meant for you. feel free to read both.

this is a reading of the current energy. take what resonates, leave what does not. if you seek something more personal, my bookings are open.

pile one

there is an air of reverence surrounding who you once were. your soul carries the weight of wisdom, discipline, and leadership, a past life where you were not just a participant in the world but a force that shaped it. you were someone of importance, authority, or sacred knowledge—a scholar, a philosopher, a strategist, a high priest or priestess. people looked to you for answers, for guidance, for understanding beyond what the average person could grasp. you were not just respected, you were feared and admired in equal measure.

your past self was deeply intellectual, deeply spiritual, or perhaps both. you did not seek power, yet it was granted to you because of your unshaken presence and unparalleled insight. you were the kind of person who could speak once, and entire rooms would fall silent, hanging onto every word. there was a calmness about you, an ability to see beyond surface reality, to understand the intricacies of human nature, politics, and the divine.

perhaps you were a scribe, a keeper of knowledge, someone entrusted with sacred texts and prophecies. or maybe you were a strategist, an advisor to rulers, someone whose mind could navigate complexities others would fail to comprehend. there is something timeless about the wisdom you once held, something that continues to follow you in this life. your instincts now—your ability to read people, to see the hidden layers of situations, to intuitively know what must be done—are remnants of who you once were.

however, with such knowledge and influence, there was also solitude. you may have walked a path few could follow, burdened by the expectation to always know, lead, or guide. you may have been someone who sacrificed personal attachments for the sake of your purpose. love, relationships, or a simple, peaceful life may have been sacrificed for duty, for knowledge, for the greater good.

in this lifetime, your soul remembers. you may feel a natural resistance to authority, not because you dislike structure, but because you were once the one creating the rules, not following them. you may find yourself drawn to hidden knowledge, ancient wisdom, or philosophical pursuits, feeling as though there is something you are meant to uncover, something just beyond reach. you may also feel an underlying sense of isolation, as if you have always been on the outside looking in, an observer rather than a participant.

this past life taught you great discipline, patience, and responsibility, but it may have left wounds of loneliness or the weight of always needing to be the one in control. now, in this lifetime, you are being called to balance wisdom with experience, knowledge with connection, and power with vulnerability. your journey is no longer just about guiding others, but about allowing yourself to be fully human—to feel, to love, to live without carrying the burdens of an entire world.

your past self was a master of the mind, and now, you are being asked to master the heart.

pile two

you were a wanderer, a free spirit, a soul untethered to one place or one way of life. the concept of belonging may have always felt strange to you in this lifetime because in a past life, you were someone who could not be contained. whether by choice or by circumstance, you lived a life of movement—perhaps as a nomad, a traveler, a rogue, or even an exile.

your past self was someone who sought experience over stability, someone who thrived in the unknown. you may have lived among different cultures, walked foreign lands, and found home in places most would never dare to go. your soul remembers the thrill of the open road, the mystery of the stars above, and the endless possibility of the next destination.

you may have been a merchant, an explorer, a sailor, or even an outlaw—someone who defied convention and lived beyond the boundaries of what was considered “acceptable.” the world was not something to be owned, only discovered, and you embraced that fully. where others sought comfort, you sought adventure. where others feared change, you welcomed it with open arms.

your relationships in that life may have been fleeting yet unforgettable. people loved you, admired you, but could never keep you. you may have been someone deeply charismatic, leaving a mark on everyone you encountered, but never staying long enough to belong to any one person or place. attachment was a luxury you did not allow yourself, not because you did not feel, but because you knew that your path was never meant to be stationary.

this life was filled with excitement, risk, and boundless curiosity, but it also carried a shadow—the loneliness of never truly belonging, never feeling fully settled, never having roots. in this lifetime, you may find yourself still seeking something that feels like home, but struggling to define what that truly means. you may be drawn to travel, to new experiences, to constant reinvention, always feeling like you need to keep moving.

your challenge in this lifetime is to find balance between freedom and stability. your soul craves movement, but it also longs for a sense of connection that was missing in your past life. you are being asked to learn that home is not a place, but a feeling, that belonging does not mean being trapped, and that love does not have to come at the cost of your freedom.

you were a soul of the wind, untamed and wild, and now, you are being given the opportunity to choose where you land.

pile three

there is something hauntingly beautiful about your past life, something that lingers in the energy you carry even now. you were someone deeply connected to nature, mysticism, and the unseen. a healer, a seer, a guardian of ancient wisdom. whether through herbs, divination, or spiritual guidance, you were a bridge between the physical and the divine.

you may have been a witch, a shaman, a priestess, or a mystic, someone who saw beyond the veil and held knowledge that others both feared and revered. your energy was sacred, and because of that, it was both sought after and persecuted. you may have lived on the fringes of society, either by choice or by force, dwelling in forests, mountains, or isolated places where your magic could remain untouched by the corrupt hands of the world.

people came to you in secret, seeking cures, prophecies, and protection. to some, you were a miracle. to others, a danger. your life was one of both solitude and power, walking the delicate line between acceptance and exile. your knowledge of the earth, the stars, and the energies beyond made you a keeper of lost wisdom, a soul who was trusted by the universe to carry truths that few could comprehend.

but with such power came betrayal, loss, or persecution. in your past life, you may have been hunted, cast out, or forced to hide who you were. the world may not have been ready for your gifts, and you may have suffered because of it. there is an ache in your soul, a deep wound from being misunderstood, from being punished for what was simply your nature.

in this lifetime, you may find yourself drawn to the occult, to healing practices, to intuitive work without fully understanding why. you may have an instinctual connection to herbs, the moon, tarot, astrology, or divination, as if you are remembering, rather than learning. your soul still carries the whispers of that past, still holds the echoes of a life where your power was both your blessing and your curse.

this time around, you are being called to reclaim your magic without fear. to know that the world has changed, and this lifetime is not meant to be one of hiding, but of embracing. the wisdom you once carried is awakening again, but now, it can be shared, nurtured, and protected. you are meant to break the cycle of exile, to stand in your power without apology, to heal the wounds of the past by living in your truth without fear of persecution.

you were the keeper of sacred knowledge, the guardian of mysteries, the one who understood the language of the universe. and now, your time has come again. this time, no one can take your power away.

pile four

you were a warrior, a survivor, a force that refused to be broken. your past life was not one of ease, but of struggle, resilience, and triumph. you carried a fire inside of you that could not be extinguished, a willpower that set you apart from those who merely existed. whether you were a soldier, a rebel, a protector, or a leader, you fought for something greater than yourself. you stood against oppression, injustice, or danger, unwilling to bend even when the odds were against you.

your soul has known battle—not just physical, but spiritual and emotional. you were someone who carried the weight of others on your shoulders, someone who put themselves at risk to shield those who could not protect themselves. your strength was not just in your body, but in your mind, your strategy, your ability to see the truth when others were blinded by fear. you did not wait for permission to act. you made your own path.

there is a restless energy within you even now, a feeling that you must always be ready, prepared, watchful. this comes from a lifetime where danger was always present, where survival was something you fought for daily. you may have been a military commander, a revolutionary, a warrior from a long-forgotten empire, or even a lone wanderer who survived against all odds.

but with this strength came sacrifice. in that life, you may not have known peace. you may have lost people you loved, faced betrayal, or had to choose duty over personal happiness. you may have carried the guilt of surviving when others did not, or the burden of being the one who had to keep fighting when all you wanted was rest.

in this lifetime, that warrior spirit still lingers. you may feel protective over others, instinctively stepping in when someone is being mistreated. you may struggle to let your guard down, always waiting for the next battle, even when there is no enemy in sight. you may find yourself drawn to justice, activism, leadership, or protecting those who cannot protect themselves, because your soul remembers what it means to fight for something worth defending.

but now, you are being called to learn something new—how to exist beyond the fight. this life is not meant to be another war, another battle of endurance. you are here to heal, to build, to find the softness that was once denied to you. the world no longer asks you to carry the weight alone. your lesson in this lifetime is to understand that strength is not just in fighting, but in knowing when to rest, when to trust, and when to let love in.

you were a warrior once, and your fire still burns. but this time, you are here to live, not just survive.

© al1gned-spirit 2025

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“Feeling alone has nothing to do with how many people there are around you.”

— Unknown

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“Trust yourself. You have survived a lot. And you will survive whatever is coming.”

— Unknown

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♡₊・₊✧ A Prose Of Your Essence *ੈ✩‧₊˚

Basically how I would write about you/your essence from the eyes of a lover or as if I were in love with you!

P.S feedback is appreciated :)

‧✴︎˚｡⋆ Pile 1 ➛ Pile 2 ➛ Pile 3 ‧✴︎˚｡⋆

Pile 1

I yearn for you, like a gilded poet in a golden cage. I’m rotting in here, lend me a taste? Oh lover, wherefore art thou, my lover? A bite in my cheek, the taste of blood in my tongue would be less metallic than this. You are charismatic, magnetic, and a fearless leader. I always knew I wasn’t the only one to know that. But lover, put your eyes only on me. Rest those electric conductors of your soul onto me. I’m begging. A sharp tongue but soft on mine. A purveyor of words and a knight of the eclectic mind. But oh, I know you love so thoroughly and so generously. You think you are inept at love but sweetheart, who is love for but the fool? Let me be the only receiver of your naivety. Don’t push yourself away from me. Come to me, for you beckon me with your intellect. Others manipulate with honey but I know your honesty tastes sweeter like cinnamon. You detach as quickly as metal, hot and cold, oh, but I know who you are. The core of your soul builds a home for you and me. With sharpened rocks at the bed you know, always remember a warm sheet for you at mine. With cyanotic lips of yours from the blizzard you knew, always know I’d revive them with mine. Every single time, with my heart at my throat hoping you’d feel the beat at your tongue. Let yourself love. Let the hearth at your chest warm up again. For I know lies there a golden heart extinguished by vicissitudes of life. We’re both in tattered rags and gluttonous eyes looking at church windows looking for a scrap of divine love, without knowing we have it right here—in each other’s embrace and tapestry of luxury. So slow down, my love. I fell in love with your passion but feel no need to be restless. Hold my hand, I’ll be the anchor to your raft adrift at an unforgiving sea.

(Damn, Pile 1, y’all got me yearning for you lol)

Pile 2

The light flickers at our place, violent like a police alarm. Still, it feels like home. Maybe it’s the warmth at your touch, the creases from your fingers as they hold my cheek and the calluses that caresses every fiber in me. I feel so soft and safe in your embrace. Like you’d shield me from the world and lift the curtain at the same time. Your eyes are like a yolk of sunlight at sea. So warm, loving, and just—yellow. If I were a fisherman of the myths, I’d wake up at dawn to catch such rarity at the surface of the waves. Maybe even travel to wherever the sea and sky kisses and intrude upon the lovers just to catch a material of your essence. Let the historians speak of your geniality and how you’d catch everyone’s favor with your smile, and poets of my being enslaved because of it. As you trace the night sky’s Cassiopeia, Cepheus to the north and west, Andromeda to the south—let me trace the pores of your skin in the same loop. You’re vulnerable, so let me be your protector in return. I promise I’ll keep you safe. Show me your shadows, the bones deep in your closet that’s webbed and never to be seen again. I don’t care. Whether you tame, placate, or let loose your inner beasts does not matter. I’ll embrace them with open arms even if the lion gnaws on my flesh. I’ll treat my skin bones as steel when that happens. So generous with your heart and patience, my love. Is it too selfish to wish it could only be directed at me? You can accomplish anything you desire, I only hope I am one of them. Let me be the one to stand beside you as you celebrate your wins with that enchanting smile and be the one to make a sanctuary inside the closet full of secrets you’ll seal your lips shut for. Do not tempt me in if you have no intention to keep me. Who knew the devil spoke no malice but of whispers of strength and promises of love?

Pile 3

If you’re the jack of all trades, I’d be the ringmaster of your fabric to let everyone know my lover is the headliner of every act. How does it feel to light up a room when you walk in? It’s as if the gods carefully crafted a wreath around your head so everybody’s attention is on you. You’re the hero of every epic and the valiant savior of every fairytale. I’d inject your halo into my veins if I could and get high on it. I’ll follow you, wherever you are. Like a shadow warning you of danger, the bane of enemies who wish for your downfall, and a companion in case you decide to step out of the armor you call protection and I call pride. Maybe the tree you climbed up in was more hollow than you thought. Maybe when you planted it, you didn’t realize insects were already infesting on it—the bark rotting inside silently. But that’s okay, I’ll be the pile of leaves beneath ready to catch you when you fall. What’s the burden you carry in your heart, darling? Let it go. Don’t worry, I’ll hold your hand as the kerosene overpowers the rotting smell. And I’ll interlace my fingers with yours as you set the lifeline you built on fire. Let hope be the stalemate of despair.

I am in forever awe of your imagination. Let me into your world? Don’t just let me have a taste or a fraction, let me feast on it. Let me cherish each word borne from that diamond mine like scripture. Let me be your muse even as you become a poet like me’s nightmare. I’ll shed my skin raw for your carnal pleasure, for I know you’d wear it on your sodden form like victory.

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“You have to see the miracles for there to be miracles.”

— Jandy Nelson, I’ll Give You The Sun

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“Sometimes you just need someone to tell you you’re not as terrible as you think you are.”

— Unknown

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“There’s a difference between loving the idea of someone and loving the person they really are.”

— Unknown

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"Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will."

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︵‿୨✦・ PAC READING ✦・୧‿︵

ADVICE FOR THE COMING DAYS

Take a deep breath & choose the image that pulls you in. Allow your intuition to guide you & receive messages from your higher self. There may be messages for you in more than one pile. Much love to you. 

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Pile 1 : Strength, Two of Pentacles, Knight of Swords, The Hermit, & The Fool

You are taking on more than you need to. I see your energy being pulled in multiple different directions. You need to make space for yourself. There is freedom being offered to you, but first must come rest. It is vital along your journey. You are going to need your energy for the new beginning emerging within you. I know that you feel like you may have to do everything. There is burden on your shoulders. However, you are being guided to put the burdens down. Find your inner outlet. Spend time alone. Connect with yourself through dreams, meditations, or simply journaling. You will meet a time of action and direction within the year. It will find you, but only through the rest you put in now.

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Pile 2 : The Magician, The High Priestess, Three of Pentacles, Death, & Nine of Cups

Things may be changing around you and within you. Manifestations of the heart are definitely highlighted here. You are much more capable of navigating these changes then you realize. You can expect good things. Most of these changes relate to the relationships that are around you. You may encounter people that connect you to the things that you want. Be open to those that reach out to you. Spirit is advising you to be consistent as possible while these things pan out. You may already have an idea of these changes or you may be moving through them already. Also, you are not alone in what you are experiencing. There may be difficulty in adjusting for you, but you just need time to get used to what is happening. Specifically, the changes within you may feel uncomfortable. Keep going, my doll. Continue doing what you are doing. Don’t give up. And remember to enjoy the things that are going on. You are actually meant to enjoy yourself here.

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Pile 3 : Queen of Wands, Five of Pentacles, The Magician, Five of Swords, & Eight of Swords

Oh, you are not seeing things clearly. I’m seeing smoke all around you. You have much more going for you than you realize. You want change in your life, very badly. You don’t realize how easy it would be for you to make a move. You just need to make a move. Most of your frustration with life is coming from your inability to see past yourself. Your mind is a very powerful resource. What you feed it is important to making you feel more stable. Your environment may also be negatively affecting you. My darling, you have so much potential. What you desire, desires you, you must believe that. Spirit is suggesting you to seek inspiration and admiration. Imagine having the things that you desire. See what others have and admire them for it, without envy. I know it is easier to find yourself a victim to your circumstances, but there is a passion within you waiting to be explored. You are not powerless.

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