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[sebastian-taylor]

Really? Selena Gomez?

Wanna share some then?

[sebastian-taylor]

Wanna share some then?

I baked a cake this morning and it actually turned out pretty fucking nice. Tasted delicious as well. I think I deserve an award. 

[sebastian-taylor]

Flaws | Seb & Mere

Characters: Meredith Black & Sebastian Taylor

Location: Riverdale Academy

Warnings: Mentions of manic depression and a lot of crying and feels.

Summary: Mere explains everything to Seb.

[sebastian-taylor]

it’s time to let it go go out and start again but it’s not that easy

[sebastian-taylor]

Yeah. Okay, fine. 

You want answers right?

[sebastian-taylor]

Why? 

Come over.

[sebastian-taylor]

Fine, for now, but this is not over. I don't know, I've got no fucking idea what's going on with you, or how you can tell me you love me one day and suddenly act like I mean shit to you. 

Well I’m not having this conversation here okay so drop it. You honestly think I’m seeing someone else? 

[sebastian-taylor]

I didn't say it was, but I want to help you, because I love you. How am I supposed to know that? You said so yourself that you don't love me.

It’s not your job to fix me Seb. No, of course not.

[sebastian-taylor]

So I'll help you understand. Did something happen with your family? Is there... Is there someone else?

I can’t. I don’t even know what’s going on in my own head.

[sebastian-taylor]

Let me in.. Please. 

And you’re not going to…

[sebastian-taylor]

How is it better? I don't even know what's going on. 

It’s better that way.

[sebastian-taylor]

It doesn't need to be hard, I don't know what's going on. ..Okay.

Stop making this harder than it needs to be, we’re done.

[sebastian-taylor]

You don't love me, then fine, but believe me when I say that I am in love with you, and that we will be together. Because I know we will. I'll give you the space you need for now, if that's what you want, but one day you will want me back. 

What?

[sebastian-taylor]

Meredith..

I don’t love you.

[sebastian-taylor]

Something's not right, I don't know what's going on and I don't know how to help you, but something's not right with you. I don't fucking know, do what you want, if I really am not what makes you happy then I don't want to bring you down, I'm like a bad omen. I'm not breaking up with you, and even if I did I know we would find our way back together because I am meant to be with you. Yes, but I don't believe that you can really look me in the eyes and mean it. 

I’m being honest, that’s what I’m doing. Would you rather I sat silently in a corner until you needed to cry on my shoulder? Because that’s basically all I do anyways, that’s all I’m good for. Yeah you don’t know and you’re not ever going to know because you are going to break up with me. Please, it’s what’s best for you. If I tell you I don’t love you will that get rid of you? 

[sebastian-taylor]

You really think I'm that shallow? You know that's a load of bullshit, Meredith, and I don't know what you're doing right now. You are so much more to me and you know that. We have been through everything; when your parents and you fought or all that shit with Aria - who, in case you forgot, was my best friend, and hey she's fucking dead, but you were there for me. I love you so fucking much but I just feel like you don't feel the same. I'm not breaking up with you, I don't know what's going on with you but I'm not giving up.

After all we’ve been through? What have we been through, other than me sleeping with you our relationship isn’t that special. God know not even the sex meant anything to you, ‘cause I was just another name to add to a long and pathetic list. Yeah I guess you are, I’m not your physiatrist I’m a 17 year old girl. Sebastian you need to just break up with me. We both knew this would never work out.

[sebastian-taylor]

Frank Hamilton | Flaws & Ceilings (feat. Lauren Aquilina) I wonder what she's thinking When she lies in bed cause when I wake up she's in my head And i'm thinking in a few years time will I still be yours will you still be mine?