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�� ещё меня мошка под глаз укусила, когда я грибы собирала.

Второй репост в тумбе со словами и уже нарвалась на какую-то идиотию. Нет, я привыкла видеть подобное со стороны в твиттере, но люди, пожалуй, даже там поменьше ищут хитровыебанных смыслов в словах других людей из интернета и не настолько додумывают, что же собеседник хотел сказать.

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Нет, блять, серьёзно. Мне, девке, которая мейк наносит разве что раз в неделю, чтобы перед самой собой дома покрасоваться, окружённой в основном такими же девушками или старшими родственницами; которая, о боже, не всё время сидит в интернете, и видит женщин в реальной жизни с макияжем и без; которая последние два месяца проводит в основном дома или в лесу с родственниками или по работе по собственно посадке леса, говорят, что я картинки в интернете с уставшими девушками не могу отличить от женщин без макияжа... Я хз, я обиделась.

Второй репост в тумбе со словами и уже нарвалась на какую-то идиотию. Нет, я привыкла видеть подобное со стороны в твиттере, но люди, пожалуй, даже там поменьше ищут хитровыебанных смыслов в словах других людей из интернета и не настолько додумывают, что же со��еседник хотел сказать.

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Второй репост в тумбе со словами и уже нарвалась на какую-то идиотию. Нет, я привыкла видеть подобное со стороны в твиттере, но люди, пожалуй, даже там поменьше ищут хитровыебанных смыслов в словах других людей из интернета и не настолько додумывают, что же собеседник хотел сказать.

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Ну извините, исхожу из своего внешнего вида, у меня (как у большинства молодых женщин в моём окружении) без макияжа нет синяков под глазами, как на картинках. И эти девушки действительно выглядят уставшими, я так же веки опускаю, когда спать хочу.

i‘m almost 27 and still struggling with body dysmorphia but this new generation is on a whole new (worse) level holy fuck. also notice how the feminine ones all wear makeup and the others dont?

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Нормальное лицо - это когда синяки под глазами и усталый вид..?

i‘m almost 27 and still struggling with body dysmorphia but this new generation is on a whole new (worse) level holy fuck. also notice how the feminine ones all wear makeup and the others dont?

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Outsmarted by an orange cat, how embarrassing

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a cosplay photo so old it was taken on actual film (which explains the streaks from my scanner) and the con we were at doesn’t even exist anymore. it was around 13 years ago actually now that I think about it.

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WAIT A MINUTE

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Revolutionary Girl Utena - 少女革命ウテナ  (1997) Episode 09 / Episode 39

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Revolutionary Girl Utena - 少女革命ウテナ  (1997) Episode 01 / Episode 39

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reblog if you dont have a bra on

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Как в этом вашем тумблере писать...

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Revolutionary Girl Utena spoilers.

I think what guts me the most is how Utena tries to rise above the mistakes of others, tries to do good, tries to be kind in the name of becoming like the prince she was inspired by...... only to fall short just like everyone else.

She's hypocritical, willfully ignorant, insufferable, malicious even.

When confronted by others who reflect her worst qualities, she tries to defeat them, tries to tell herself that she's not like them at all, when in fact she is all of them to some degree.

The fact that she's "trying to do good" doesn't even make her special or morally better. Lots of well-intentioned characters try to do good in the show, and try to break the rose-tinted windows of their cages. They still end up hurting others, willfully or not. So does Utena.

Utena also tries to drive change, but so does everyone else. All everyone manages to do is reinforce the status quo.

Is Utena a bad person? No.

Is Utena a good person? She's trying, but again that doesn't make her any less malicious than anyone else.

I think what ultimately sets Utena apart is her pursuit for honesty.

Honesty isn't something that's talked about in the show in the most explicit way, and why would anyone talk about it? To be honest is to make yourself vulnerable and open to abuse. To seek honesty is to shatter the lies that offer comfort and confidence, and expose the ugly, dirty little truths underneath. It's to break the rose-tinted windows of their cage: it's painful and sharp and cold and the cuts will be deep and will they even heal?

Utena is honest to a fault, making her susceptible to manipulation and mind games. She's also DIShonest to a fault, therefore perpetuating the illusion that continues to harm Anthy (but it's hard, isn't it, when that illusion is the reason you're still alive?). Utena being naive also has trouble perceiving truths that others more experienced can see.

However--while everyone else resorts to deflecting blame, mind games, or neglecting the inconvenient truth--in the end, Utena continues to pursue truth and be truthful. Not out of naivety like in the beginning, but knowing full well that it's a hell-ridden road worth walking.

She doesn't want illusions and deceit to lull her into false grandeur anymore. She doesn't want to see herself or anyone else through rose-tinted lenses, because to live a pretty lie is to die without being born. She eventually becomes honest with herself, sees the ugly truth of her flaws, and confronts them. She refuses the final illusion Akio offers her because it's dishonest to who she is and what's really important to her. She becomes honest with Anthy, and when Anthy is finally honest with her, Utena receives it in full however much it hurt.

In the end, she didn't save Anthy, because the truth is that Anthy was never hers to save. But by shattering the lies between them, and baring her truth, Utena became the vehicle for Anthy to save herself.

And that is revolutionary.

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How anyone could unironically ship Jolyne with Anasui is beyond me- like did we all not see these girls?