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Research Unreal Tournament '99 Atmosphere Mix on youtube

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I have started a new webcomic!

It's called My Other Brain Is An Idiot. Updates Mondays and Fridays.

First 10 strips can already be read here: https://myother.thecomicseries.com/

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Making more comics about blood because it's just a real easy word to write honestly

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by Bob Burden and Art Adams 1987 comic Gumby's Summer Fun Special

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I've always had baby blonde hair right up on the edge of my hairline, but it never really bothered me until I started freaking out about my receding hairline over the past two years. I did begin medical transition this year and spiro is definitely not going to bring my hairline back, but it will at least stop it from receding further, however... Even at 40 I still have those blonde hairs.

I've now dyed them with some "just for 'men'" medium brown and a Crayola children's paintbrush I found on the street, and I gotta say, it helps a lot. I don't have full coverage there with the short little wispy little guys that are growing but being able to actually see them against my scalp is so much better than not. I can't like, fully return to the natural part in my hair or anything but it's good enough that I'm not going to feel totally exposed if the wind is blowing hard.

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Deciding to become not tortured about art and make things in conversation with subjects I enjoy :))))

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I haven't been taking or posting many photos, but here's some from the past couple of weeks

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Koyaanisqatsi 1982 · dir. Godfrey Reggio

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Thought this was a no biplane warning

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Desperately trying to organize my thoughts and ending up typing shit like, "no amount of praise from either strangers or loved ones or payment can convince me that the art I make is good, and does very little to motivate me into making more" and it's like damn, a whole lot of my life may be truly going to waste from depression or whatever the hell this is.

My big idea when I got up this morning was to make or acquire a statue of Quark from DS9 so I could use him as a surrogate God or audience, since I can only concentrate or think of problems that are imminent and in front of me. I was thinking I could look upon Quark and feel his seething contempt for my lack of profit and I could be motivated through that, perhaps. That's obviously a really bad and unhealthy idea, you know, when you type it out. But then again, it's not completely without precedent right? Like humans had statues of various gods around to receive imagined guidance or judgement from. I could make a new God, perhaps one that could solve all my problems. I just have to delude myself into valuing its judgement wait no I should try to build self-esteem instead.

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Phil Hale.

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Tao guarding the gourds