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You know what? Forget the discourse. This is no longer my hill to die on.

You wanna ship canonically aspec characters because “aro/ace people can still date/have sex”? Okay, then. LET’S DO IT.  I wanna see an aromantic character with an alloromantic love interest. I wanna see that confession of undying love and the moment when the aro character says they will never feel the same way—not romantically.

I wanna see the asexual character with their allosexual partner. I wanna see that moment when the ace characters tries sex with their partner for the first time because they want to make them happy only to realize that they are 100% sex repulsed.

I wanna see the two demiromantics who don’t even know if what they feel is romantic attraction, but they adore each other and just want to make healthy snacks together and destroy each other at Mario Kart.

I wanna see the two aces who love sensual affection and are figuring out what they define as sexual or not.

I wanna see the romance + sex neutral aroace who happily and consensually does whatever makes their partner happy…but their partner still struggles with feeling undesired. 

Oh, babe. You thought shipping an aspec character would be just like shipping an allo character? 

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Man it’s just my favourite (sarcasm) when my partner works all morning/afternoon, and then the moment that he finishes work I have to leave for an evening shift, and by the time I come home we nearly have to go to sleep. That’s just the best, thanks universe :’)

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Tbh I don't understand why there's a lot of people obsessed with saying that Viktor did nothing wrong, like I don't know why people always have go to extremes with him, no, he isn't an abusive asshole, but he isn't an innocent baby either lmao

Because yes, that man did a lot of stupid dangerous shit that resulted in a lot of people getting hurt and dying

No he isn't an eugenicist because that is a very loaded word with a lot of racism, queerphobia, xenophobia and ableism baked in its history and real people were sterilized/killed because of eugenics, so maybe give it a bit more of gravitas instead of throwing it around like it's nothing:

But lets acknowledge that it was also ableist of Viktor to simply decide to erase disabilities just because he could, and people need to use the word ableism because it's not equivalent to eugenics and never will be

Yes, he was being manipulated by the Hexcore, but he wasn't being mind controlled by it, and it's implied that he could have stopped at any moment if he wanted to, because at the end that's what he did, he simply stopped

Did he do it because he only wanted to help people? Eeeh, depends on who you ask, personally I think that was what he told himself, but his reasons were more selfish in nature, though that's just how I interpret the character

Also, becoming the Arcane Herald was 100% his decision and totally something he wanted. Even the song "the line" is about him pondering (the orb) the consequences of his decision, not about regaining any sort of control, because he always had it:

"Did I disappoint you?

Will they still let me over

If I cross the line?"

And even when you think about the scenes where Jayce tries to stop him, and it doesn't work, he's always saying something along the lines of "This isn't the real you" which doesn't work because Viktor is indeed himself and in control of his actions. It only worked when Jayce acknowledged that Viktor was indeed the one who did all that awful shit, but to Jayce, it didn't matter because he loved everything about him, even the ugly parts

I can't even begin to tell you how that message of accepting the imperfections on the person you love the most, because you lovr them, isn't half as impactful if Viktor wasn't the one taking the awful decisions and instead an innocent victim

He's a complex, morally gray character, and that's what it makes him so interesting.

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Two stunning winners ✨️

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this is my first and probably only deltarune fanart please enjoy it

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We all know about most of these by now, but I thought it'd be fun to make a comprehensive list of all the things of varying degrees of insanity both Jayce and Viktor have done in the series to, for and because of each other: 1. Viktor looking at Jayce in the most intense but also thoroughly enchanted way in the council room scene

2. Viktor stealing Jayces notebook from Heimerdinger after Jayces research was officially deemed "dangerous" by the council

3. Saving Jayce from suicide and instilling new hope, along with a sense of adventure in him manic-pixie-dream-girl-style.

4. Jayce asking for Viktors name in the most romantic way possible and Viktor answering him with 2 syllables and bedroom eyes

5. Jayce-I-egotistically-sign-all-my-notes-with-my-name-Talis going instant commie mode by calling his life long dream "our" dream after Viktor scribbled something on a blackboard and cracked a silly little joke once.

6. Casually snacking on pickles, bread, wine and coffee as if they weren't committing crimes and there wasn't a huge hole in the wall while nerding out about magic

7. Breaking into Heimerdingers lab together

8. Viktor using taking Jayce to his bedroom as an excuse when getting caught, and Jayce being too stressed out to notice

9. Viktor then having the audacity to look disappointed in the background when Mr. Oblivious reacts to Mel the way every single person with functioning eyes would react to that goddess of a woman

10. Both trusting each other enough to risk exile after knowing each other for like a day.

11. Jayce, although having just experienced the same crystals blowing up a building, going through with the dangerous experiment simply because Viktor says "trust me".

12. Viktor sacrificing his cane, which is basically an extension of his body, to keep the door shut 13. Jaye carrying him bridal style because of that afterwards.

13. Experiencing what they'd both probably rank among their top 3 moments in life when floating in the magic they just created together

14. Viktor smiling the only full on smile we see him do in the show because of that.

15. Jayce drawing a portrait of Viktor in his notebook, next to a little doodle of two brains with lightning between them and a reminder to ask him for his last name.

16. Working alongside each other as best friends for 7 years and creating world altering technology

17. Viktor yearning for Jayce each day, for each of those 7 years ("Viktor wanted things Jayce couldn't give him at the time")

18. Whatever the fuck happened at the distinguished innovators competition that was probably also among their top 3 moments because of the way Viktor looked when Jayce brought it up and the fact Jayce used it to remind Viktor of things that make life worth living

19. Jayce constantly touching Viktor. In almost every scene. Whenever he can.

20. Them giving each other the same dumb heart eyes but always when the other is not looking 21. Viktor looking at Jayces lips in the scene before he gives his speech

22. The way they say each others name. It gets progressively more breathy as the show goes on.

23. The way their pupils dilate in several scenes when looking at each other

24. The butterfly symbolism connecting them throughout both Seasons

25. (Debatable, but I will include it) Jayce having a bi-crisis when Ambessas twink reminds him of a certain someone

26. Jayce asking "You had a vision?" as if it is the most normal thing ever. (Thank you Jayce. We love a husband, who unabashedly supports his witchy partner, plagued by visions and omens.)

27. Jayce having his sex scene with Mel be intercut with scenes of Viktor (not something they actively did, but still has to be mentioned)

28. Jayce leaving Mel to be by Viktors bedside when he wakes up in the hospital

29. Viktor being the only one shown to notice how stressed Jayce is about getting pushed into being a councilor via the deep exhale he does in that scene

30. Jayce not letting Heimerdinger interfere with the experiments that might save Viktors life, no matter how dangerous

31. Jayce removing Heimerdinger from the council because of it

32. Viktor immediately thinking of Jayce when Singed mentions the word "love"

33. Viktor instinctively knowing Jayce will reach out his hand to help him up without having to look during the bridge scene

34. Viktor slapping his hand away, but then accepting when Jayce puts it on his lower back a second later

35. Jayce stopping Viktor from taking his own life

36. Jayce granting Zaun independence because he doesn't know how to save Viktors life but he has to do something to honor their shared dream

37. Jayce seeing the council room completely destroyed, with several people hurt and dead, but only tearing up when he sees Viktor

38. Jayce running several blocks while carrying Viktor to their lab

39. Breaking his promise to Viktor (and probably several laws) by performing necromancy on him

40. Jayce saying "fuck the council" and everything he has worked for, when he realizes none of that matters without Viktor

41. Jayce staying holed up in the lab for god knows how long to watch over Viktor

42. Jayce immediately waking up after Viktor quietly says his name, whereas we saw him sleeping through an air alarm before that.

43. Viktor looking...very different, but all Jayce cares about is that he is alive. 44. Jayce, glancing between Viktor’s legs in his changed form an ungodly number of times.

45. Them embracing very closely while Viktor is nude, ending with Jayce looking slightly embarrassed when the emotions are threatening to overwhelm him

46. Jayce covering Viktor in the blanket from his childhood bedroom which Viktor will keep even after reaching godhood.

47. "My place was always here with you."

48. "It was affection that held us together"

49. Jayce getting glassy eyed when Viktor tells him he is leaving and holding out his hand as if he is expecting him to come back and grab it.

50. Jayce looking heartbroken at Heimerdingers reminder of him having broken into the lab before

51. Jayce generally giving off freshly divorced vibes in that whole scene

52. Jayce longingly looking at the remains of two male figures embracing in the AU while sitting in the rain

53. Jayce hallucinating Mel turning into Viktor in the fire at the bottom of the ravine.

54. Jayce basically walking a mile in Viktors shoes, fighting his way from the depths of the Undercity to the top of piltover with a broken leg. 55. Matching leg braces on opposite legs.

56. Viktor walking a mile in Jayces shoes by becoming a leader in S2 and his body finally being strong, while Jayces gets broken in the Au.

57. Viktor designing the sphere in the commune similar to the top of the Hexgates he built with Jayce

58. Viktor finally realizing through Singeds memories, that he wasn't kept alive by Jayce as an experiment, but out of love

59. Jayce tenderly stroking the hexcrystal on his bracelet

60. Viktor tenderly stroking the gear that reminds him of the night him and Jayce became partners.

61. Jayce looking at mage!Viktor in the exact same awestruck way he did when he was a child - even after about 6 months of pain and suffering

62. Jayce being ready to sacrifice himself after mage!Viktor reveals the truth to him

63. AU Jayces corpse responding to Viktors touch 64. The fact that the only "beautiful" place left in Piltover was where Jayces corpse was

65. Jayce dramatically adding "...and with me" after saying to Viktor how he thought he was done with hextech, like the bitter divorced husband he is.

66. Viktor excitedly inviting Jayce to the commune, believing he finally knows how Jayce really feels about him

67. Viktor waiting for Jayce floating in the air like a venus fly trap, with his upper body bare, while holding the gear in his hands

68. Viktors eyes changing color when he sees Jayce.

69. Jayce visually having to fight himself to be able to shoot Viktor and not being able to look while doing it

70. Viktor never taking his eyes off of Jayce after being shot by him

71. Jayce leaving without as much as a glance back while looking absolutely destroyed

72. Jayce now dressing in dark colors - both Zaunite and mourning coded

73. Jayces clothes being asymmetrical in the final scene - Zaun style

74. The most homoerotic fight in history.

75. Viktor giving bedroom eyes #2

76. Viktor choking Jayce (twice)

77. "Let's do this once again as partners." (Viktor didn't speak when he said this. He purred.)

78. Jayce lovingly caressing the gold poured into the broken council room table as if it was the golden lines in Viktors new skin.

79. Jayce having a dead-wife-flashback when Cait says "Viktor is at the center of all this, isn't he?", remembering him smiling, with a strand of hair prettily falling in front of his face, when that isn't what Viktor really looked like in that moment.

80. "I've been confused about a lot lately."

81. Viktors Mask as the herald resembling the Talis Symbol

82. Another homoerotic fight

83. Jayce never looking at Viktor in any of his forms with disgust, not even as he becomes some sort of eldritch being, but like this instead:

84. Jayce kneeling down calmly infront of Viktor, accepting his fate

85. Jayces whole speech on the astral plane. Calling Viktors imperfections beautiful. Basically revealing how his plan was to deter Viktor from destroying the world by confessing his love to him.

86. IN ALL TIMELINES, IN ALL POSSIBILITES. SOULBONDED ACROSS INFINITY. INEXTRICABLY BOUND. ONLY YOU CAN SHOW ME THIS. NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCES, IT'S ALWAYS GOING TO BE YOU.

87. Viktors eyes practically glowing in Jayces memory of him.

88. The "you have no idea how beautiful it is"-magic Jayce had been chasing since he was a child turning out to be Viktor all along.

89. Viktor bending the laws of the universe because he cannot let Jayce die

90. Jayce dooming the world over and over again because he cannot let Viktor die

91. "Because I promised you."

92. Jayce embracing Viktor again and Viktor, starting to glow gold where Jayces hands touch him.

93. Viktor telling Jayce to go, giving him the choice to live on without him

94. Jayce looking at him so tenderly yet sadly, because Viktor STILL doesn't realize he will never go. Ever.

95. Jayce passing the rune embedded in his wrist back to Viktor as if handing him his heart.

96. "We finish this. Together."

97. Them fighting to hold on to each other even though the force of the Arcane is pulling them apart

98. It finally giving up underneath the touch of both their hands

99. That one shot directly after where Viktor looks up from where their hands are touching and he has this expression on his face as if FINALLY realizing that he is no longer alone because of how Jayce truly feels about him.

100. Their final embrace: Touching foreheads. Jayces hand on Viktors neck. Viktor gently stroking his arm as if to soothe his partner.

Ps: If I have missed anything, let me know! I want to add it to the list :D

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if you're gonna be so dramatic, then ACT!

(this is a redraw of my first dr draw after playing ch 1.... SEVEN YEARS AGO... whew!!)

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Alpha Centauri - An Arcane / JayVik one-shot fanfiction

Summary: Jayce and Viktor reunite after a few months of their relationship being long-distance. Fluff and cuddles ensue.

Suddenly realized that I meant to post about this fic almost a week ago lol whoops! ^^ Finally managed to write another Jayvik one-shot, this time as a gift for my lovely partner!! Might even consider posting the entire thing as a Tumblr post honestly, for some reason I often forget that people do that 😭

Hope you guys enjoy!! Comments/Kudos make my week 💞

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For WIP Wednesday, have a piece of this Jayvik-centric AU I’ve been tinkering with:

(Maybe posting this will motivate me to write more, who knows.)

There was no thoughtless humming as Heimerdinger pattered about the room, no witty quips or philosophical questions. They just quietly gathered up Jayce Talis' research, organizing it and stashing it away until it could be properly disposed of.

Viktor couldn't help himself. He flipped open the journal and began skimming the contents. The book in his hands had once served as a repository for everything that crossed Talis’ mind, interpersonal thoughts scrawled down amidst the meticulous research. Intricate diagrams and messy, scrawling handwriting filled every page—as did, apparently, the owner's signature. Chaotic, and yet organized.

"Oh, that foolish boy." Heimerdinger sighed, glancing at the journal. His ears were drooping with a particularly dour furrow to his obscenely bushy eyebrows. "He was such a promising student. What a terrible, terrible thing."

"You must admit," Viktor murmured, stopping on a page with rough schematics papered over with extra notes. "His theory intrigues." He glanced up to see Heimerdinger giving him a sharp, warning look.

"His 'theory' extinguished the spark of a life that had only just begun." The yordle set the object in his hands down a little harshly. "If terrible things weren't intriguing, bright minds wouldn't be so often led astray. But alas…" He held his hand out for the journal, and Viktor reluctantly closed it and passed it over. "The youth haven't the burden of experience to know when they're meddling with something they shouldn't."

"I suppose." Viktor frowned. He wanted to say something more—but to what end? To defend the work of a man that inadvertently killed a child? To condemn it, when he hadn't meant to do so in the first place? He couldn't arrange the words in a manner he liked and by the time he settled on something to say, Heimerdinger had clearly moved on.

"I must run along now, I'm afraid." Heimerdinger waved his hand, turning for the door. "Please, lock up! I'll see you tomorrow morning, my boy."

"Yes, of course. Have a good night—" Viktor said just as the yordle slipped out the door, and his words fell on an empty room. "… professor..." He finished with a sigh, passing a hand over his eyes. A grimace pulled itself across his face, and he dragged his thumb and forefinger together to pinch the bridge of his nose. Janna above, this was not what he wanted to be doing with his life. Accepting the position as the dean's assistant was meant to only be a stepping stone to something greater. A temporary position that would elevate his academic credentials, offer him connections with people he'd never have been able to meet before. Yet he hadn't budged. Proposals were rejected, applications were ignored. He never stepped a toe out of line, proved himself over and over again, did everything right—and had nothing to show for it.

Nothing but a set of keys and Heimerdinger's trust. It was maddeningly stagnant.

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Thanks for the tag love, yours looks amazing!!! And I’m also still on board the train of Arcane brainrot lmaoooo

I think Rubin got everyone that I would tag too, so whoever wants to join in please feel free!! 🫶

Starting a tag game because I’m bored

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AAAAAA THE MOST DAY EVER!!! ✨❤️

(As a huge Gravity Falls fan I’d also like to mention that this is canonically Stan and Ford’s birthday too hehe)

June 15 is the anniversary of both the Night Vale and Gravity Falls pilots, as well as Vanessa Doofenshmirtz’s birthday and “give it up for day 15” day

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Sooooo many silly sprites to draw I'm gonna explode

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Wow, there's so much ace representation in media! You have

Cartoon character who is only "confirmed ace" on social media, lauded as an incredible stride in ace representation despite their orientation never actually coming up in the original piece of media.

Sad white teen in a YA novel/show realizing they're ace in a coming-of-age narrative.

Grey-ace in a dating sim/romance novel who exists to show that "aces can enjoy sex and romance, too!"

AroAce villain that the fandom will erase for shipping reasons anyway, so why even fucking bother.

Todd Chavez, from Bojack Horseman.

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actually no, we're not "dating". we're bound together for infinity. like the stars. so, fuck you, actually.