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Physical Book Interest check

To my readers: have you ever thought,

'I really want this one work by scaraWHOche to have a limited run so it can be a paperback book on my shelf. Then it can be on display so my friends and family can see it.'

What if I told you all you need to do is fill out this interest check?

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I keep forgetting to post this. 😩

Here's this year's Secret Santa gift for @scarawhoche from the Down by the River Discord server. 💜 I went with a cozy blanket fort and a few holiday decorations. That center pole wasn't intended to resemble a tree, it just kind of happened.

Bonus easter egg: He's reading Overlapping Lines. :)

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Swapping Rings

Pairing: Albedo x Scaramouche Tags: NSFW/E rating, Au, marriage proposal, Christmas, .cockring., see AO3 for additional tags) Cross Posted On Ao3---- Ao3 Link to fic

The little box was in his pocket with a ring. It wasn't anything too flashy, Albedo wasn’t the sort to want something too extravagant. If today was the day he was to propose, why not on Christmas Eve? It was a bit camp but he couldn’t think of a better time. He had been pressed to ask him for months but couldn’t find the right time, especially when Albedo kept dropping hints throughout the year. It was obvious the man was ready for the next step even if Scaramouche saw the whole tradition pointless. What would make anything different if they got married? They lived together, kissed, fucked, and made breakfast for each other, even if Scaramouche found his cooking skills lacking. 

He had inherited his mother's cooking skills. Who knew if it could be hereditary? Albedo said it was silly to believe that but when he attempted to cook and everything came out subpar he had to wonder. 

He almost skipped home with the little box in his pocket. How would Albedo act once he was proposed to him? Would he gasp or laugh? Would he smile or appear stunned? He wondered what little expression Albedo would hold on his face. He had heard so many stories and seen so many videos of fantastical marriage proposals but honestly… he had nothing exciting planned. 

Marriage was a tradition that people celebrated and for what? Tax benefits? Dropping a few thousand mora on a party? Gather up their friends and family? Wasn’t that a bit awkward? Scaramouche again thought about how stupid marriage was as a concept while he stepped in front of his doorway.

He checked his watch. “I have fifteen minutes until he’s home…” He muttered to himself. Then grasped the doorknob and walked in. The house was quiet and still like he planned. Slowly sauntering to the bedroom he dropped his jacket on the ground and fell on the bed. ‘BURRRRRZZZZZZ’ Scaramouche blinked a few times in bewilderment hearing that. What the fuck was buzzing? He looked under Albedo’s pillow and found the source of the vibration. A bashful neon pink cockring jiggled in his hand. “Oh, Albedo… You’ve been hiding this from me?” He had a few minutes, why not try out this new toy Albedo had been concealing? It’d help out with his nervousness about the proposal.

...... Continued on Ao3--- Ao3 Link

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Which one, man...

I keep switching to different social media because I can't find the place for me.

Do I stay on twt (x) while it's slowly dying (it feels like a hellhole), bsky feels better but it's lacking an audience for my fandom. (It's nice not having bots every few seconds), Instagram feels the least friendly for my writing (I have to make graphics and I want to write when I make posts not make graphics every time I post), Tumblr feels like it should be the best option but I missed the Tumblr era when I was younger because I worked and did college at that time so I get confused posting here since I had barely had any online presence back then.

I know this is a me problem and I'm not even that popular on twitter so maybe that's why it bothers me so much. Losing a few hundred followers feels like a waste when I worked hard to gather them over the years and I know they follow me to see when I update fics. Also, I have a lot of artists I follow and I can't see them here when they draw nsfw.

La sigh... I don't really have much else going for me on these sites. lol I do confess this format is nice to have here because I can write as much as I want. So maybe I'll test out tumblr for a bit. My only concern is their nsfw policy and how my writing is but then I won't be sharing my writing here unless it's snippets of it. God, this sounds like a diary.

Any tips for those who see this post?

I'm a fanfic writer trying to reach out to my audience in the Genshin Impact fandom. I sometimes post a few snippets here and there. I mainly post updates on my profile when fics are updated since some of my readers are chronically online and don't read their e-mails. Perhaps this is a stupid place to post this and I should ask reddit. XDDD

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caught in the rain

its almost end of term which means i am positively swamped with work right now but who cares bc i got a new drawing tablet and had to draw these little guys. ok? ok.

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A Word of Advice

Hi travelers! Since the future of Twitter is incredibly uncertain at the moment, I wanted to remind everyone to check how you log in to Genshin Impact (and any other service, for that matter). If you exclusively log in with your Twitter account, I recommend adding another login method so you don't get locked out in the event that the site does shut down. You can check your linked accounts and add new ones through the User Center section of the Settings menu.

Other login methods include email, phone number, Hoyoverse account (which can be created in the User Center, if you don't already have one), Facebook, Google (Android exclusive), or Apple ID (iOS exclusive). Even if you don't use Twitter, it never hurts to have a backup method!

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Each week I'll take a few days off from writing and it always feels weird. I feel unproductive and not needed in the world. I want to keep writing so I feel like I have purpose.

It's strange that every week feels like this. That I've made writing a habit that I have to write or feel like I'm not doing something I should be.

2 years ago I never thought I'd be so deep into writing. No, I thought I was horrible at it and a bad story teller. To tell you the truth, I still think I'm bad at writing but each few thousand words makes me feel like I'm growing. It relieves a burden off my shoulders.

Am I ashamed to show off what I've written?

Yes.

Am I proud of the hard work I did so far?

Yes.

It's very strange to have such complex sentiments about writing. Between feeling embaressed to share what I have done but also want to brag about it because I put my blood, sweat, and tears into the work. I lost sleep over it, only to have words on an ao3 account for a cheesy fanfic. I write for a fictional romance and ship I adore. It sounds so lame.

Yet, here I am on my day off from writing... and I feel like I should be at my tablet typing away. I need to finish my wips and make my readers happy.

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Ok some more bullshit for twitter refugees who need to learn the Tumblr Etiquettetm

Change your blog icon. Do not leave it as Tumblr default bc you will be seen as bots. Also helps if you change your URL to something fandom related/unhinged. urls like sarah-x-lynn will cause people to think you are a bot and block you

There's no algorithm. Whatever pops up on your dash is yours to deal with. Unfollow/block people as you please.

Again, there's no algorithm. The content on this site is user-circulated. Abuse the reblog button.

Abuse the tags. If there's something you wanna say on a post but don't want to intrude, use the tags.

Follower numbers don't matter here

There's no character limit on posts or in blog descriptions. You can post the bee movie script 50 times if you want. Go ham

This isn't twitter or tik tok or whatever. There's no need to censor yourself. Outright admit you want to kill a us senator, no one will judge you.

If you're gonna trigger tag something, don't censor it. Don't use like #r/pe tw use #rape tw

Lastly, don't be a dick to people. Abuse the block button for all it's worth.

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The last chapter to ‘Aduring Midnight’ is out.

~Scarabedo ☂️🌻

~Scaramouche is a Writer AU

~61k Words and Complete

~Please Read Tags!!!🚫

Short Excerpt:

The seas could not hold the dark hearts of those deepest desires. 

They clutched one another in an embrace. 

“Will I see you again, dearest?”

“No.”

“Why!? Why would you leave me?” He protested. His arms quivered in pure agony. “My heart bleeds for you. I have waited so long for your warm embrace. Do my words mean nothing? Do my actions speak naught my feelings? Are thine eyes rotten and thus need to be plucked out for the Akai Maou to devour in the ponds?!” Johan shoved John to the ground.

“No. I must leave for I am the very core of intoxication. I make you drunk. I change you in ways that can not be healthy and my mind will never forgive such an action. My love is no consequence to me. You’re maddened still by me! Look at you laying in your own filth on the ground. Begging as if some pathetic dog. Leave. I have ruined you. I can not love one that has become such a thing.”

John grasped Johan’s pant leg with a need of no other. “Do not leave me. All those nights. All those words. They did not mean nothing. They could not have!”

“They were the void in my heart. You were merely a plaything for my fun.” Thus Johan turned away with the very same salt the seas held draining from his eyes.

TO BE CONTINUED!

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Albedo hummed to himself and flipped to the next page but it was blank. He exhaled loudly. “I suppose I must wait for the next zine to come out. This author is my favorite.” He wondered if he should speak to Lisa about this chapter. Would she like this author as much as he? Would she laugh at him? He knew she enjoyed romance. Actually, he heard it was smut, but smut and romance go hand and hand occasionally, did they not? He did not know for sure.

The zine he read was called ‘The Summit of Writers', a fitting name Albedo thought. The writers at the peak of writing, much like at a mountain top. Albedo nodded to himself as if he was witty thinking of this. Most of the stories submitted normally were never finished or were very short. He often was disappointed. 

He would pick up the zine from Lisa saying it was for research but she would giggle and say, “Sure, dear. Tell yourself what you need to hear.” Every month the zine came out and Albedo would read through it. He had no one to discuss about the stories. He honestly was self conscious about it. He was always called genius, would it not be an embarrassment to say he enjoyed reading something casual. His favorite author was one who updated about a romance between John and Johan. It was called ‘Aduring Midnight'.

He knew it would be gossip if people knew. He did not even tell Sucrose, though once she did find the zine on his crafting bench. He denied he ever read it. He claimed perhaps a customer left it. Sucrose had wandered off with the zine and Albedo had to go back to Lisa red in the face asking if she had another copy of it. She did not. 

He had missed that copies update of ‘Aduring Midnight'. Luckily, there was a summary at the beginning for his favorite story every issue so he did not miss out. That copy he had lost did not have much drama in that part, but he did regret missing when the two lovers got back together.  He supposed since he had read all of the literature in the zine he should return it to Lisa. He could not keep it since he feared others should see it at his home, they would question it. He rarely had others over but he would rather not have questions.

Read here on ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/34216612

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doll!scarabedo inspired by a @fatuifucker AU

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so impossible to dream when you’re far away from me

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a quiet morning

scarabedo. they are: everything to me.

my favourite genshin ship by a long shot i could write an essay on why i love them. i literally learned how 2 draw ppl kissing just so i could do this

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conspiracionist bf vs science bf

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hi again scarabedo community i have.... this