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i could hurt you.                                         i think that’s what i want.

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the lovers represent relationships and choices. its appearance in a spread indicates some decision about an existing relationship,   a temptation of the heart,    or a choice of potential partners    (..)    whatever the choice,   it should not be made lightly, as the ramifications will be lasting.

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𝚅𝚂𝙴𝚅𝙾𝙻𝙾𝙳𝙾𝚅𝙸𝙲𝙷     +      𝖺𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗈𝗆𝗒.

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mambo number five is a criminally underrated song

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might go feral and say v doesn’t speak english

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A  PEAK  AT  WHAT’S  INSIDE  THEIR          .    .    .          yorinobu  asked  :    number ten,     pantry. 

LUCKY CHARMS,     likely stale,  always eaten raw.     who can afford milk,   real or synthetic,   in this economy?

POP-TARTS,     lots.     eaten by the half-dozen.

JUICE,   SYNTHETIC,     because who can afford real fruit juice in night city?

PIZZA,   HALF EATEN,     probably a little stale,   never microwaved and just eaten cold on the go.

BURRITO XXL,    extra cheese and red savina habanero sauce.

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i have not taken root.  i have not grown.    here in the green  &  the black  &  the wildness of it.    the thickness.  the dark.  the garden grows around me  &  through me  &  out of me.  i’ll be more poison than person,   more flower than substance.   my rebirth,  inside my own mind.  unverified,  unverifiable.  i’m not interested in checking.   you understand.   but,    if you cut me open,  would all the meat of me be florid,  strange  &  growing?   if i cut myself open,  would i excavate green  &  blooming rot?

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A  PEAK  AT  WHAT’S  INSIDE  THEIR          .    .    .

[  *  ]      writing prompt      )         :             send a number  1 - 30  to take a closer look inside this characters life.        /        below you will find a series of various prompts offering a look inside a characters every day life.        these are meant to invoke character development     &     can also be altered as seen fit to better suit the character in question.         bonus if you explain why it’s there!

01.     pockets. 02.     bag   /   purse. 03.     car trunk. 04.     car glovebox. 05.     closet. 06.     bedside table drawer. 07.     medicine cabinet. 08.     wallet. 09.     “junk” drawer. 10.     pantry. 11.     phone home screen. 12.     frequently used emojis. 13.     to do list. 14.     computer home screen. 15.     bookcase. 16.     cd collection. 17.     calendar for this month. 18.     “secret” hiding spot. 19.     five most recent in contact list.  20.     refrigerator.  21.     home safe.  22.     amazon shopping cart.  23.     bank account.  24.     first aid kit.  25.     five most recent in google search history.  26.     most used playlist.  27.     least used playlist.  28.     five most recent sent text messages  29.     five most recent received text messages  30.     netflix watch history. 

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Guys please reply to this with what your url means or references I’m really curious

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genuinely constantly thinking about how valeria gave up her late teens & twenties to raise her brother..

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thinking abut them…

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— ❤️ if you would like to plot!

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but like i think, v isn’t a stranger to her own mind being her enemy? like having johnny in her head, basically every waking moment  &  being awful is awful but like equally, she’s fifteen in a car crash that smashes her brain and leaves frontal lobe damage [primarily working memory, personality expression  & issues with aphasia]  &  its this eerie feeling again having johnny because she knows this feeling, she knows what her mind should be and now what it isn’t  &  it reminds her of that time period..  i think, that really was her lowest moment..  on the streets, no food trying to take care of her literal three year old sibling while still literally having an actual giant break in her skull that literally went untreated  &  cared for for months? i think the moment she gets picked up off the streets is that whole “remember this feeling. this is the moment you stop being the mouse”  &  that losing that control of her mind, having someone lurking inside and changing her perception gives her that aura  &  illusion again - feels like memory issues and losing what person she is. she couldn’t actually express herself or really exist as valeria after the crash  &  same with having a functioning memory.. and that’s almost exactly the same as having johnny.  she loses her own memories,  has hers merge with his  &  gains his memories.  she takes on his personality and judgement.  that she’s powerless, that she cant take care of herself or her brother, that she’s the mouse again.

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can we talk about how fucked up the sweet dreams side quest is or what