satanfm

[satanfm]

𝐞𝐱𝐱𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐟𝐦 ​:

theo hates how aware he is of her presence at all times, hands running through her hair. he knows they shouldn’t have a repeat of that night, of anything resembling a romantic connection. it wouldn’t end well for either of them, and he wouldn’t want thea caught up in the mess of it if it were to end badly. he can’t stop himself from wanting it though and he truly never stops thinking about that night when lux is around. “i’m not the one who brought it up, princess,” he smirks, his arm moving to curl around her. “exactly. it won’t happen again. it was a fun little one night thing, you know?” he agrees, hoping to keep the disappointment from his voice. “nuh uh, no way, i made the last bowl. you practically live here, so you should go make me more popcorn.”

it  wasn’t  like  that  night  was  the  only  time  they’d  made  the  mistake  of  hooking  up  with  one  another  ,  but  it  was  the  catalyst  of  the  romantic  feelings  lux  couldn’t  seem  to  shake  ,  no  matter  who  else  came  along  .  though  not  that  she  would  admit  any  of  this  aloud  ,  the  minute  that  she  was  upfront  with  her  feelings  for  theo  ,  would  be  the  day  that  her  world  crumbled  ,  and  instead  she  lets  him  wrap  his  arm  around  her  and  convinces  herself  the  ache  of  yearning  will  be  something  she’ll  become  accustomed  to  eventually  .  “  one  night  thing  huh  ?  are  you  trying  to  convince  me  or  yourself  ?  ”  she  asks  with  a  small  laugh  ,  it  was  easier  to  joke  about  then  it  was  to  simply  be  honest  with  him  .  “  okay  but  i’m  still  a  guest  theo  ,  i  think  it  would  be  pretty  rude  of  you  to  not  go  make  us  popcorn  .  ”     

[satanfm]

𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐫𝐚 ​:

it  was  clear  to  malani  that  lux  didn’t  really  seem  like  the  type  who  did  this  often  -  why  else  would  she  wear  heels  ,  of  all  things  ?  “  i  did  tell  you  we  were  going  boating  today  ,  right  ?  maybe  next  time  i  can  lend  you  some  clothes  that  are  a  bit  easier  to  move  in  ,  “  she  bites  her  lip  ,  not  even  wanting  to  think  about  how  uncomfortable  she  must  be  .  “  staying  on  dry  land  ?  sounds  pretty  boring  to  me  ,  “  malani  jokes  ,  “  at  least  just  go  out  with  me  for  a  little  bit  ?  and  if  you  hate  it  ,  i’ll  turn  us  right  around  ,  “  she  promises  ,  helping  her  into  the  boat  ,  “  have  you  ever  even  been boating  like  this  before  ?  “

lux  was  your  typical  run  of  the  mill  spoiled  brat  ,  she  didn’t  take  boating  trips  ,  and  she  certainly  didn’t  own  proper  attire  ,  as  evidence  of  what  she  chose  to  wear  .  “  i  think  we  had  different  interpretations  of  what  you  meant  ,  but  i’m  already  updating  my  wardrobe  as  we  speak  ,  ”  she  comment  dryly  .  it  wasn’t  lani’s  fault  that  she’d  chosen  to  dress  in  couture  ,  but  lux  hated  seeming  like  a  typical  ditzy  heiress  ,  although  arguably  it’s  what  she  was  .  “  think  of  all  the  fun  things  we  have  here  though  ,  ”  lux  adds  before  stepping  carefully  into  the  boat  .  she  thinks  quietly  about  the  question  before  responding  ,  “  i’ve  been  on  a  yacht  ,  does  that  count  ?  ”

[satanfm]

𝐰𝐞𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐬 ​:

“  damn  ,  i  don’t  even  get  to  know  your  name  before  you  start  tearing  me  apart  ?  “  wesley  feigns  a  look  as  if  he  was  offended  ,  but  he  was  really  far  too  attracted  to  her  to  care  .  “  i’m  wesley  ,  “  he  holds  out  his  hand  for  her  to  shake  ,  “  and  for  the  record  ,  i  think  i  had  plenty  of  good  waves  out  there  .  “  he  smirks  ,  looking  her  up  and  down  ,  “  you’ve  seen  better  ?  well  ,  i  know  i  haven’t  ,  “  he  winks  ,  “  though  ,  hopefully  i  didn’t  embarrass myself  too  much  ,  that  isn’t  exactly  the  best  way  to  start  out  with  a  girl  like  you  ,  is  it  ?  “

“  in  my  defense  ,  you  asked  for  my  criticism  , not  my  name  .  and  you  were  only  going  to  get  one  of  those  things  regardless  ,  ”  lux  retorts  with  a  smirk  resting  playfully  on  her  lips  .  her  eyes  flicker  from  his  outstretched  hand  to  his  eyes  ,  “  i’m  not  really  into  shaking  hands  wesley  .  ”  she  can  see  his  eyes  tracing  over  her  and  in  response  lux  lazily  adjusts  her  posture  to  unsubtly  show  off  her  figure  before  letting  off  a  small  chuckle  ,  “  was  that  your  idea  of  a  pick  up  line  ?  ”  his  next  comment  warrants  a  shrug  ,  “  you’re  already  off  to  a  rather  rocky  start  here  wesley  .  ”

[satanfm]

𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 ​:​​

scarlett’s eyes flickered from her phone, trying to but together some semblance of a digital schedule for the day. the only thing that was even moderately easing her mind in preparation for the daunting day ahead, was the sweet, sweet peppermint mocha that was now because tugged forward, and ripping her from her thoughts. “i-” her voice cracked, but as soon as her dark eyes lift and land on the woman before her, a sort of relief washes over her. “not a fan of mocha?” 

lux’s  annoyance  immediately  lifts  when  she  finally  recognizes  the  face  that  was  once  shielded  by  the  phone  ,  “  scar  !  ”  she  says  in  a  near  shout  ,  unphased  by  the  looks  tossed  in  her  direction  ,  too  excited  to  see  the  woman  stand  before  her  .  in  response  to  the  question  her  nose  wrinkles  ,  “  honestly  ,  i  am  not  a  fan  of  anything  that  isn’t  a  flat  white  ,  but  enlighten  me  ,  but  maybe  i’m  missing  out  .  ”

[satanfm]

𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐡𝐜𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞 ​:​​

ivy grabbed the cup from lux with a soft chuckle at her reaction, taking a sip and instantly recognizing her go-to cinnamon latte. ❛ oh, yeah, that’s definitely mine. what’s wrong, you don’t like the taste of christmas in a cup ? i think it’s delicious, ❜ she teases, glancing at the other girl’s name written on the side, ❛ i guess i’m lux for the day. maybe you can be ivy.. we can have our own little call me by your name moment ! how cute. unless they really fucked up, and the name on your drink is something else entirely. then it’s a little less cute and more annoying. ❜

ivy’s  infectious  laughter  warrants  a  small  giggle  to  pass  lux’s  lips  ,  a  smile  adoring  her  features  when  the  other  recognizes  the  drink  .  “  ives  ,  it’s  the  middle  of  spring  ,  i  think  i  am  past  any  need  for  the  consumption  of  christmas  ,  ”  she  remarks  with  a  small  shake  of  head  .  “  you’ve  got  to  teach  me  ,  we’ve  been  hanging  out  all  this  time  and  i’m  yet  i’m  sure  i  couldn’t  imitate  you  .  ”  lux  hadn’t  even  considered  what  the  name  on  the  side  of  her  cup  would  be  until  this  moment  ,  “  so  you’re  telling  me  i  won’t  get  to  be  ivy  serrano  and  may  have  to  be  joshua  or  barb  ?  ”  she  questions  reading  the  names  of  the  other  cups  setting  on  the  counter  .  “  how  disappointing  .  ”

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the  cup  cradled  in  her  hands  has  her  name  scrawled  across  it  in  the  standard  harried  barista  script  ,  sharpie  smeared  ,  but  lux  had  certainly  never  seen  or  tasted  anything  off  the  love  you  a  latte  menu  that  wasn’t  a  standard  flat  white  or  a  tooth  -  achingly  sweet  vanilla  bean  concoction  theo  had  persuaded  her  into  trying  . turning  slowly  to  the  figure  next  to  her  ,  still  staring  warily  at  the  drink  ,  she  sort  of  half  held  ,  half  thrust  it  towards  them  . “  i  think  ...  this  might  be  yours  ?  ” 

@cliquehqstarters​​

[satanfm]

𝐞𝐱𝐱𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐟𝐦 ​:

he hates the tension in between them, always there, always present, even when he willed it not to be. his fingers run through her hair as she lays on his chest, pulling a blanket up over her. his eyes focus on the screen to avoid looking at her, head shaking as she speaks. “not weird at all, lux.” he speaks, mind flashing back to the night in question. “it’s okay to think about it, you know? it was a nice night, we had fun. it just shouldn’t happen again.” he mumbles, eyes flicking back to the movie once more. this was his game, putting his feelings aside to keep lux at ease.

the  tension  wasn’t  always  obvious  but  it  was  always  there  ,  like  white  noise  creating  static  in  her  brain  until  all  she  could  do  was  sit  here  ,  letting  his  gentle  fingers  run  through  her  hair  ,  listening  to  his  heartbeat  .  “  you  just  think  that’s  because  you’re  weird  ,  ”  she  teases  hoping  it  makes  pushing  things  down  easier  ,  a  strategy  that  had  proved  to  fail  time  and  time  again  ,  but  she  nothing  if  not  a  creature  of  habit  .  “  it  shouldn’t  and  it  won’t  .  ”  something  said  multiple  times  only  to  end  in  the  exact  same  position  of  that  infamous  night  .  “  and  anyways  go  make  more  popcorn  i’m  hungry  .  ”  

[satanfm]

𝐰𝐞𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐬 ​:

climbing  down  from  the  tower  after  his  shift  ,  he  grabbed  the  board  he  had  kept  behind  the  lifeguard  station  ,  and  ran  out  to  the  waves  .  time  doesn’t  exist  to  him  out  on  the  water  -  everything  becomes  a  blur  when  he’s  in  his  element  .  he  was  doing  rather  well  at  first  ,  he  caught  some  rather  large  waves  ,  but  he  eventually  took  a  rather  embarrassing  tumble  .  deciding  to  take  a  breather  ,  he  walked  back  up  the  beach  ,  hair  messy  and  water  dripping  down  his  toned  chest  ,  to  grab  his  water  bottle  .  and  only  then  did  he  realize  someone  had  been  watching  him  ,  “  please   tell  me  you  didn’t  see  that  …  or  only  saw  the  good  waves   ,  “  he  laughs   ,  sending  them  a  cocky  wink  . 

@cliquehqstarters​

the  little  time  lux  did  spend  by  the  beach  was  under  the  comfort  of  an  umbrella  ,  tan  legs  stretched  lazily  over  her  longue  chair  while  she  watched  as  people  buzzed  by  ,  kids  making  sand  castles  ,  frat  boys  with  a  cooler  full  of  beer  ,  and  perhaps  her  favorite  part  the  people  running  to  the  surf  .  some  beginners  wiping  out  and  others  seasoned  pros  who  seemed  to  glide  gracefully  over  the  water  .  she’d  been  watching  wes  keenly  until  a  rather  unfortunate  series  of  events  occurred  and  he  could’ve  been  mistaken  for  one  of  the  beginners  she  saw  earlier  .  “  wait  ,  you  think  that  you  had  good  waves  ? ”  she  questioned  teasingly  with a  raise  of  a  brow  before  continuing  ,  “  i’ve  seen  better  .  think  you  got  everyone  else  beat  for  best  wipe  out  though  .  ”

[satanfm]

𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐫𝐚 ​:

already  ten  steps  ahead  of  them ,  lani  calls  behind  her , “  you  better  keep  up ,  the  hms lani  is  leaving  in  two  minutes ,  whether  you’re  on  it  or  not . ”  padding  down  the  boardwalk  ,  she  hops  into  her  small  boat  with  practiced  ease  ,  setting  down  her  cooler  of  drinks  and  snacks  on  the  seat  .  “  come  on  slowpoke  ,  you  gonna  keep  me  waiting  all  day  ?  “  lani  teases  ,  just  excited  to  get  out  on  her  boat  for  the  day  .  “  here  ,  take  my  hand  ,  “  she  smiles  warmly  ,  offering  to  help  them  into  her  boat  . 

@cliquehqstarters​​

lux  dragged  behind  ,  high  heels  in  hand  ,  trying  to  keep  up  with  the  brunette  in  front  of  her  .  “  it  would  be  so  much  easier  if  you  weren’t  set  on  leading  ,  ”  she  remarks  with  a  small  laugh  ,  refusing  to  place  the  blame  on  the  clear  culprit  .  regardless  it  seemed  every  time  that  she  did  catch  up  lani  took  two  more  strides  ahead  ,  “  see  that  all  depends  ,  if  i  keep  you  waiting  can  we  stay  on  dry  land  ?  ”  she  retorts  back  ,  feigning  annoyance  in  her  tone  .  “  and  where  were  these  manners  when  i  was  trying  to  catch  up  ?  ”  she  smiles  before  taking  the  other  girl’s  hand  in  hers  .

[satanfm]

𝐚𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬:​

“  you  ever  wonder  how  many  sharks  are  swimming  close  by  out  here  ?  ”  cove  motions  towards  the  ocean  only  a  few  steps  away  ,  navy  waves  illuminated  by  the  moonlight  alone  ,  her  fingertips  raking  back  and  forth  through  the  cold  sand  . “  don’t  they  say  everything  comes  out  at  night  or  something  like  that  ?  i  dunno  but  as  much  as  i  really  love  the  ocean  you’d  never  catch  me  in  there  after  dark  ,  i’d  like  to  stay  alive  and  make  it  home  to  bed  tonight  .  ”  not  that  she  thought  she’d  be  eaten  by  any  marine  animals  in  the  near  future  ,  but  small  talk  was  never  something  she  was  good  at  .  “  why  are  you  out  here  this  late  anyway  ?  something  keeping  you  up  ?  ”

lux  had  been  mindlessly  drawing  shapes  in  the  sand  before  she  began  to  speak  ,  watching  them  washed  away  by  the  small  lapping  waves  at  her  feet  .  “  not  exactly  the  top  on  the  list  of  thoughts  i  want  to  have  when  i’m  sitting  by  the  shore  .  ”  she  says  with  a  small  laugh  .  her  movements  cease  as  she  turns  to  focus  her  attention  on  the  quizzical  thoughts  of  the  stranger  ,  something  the  blonde  seemed  to  have  a  lot  of  ,  “  sadly  i’m  not  all  too  well  versed  in  sharks  and  their  migration  habits  ,  but  i  do  know  there’s  a  very  slim  chance  one  will  actually  attack  you  .  ”  it’s  the  same  bitter  realism  that  she  offers  everyone  else  who  has  the  misfortune  of  crossing  paths  with  her  ,  besides  lux  had  never  really  prided  herself  on  being  a  “  people  person  ”  .  she  looks  back  off  to  the  gentleness  of  the  crashing  waves  ,  “  hm  ,  usually  i  come  for  peace  and  quiet  .  but  this  very  spot  is  where  i  get  most  of  my  inspiration  for  my  music  .  ”

[satanfm]

*  starter  for  @exxhalesfm​  !

there  was  always  an  awkward  tension  that  sat  between  the  two  ,  stemming  from  their  past  that  always  seemed  to  slip  it’s  way  into  their  present  ,  but  especially  now  that  alethea  wasn’t  home  for  the  night  .  they  were  already  much  too  close  for  comfort  ,  with  her  situated  on  his  chest  ,  and  she  being  more  focused  on  the  gentle  hurriedness  of  his  heartbeat  rather  than  the  movie  playing  out  on  the  screen  in  front  of  them  .  “  you  know  ,  i’ve  missed  this  ,  ”  she  remarks  while  snuggling  in  closer  to  him  .  “  oddly  enough  it  reminds  me  of  that  night  years  and  years  ago  .  is  that  weird  to  say  ?  ”

[satanfm]

hi  i’m  hailey  !!!   this  is  my  og  babie  who  i’ve had  for  about  two  years  now !  her  name  is  lux  and  she  is  an  enigma  .  honestly  you  either  love  her  or  hate  her  ,  and  i’m  hoping  it’s  the  latter  because  i  can’t  stand  this  b!tch  .  if  you  do  somehow  want  to  plot  after  all  this  you  can  reach me  on  d/scord  @  hailey <3#3702  !

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊.  𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

( sofia jamora, cisfemale, she/her, leo, 24 ) i spotted lux santana at the beach today. don’t you know them? they live down by the towers and usually hang out with the rich kids & outcasts clique. from what i’ve heard, they can be abrasive, but they’re also adventurous. i always think of them when i hear i did something bad - taylor swift and tend to associate them with diamonds crushed underfoot, the lingering smell of dior, & red wine spilt on designer dresses 

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊𝒊. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬

𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞

sefina emere du pont

𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐬

lux santana

𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞(𝐬) 

n/a

𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲 

july 26th

𝐚𝐠𝐞 

twenty  -  four  (  24  )

𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 

five foot seven inches ( 5′ 7″ )

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 

female

𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐬 

she / her / hers

𝐨𝐜𝐜𝐮𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧(𝐬)

singer / songwriter  

𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞(𝐬)

english & spanish

𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

pansexual & panromantic 

𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦

sofia jamora

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊𝒊𝒊. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲

𝐳𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐜 

leo sun, scorpio rising, & taurus moon

𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭

chaotic neutral 

𝐦𝐛𝐭𝐢 

entj-t

𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 

type 8w7 ( the challenger )

𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭

choleric-melancholic  

𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

slytherin  

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 

how she loves others - gift giving, words of affirmation, & physical touch

how she needs to be loved - quality time, physical touch, & gift giving

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐨

blair waldorf ( gossip girl ) , effy stonem ( skins ) , katherine pierce ( vampire diaries ) , sharpay evans ( high school muscial ) , fallon carrington ( dynasty )

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊𝒗. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐲

triggers  (  these  are  all  the  triggers  as  they  appear  throughout  ,  they  will  be  tagged  accordingly  )  :  sexual  assault  tw  ,  drugs  tw  ,  pregnancy  tw  ,  miscarriage  tw  ,  drug  mention  ,  and  overdose  tw

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞. 

the  du  pont  family  fortune  precedes  her  mother  and  father  .  her  family being  credited  with  some  groundbreaking  creation  dating  all  the  way  in  the  1800s  .  and  the  family  legacy  only  continued  to  expand  in  more  regions  of industry  .  thus  even  before  she  was  born  ,  she  had  a  reputation  to  upkeep  ,  and  a  name  to  uphold  .

cut  to  her  mother  world  renowned  super  model  sensation  oliana  and  her  father  a  new  money  business  executive  turned  political  bigwig  who  was  on  the  fast  track  to  becoming  one  of  the  richest  men  in  the  world  .  the  love  that  her  parents  shared  was  palpable  ,  and  they  were  convinced  that  they  would  be  able  to  be  loving  parents  for  their  child  on  the  way  .

and  so  when  sefina’s  big  brown  doe  eyes  looked  into  her  mother’s  for  the  very  first  time  ,  where  she  expected  to  find  warmth  and  comfort  was  met with  an  icy  glare  ,  and  an  even  colder  interior  .  this  was  only  the beginning  of  a  nonexistent  relationship  between  the  two  .

the  supermodel  sensation  already  carried  a  revulsion  towards  her  child  , who  had  already  kept  her  from  fashion  week  and  an  opportunity  for  her  own  spread  with  calvin  klein  ,  and  it  was  in  that  moment  that  oliana  decided  that  a  relationship  with  the  young  heiress  wasn’t  something  that  she  was  willing  to  form  ,  oliana  held  her  child  three  odd  times  before  leaving  her  to  be  her  father’s  problem  completely  .

her  father  ,  being  left  alone  to  raise  a  child  he  had  no  interest  in  raising  to  begin  with  ,  threw  himself  into  his  work  ,  leaving  sefina  to  be  raised  by  a  revolving  door  of  nannies  . 

and  this  is  where  sefina  learned  to  throw  money  at  her  problems  ,  her  father’s  condolences of  her  absentee  mother  being  a  weekly  allowance  that  was  much  larger  than  any  child  should  be  able  to  fathom  .

things  continued  like  this  for  a  while  until  her  father  began  his  run  from  mayor  to  governor  and  needed  to  seem  like  the  picture  perfect  single  dad  for  his  campaign  ,  using  all  the  love  in  his  bleeding  heart  to  care  of  his  daughter  while  still  remaining  a  political  juggernaut

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐞. 

SEXUAL  ASSAULT  TW  in  public  a  teenage  sefina  was  being  coddled  by  her  father  and  shown  to  the  public  to  be  in  the  most  loving  enviroment  possible  ,  but  behind  closed  her  dad  didn’t  bat  an  eye  at  the  things  that  his  campaign  manager  forced  sefina  to  do  .

he  was  determined  to  win  the  election  by  any  means  necessary  and  in  a  turn  of  events  shocking  to  no  one  ,  he  did  just  that  .

to  add  insult  to  injury  now  that  the  campaign  was  over  ,  sefina’s  father  had  no  interest  in  spending  time  with  her  any  longer  ,  and  instead  paid  for  sefina’s  music  lessons  as  a  reparation  to  the  events  that  had  transpired

it  was  obvious  from  a  young  age  that  sefina  had  a  talent  for  music  ,  and  seeing  as  it  kept  her  occupied  and  as  far  away  from  her  father  as  possible  ,  she  loved  it  .  she  started with  singing  and  piano  but  moved  on  to  learn  a  few  other  instruments  including the  guitar  and  even  began  dipping  her  toes  into  songwriting  .

by  the  age  of  fifteen  she  had  written  and  recorded  a  whole  demo  album  in  her  bedroom  and  once  it was  done  ,  she  started  sneaking  out  at  night  so  that  she  could  go  hang  around the  local  big  name  recording  studios  in  the hopes  that  she  would  catch  a producer  leaving  for  the day  and  hopefully  convince  them  to  listen  to  her  demo  .

she  never  did  .

sefina  really  tried  though  . now  of  course  her  dad  could’ve  paid  a  record  company  to  just hand  her  a  contract  and  she  knew  that  ,  but  dammit  .  sefina  wanted  music  to  be her  lifelong  career  and  she  wanted  to  earn  it  herself  .  she  knew  that  she  was genuinely  talented  even  though  her  demo  album  was  probably  not  her  best  work  and  she  knew  that  she  could  be  successful  ,  and  she  didn’t  want  anyone  to  be able  to  say  that  she  didn’t  truly  work  for  her  career  .

she  was  so  determined  that  she  spent  y  e  a  r  s  relentlessly  hounding record  companies  but  no  one  would  give  her  the  time  of  day,  so  she developed  a  different  strategy  after  seeing  some  flyers  around  the  city  and  at  the  age  of  sixteen  she  joined  a  local  bar  band  who  happened  to  seeking  a  lead  singer  ...  and  got  kicked  out  like  two  weeks  later  for  being  absolutely  fucking  insufferable  .

that  became  the  pattern  .  join  local  band  in  need  of  a  lead  singer. attempt to  overhaul  said band  and  push all  of  the  other  members  into  the background  .  face  resistance  from  said  other  members  .  get  angry  ,  lash out  ,  get  kicked out  of  the  band  ,  repeat  . it  was  a  vicious cycle  that  went on  for  a couple  years  .

it  was  while  she  was  in  the  midst  of  this  vicious  cycle  that  she  met  her  now  ex  boyfriend  and  they  were  ...  whew  . a  whole  mess  . he  was  the  frontman  of  a  different  band  that  was  gaining  more  and  more  popularity  by  the  day  .  he  was  older  and  he  seemed  so  cool,  and  so  of  course  sefina fell  for  him  hard  . they  got  together  and  appeared  to  be  madly  in  love,  but all  was not  perfect  at  all  .

DRUGS  TW they  were  veeeery  on  and  off,  the  type  of  couple  to  get  in  a  screaming  match  and  “break  up”  over  nothing  only  to  get  back  together  like  ten  minutes  later. this  guy  also  wound  up  getting  sefina  hooked  on  drugs  ,  getting  her  arrested  ,  getting  her name  plastered  all  over  the  tabloids  for  everything  except  her  music  ,  which  was  something  that  she  still  hadn’t  quite  found  her  footing  in  yet  .

PREGNANCY & MISCARRIAGE TW / DRUG MENTION  during  a  rather  off  period  of  their  relationship  ,  sefina  would  find  herself  waking  up  to  sharp  abdomen  pain  and  wet  thighs  ,  it  was  only  after  she  went  to  the  hospital  that  she  found  out  that  she  had  been  pregnant  but  due  to  her  heavy  drug  abuse  she’d  unknowingly  ,  she’d  suffered  from  a  miscarriage  .

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐡. 

with  her  dream  of  being  a  mother  crushed  and  the  weight  of  carrying  a  secret  she  felt  that  couldn’t  share  with  anyone  ,  sefina  eventually  she  gave  up  her  music  dream  all  together  and  decided  to  pursue  a  degree  in  business  .  anything  to  escape  the  past  that  seemed  to  be  suffocating  her  so  she  left  snowy  chicago  and  packed  her  bags  for  san  diego  .

she  attended  the  university  of  california  -  san  diego  and  by  pure  luck  got  discovered  while  filling  in  for  one  of  friends  during  battle  of  the  bands  .  coincidentally  where  she  developed  her  stage  persona  lux  which  at  the  time  was  short  for  luxury  .

and  so  finally  after  years  of  working  towards  what  she  thought  was  a  dead  dream  at  the  age  of  19  she  landed  a  record  deal  ,  with  the  only  stipulation  she  had  being  that  she  finish  business  school  ,  to  which  the  record  label  complied  .

and  ,  at  the  age  of  21  after  a  lot  of  delays  that  had  to  do  with  her  perfectionist  nature  and  tumultuous  relationship  her  first  album  was  released  and  turned  out  to  be  a  major  success  with  all  of  the  singles  charting  ,  lots  of  streams  and  airplay  and  a  sold  out  debut  tour  that  would  unfortunately  get  cut  short  .

OVERDOSE  TW  so  basically  what  happened  was  her  ex  boyfriend  showed  up  after  one  of  her  concerts  in  chicago  and  of  course  they  got  high  together  ,  but  then  lux  started  to  overdose  . she  passed  out  ,  but  her  ex  boyfriend  thought  she  was  dead  and  he  freaked  out  so  ,  uh  ...  he  ran  . literally  bolted  out  of  her  tour  bus  and  lux  has  not  seen  him  since  .

fortunately  she  was  found  by  someone  else  in  time  and  rushed  to  the  hospital  . of  course  the  rest  of  her  tour  was  cancelled  so  that  she  could  recover  and  she  subsequently  did  the  obligatory  few  months  in  rehab  only to  get  out  and  immediately  go  back  to  using  .

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧.

she  never  legally  changed  her  name  but  in  the  spirit  of  shedding  her  past  she  explicitly  refers  to  herself  as  lux  santana  ,  and  there  is  only  about  a  handful  of  people  who  know  her  real  name  .

she  moved  to  sunnyhollow  in  lieu  of  her  childhood  friend  who  couldn’t  stop  raving  about  the  place  ,  and  to  create  a  new  home  for  herself  .

music  wise  since  the  incident  she’s  been  working  on  her  second  album  aaaand  it’s  almost  finished  !  people  are  starting  to  wonder  what’s  taking  her  so  long  and  the  answer  is  honestly  just  the  fact  that  she’s  nearly  impossible  to  work  with  honestly

the  best  way  i  can  describe  her  personality  is  cold  and  calculating  ,  do  not  show  her  a  weakness  because  she  will exploit  it  .  this  is  if  she  doesn’t  like  you  .  for  the  small  handful  of  people  she  can  tolerate  and  who  can  simultaneously  tolerate  her  ,  she’s  got  a  huge  soft  spot  .

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒗. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭

𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 

𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫

maroon 

𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 

being  from  chicago  she  loves  the  snow  as  it  reminds  her  of  the  good  parts  of  home

𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐚𝐲 

dusk, she’s very much a night owl and stays up way longer than she should and it’s also when she gets a lot of her songwriting done 

𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥(𝐬) 

snow leopards 

𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐣𝐢𝐬

🥵🤢🙄🤩🥰😈😳👀

𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 

𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

oliana ngata ; alive

𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

victor du pont ; alive

𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠(𝐬)

mirella du pont ; step-sister

𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞 

𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 

business  degree  from  university  of  california  -  san  diego

��𝐞𝐭𝐬 

n/a

𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐬

shopping ,  party  planning  ,  acting  ,  singing  ,  cooking  ,  reading  ,  playing instruments  ,  partying  ,  swimming  ,  &  scrap  booking

𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 

a  penthouse  that’s  much  too  big  for  only  herself  but  she  tells  herself  that she  prefers  to  be  alone

𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐬 

lux  gets  copious  amounts  of  sleep  and  if  you  interrupt  her  during  there  are  going  to  be  issues  ,  sleeps  a  lot  but  maintains  a  good  schedule

𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐬

for  the  most  part  she  tries  to  keep  her  diet  clean  but  she  allows  herself  occasional  breaks  where  she  eats  what  she  pleases

𝐚𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬

applying  pink  lip  gloss  ,  the  lingering  smell  of  dior  perfume  ,  a  wardrobe  full  of  designer  clothes  ,  dancing  around  in  silk dresses  ,  gold  jewelry  ,  glasses  of  red  wine  ,  diamonds  crushed  underfoot  ,  dizzying  euphoria  ,  hazy  memories  of  nights  prior  ,  high  heels  echoing  on  pavement  ,  skinny  dipping  under  a  starry  sky  ,  haphazardly  cut  out  photos  ,  insatiable  wanderlust  ,  scribbled  song  lyrics  in  crumbled  napkins  ,  freshly  manicured  nails  ,  the  sound  of  waves  crashing  against  rocky  beaches  ,  and  the  smell  of  jasmine  .

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒗𝒊.  𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 

so  some  suggestions  are  exes  ,  fwbs  ,  unrequited  crushes  ,  skinny  love  ,  slow burn  ,  a  girl  squad  ,  ride  or  dies  ,  fellow  musicians  ,  people  she’s  used  for  song  material  ,  best  friends  ,  pr relationship  ,  enemies  ,  ex  -  friends  ,  enemies  turned  friends  ,  friends  turned enemies  ,  good  influence  ,  bad  influence  , party  friends  ,  one  night  stand(s)  , , neighbors  ,  secret  friends  ,  and  those  are  all  the  suggestions  i  can  come  up  with  at  the  moment  !  feel  free  to  message  me  with  plot  ideas  i  promise  i  will scream  and  cry  over  .

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𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐄, 𝑹𝑶𝑶𝑻𝑬𝑫 𝑰𝑵 𝒀𝑶𝑼. @jordanpls

𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆. 𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒖𝒊𝒍𝒕 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 

bolded songs are present them, italtics is highschool them, and bolded + italtics is both

take it like a man --- “here you'll become what you're supposed to be you think you can't but you can. think of the guy you want most to be. here's your chance to make it so take it like a man. what does she want? not really sure why can't we leave things the way that they were? why can i never say no to her? here you'll become what you're suppose to be you think you can't but you can. think of the guy you want most to be. not quite the guy i'd of chose to be but when she's standing so close to me i think i like her plan.”

i’ll cover you --- “live in my house, i'll be your shelter just pay me back with one thousand kisses be my lover and i'll cover you open your door, i'll be your tenant don't got much baggage, to lay at your feet but sweet kisses, i've got to spare i'll be there and i'll cover you i think they meant it when they said you can't buy love now i know you can rent it a new lease you are my love on life, be my life just slip me on, i'll be your blanket wherever, whatever i'll be your coat you'll be my king, and i'll be your castle no, you be my queen, and i'll be your moat.”

falling slowly --- “i don't know you but i want you all the more for that words fall through me and always fool me and i can't react and games that never amount to more than they're meant will play themselves out take this sinking boat and point it home we've still got time raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice you'll make it now falling slowly, eyes that know me and i can't go back and moods that take me and erase me and i'm painted black well, you have suffered enough and warred with yourself it's time that you won.”

i can hear the bells --- “i can hear the bells well, don't cha hear 'em chime? can't 'cha feel my heartbeat keeping perfect time? and all because he touched me he looked at me and stared, yes he bumped me my heart was unprepared when he tapped me and knocked me off my feet one little touch now my life's complete 'cause when he nudged me love put me in a fix, yes it hit me just like a ton of bricks, yes my heart burst now i know what life's about one little touch and love's knocked me out and i can hear the bells my head is spinning i can hear the bells something's beginning.”

it takes two --- “you've changed you're daring you're different in the woods more sure more sharing you're getting us through the woods if you could see you're not the man who started and much more openhearted than i knew you to be it takes two i thought one was enough it's not true it takes two of us you came through when the journey was rough it took you it took two of us it takes care it takes patience and fear and despair to change though you swear to change who can tell if you do it takes two.”

the last night of the world --- “in a place that won't let us feel in a life where nothing seems real i have found you i have found you in a world that's moving too fast in a world where nothing can last i will hold you i will hold you our lives will change when tomorrow comes tonight our hearts drown the distant drums and we have music all right tearing the night a song played on a solo saxophone a crazy sound a lonely sound a cry that tells us love goes on and on played on a solo saxophone it's telling me to hold you tight and dance like it's the last night of the world.”

lay all your love on me --- “a little small talk, a smile and baby i was stuck i still don't know what you've done with me a grown-up woman should never fall so easily i feel a kind of fear when i don't have you near unsatisfied, i skip my pride i beg you dear don't go wasting your emotion lay all your love on me don't go sharing your devotion lay all your love on me.”

next ten minutes --- “cathy...will you share your life with me for the next ten minutes? for the next ten minutes we can handle that we could watch the waves we could watch the sky or just sit and wait as the time ticks by and if we make it till then can i ask you again for another ten? and if you in turn agree to the next ten minutes and the next ten minutes till the morning comes then just holding you might compel me to ask you for more there are so many lives i want to share with you i will never be complete until i do.”

love you like a table --- “your white dress sparks words spontaneous i'll sing from mountaintops i am in love (love, love) and i don't care who knows it lucky me i was ordinary but with your love, you see i am a po-o-o-o-o-oem writer i will express this if i'm able i love you like a table my legs were carved for you i love you like a table oh, oh, oh, oh i'm wood and you're glue cover me with stuff oh, oh, oh, oh and i will hold it up strong and stable oh, oh, oh, oh i love you like a table.”

i’ve never been in love --- “i've never been in love before now all at once it's you it's you forever more i've never been in love before i thought my heart was safe i thought i knew the score but this is wine it's all too strange and strong i'm full of foolish song and out my song must pour so please forgive this helpless haze i'm in i've really never been in love before.”

only us --- “what if it's you and what if it's me and what if that's all that we need it to be and the rest of the world falls away? what do you say? i never thought there'd be someone like you who would want me well so i give you ten thousand reasons to not let me go but if you really see me if you like me for me and nothing else well, that's all that i've wanted for longer that you could possibly know so it can be us it can be us and only us and what came before won't count anymore or matter we can try that it's not so impossible nobody else but the two of us here 'cause you're saying it's possible we can just watch the whole world disappear 'til you're the only one i still know how to see it's just you and me it'll be us, it'll be us and only us.”

happiness --- “but hearing you laugh seeing you there everything's shining new to mee there have to be words for telling you so but looking at you i don't know it's something like something like happiness something like warm something like true something like i have never knewn something like safe something like home all of this time having no clue there could be someone that i matter to into my heart out of the blue happiness so here's what it is here's how it feels having a life with you in it happiness.”

you matter to me --- “i could find the whole meaning of life in those sad eyes they've seen things that you never quite say, but i hear come out of hiding, i'm right here beside you and i'll stay there as long as you let me because you matter to me simple and plain and not much to ask from somebody you matter to me i promise you do, you, you matter too i promise you do, you see? you matter to me it's addictive the minute you let yourself think the things that i say just might matter to someone all of this time i've been keeping my mind on the running away and for the first time i think i'd consider the stay because you matter to me simple and plain and not much to ask from somebody you matter to me i promise you do, you, you matter too i promise you do, you see?”

almost paradise --- “oh almost paradise we're knockin' on heaven's door almost paradise how could we ask for more? i swear that i can see forever in your eyes paradise it seems like perfect love's so hard to find i'd almost given up you must have read my mind and all these dreams i saved for a rainy day they're finally coming true i'll share them all with you 'cause now we hold the future in our hand oh almost paradise.”

seven wonders --- “i've seen the seven wonders if you give or take a few but all them seven wonders well they can't compare to you i've been a lot of places yes, i've traveled near and far but now i know that home is where you are.”

perfect for you --- “this planet is pretty much broken beyond all repair but one thing is working if you're standing there. perfect for you i could be perfect for you i might be lazy, a loner, a bit of a stoner, it's true but i might be perfect, i'll make myself perfect, perfect for you. you square all the corners, i straighten the curves. you've got some nerve henry, and i'm just all nerves. but even if everything else turns to dirt we'll be the one thing in this world that wont hurt.”

somewhere --- “there's a place for us, somewhere a place for us. peace and quiet and open air wait for us somewhere. there's a time for us, some day a time for us, time together with time spare, time to learn, time to care, some day!”

no one else --- “the moon first time i heard your voice moon light burst into the room and i saw your eyes and i saw your smile and the world opened wide and the world was inside of me and i catch my breath and i laugh and blush and i hear guitars you are so good for me i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you i love you oooh, the moon oooh, the snow in the moonlight and your childlike eyes and your distant smile i'll never be this happy again you and i and no one else.”

i could write a book --- “if they ask me, i could write a book about the way you walk and whisper and look i could write a preface on how we met so the world would never forget and the simple secret of the plot is just to tell them that i love you, a lot then the world discovers as my book ends how to make two lovers of friends.”

i chose right --- “as i leave my single life behind thoughts are kind of spinning in my mind first i think about you and i think about me loving you and i think about you and me deciding we could be one it's crazy i know, i wrestle with my pillow all last night and i look at you and i know i chose right life's a very long road and the crossroads come up right away and it's so hard to know which way to go when you've barely begun and oh, the road you leave behind can shine so bright and i look at you and i know i chose right.”

unusual way -- “in a very unusual way one time i needed you in a very unusual way you were my friend maybe it lasted a day maybe it lasted an hour but somehow it will never end in a very unusual way i think i'm in love with you in a very unusual way i want to cry something inside me goes weak something inside me surrenders and you're the reason why, you're the reason why you don't know what you do to me you don't have a clue you can't tell what it's like to be me looking at you it scares me so that i can hardly speak in a very unusual way i owe what i am to you though at times it appears i won't stay, i'll never go. special to me in my life since the first day that i met you how could i ever forget you once you had touched my soul in a very unusual way you made me whole.”

suddenly seymour --- “lift up your head wash off your mascara here, take my cleanex wipe that lipstick away. show me your face as clean as the mornin i know things were bad but now they're okay. suddenly seymour is standing beside you you don't need no makeup you don't have to pretend suddenly seymour is here to provide you sweet understanding. seymour's your friend nobody ever treated me kindly father left early, mama was poor i'd meet a man and i'd follow him blindly. he's snap his fingers. me, i'd say, sure suddenly seymour is standing beside me he don't give me orders, he don't condescend suddenly seymour is here to provide me. sweet understanding, seymour's my friend. tell me this feelin' last for forever tell me the bad times are clean washed away.”

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jordanpls​:

SHE SAYS HIS NAME and he’s hanging on to  e v e r y  word even if it’s the most PATHETIC thing he could do. He can’t help that his eyes STING, that he’s closer to crying an OCEAN e v e r y second he waits to see where the petal falls -  - DOES SHE LOVE ME ? ? LOVE ME NOT ? ? If he CRIED could his teardrops salvage some LIFE in their love ? ? It seems he doesn’t have to for her to know because she’s holding on to him, they’re holding on to the CARGO SHIP of their past, present, TOMORROW ( because there WILL be a tomorrow ). He leans his forehead onto hers, his other hand caresses the space of her jawline, I love you, I love you, I love you, it sounds so pretty from her. Like ROOFTOP views, hiding away from his parents on the fire escape, waking up to her FACE in a twin xl after final exams. He closes his eyes, and a droplet catches on his eyelashes from RELIEF, from some long awaited peace. His nose is right by hers, their lips just hovering between breaths; he’s thinking it’s BEEN SO LONG since I’ve felt like this. “I love you, I love you,” he whispers back, and when he thinks he’s going to say it ONE MORE TIME he’s kissing her instead. He won’t just SAY IT, he’ll show it in a kiss that MADE UP FOR TOO MANY YEARS. So soft, delicate like the words I love you, until the fervor of a heart who almost felt ABANDONED phantom graced her lips. “I love you, Rhiannon Violet Gwen Emilie Lewis.” And he’d PULL her into his chest, himself long fallen onto the floor. His hands falling around her figure, tracing lines up and down just for him to place a kiss on the top of her head. To say I MEAN IT. “Stay tonight.” it’s a whisper into her hair, almost BEGGING, wishing for this room to stay like this for the night. Forever if they may. This COLLAPSE of heartache, of too many nights apart when a part of them always knew. Stay tonight so I don’t have to say goodbye.

His name paired with those three words had NEVER sounded f o r e i g n coming from her. They were ALWAYS a touch, a look, a kiss away from spilling out of her. His name had always had a place setting at the table of her tongue because she learned love like WAIT FOR IT. And this was all that it took. A PROFESSION of love, who would’ve thought it’d be this simple ( except absolutely everybody ) to prove that the improved skyline wasn’t one she had to build alone, NOT ANYMORE. The touch is warm, more than that it is welcoming. An admission that he had never truly left, he was just LINGERING in the outskirts of town, waiting for the right moment to come back. Now it’s her turn to wipe her thumb along his cheek, how much it felt like wiping the slate clean, FORGETTING all of the things that had SEPARATED them before, and celebrating three simple words they had held back for far too long. The words make her light up inside, maybe all she needed was a little sunlight after all. “I love you, I love you.” She repeats, because she means the words with EVERYTHING in her, and she knows that the words have finally resonated with him. The kiss transports her back to underneath the bleachers, sneaking away from gym for an EMERGENCY to kiss him the same way he’s doing right now. She always simultaneously felt breathless and as if they could survive underwater or in outer space, breathing his inhale into her exhale. The seasons HAD changed twenty times since they had last had each other, but she’d be damned if she let one more pass without him by her side. “I love you Jordan Lee, but if you EVER use my full name again you’re dead.” She falls into him willingly, unlike high school where she had no defense over his smile and his gentle hands which handled her like porcelain. “Stay forever.” she whispers, an admission of her own LONELINESS, a plea that this would be it for them. “Marry me and stay forever.”

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httpjude​:

jude rolled his eyes some more, but there was no wiping that grin off his lips. “i’m glad i met you, rhia. do you think i could fend off those creeps on my own with a babyface like mine?” he asks with a laugh, pointing to his face. “you think i invite you to parties with me because i actually like you? definitely not.” he teases her, raising a brow at her. jude smiles at her next statement, and immediately unlocks his phone to send their vocalist rhia’s contact info and why he’s sending it. “i love you, rhia.” he smiles back up at her, dropping his phone to his side again. “oh how empty my life would be without you.” he says dramatically, blowing her a kiss. and yet, he still insists on giving her shit for how slow she was to choose a movie. “i can’t believe you’re having a whole ass lifetime wedding with a life-long husband, and yet still have trouble choosing a movie. just put on something cute!” 

there is a small semblance of a smile creeping up on her face as he says those words, “i’m glad that you met me too jude, because you are about as threatening as a butterfly.” she laughs at her own weird analogy. she reacts to his words with fake shock, “you think i go to parties with you because i like you? definitely not.” this would be the point where she’d make a joke about herself being boy crazy, but she twists the engagement ring on her finger, a gentle reminder that maybe she shouldn’t do that. rhia titls her head at the new information, “just a few seconds ago you said you didn’t like me, i can’t do this if you’re going to keep changing your mind.” she says dramatically in true soap opera fashion. “but i guess sometimes, i do love you too.” she remarks flashing him a smile, and pretending to catch the kiss. “shut up,” she says finally stumbling upon a movie she want to watch, “13 going on 30! i love this one! did you make the popcorn?”