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[saraynghae]

I am in Faro (Portugal) for a little post-breakup holiday.

Today I went to this little local restaurant where I have been on my first day, and crossed the same German guy who I met on my first visit lol I think he has a crush, but he is so shy and I’m so not interested.

Anyhow, Carlos -the owner- sat us at the same table and brought us wine, and he also joined us and started to show (and draw) the best spots in the area to watch the sunset.

It’s funny that I was speaking in French with Carlos even though I said repeatedly that I’m Italian, but he kept switching to French so it’s fine. He saw my little tin from Lyon and told me that his daughter is studying there, yet he has no ring band on his finger. I hope he isn’t lonely, I hope his daughter comes visit.

Tomorrow I will drive to Spain, it’s already my second trip there and can’t believe I will go back in July to see Hozier, yay.

Seda is going to go back to Boston soon, Paris will be so lonely without her but I’m happy she is going back home. I hope that one day I can visit, even though I’m so scared to go to the USA.

[saraynghae]

I am in Faro (Portugal) for a little post-breakup holiday.

Today I went to this little local restaurant where I have been on my first day, and crossed the same German guy who I met on my first visit lol I think he has a crush, but he is so shy and I’m so not interested.

Anyhow, Carlos -the owner- sat us at the same table and brought us wine, and he also joined us and started to show (and draw) the best spots in the area to watch the sunset.

It’s funny that I was speaking in French with Carlos even though I said repeatedly that I’m Italian, but he kept switching to French so it’s fine. He saw my little tin from Lyon and told me that his daughter is studying there, yet he has no ring band on his finger. I hope he isn’t lonely, I hope his daughter comes visit.

Tomorrow I will drive to Spain, it’s already my second trip there and can’t believe I will go back in July to see Hozier, yay.

Seda is going to go back to Boston soon, Paris will be so lonely without her but I’m happy she is going back home. I hope that one day I can visit, even though I’m so scared to go to the USA.

[saraynghae]

I haven’t had a Tumblr blog since I was 16… I used to write so much on here, not sure if and how to get back to it! Should I?

[saraynghae]

So like Aziraphale protects Crowley by keeping him away from whatever it is until he has figured out as much as he can maybe even tries to fix it himself because he knows Crowley is protective of him to the point of impulsivity and he isn't nearly as protective of himself as he should be at least to Aziraphale right?

Because before the beginning it was Aziraphale that gave Crowley the reason he started questioning so imagine how much guilt he holds for that

and in season one when he doesn’t tell crowley about the book that could and does solve all their problems? seems like a pretty important thing to tell your partner? he instead uses it to figure out how to fix this and as his last ditch effort of getting God to stop this war - even if Crowley is mad at him right now he would later see that all Aziraphale was trying to do was protect him if it all works - but it doesn’t and well now he has to figure out a way to tell Crowley

(imagine having your efforts of protection thrown back into your face and to be called stupid - well he’ll forgive him of course)

And then you have the holy water Aziraphale refuses to give him something that could destroy him - he actively keeps it away from Crowley- and then when he confronted with why Crowley wanted it for protection from Hell if they ever found out about them in 1941 and Crowley does nothing just accepts it well he protects him then but he can't always be there so when he hears later that he is still trying to holy water - well he gives it to him

and then i’m season two he doesn’t call Crowley right away when Gabriel shows up. why not? well he has to make sure he is not a threat and to get all the information out of him that he can and only when he establishes he is not a threat and doesn’t have information he can work with well now it’s ok to call Crowley but has to break it to him gently

Idk these are just a few things i can remember off the top of my head maybe there is more or i just read into this wrong

[saraynghae]

crowley shifting into protective husband mode