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Drawing once again about Anx and his AU :o

Mostly because I wanted to show Anx more accurate colors.

Fun fsct: Papyrus refuses to sell Hot Dogs (But there's a Hot Dog disguised as a Hot Cat)

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Giving anx some peace... Based on an old drawing by Heisa. Anxiety Sans belongs to @hheisa

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Hunting.

(This is a draft:>)

Or: The cadets, Levi, Hanji, and Erwin get stranded on a mission. They have little to no gas left, their horses ran away, and they have no more flares. All they can is is wait for the search party.

(They send search parties to look for stronger members [Captains, Squad Leaders, Commanders])

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It's been 3 days since the Scouts have evacuated the mission. Leaving Erwin, Levi, Hanji, and the cadets. They have little to no gas left, their horses have ran away, and they've ran out of flares. They don't even have anymore rations because of Sasha's stress eating.

One day, early in the morning, Heichou Levi confronts them with a problem. “We've ran out of rations.” He says calmly, staring directly at Sasha who looks sheepish.

“Well,” She begins, “I 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 go catch some game if someone has a rifle.” She says slyly. Levi raises an eyebrow, “Why would anyone have a rifle, or just a gun in general?” He asks, causing Sasha to shrug. “I could also use a bow and arrow.” To which everyone sighs.

It's been a few hours since they've ran out of food, and Eren can no longer sleep with the constant grumbles of his comrades stomachs. He rolls onto his back. It's barely been a day so why are they hungry? They ate yesterday. He hums quietly, have they always had food served right in front of them? He stifles a laugh at the thought. They couldn'tve, they're soldiers after all.

He goes to sleep with that thought strong in his mind

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It's the second day with no food, the cadets seem to have no energy whatsoever, judging by how they drag their feet and grumble consistently. Yet him, Mikasa, Armin, Levi, Hanji, and Erwin are perfectly fine. He chuckles when Jean groans loudly. 'Without food, they act somewhat like titans' He thought before immediately dismissing it.

Erwin seemed to decide to finally answer his soldiers needs, seeing as he stood up, looking at Sasha. “Can you hunt with a knife?” He asked, causing Sasha to go wide eyed. Connie then intervenes, “The only thing you'll get back is bones, at best.” He answers, causing Sasha to glare at Connie.

“Hey! It was the perfect opportunity to get food! I'm starving over here!” Sasha exclaims. Causing Eren to chuckle. By all means, he meant to stifle it, but it seems he didn't by the way Sasha and Connie looked back at him.

Jean then decides to speak up, “Do you like seeing us starve or something, Jaeger?! ” Jean exclaims. Eren sputters before he bursts out laughing, startling mostly everyone. As soon as he calms down from his hysterical fit, he reaches out a hand towards Erwin. “If you're really 'starving', Jean, I'll go catch some food.” He says, accepting the knife from Erwin and standing up, walking towards the forest. Armin and Mikasa are quick to fall behind him, straightened out, seemingly looking at a 360° angle at all times.

Levi hums, chuckling under his breath, “He really 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 his troops good, huh, Erwin?” Levi says casually, causing Erwin to hum in what seems like agreement. “It seems he did train them better than we thought.” Connie and Jean look up with a puzzled expression, trying to keep Sasha from squirming in their grasp. Eren? Training Mikasa and Armin? If anything, it's the opposite.

Sasha then begins to jump, causing Connie to stumble from his footing.

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The quiet chrips of crickets and ruffle of leaves are the only sounds in the forest. He can hear very lightly, Armin and Mikasa's footsteps which are following after his own. He grins, this was the only part he liked from the good old days, 𝙝𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜.

His ears flick, he grasps the knife tighter and crouches lower to the ground, hiding behind a tree near bushes. Armin and Mikasa follow closely.

“There's a deer up ahead.” Armin says quietly. Eren nods, Armin's always had the best eye sight out of them all. Mikasa's nose twitches. “You smell that, Eren? It's blood.” Mikasa whispers. Eren nods curtly. So it's either injured or it's just got blood on it.

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(This is a draft :>)

Jean's mother meets the Survey Corps

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“Cadet Kirschtein! You've got a visitor!” Levi's voice echos throughout the training field. Jean and all the other cadets go quiet, preferring to watch the scene. Jean nods in response, running up to Heichou Levi.

“Continue down the hall in a straight line, two guards are standing where the visitor is.” Levi answers, walking past Jean and shooting off to a thick tree branch to watch them train. Jean nods, walking down the hall while catching his breath.

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You rock on your heels, holding the baskets of food close to you as you eagerly wait for your child, Jean to come out. (Well, you already know he's bi but that's another thing..)

After making a bit of small talk with the Scouts, you see the silhouette of a tall male. Your smile widens, '𝘑𝘦𝘢𝘯!' You thought happily. You haven't been able to see him since he's moved to the Trost District, and your eager to see how he's changed. (If he's changed at all.)

Once he enters your vision, you don't give yourself time to soak up his new appearance, but instead, you immediately give him a hug. “Jeany-boy!” You exclaim, smiling widely to look up at your boy.

He smiles nervously. Looking around to see the guards have left and no one was walking by. He returns the hug, smiling into your shoulder.

“Hey, mom. It's been a while since I've seen you. Just, please don't call me 'Jeany-boy' in front of my friends.” He greets.

You nod, slowly breaking the hug before directing his attention to the baskets in your arms. “I brought you and your friends' food! Well, I hope this will be enough..” You mutter.

Jean sighs in response, smiling fondly. “It should be enough mom; you always overcook and that's why I was fat as a kid.” Jean says, beginning to lead you down the hall.

You gasp loudly, frowning deeply at Jean who looks confused. “What? It's the truth. I always ate too much.” He shrugs. You thrust your hand down into a basket, pulling out the picture he says referencing.

“You weren't fat! It was just baby fat!” You exclaim, causing Jean to arch an eyebrow. “Who has baby fat at 6 years old?” He asks, causing you to flare your nose. “You did!”

“Yeah, yeah believe what you want, mom. We're almost at the training grounds.” He says before quickly adding on, “And don't show anyone that picture.” He says, pointing to the picture you're beginning to shuffle into your pocket.

You nod, seeing the quickly moving figures from outside.

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“Hello!” You greet, causing everyone to stop their sparring to look at the guest. Jean sighs as the cadets begin to crowd around you with questions.

“This, is..my mother.” He says unenthusiastically. Not wanting you to spill his darkest secrets to his friends. You smile innocently, making Jean gulp.

“Hai, I am Y/N Kirschtein.” You say, introducing yourself. A Brunette boy with heterochromia speaks up after you.

“Nice to meet you! I'm Eren Jaeger, also known as Jean's best friend!” He winks at the end, Jean heating up at the statement. “YOU ARE NOT MY BEST FRIEND, WATER EYE!”

“MY LEFT EYE IS GREEN, NOT BLUE!” Eren exclaims.

“It's more color changing between blue and green.” A short-haired ravenette responds. You turn to her(?). She takes that as her turn to introduce herself.

“Hello, I'm Mikasa Ackerman. Pleased to meet you.” She says, quickly doing a light bow.

You smile at the gesture. Quickly repeating it back to her. “Yes, it's very nice to meet someone with manners. Say, what are your pronouns?” You try to ask casually, noticing how Mikasa freezes at the question before quickly responding.

“Well, I use uh, They/Them, but if you don't know how to use them, I suppose she/her is fine.” You notice how they shrink on themselves after the last bit.

You smile softly, reaching into your second basket and pulling out a small piece of caramel candy and a bottle cap pin. Their breath hitches when they notice it's a they/them pin. You clip the pin onto their jacket. You hand them the piece of candy before taking a step back to admire the pin in its place.

“It's mine, but you can have it. I'll make a new one once I return home.” You say, answering their unsaid question. They nod mutedly, you then walk off to say hello to another group. They noticed you quickly and waved you over before introducing themselves.

“Hi!! I'm Connie and this is Sasha!” Connie in

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A DSMP piece I wrote in November-

It’s all gone to hell, but has it really? Everyone’s reuniting, banning together to bring the villain back, Dream.

He’s managed to escape from prison seemingly overnight. Not even Techno knows where he’s gone. (And Ranboo knows he no longer wants anything to do with Dream; but the favor he owes still scratches at his throat. Similar to the voices that demand blood.)

They’ve finally found him, found Dream. He’s rounded them back near the prison. He’s standing on the steps; no armor in sight, on his last canon life. He has blood dripping down almost everywhere with a crazed look in his eyes.

Ranboo can see Quackity from the corner of his eyes, he looks really angry. But not just angry; he looks thirsty for Dream’s blood, to feel his hands around his neck as he chokes on his own blood. Gurgling and begging fo- “You ok, Ranboo? You seem skittish. Not that you shouldn’t be, though.” Niki’s voice suddenly pipes in, quiet as Sam tries to talk Dream down; Ranboo winces and nods furiously in response.

Niki gives him a soft smile. Their hand moving to rub his shoulder before realizing they both have fully decked out Netherite armor. “Hey..it’s gonna be ok, Boo. He won’t get you.” Niki says softly, their voice as smooth as silk. Ranboo nods dazedly. He can feel himself slipping into Enderwalk, the need overwhelming him as he lets out a small warble.

Niki looks worriedly at him, talking to him quietly but Ranboo can’t hear any of it; his thoughts bleared and his mind racing. He might feel tears race down his face, but he doesn’t know. He can hear Nikigettingmorefranticastheywhisperyells,gainingtheattentionofJackwholooksworriedtodon’tworry,i’lltakecareofyouno!iwasalmostfree!

He can feel himself slipping more. He can hear the uproar of the crowd as he teleports. He can see it all through blurred vision. It burns, like pinpricks shoving themself into his skin, merciless.

He grips something of his. He can faintly see the silver-purple type blood flow out of the wound as he lets out a warble. He can hear Dream laugh loudly as he watches Ranboo struggle to gain control of his own mind and body.

He can feel his control come back, bit by bit the further he digs his nails into his arms. The cold continuously rushing over his body makes him shiver, but he pushes on knowing every second he’s not trying; the Enderwalk is getting closer.

Tommy POV; 1st person

The blinding rush of blood pumping through my ears fills me. Seeing Ranboo there, writhing on the steps; digging into his own arms while his face burns while Dream stands there laughing like Gogy just roasted the hell out of someone.

It enrages me, puts me in horrible rage. But now’s not the time to play around with my grammar to make me feel better. Gogy isn’t going to help anyone now. In fact, I don’t even think George cares about anyone besides his reputation and staying high on the food chain.

I know adrenaline is causing me to think recklessly, but I’m smart enough to know it isn’t a very good idea to run up there and grab Ranboo.

Tubbo told me what happens when he gets like this. He’s either really sensitive, or overly protective. And by the looks of it, he writhes on the stairs, gripping onto Dream harshly. But with innocent intent as he lets out a broken warble, falling to the floor while curling to a fetal position; jerking with every movement and occasionally attempting to growl before being cut off by himself with a chirp, he’s pretty sensitive right now.

I grip harder on the stolen Netherite sword, shaking with rage as I do the only thing I’m best at; yelling.

“COME ON, RANBOO! GET THE HELL UP BEFORE I GET UP THERE AND DRAG YOU DOWN! COME ON PLEASE!!”

But, maybe that wasn’t the best idea, seeing as he growled ferociously before whining. Due to my avian nature, I knew he was whining an apology, but I don’t get how he knew how to do that.

But it’s no time to ask questions as Sam speaks out noticeably louder than he has been. Effectively shutting everyone up aside from Ranboo, who continues to whimper.

“Dream.” Sam growls, causing me to jolt, along with most people in the crowd. In the corner of my vision, I can see Dream noticeably shrink. The fear before was forgotten. Sam’s scaring Dream!

Omniscient POV

The words echo loudly, interrupting anything Sam was thinking to say seeing as his mouth closed as soon as the words were spoken. Long and drawn out; confidently said. He didn’t even have to turn towards them. They all know who the words were directed to.

“Kill them,”

Dream says sternly, and if they didn’t already know who the words were directed to. It was shown obvious once Ranboo went limp before jerking to life.

Tubbo’s breathing increases. He doesn’t care that everyone’s gonna die here or that he will be killed by his very own husband; he just wants him back. He wants the old admin back with their old lovely world where every morning was a new adventure. Where they would eat breakfast quickly before running off to the forest; or to the community house where they would annoy the previously kind admin.

But it’s all gone now. Those days are long behind everyone. Some even had the unfortunate luck to join the server in the middle of war.

Even if they had it all back. The beautiful sunrises and sunsets that they would all share, The luscious and beautiful garden Tubbo and Tommy would run away to, and the high amount of animals that would be roaming freely. When the sun would shine so perfectly; not too hot or too cold. As much as he wants it all back; he knows no one could play their parts with how ruined everyone’s become.

He shakes his head furiously, telling himself it’s not the time to reminisce on the past. He reaches his hand up and rubs his ring on his horn. His grip on the sword tightens. He watches Ranboo jerk, his eyes opening to reveal blinding purple eyes that flash green and red.

Tommy begins to yell out again, “COME ON RANBOO COME BACK TO US YOU CAN DO IT BIG MAN!” He exclaims, ignoring the glare Tubbo shots at him. Ranboo warbles lowly, Tommy is unsure of why; but he takes it as a good thing.

Dream doesn’t like this. No. Not one bit. First, he loses Eret, then Tommy, then Wilbur, then Tubbo, and now they’re trying to take Ranboo from him. To show how much this..displeases him..he gives another command.

“Once you’ve killed them all, kill yourself. But if you can’t kill them, I want you to kill yourself.”

The crowd's eyes light up in panic, Sam, Quackity, Sapnap, Tommy, and Tubbo begin to yell all at once, trying to speak over each other as Ranboo begins to jerk more violently.

Niki, who’s sneaked over to the sides of the stairs, can barely hear Ranboo speak under his breath; “Nononono..” - “Liste-Don’t obey.” - “Bad man bad man bad man...”

While they want nothing more than to shout at the top of their lungs for everyone to shut up just so they can hear their baby brother talk; they know it’s gonna get them in more trouble than it’s worth.

Eventually, after a minute or two of more sudden jolts, he slams his hand over his mouth and unhinges his jaw, letting out an Enderanian shriek. No matter how he tried to hide it, everyone snapped their gaze to him. Niki quickly ducks behind the stairs, not wanting to be caught but willing to jump in if Dream lays a hand on him.

After he lets out the shriek, he falls limp. Everyone is silent before Niki can hear the sounds of someone running. They’re quickly interrupted, and more yelling breaks out.

Niki sighs in relief, they pop out from behind the stairs to see Ranboo staring down at the floor. His back hunched over and his eyes glazed and glossy.

Niki coos lowly, he’s dissociated. He’s only done that back when they were in the End. They remember when a servant slipped on a toy, causing the fragile vase to go flying onto Ranboo’s head. He didn’t cry; he just sat there as blood trailed down his face with the same look in his eyes.

Niki just wants to simply grab their brother and run away. Simple as that. But they snap out of their thoughts when they see Ranboo’s eyes return to their natural color. They burn bright and beautiful, but Ranboo’s expression stays neutral as he slowly creaks his elbow.

He then skids his legs to stand him up, Dream and the SMP members continue arguing, unknowing while some stare wide eyed or confusedly at him.

Niki can see it now.

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Hhhhhhhhh

(( While the area where I live continues through its “second winter”, Aizawa and the gang have a necessary anime beach episode where he proceeds to make all the teachers sweat under their collar from the raw strength of his powerful thighs <;3c for my friend Jangalian on AO3 HUEHUEHUE ))

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Reblogging for me,,

I want to live by myself when I move out of my parent's place but I'm really afraid of money problems? I'm afraid that the only place I can afford will be in the ghetto and it'll all be torn apart and I'll only be allowed to eat one granola bar a week. I'm really stressing out about this. I don't know anything about after school life. I don't know anything about paying bills or how to buy an apartment and it's really scaring me. is there anything you know that can help me?

HI darling,

I’ve actually got a super wonderful masterpost for you to check out:

Home

what the hell is a mortgage?

first apartment essentials checklist

how to care for cacti and succulents

the care and keeping of plants

Getting an apartment

Money

earn rewards by taking polls

how to coupon

what to do when you can’t pay your bills

see if you’re paying too much for your cell phone bill

how to save money

How to Balance a Check Book

How to do Your Own Taxes

Health

how to take care of yourself when you’re sick

things to bring to a doctor’s appointment

how to get free therapy

what to expect from your first gynecologist appointment

how to make a doctor’s appointment

how to pick a health insurance plan

how to avoid a hangover

a list of stress relievers

how to remove a splinter

Emergency

what to do if you get pulled over by a cop

a list of hotlines in a crisis

things to keep in your car in case of an emergency

how to do the heimlich maneuver

Job

time management

create a resume

find the right career

how to pick a major

how to avoid a hangover

how to interview for a job

how to stop procrastinating

How to write cover letters

Travel

ULTIMATE PACKING LIST

Traveling for Cheap

Travel Accessories

The Best Way to Pack a Suitcase

How To Read A Map

How to Apply For A Passport

How to Make A Travel Budget

Better You

read the news

leave your childhood traumas behind

how to quit smoking

how to knit

how to stop biting your nails

how to stop procrastinating

how to stop skipping breakfast

how to stop micromanaging

how to stop avoiding asking for help

how to stop swearing constantly

how to stop being a pushover

learn another language

how to improve your self-esteem

how to sew

learn how to embroider

how to love yourself

100 tips for life

Apartments/Houses/Moving

Moving Out and Getting an Apartment, Part 1: Are You Sure? (The Responsible One)

Moving Out and Getting an Apartment, Part 2: Finding the Damn Apartment (The Responsible One)

Moving Out and Getting an Apartment, Part 3: Questions to Ask about the Damn Apartment (The Responsible One)

Moving Out and Getting an Apartment, Part 4: Packing and Moving All of Your Shit (The Responsible One)

How to Protect Your Home Against Break-Ins (The Responsible One)

Education

How to Find a Fucking College (The Sudden Adult)

How to Find Some Fucking Money for College (The Sudden Adult)

What to Do When You Can’t Afford Your #1 Post-Secondary School (The Sudden Adult)

Stop Shitting on Community College Kids (Why Community College is Fucking Awesome) (The Responsible One)

How to Ask for a Recommendation Letter (The Responsible One)

How to Choose a College Major (The Sudden Adult)

Finances

How to Write a Goddamn Check (The Responsible One)

How to Convince Credit Companies You’re Not a Worthless Bag of Shit (The Responsible One)

Debit vs Credit (The Responsible One)

What to Do if Your Wallet is Stolen/Lost (The Sudden Adult)

Budgeting 101 (The Responsible One)

Important Tax Links to Know (The Responsible One)

How to Choose a Bank Without Screwing Yourself (The Responsible One)

Job Hunting

How to Write a Resume Like a Boss (The Responsible One)

How to Write a Cover Letter Someone Will Actually Read (The Responsible One)

How to Handle a Phone Interview without Fucking Up (The Responsible One)

10 Sites to Start Your Job Search (The Responsible One)

Life Skills

Staying in Touch with Friends/Family (The Sudden Adult)

Bar Etiquette (The Sudden Adult)

What to Do After a Car Accident (The Sudden Adult)

Grow Up and Buy Your Own Groceries (The Responsible One)

How to Survive Plane Trips (The Sudden Adult)

How to Make a List of Goals (The Responsible One)

How to Stop Whining and Make a Damn Appointment (The Responsible One)

Miscellaneous

What to Expect from the Hell that is Jury Duty (The Responsible One)

Relationships

Marriage: What the Fuck Does It Mean and How the Hell Do I Know When I’m Ready? (Guest post - The Northwest Adult)

How Fucked Are You for Moving In with Your Significant Other: An Interview with an Actual Real-Life Couple Living Together™ (mintypineapple  and catastrofries)

Travel & Vehicles

How to Winterize Your Piece of Shit Vehicle (The Responsible One)

How to Make Public Transportation Your Bitch (The Responsible One)

Other Blog Features

Apps for Asshats

Harsh Truths & Bitter Reminders

Asks I’ll Probably Need to Refer People to Later

Apartments (or Life Skills) - How Not to Live in Filth (The Sudden Adult)

Finances - Tax Basics (The Responsible One)

Important Documents - How to Get a Copy of Your Birth Certificate (The Responsible One)

Important Documents - How to Get a Replacement ID (The Responsible One)

Health - How to Deal with a Chemical Burn (The Responsible One)

Job Hunting - List of Jobs Based on Social Interaction Levels (The Sudden Adult)

Job Hunting - How to Avoid Falling into a Pit of Despair While Job Hunting (The Responsible One)

Job Hunting - Questions to Ask in an Interview (The Responsible One)

Life Skills - First-Time Flying Tips (The Sudden Adult)

Life Skills - How to Ask a Good Question (The Responsible One)

Life Skills - Reasons to Take a Foreign Language (The Responsible One)

Life Skills - Opening a Bar Tab (The Sudden Adult)

Relationships - Long Distance Relationships: How to Stay in Contact (The Responsible One)

Adult Cheat Sheet:

what to do if your pet gets lost

removing stains from your carpet

how to know if you’re eligible for food stamps

throwing a dinner party

i’m pregnant, now what?

first aid tools to keep in your house

how to keep a clean kitchen

learning how to become independent from your parents

job interview tips

opening your first bank account

what to do if you lose your wallet

tips for cheap furniture

easy ways to cut your spending

selecting the right tires for your car

taking out your first loan

picking out the right credit card

how to get out of parking tickets

how to fix a leaky faucet

get all of your news in one place

getting rid of mice & rats in your house

when to go to the e.r.

buying your first home

how to buy your first stocks

guide to brewing coffee

first apartment essentials checklist

coping with a job you hate

30 books to read before you’re 30

what’s the deal with retirement?

difference between insurances

Once you’ve looked over all those cool links, I have some general advice for you on how you can have some sort of support system going for you:

Reasons to move out of home

You may decide to leave home for many different reasons, including:

wishing to live independently

location difficulties – for example, the need to move closer to university

conflict with your parents

being asked to leave by your parents.

Issues to consider when moving out of home

It’s common to be a little unsure when you make a decision like leaving home. You may choose to move, but find that you face problems you didn’t anticipate, such as:

Unreadiness – you may find you are not quite ready to handle all the responsibilities.

Money worries – bills including rent, utilities like gas and electricity and the cost of groceries may catch you by surprise, especially if you are used to your parents providing for everything. Debt may become an issue.

Flatmate problems – issues such as paying bills on time, sharing housework equally, friends who never pay board, but stay anyway, and lifestyle incompatibilities (such as a non-drug-user flatting with a drug user) may result in hostilities and arguments.

Your parents may be worried

Think about how your parents may be feeling and talk with them if they are worried about you. Most parents want their children to be happy and independent, but they might be concerned about a lot of different things. For example:

They may worry that you are not ready.

They may be sad because they will miss you.

They may think you shouldn’t leave home until you are married or have bought a house.

They may be concerned about the people you have chosen to live with.

Reassure your parents that you will keep in touch and visit regularly. Try to leave on a positive note. Hopefully, they are happy about your plans and support your decision.

Tips for a successful move

Tips include:

Don’t make a rash decision – consider the situation carefully. Are you ready to live independently? Do you make enough money to support yourself? Are you moving out for the right reasons?

Draw up a realistic budget – don’t forget to include ‘hidden’ expenses such as the property’s security deposit or bond (usually four weeks’ rent), connection fees for utilities, and home and contents insurance.

Communicate – avoid misunderstandings, hostilities and arguments by talking openly and respectfully about your concerns with flatmates and parents. Make sure you’re open to their point of view too – getting along is a two-way street.

Keep in touch – talk to your parents about regular home visits: for example, having Sunday night dinner together every week.

Work out acceptable behaviour – if your parents don’t like your flatmate(s), find out why. It is usually the behaviour rather than the person that causes offence (for example, swearing or smoking). Out of respect for your parents, ask your flatmate(s) to be on their best behaviour when your parents visit and do the same for them.

Ask for help – if things are becoming difficult, don’t be too proud to ask your parents for help. They have a lot of life experience.

If your family home does not provide support

Not everyone who leaves home can return home or ask their parents for help in times of trouble. If you have been thrown out of home or left home to escape abuse or conflict, you may be too young or unprepared to cope.

If you are a fostered child, you will have to leave the state-care system when you turn 18, but you may not be ready to make the sudden transition to independence.

If you need support, help is available from a range of community and government organisations. Assistance includes emergency accommodation and food vouchers. If you can’t call your parents or foster parents, call one of the associations below for information, advice and assistance.

Where to get help

Your doctor

Kids Helpline Tel. 1800 55 1800

Lifeline Tel. 13 11 44

Home Ground Services Tel. 1800 048 325

Relationships Australia Tel. 1300 364 277

Centrelink Crisis or Special Help Tel. 13 28 50

Tenants Union of Victoria Tel. (03) 9416 2577

Things to remember

Try to solve any problems before you leave home. Don’t leave because of a fight or other family difficulty if you can possibly avoid it.

Draw up a realistic budget that includes ‘hidden’ expenses, such as bond, connection fees for utilities, and home and contents insurance.

Remember that you can get help from a range of community and government organizations. 

(source)

Keep me updated? xx

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Megumi & Kugisaki: *Greiving*

Gojo: So. what movie did you wanna watch?

Itadori: Hmm..let's rewatch Squid Games

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Greiving because you're leavin' || JJK

It’s quiet, and the air is still. Gojo takes a quick look at his student and sees him staring at the floor blankly. He sighs, they’ve walked all around the city, but Itadori kept leading them back here. He looks up at the deteriorated building before looking down at the dry pile of blood on the floor. He sighs before grabbing Itadori’s forearm and teleporting them to the basement. He sets Yuuji on the couch and brings out the CD, pushing it into the tv. He can see Yuuji shudder, and tears flow freshly down his face.

The CD begins with the title flashing, ‘My students being idiots for 30 minutes’. Gojo moves back to take a seat next to Itadori, and he immediately sinks into Gojo’s side. His breath noticeably hitches when he hears Fushig- Megumi’s voice, and he grits his teeth once he hears Kugisaki’s. He shuffles behind his sensei and buries his face into his neck. He remembers. Megumi’s untamed, spiky blue-ish hair, Kugisaki’s orange-brown looking hair, nearly touching her shoulders.

He also remembers how Kugisaki wanted sushi and onigiri after, and how she wanted to meet their senpai’s and eat with them. Itadori shuddered when he remembered the blood dripping down Megumi’s face. How he softly smiled at him and told Itadori to continue being a ‘bright light’; he hasn’t been the same after that, though. He doesn’t want to remember how Kugisaki sobbed in his arms, her blood smearing over her face as her 3 fingered hand clutched her hammer. How she repeatedly said she didn’t want to die before calming. She reached over and gave Itadori a hug. He could do nothing but return the gesture.

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Hey- it's been a while, I've been watching JJK and my friend has started to watch MHA so,,

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The world is corrupting, humans with quirks are being turned into curses, and the heroes are baffled at discovering their own quirks do nothing to affect the beings. Most of them can't even see the creatures, so they call them crazy and they're told to stop. Once they are able to see, because of the rising deaths, they're paralyzed in fear. Nezu is devoid of what to do, but when a light pink haired boy with an undercut shows up, easily cutting down the curse, Nezu wonders where he came from, and if these creatures really can be stopped.

Or;

Quirk ppl are turning into curses, then (fav boy) Itadori appears and kills one, Nezu wanted to question him, but he's already off to kill others with 3 people following him. The only thing he saw was an odd metal button and a navy blue uniform.

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“TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I’D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS, WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE WORLD, THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY, AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATE A BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY. THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR, BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS, LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE. I COULDN’T HELP WONDER HOW MANY LAY ALONE, ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE IN A LAND FAR FROM HOME. THE VERY THOUGHT BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE, I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND STARTED TO CRY. THE SOLDIER AWAKENED AND I HEARD A ROUGH VOICE, “SANTA DON’T CRY, THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE; I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM, I DON’T ASK FOR MORE, MY LIFE IS MY GOD, MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS.” THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP, I COULDN’T CONTROL IT, I CONTINUED TO WEEP. I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS, SO SILENT AND STILL AND WE BOTH SHIVERED FROM THE COLD NIGHT’S CHILL. I DIDN’T WANT TO LEAVE ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT, THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR SO WILLING TO FIGHT. THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER, WITH A VOICE SOFT AND PURE, WHISPERED, “CARRY ON SANTA, IT’S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE.” ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH, AND I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT. “MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND, AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT.” This poem was written by a Marine. The following is his request. I think it is reasonable….. PLEASE. Would you do me the kind favor of sending this to as many people as you can? Christmas will be coming soon, and some credit is due to our U.S. service men and women for our being able to celebrate these festivities. Let’s try in this small way to pay a tiny bit of what we owe. Make people stop and think of our heroes, living and dead! , who sacrificed themselves for us. Please, do your small part to plant this small seed. May God Bless You and Have a Great Day”

— Marine (via farmerbrown)

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Is this shit Squid games or something??

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That is so true-

Idk if anyone did this yet but this is zeke

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CW: Implied sex

(You're on your last task of the day, walking around the base to see if anything's off. Sounds easy enough)

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You sigh contendedly. You're about to round the shed, and after that, you can finally retire to your dorm for the night. That is, until you hear a loud banging noise from inside the shed. You tense up, reaching for your blades. You slowly take it into your hand, stalking closer to the jostling doors.

You stop your advances, realizing you should listen to the noises to have an idea of what or who is in there, and what they're doing.

You can hear panting, followed by a couple of grunts. '𝘖𝘩, 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯..𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸.' You thought. You look through the shining window to see the glint of a cadet's badge.

You grin evilly, it'll be fun to chew them out for being out after curfew. Just as you ready yourself to open the doors, you hear a wet slap, then loud moans.

You blush wildly. Taking a quick look at the badges to get their names. Maybe you should just report this in the morning..

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woAh-

this mf WINKED

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Amazing.

animation of charmander makin some pancakes

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This is probably the best thing I've seen this year

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