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i’ve decided i’ve given hawthorne heights enough money by going to three shows and buying merch and cd’s and streaming… i am allowed to pirate their music so i can scrobble it

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i am gonna fuckignCry i just noticed these in the back of my fragile future cd……

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Y’all sometimes it hits me that like…mcr exists…like they actually did get back together like…that actually happened

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beemer138: MCR • Day 1 • Las Vegas Festival Grounds • Las Vegas, NV • Oct 19, 2024

[Oct 20, 2024]

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Mcr's favorite things

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i need people who actually care about hawthorne heights… like on their own not because i forced them to listen… be my friend

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i should be more excited to see Babymetal in november but my Brain is all Hawthorne Heights… i guess i will queen out on the day but i felt more excited hearing a Hawthorne Heights song in spencer’s today than i have collectively felt about these concerts since i got the tickets…

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idk who cares about this but the record store near me has a lot of bands come and play sets and do signings and they had a guitar on display signed by hawthorne heights :D

i gasped… and it’s signed by casey teheheheh

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going to make this post in tumblr fake story format

*in line for merch and to talk to jt*

me, to girl in line behind me: should i really drop $50 on this hoodie…

girl: yes. definitely.

me: okay but this will be my 10th hawthorne heights shirt… that’s a bit overkill is it not

jt, turning to me: you guys say hawthorne funny here. it’s hahthorne.

me: haha i thought you might say something about my accent. even my mom says i pronounce it weird

jt: i actually prefer the way you say it

(i forget the details of what we said next but something led me to jokingly say “because im special” and jt said “you are special”)

i freaking love that old man

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met jt again last night… hopefully gonna see him at the merch table again today… he’s so nice

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finally recovered from top surgery, one week of bliss, and then got covid. back to aching everywhere!

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Fragile Future turns 16 years old today! August 5th, 2008

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hello to the nobody reading this :>

after about a week of pain, i got to see my chest and stop wearing those ace bandages. the compression shirt i ordered was all wrong, so i kept using them anyway but it could be way less tight. and i did that for five more weeks.

yesterday i was told i never have to bind again and i am so relieved. it stopped hurting after the first week and im already gaining some level of sensation back in my chest and it just looks so good i Have never felt this comfortable in my life… so worth it….. i am so glad i got this fucking surgery

i am so tired…… ace bandages so tight… drain sites uncomfortable… the back pain is real and the bruising is spreading…… i want this to be over i want to be recovered and healed already… it’s so crazy that it hurts when u get major surgery to get body parts removed…… who decided this!!!!!!!!

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i didn’t even know the print i bought had this on the back :D

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PARTY LIKE ITS 2004!!

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i am so tired…… ace bandages so tight… drain sites uncomfortable… the back pain is real and the bruising is spreading…… i want this to be over i want to be recovered and healed already… it’s so crazy that it hurts when u get major surgery to get body parts removed…… who decided this!!!!!!!!