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moved to @cllairvoyantsam​ !!!!!

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moved to @cllairvoyantsam​ !!!!!

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i think sam winchester should’ve been allowed to have a break down on screen and caused cosmic terror because his powers want everyone to know how he’s feeling

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season 9 of supernatural wild af cause it’s just like, dean gaslighting sam for 10 episodes straight. then like one scene of sam being like “i can’t trust you anymore”. then dean guilt tripping him for like five more episodes until the writers stop pretending to care about sam again.

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uriel telling dean you can be replaced and dean being replaced by adam as michael’s vessel versus lucifer telling sam it had to be you it was always you and sam fulfilling his role as lucifer’s vessel

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After careful consideration and analysis of both “Dead Man’s Blood” (1x20) and “Carry On” (15x20) I think I finally have answers about why Jenny was in the finale.

I present:

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When John died, his relationship with Sam was broken and he warned Dean that Sam might have to be put down as if he were some rabid dog

When Sam died, his son was there holding his hand, supporting him as he crossed to the other side.

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the only thing my shitty dad gave me was a knowledge of cars, guns, and classic rock so of course I like SPN so I can make insane text posts about their gun choices

Dean’s signature gun is a Colt M1911A1 (.45) and Sam’s is a Taurus PT99 (9mm). Neither one is inherently considered “better” at killing things, the performance of the two bullets relies entirely on marksmanship and gun handling. The 9mm fires faster and with less recoil and has lighter bullets. The .45 has heavier, slower bullets and a pretty decent kick.

The thought I’m having is Dean picks the Colt because he feels like his shots “really count”. It’s flashy and showy. It’s a symbol of his lineage (demon hunter Samuel Colt and The Colt). There’s less shots in the magazine so he has to trust himself that he’s going to get it right.

Sam picks the Taurus because it’s light and it doesn’t feel As Dangerous. He has more opportunities (with more shots in the chamber) in case he fails, but he isn’t showing off, he’s just trying to get the job done.

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top 5 sam winchester headcanons

Oooohhhh yes good! These are not in any order

Sam replaced that gosh darn tattoo sometimes between First Born and Sharp Teeth and no-one can tell me otherwise (unless it means we get a shirtless Jared scene then I’ll compromise) and he got about a dozen more while he was at it.

The first time Sam ran away from home he was 11 and John hit him for the first time, Sam was scared and ran. He only got as far as three streets away before Dean found him and brought him home but he wouldn’t look at or talk to John for a week after.

Sam still loves Jess and still dreams about her.

“Once when we were kids” refers to Sam believing himself to be ‘unclean’ and wanting to purify himself by confession. He was about 8 at the time and it was not long before he found out about hunting. They were staying with Father Jim and it was Jim who found him having cried himself to sleep in the confessional the next morning.

Sam’s heaven now includes the memory of Amelia and riot in the park with the birthday cake.

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↳ SUPERNATURAL  /  S2:E4

We’ve already lost dad. We’ve lost mom. I’ve lost Jessica. And now I’m gonna lose you too?

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Sam camped out in his baby’s room on his kids six month birthday.

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what if we just collectively started referring to him only as “sam’s brother”

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if you exclusively refer to sam only as ‘sammy’ or ‘moose’ you can’t sit with us

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do u think sam spent the rest of his life feeling secure and safe in knowing that god was watching over him and his abuser was dead, permanently this time, and could never find his way back or hurt him again, or do you think he had that fear for the rest of his life, that somehow lucifer would come back and find him, because he always did, somehow he always did?