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the weight of this world was never mine

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shel silverstein

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did you know i fucking love clowns

Killer Klowns from Outer Space

directed by The Chiodo Brothers, 1988

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first poetry post :)

i don't know if i believe in god still  i don't know if i ever really did  i think i would just pray for something to save me something better than the people who were supposed to  i'll use him as a blanket  i'll sneak out at 3am i'll look for something greater than me greater than this life i'll never fulfill i'll ride my bike for hours  up and down this shitty little beach town  the only thing i'll find is the moon but as soon as i sit down to talk  she leaves so ill depart at 12 tonight  i'll ride to the pier  i'll pay 4 dollars for my ticket i'll go to the very edge and sit all the fishermen look at me crazy as i talk  i don't mind anymore it'll become a nightly routine  everynight i'll talk to her  i’ll tell her all my worries  how my days been how much i wish i could just drive away  never once she responded  never once she needed to  she slowly turned into a quilt  her light made all the  dark corners and shadows less scary she made them more beautiful than the sun could ever dream of and everynight i look for her i'll beg some would even say pray  for her to never let me end up like them  but sneaking out doesn't stop you from having to go back home and hiding under a blanket doesn't stop the bed bugs from biting  

little side note : this is the first time i've ever posted my writing on tumblr so id love to hear feedback (good or bad) about it!

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girlhood (rotting in my bedroom and consuming manic amounts of art and media)