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It sucks when they don’t believe what I’m saying and what I’m saying is that I’m here for them, and love them and am not going to abandon them. The almost full dismissal hurts
,,,,make me feel like a villain for not missing you after what? 3-4 days? When we live together and I normally saw you like? Everyday challenge. Soph completed that challenge
“I guess I’m used to people lying to me I guess”
“You can abandon me if you want”
That’s classic bpd, I’m so glad K told me that when Bpd peeps feel pushed away/abandoned they do the same in response. Soph felt hurt I didn’t say I miss them, soph quietly pushes me away by saying I can abandon them.
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I felt so pushed away I almost cried. Like, literally, I felt like a bad person for not missing them. We live together, we normally sleep in the same room, they’re basically with me in spirit at all times, I don’t,,,am I bad for not missing them?
,,,,make me feel like a villain for not missing you after what? 3-4 days? When we live together and I normally saw you like? Everyday challenge. Soph completed that challenge
“I guess I’m used to people lying to me I guess”
“You can abandon me if you want”
That’s classic bpd, I’m so glad K told me that when Bpd peeps feel pushed away/abandoned they do the same in response. Soph felt hurt I didn’t say I miss them, soph quietly pushes me away by saying I can abandon them.
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Like,,,,I saw him literally yesterday???
,,,,make me feel like a villain for not missing you after what? 3-4 days? When we live together and I normally saw you like? Everyday challenge. Soph completed that challenge
“I guess I’m used to people lying to me I guess”
“You can abandon me if you want”
That’s classic bpd, I’m so glad K told me that when Bpd peeps feel pushed away/abandoned they do the same in response. Soph felt hurt I didn’t say I miss them, soph quietly pushes me away by saying I can abandon them.
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,,,,make me feel like a villain for not missing you after what? 3-4 days? When we live together and I normally saw you like? Everyday challenge. Soph completed that challenge
“I guess I’m used to people lying to me I guess”(lying about missing them by saying, “I missed you too”)
“You can abandon me if you want”
That’s classic bpd, I’m so glad K told me that when Bpd peeps feel pushed away/abandoned they do the same in response. Soph felt hurt I didn’t say I miss them, soph quietly pushes me away by saying I can abandon them.
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Do not be fucking snippy with me when you start talking about the thing and continue talking about the thing tonight hi I suppose I was in the wrong one why my name is because they see your interest and I mean that they didn’t want me to continue speaking even though I asked that like 3 times
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,,,,eating food isn’t a great reason to not preheat an oven and toss a frozen meal in for me. They just forgot, it isn’t that they’re eating, it’s that they forgot. Just fucking admit it, Jesus Christ
“Did you know that I was eating” no, how could I? You didn’t tell me? And even if I did,,,,,your mouth and hands can work at the same time??
I just,,it’s, they forgot for like,,,40 minutes
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It’s very nice to be validated that it’s not me making things up, soph jus has been unpleasant lately to you mental and physical pain. Doesn’t make the behavior okay, but makes me feel not crazy and more sympathetic
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Also,,,,they are like,never having a good day, which means I have to walk on eggshells
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Kind of astounding soph asked me “if”(not an if, they clearly expected me jump to chip in lol) I wanted to help pay for a new bong,,,,when I’m paying maybe 50 bucks depending on if soph doesn’t get their pay stubs in time, or half of the remaining amount after soph pays their 25. Why are they more okay paying for a bong then getting a necessary operation for their cat, who is their responsibility. Like,,,,it’s like pulling teeth getting them to pay for the cats balls getting chopped.
Like,,,they know I’m trying to smoke less, why would I contribute to a bong? Especially when we have a perfectly usable big bong, it’s just needs to get the glass inside removed. Like,,,it’s an unnecessary purchase. A different bong won’t be any easier to clean?? They’re all equally hard??? Like,,,they’re easier to clean when you just,,,clean it more often, not letting the build up build up.
I truly don’t know why they need another bong, and if I fucking dared point that out they’d throw a fit.
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Soph has decided to be a fucking pill tonight. God forbid any of us don’t agree with them
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What the actual fuck is up with soph this morning. Just because you woke up on the wrong side of the bed doesn’t mean you get to be rude to me???? Be nice. What /about/ my energy? I feel fine. You’re snapping at me and making me feel bad for speaking
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Like,,,,it wasn’t that great imo
I don’t get what people are raving about? It was pretty boring and you could hear her inhale every other lyric lol. She kinda just bounces around on stages and posed, not even dancing,,,,Sam was tottalllyyy correct, I wouldn’t think I liked pop music either after listening to that
Also they like,,,,have to have to get over people having different opinions.
God it wasn’t even a fucking laugh. It was a goose sound bc the old man said something a old man said. “This is the reason I don’t like pop music” that’s all. Yeah, I do think that’s a dumb reason to feel sad. It’s just a musicion. It’s Charlie xcx
They fully misunderstood me and had a crazy reaction and is chill now
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I would bet actual money they won’t clean that much tommorow
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I can’t even remind them to get their pay stubs so THEIR CATS NEUTERING WILL BE CHEAPER without them self harming
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….okay don’t, don’t do that.
Soph genuinely hesitated when I asked how much to pay them back for the food. Their mom paid for it. Did they really think about swindling me??? Their already doing that with the cats balls
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Sometimes they take everything I say as a judgement, I’m allowed to comment on things bitch
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I’ve realized it’s not,,,,good, that soph asks me if they should smoke weed. It’s feels like they’re trying to get me to say yes you can, or you should, or it’s okay go for it. And like, I’m not your mom or drug counselor, it’s up to you if you smoke weed. Imma keep saying that because I don’t like enabling their substance use problems.
I dislike it the decision of whether he smokes weed is put on me in that manner
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