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[OC] vampire x werewolf stuff🩸🐺

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Changed my phone font to aurebesh, I want to learn to read it fast and fluently so now I'm forcing myself to learn it lol

[sagatherose]

Newfound interest: scientology 😭😭😭

It's absolutely fucking absurd

I have read some of their secret documents too, about the different "OT" (Operating thetan) levels. 😌 the ones that are usually hidden and revealed on their flagship "Apollo" (I think). Some of it isnt directly copied but remembered by members who saw the documents first-hand.

I am learning about engrams and e-readers and clears and pre-clears and Xenu/Xemu ofcourse. Apparently "body thetans" is not something you learn about in detail until you are on OT level 3!! Body thetans are ofcourse the brainwashed souls of billions of aliens murdered by hydrogen bombs around volcanoes. 😀😀😀 absolutely bizzarre religion. Basically the lived past trauma of these aliens can rub off on you and through auditing you can get rid of your past trauma as well as remove them from you, basically being an operating thetan means that you are a thetan unburdened by the other thetans (I think) and you are "operating" your body, but at this stage you could operate with or without a flesh vessel. Something about being a high-stage OT means you can manipulate space, time, energy and matter apparently and according to wikipedia they also believe you can create your own universes but I am yet to understand what they mean by that properly. I think its done through similar processess as auditing but it might be self-done and without the auditer, I'm unsure. Either way all of it is incredibly odd.

In the secret documents there are apparently text about telepathic communication with body thetans but I am yet to find or read that part.

it's a lot of info and a lot to understand 😭 Its too much to keep track of so if I misremember something I'm sorry. I am planning to read through all the important and/or interesting parts of all the technical bulletins of dianetics and scientology (as well as the 14th volume which is the secret one, not available in your average scientology church, but on the previously-mentioned sea-org boats. This project will probably take a while lol because its a whole lot of texts and the hubbard himself made hundreds if not thousanda of audio lectures too. I might keep updating this blog on further interesting info or just what I'm reading about, so if you find this intriguing do follow and if you have any recommendations for texts to read or videos to watch I'd be happy to hear about it!! L. Ron Hubbard released a fuckton of books and I won't read them all because I am a pretty slow reader and most of it is just pseudo-scientific nonsense about his alternate psychology.

Anyway thanks for me byeee :3