sadlonelywaifu

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July;

This is the second year in a row that July has had some stress, 1 a girl fucked me over both 2023 and 2024

2. Our living situation suddenly became unstable

3. Money is tight.

Next year around July i will pay attention to these energies

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Everything negative that happens in my life only makes room for something bigger and better;

We got kicked out of my husbands home and I thought it was the worst thing, that i would never recover and I was so angry,, if he didn’t sign that paperwork taking away his rights to that house, we would not be living overseas today.

It was a blessing

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Smoking weed with you In the leaves, in the fall In the yard with your dog, till the winter came I smoke with you, cuz you've taught me to

To pass the time, in your living room And I want it with you, so you'll show me How you do find, me amusing, amusing Before your shift

Talking with you, in your bed I saw Your face turn red when I said what I want Getting you to talk, to hear your ideas So shy to my friends, even shy to me

And I do believe in what you tell me How you do find me amusing, amusing Before your shift Same thing today, the leaves changed again

In your yard, your room No reason to leave here soon

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Why can’t I stop thinking about you and imagining you were mine…

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I met someone today and I have the sauce still

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I’ve never been more in love with someone in my entire life and the fact that he loves me back makes it blissful

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I’m not attracted to him, I’m just jealous of the life style he gives my SIL and his that makes me interested.

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awesome story. black doctors and nurses are the best.

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twitter: currently owned by techbro pissman

tumblr: actively removing functionality and bloating the interface with things nobody uses

discord: being retooled by ex-Meta management who don't understand the appeal of the platform

youtube: neutered by advertisers and algorithms and also tiktokification

reddit: half of the site is down due to protests about the outrageous monetization of third-party API support

facebook: my mom is on there

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Alice Brasser (Dutch, b. 1965, Alkmaar, Netherlands) - Swim, 2022, Paintings: Oil on Perspex on Wood

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Ego death: control

Something I am trying to work on is giving up constantly trying to control the environment around me. The people in the environment around me. It’s very difficult because at my family home. I have become almost a celebrity and people have started to give me more credit but now I am sorta starting from scratch moving in with my fiancé and I have no respect from them. With that being said. I want to know everything, control everything and every time I find myself not caring for a bit, something brings me back to my bad habit of over caring and wanting to be in control of the whole situation. It’s very unhealthy and I’m trying to catch myself in the moment when these things sort of happen but it’s been annoying when it does come up. I guess I just have to take a moment and pray when it does and kind of change my thinking.

I only have control of myself and what I am doing in this moment. Not other people and their choices.

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Maybe

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I think my sister is my karmic soulmate.

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Ohana: obsessed love 2018-2019

When I met you… something about your voice captivated me. The first time we met on maplestory 2, I didn’t think anything of it. I joined the discord and when I heard your voice for the first time I knew we had to be friends. I dm’ed you. You were cool and it seemed like we got along well. Who knew what we coming that faithful day in December.

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The artist II

When you told me you had a long term girlfriend who you lived with I was shocked. I didn’t think it could be possible; we had already had so many sexual conversations and i felt like I was already falling for you. I was angry and jealous but I didn’t know how to communicate it

You explained to me that she lets you do hallpasses where you are able to do whatever you want with whoever and it doesn’t matter. You said if we ever met we could have sex and it would be okay. I believed you because I really really wanted you at the time.

We continued to talk although I can feel the anger and jealousy bubbling over each and every time.

It was always sexual with us and you just had a way. I don’t think it could ever really be romantic. Although there was times I tried to make you jealous. (It didn’t work)

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I think you and I are in it for the long haul

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The artist part 1

I met you on twitch, your art style seem so cool and your personality matched as well. You flirted with me. Me? I was so shocked, I joined your server and we hit it off sometimes when we’re talking in a group it felt weird because it felt like it was only you and I talking… there was someone else but it just felt different with you. I slide in your DMs and you instantly got freaky, I was into it… then we talked back and forth for days.. I was falling.. then you told me about her..