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step 1: get sexy

step 2: let no one hit

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calling my lover "mine" but not in the way that my toothbrush or notebook are mine, mine in the way my neighborhood is mine, and also everybody else's, "mine" like mine to tend to, mine to care for, mine to love. "mine" not like possession but devotion.

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It's with a heavy but hopeful heart that I watch Palestinian families fundraise on here, slowly accumulating the precious little money to go around that they need to survive. However, not everyone is so lucky. A lot of Palestinians that have not had that kind of luck, that did not get early verification, that did not get massive platforms behind them from large bloggers, have approached me in my inbox, asking me kindly to do what I can for them. It kills me that I have so little to give myself, but I've seen this platform collectively raise enough to change someone's life. I've made a list of Palestinian fundraisers that are extremely low on funds, in the hope that drawing attention to people who have not been lucky at all can help turn that luck around. I know most of us can't possibly give enough to get all of these families safe in one go. But please, reblog this list. Pick one or two fundraisers, give what you can, and then keep track of it. Slowly, collectively, we can make a difference in these people's lives. Share and donate as much as you can.

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yeah you wouldnt know her i knew her in a past life and we're doomed to always kill each other lol its a whole thing

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sighswoon

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you and your partner should speak life into each other. you are able to empathize with each other. you feel each other, not only on a physical, but spiritual level. you understand each other. you heal each other. you have so much mutual admiration and respect. you can lean on one another. that’s love.

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Tomas Tranströmer, tr. by Robin Fulton, from “Many Steps”, The Great Enigma: New Collected Poems

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Babe that last essay gave me a raging thinker I'm gonna have to go muse off right now

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the epic highs and tragic lows of literally just being in my head on a perfectly normal day

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It's so shitty when you have to break up with someone because you're not compatible, even though they're so kind and loving. Jacob literally has healed parts of me, showing me that I am lovable. I know it's my abandonment issues screaming out to go back, claiming it will never get any better than this. Due to my past experiences, I came to realize that I deserve someone who is kind and loving, and because of this past relationship, I came to understand that I also deserve someone who is compatible to me as well. Jacob deserves someone who is so excited to be with em too. It hurts because Jacob would give me space and time to be who I wanted to be, even agreeing to an open relationship. However, I know it was something he didn't want in the end but he loved me so much, and I think he is also operating from an insecurity issue too like abandonment- however I won't psycho analyze him. That is his journey. It's been less than a year since we talked and dated, and it is important that it ends now rather than later. I'm trying my best not to feel so guilty, but there is some grief there. I want to sit with my feelings, but I'm afraid to. I'm slowly sitting with rm, and I wonder what I am to learn from this experience. I don't regret dating him, no, not at all. It was meant to happen, and it was beautiful when we weren't arguing. I'm scared that there is something innately wrong with me and that I'll find out I'm unbearable to be with besides with ppl who are just as broken as me. Ugh, but I'm not broken, I'm slowly healing, slowly, but healing.

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Boy who isn’t bothered when you need reassurance <3 who gives it to you without missing a beat, who makes you genuinely feel like you’re worth it <3