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Joy Sullivan, from Instructions for Traveling West: Poems; “Instructions for Traveling West”

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I want to be with you. It's as simple and as complicated as that. - Charles Bukowski

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for once i want someone to look at me and see something other than an innocent "nice girl". i want them to look at me and see how fucked up my head is. i want them to look at me and realize that i'll treat them better than anyone ever has but i'll break their heart in a way they didn't think was possible. and i want them to see all that and love me anyway.

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don’t tell me to calm down I’ll throw a fucking desk at your face

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figuring out how to get rid of screen addiction is like trying to figure out how to stop a nicotine addiction while also having a job centered around smoking cigarettes and having half your social life be in smoke breaks

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Mary Oliver, from “I Worried”, Devotions

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hey, i don't know if you're cozy right now, but if you aren't cozy, please, please get cozy. snuggle up. do whatever you have to do. please I'm begging

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Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

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Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

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It’s weird to grow up in a family where you know you’re loved but you don’t feel loved. And then later in adulthood you understand how almost impossible it seems to cross that distance and let yourself experience closeness, how otherworldly love feels now and how love feels unbearable at times. You flinch when someone tries to wholeheartedly love you. And over and over you see so clearly how you cannot be loved unless it's from afar and love is mixed with that familiar sensation of distance and coldness.

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I will remove anyone from my life to protect the peace that I've worked so hard for. Nobody took me out of the dark. I did it on my own.

Unknown

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Being Alive Has Never Been Synonymous With Living.

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i must not kill myself . killing myself is the myself killer

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