i guess im back
i dont want to be back
but im here
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Bessel van der Kolk, The Body Keeps the Score
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i’m good at
keeping secrets
i’m better at
being a secret
this is the only
way i’m valuable
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i’ ve done a pretty good job
of pushing my friends away now
i’ m free from the
expectations they put
on me
let them be disappointed in me i
don’ t care anymore
it’ s not going to
matter
really eventually.
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it hurts every day
and i want the hurting to
just go away
but i don’t want
to disappoint you
pathetic
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i’m not a doll
you can’t mend me
and put me on a shelf
job done
i’m a thing
alive and in pain
and if you try to fix me
we’ll just hurt
each other
please don’t give me
hope
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i cried
while putting on my makeup
but just kept going
if it’s a mess it’s a mess
i’m a mess
there’s no covering it up
no pigment
glitter
or lines
will fix what’s wrong with me
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i know that
there is no trans* enough
i know passing is
a myth and
measured by unjust means
i know that i m pathetic
for wanting these things
and that i m
unloveable no matter
what
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