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s-themusician · 4 years

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But sometimes, fate hurts like hell.

#For context #I started writing in my notebook again after a dry spell and this was the last sentence I wrote #dear god #sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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Anger drips with every movement.

#sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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hello please don’t blast news that is triggering to me and don’t talk about it aCROSS THE ROOM

#today isn’t a very good day #I can’t even hear the word

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s-themusician · 4 years

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Have you no empathy?

#sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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You’re trying to live your life through me.

#sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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Can you please stop criticizing people for not reaching your own standards.

They are children.

#i’m so annoyed right now #I hate this so much #why do you want to teach children if you’re just going to give them useless criticism and insult their intelligence?#dude #sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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another day of reminders that I am bound to my country, whether I have a choice or not.

#this is so incredibly stupid #i hate this with a burning passion #have you never considered that i want to give myself a new start somewhere else??#there’s no guarantee i will return for good #can you please stop and let me live my own life #i don’t want you to live your life through me anymore #Please #sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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the best way to learn a new language or clef is by immersion

#the combination of two of the pieces i’m working on and studying music theory has contributed to this #i’ve also been thinking to myself in japanese quite a bit recently #sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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I want to play a new concerto >:(

#Please #sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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You know what brings me light during these times

Julia Fischer and Daniel Muller Schott’s recording of the Brahms Double Concerto

#it’s also that time when I get hit in the face telling me “hey you have a lot of stuff to do #sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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sometimes I think about how the sign for “I love you” is the combination of “ily”.

And then I think about how the sign for “I really love you is the combination of “irly”

#basically last night I dreamed in sign language #and someone signed i love you to me #yeah #and then I woke up late #sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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thank the gods for my composition teacher who sent me the score for shostakovich symphony 10

#THANK THE GODS #I NEED THIS #sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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with every passing day I itch to play a new concerto

#I really want to learn mozart 5 III....#or tchaikovsky #or Sibelius!!!!#sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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i hate my body lying and tricking itself Over and Over again

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s-themusician · 4 years

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I forgot how much acid reflux burns your throat. But then again, this is the worst it’s ever been for me.

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s-themusician · 4 years

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I finally solved the cohesion issue in III!!!

#rearrangement of themes babeyyy #sspeaks

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s-themusician · 4 years

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i feel like the worst thing you could do to me right now is to 1) discuss the election or 2) play the opening of the mendelssohn violin concerto

#lol mendelssohn’s ghost #sspeaks

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