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But sometimes, fate hurts like hell.
#For context#I started writing in my notebook again after a dry spell and this was the last sentence I wrote#dear god#sspeaks
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hello please don’t blast news that is triggering to me and don’t talk about it aCROSS THE ROOM
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You’re trying to live your life through me.
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Can you please stop criticizing people for not reaching your own standards.
They are children.
#i’m so annoyed right now#I hate this so much#why do you want to teach children if you’re just going to give them useless criticism and insult their intelligence?#dude#sspeaks
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another day of reminders that I am bound to my country, whether I have a choice or not.
#this is so incredibly stupid#i hate this with a burning passion#have you never considered that i want to give myself a new start somewhere else??#there’s no guarantee i will return for good#can you please stop and let me live my own life#i don’t want you to live your life through me anymore#Please#sspeaks
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the best way to learn a new language or clef is by immersion
#the combination of two of the pieces i’m working on and studying music theory has contributed to this#i’ve also been thinking to myself in japanese quite a bit recently#sspeaks
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I want to play a new concerto >:(
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You know what brings me light during these times
Julia Fischer and Daniel Muller Schott’s recording of the Brahms Double Concerto
#it’s also that time when I get hit in the face telling me “hey you have a lot of stuff to do#sspeaks
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sometimes I think about how the sign for “I love you” is the combination of “ily”.
And then I think about how the sign for “I really love you is the combination of “irly”
#basically last night I dreamed in sign language#and someone signed i love you to me#yeah#and then I woke up late#sspeaks
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thank the gods for my composition teacher who sent me the score for shostakovich symphony 10
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with every passing day I itch to play a new concerto
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i hate my body lying and tricking itself Over and Over again
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I forgot how much acid reflux burns your throat. But then again, this is the worst it’s ever been for me.
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I finally solved the cohesion issue in III!!!
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i feel like the worst thing you could do to me right now is to 1) discuss the election or 2) play the opening of the mendelssohn violin concerto
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