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ruiningmysleep · 4 months

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doomsday; lizzy mcalpine / not a lot, just forever; adrianne lenker / waiting room; phoebe bridgers / i miss you, i’m sorry; gracie abrams

#songs that make me feel things #longing to be a wife not willing to give up my life #gracie abrams #phoebe bridgers #lizzy mcalpine #adrianne lenker

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ruiningmysleep · 10 months

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to me these two are the exact same brand of white man.

#it’s the sad tired puppy eyes #and that one tear track #and the pouty lips #evan peters #tate langdon #tom glynn carney #aegon ii targaryen

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ruiningmysleep · 10 months

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it is what it is

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ruiningmysleep · 10 months

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the frustration of the day is finding my new favorite band and a couple hours later learning they are on hiatus.

but how is everyone else's day going?

#sleep walking animals #it's just like when i started listening to jeff buckley #at this point i prefer to not know anymore #but seriously everyone should check the out #i've been listening to their discography in repeat for over 24h now

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ruiningmysleep · 11 months

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i wish i was rich just so i could do my silly little agenda of shooting things with a bow and arrow, ride on horseback into the sunset, train swordfighting, finish my tbr list, do some embroidery and paint landscapes with unnatural colours.

#wealth is a synonym of a quiet life

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ruiningmysleep · 1 year

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I love my grief. I love writing about grief. I love seeing it bring out the most raw sides of someone's soul. How it scars, how it heals. How we carry the weight of loss in so many different ways we can look it in the eye and not recognize it. I love how it drives us mad and brings us back to life. I love grief as a force. I love pain as a force.

#wip #when i first started writing this i didn't realize how personal it was #i didn't know i needed it #this piece belong to me as much as i belong to it #it's terrifying to strecht out your soul like this #everyone should try it at some point

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ruiningmysleep · 1 year

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i just want to fall in love so bad. i want to feel what they feel in books, what they feel in movies. i want to live and breath for someone. i want to be true. i want to be held. i want to be consumed by love. i want to be loved back for once.

#it's really tiring being a hopeless romantic #speacilly when you're i your 20s and never had a relationship #am i really that hard to love?

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ruiningmysleep · 1 year

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