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doomsday; lizzy mcalpine / not a lot, just forever; adrianne lenker / waiting room; phoebe bridgers / i miss you, i’m sorry; gracie abrams

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to me these two are the exact same brand of white man.

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it is what it is

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the frustration of the day is finding my new favorite band and a couple hours later learning they are on hiatus.

but how is everyone else's day going?

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i wish i was rich just so i could do my silly little agenda of shooting things with a bow and arrow, ride on horseback into the sunset, train swordfighting, finish my tbr list, do some embroidery and paint landscapes with unnatural colours.

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I love my grief. I love writing about grief. I love seeing it bring out the most raw sides of someone's soul. How it scars, how it heals. How we carry the weight of loss in so many different ways we can look it in the eye and not recognize it. I love how it drives us mad and brings us back to life. I love grief as a force. I love pain as a force.

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i just want to fall in love so bad. i want to feel what they feel in books, what they feel in movies. i want to live and breath for someone. i want to be true. i want to be held. i want to be consumed by love. i want to be loved back for once.

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adoration

noun

1. deep love and respect.

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you guys ever had that dream where you violently make out with your celebrity crush? no, just me? okay

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by accident.

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Jeanne d’Arc - Eugene Thirion // Joan of Arc’s Death at the Stake - Hermann Stilke // Sun Bleached Flies - Ethel Cain

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the prodigy

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the lady

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❀ shy street meet-ups

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ʚїɞ private study session ʚїɞ

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ᖭི༏ᖫྀ If her voice was melody, that laughter was symphony.

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robin mansour

history student