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“Don’t take anything personally. Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering.”

— don Miguel Ruiz

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“People break their own hearts with their expectations.”

— Ebonee Davis

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“All of a sudden two decades have passed and you still have not kissed anyone with tongue, or kissed anyone at all for that matter, or had a 3 AM conversation with someone who would rather look into your eyes for ten minutes straight than talk. You have never worn a lover’s sweater or “forgotten” it at home in your bedroom just so you would have an excuse to see them again. You have never even stood face-to-face with someone who makes your hands shake so hard it feels like they’re both having a separate anxiety attack. This causes you much guilt and self-blame and sadness but above all, an overwhelming curiosity. Are you really that ugly, that unwanted, that uninteresting, that boring, that no one, absolutely no one, has ever looked at you like the only thing on earth? The answer is no. The better answer is that someone out there, somewhere in the world, is “wondering what it’s like to meet someone like you,” and they have two decades worth of love stored in their veins like a shoot-‘em-up drug, and they’re just about ready to inject it into someone else’s bloodstream. All you have to do is roll up your sleeves and wait for it to happen. At times you felt so lonely you could stand at the edge of a cliff with nothing beneath you but air and grass and a long, long way down, and you’d still feel emptier than that canyon itself. Maybe you even danced with yourself alone in your room a few times, arms outstretched around a ghost, pretending someone else’s hands were on your waist, someone else’s eyes boring into yours. Or maybe you fell temporarily in love with strangers on public transportation, fell in love with anybody who so much as accidentally brushed your hand on the way past. For you, falling in love with dozens of people a day was a coping mechanism for not having anyone to love you in return. But people are not eggs and falling in love with a dozen of them does not mean your shell will remain uncracked. One day you’re going to hit the point where you’re so desperate for human contact that you’re going to snap in half and all your love will bleed out like egg yolk. But someone out there is eating a bowl of Ramen noodles right now, or putting on slippers, or settling into bed. They are doing all the normal things that you’ve done in your own life. They are just like you. They have cellulite and extra fat in all the wrong places and goals and fears and doubts and bad handwriting. The truth is that they are just like you, and being just like you, they’re looking for a lover too. They’re what you might call a soulmate. They think they’re all alone in feeling the way they do, but you’re really both two halves of a whole. And one day you’ll meet them, bump into them on the street, and your two halves will be put together, and you’ll make one.”

— Writings For Winter - For Twenty Year-Olds who have never been loved

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“I think it’s very important to get away from where you’ve grown up for some time in your life and go explore.”

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Why you shouldn't always try to pursue your goals...

As long as something is imagination anything you can dream of could happen. But as soon as you try to bring that vision to live it's not just yours but dependant on real influences. And let's face it. People will never react exactly the way you want them to. Your surroundings aren't always in your favor. And sometimes achieving the dream turns out to be not as beautiful as you hoped it would be. Sometimes it's better for dreams to remain just steerable thoughts in order to protect yourself from disapointment.

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Did anyone ever noticed…

They rebuilt the tower but as Layton’s tophat.

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All I know is my student loan debt would be cleared

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Aries all the way 🤘

The Zodiac Signs as Stranger Things Shit

Aries: The kickass 80s soundtrack

Taurus: Steve’s nailed bat

Gemini: El and Hopper’s triple decker eggo extravaganza

Cancer: Alexei’s cherry slurpee

Leo: The Christmas light alphabet wall that started it all

Virgo: “dO YoU cOpy???”

Libra: Dustin and Suzie’s Never-ending Story duet

Scorpio: Billy’s fine ass

Sagittarius: Every iconic outfit El wore in S3

Capricorn: Steve calling himself “daddy”

Aquarius: The Scoops Troop

Pisces: “Friends don’t lie”

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I’m not slow, I’m fast.

— Baby Driver (2017) dir. Edgar Wright

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biggest mood in the world: in baby driver when baby says “hold on I have to start the song over”

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Concerts are where you realize how fucking beautiful it is to be alive in this world.

Cit.

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Best. Episode. Ever.

Head like a hole. Black as your soul. I’d rather die than give you control. 

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Why are Spanish TV shows so good?

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Over And Over // Neck Deep

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Next season FP adopts everyone because he is the only parent left in Riverdale.

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you must teach your heart to accept what cannot be changed.