hi, i'm romeo (I think)this is just a vent blog, nothing to see here.any pronouns
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I feel so genuinely detached from myself. I don't feel like anyone or anything unless i'm fucking daydreaming.
I used to think it was a way to comfort myself, something my brain had picked up so I wouldn't have to acknowledge the shit around me, but all it did was make everything so much worse. I barely know who I am anymore, and every. single. time. I'd rather die than snap back to reality. It's the only time I can really put a name to my face. I'm never 'myself' in them. I'm always someone else. But I always fucking know who I am. The longer I live, the more fucked up these stupid daydreams become. It's sick, and I like it?
It's like the entire damn world is fake.
Sometimes they aren't bad. Sometimes they're just complex and elaborate stories, characters and people i've never even thought of before, and it's nice.
At least i'll never run out of messed up shit to write about!
#maldaptive daydreaming disorder#daydreaming#tw dissociation#maybe#I dont know#vent#theres more to come!#hah#im tired#my brain is fucked#im fucked#what to do...#Sometimes#the daydreams are a little bloody#I worry about myself!#masochizm#probably#i think so at least#how do i even tag this#ive never done this before#lol#sned hlep
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