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I drew myself looking milfy and tired and I kinda love it .

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Just once, before the horsemen come

I would like to wake up to the smell of coffee.

To a kitchen table with someone who chose to love me again this morning, and didn't second guess.

To open windows and soft sunlight that makes my love's eyes look honey-gold and sweet.

They will peer over their favorite mug with a look that says, "there's my girl."

And I will forget I was ever anything else.

I would like to be soft for someone who does not have scissors hidden behind their back.

I have been a pillar for too long, let me be a blanket.

Let me be the reason someone stays in bed just a little longer.

Let me bring security just by the act of being.

Let my eyes be someone's shelter

Let the world stop turning when we see each other.

I would like something to believe in

As I hear the sound of the first seal open

I would like a memory to clutch with white knuckles as the hoofbeats come.

I would like to believe in a world of open doors, and Saturday morning breakfasts with the people I love.

Where words like resiliency and escape are covered in cobwebs.

And the most pressing order of business is "Do you want your coffee in the Garfield mug, or is today a Bob Ross day?"

I would like very much, at the opening of the fourth seal,

To tell my beloved that I will find them in every lifetime from now own.

That we'll share a table again soon.

That my hands will always carry the imprint of theirs.

That I will be their girl until the sun dies and the ocean dries up.

If they take me, love, remember.

We've only just started living.

Oh hallelujah, we've only just started.

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I'm not boymoding, I'm butchmaxing

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Hi 👋, My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. 💔

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤️‍🩹

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗

SIGNAL BOOST!

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Get in girls, we're crushing the melon of tyranny betwixt the thighs of justice.

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archive mb for @happyheidi

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Make the most of the next two months

Get all your vaccines

Travel while we have a functioning DOT

Read and buy books on feminism, anti-racism, pro-lgbt

Attend drag shows

Don't skip any of your classes

Read and buy history books

Find your out-of-state networks

Learn to carry cash

Get birth control solutions

Support the Biden/Harris administration

Postpone large purchases and save money

Be careful of what you say online, like un-ambiguous attacks against the incoming administration, especially in spaces that contain your full name or personal information

Feel free to add on.

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Holy fuck I'm so scared man.

I don't wanna lose my access to hrt.

I don't wanna have to leave the country, and I literally can't afford to anyway.

I just started living my life.

Fuck.

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I get to see them in eight days!!

I get to watch a movie with them.

I get to make eye contact with them, and hear their voice and talk to them and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I'm down astronomically, y'all.

They're so intelligent and passionate and funny and cute and UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*screams*

I am a puddle of hot mush.

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8 months on E today bitchessssssssssss

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Therapist: what, besides work and voting do we have on the agenda for tomorrow to make sure that we're not just sitting in the anxiety all day?

Me: bootycall.

Him: ah yes. election day bootycall. classic. before or after voting?

Me: after, obviously.

Him: Well with your recent luck i thought maybe you were saving it so you'd have an out

Me: yeah but then if i do enjoy myself I will run out of time

Him: aha. always thinking two steps ahead, aren't we?

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Like Leaves in Autumn. 🍂

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Having a deep, earth-shattering, pulse pounding crush at 30 is so goddamn embarrassing.

I have had multiple dreams about riding in their car this week. Like wtf is that.

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"Funny you should say that, Mr. Frog, but those coffee grounds we found at the murder... Well, they were Wilkins Coffee. Now see, the thing that bothers me, is that the victim... Well, he didn't drink Wilkins."

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8½ (1963)

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Keith Haring painting a mural at the BBDO headquarters in Dusseldorf, 1987.

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