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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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13. Not good at waiting
Ririkopin hates waiting so much but ironically for her, sometimes there is truth to the saying “Good things come to those who wait.” 
She rolled her eyes so much from the fact that waiting is required on many layers of daily life from waiting for bank statement and probably, waiting for weekends. 
What a tiring life we are living. 
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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12. Dancing with somebody new
To: An ex-not-yet-lover-but-more-than-friend
It seems just yesterday. I have given you many attentions and even pieces of my hearts. After our few moments of closeness, you told me one day that you are sharing your smile and your heart with somebody else. 
Yet, now, you are talking to me like you have not taken anything for me (well, maybe it’s true since you dump pieces of of heart to the ground instead). I can wish you all the best but not the attention and care that I used to give.
Cause tonight I’m getting over you and thankfully, dancing till the morning with somebody new, the one who cares for me more than you do. 
Thanks for the experience tho. Adios~
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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11. Comfort vs doki-doki
Kinda wondering why there is no doki-doki feeling when touching and even kissing my dear. But then, I believe that love is not necessarily all butterflies and doki-doki feelings. 
After all, while there is no doki-doki, I love when my dear is taking a good care of me. And I’ll strive to do the same for him. 
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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On 14.2.2018, my dear gave me a bouquet of red roses. <3
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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10. Start of something good
After 31+ years of searching (hmm not all the time I have to admit), 08.02.2018 has officially become the date I accepted when someone opened their <3 to me.
Scary but you never know if you never try. 
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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9. No salty roll
I went to a bakery called Sun Moulin earlier.
There is no more salty roll.
I am sad.
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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8. Do you enjoy abuse?
One of human behaviour that I don't and won't understand is enduring abuse. Blame it on self interest, but people can throw away common sense and respect. But does that mean you can abuse other people?
And from the victim's side, unless you are chained or locked in a basement, why would you endure this treatment?
Is it the love? the money? or the hidden pleasure of receiving abusive treatment?
Or are you just scared of being rejected?
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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7. Low social energy
Sometimes I just feel like bailing out from appointments because I simply don’t have the energy for it. But how can you tell this honest reason to other people’s face straight? They won’t have the gut to stomach it. 
“Sorry not meeting you cause I’m tired.”
“Sorry I can’t meet you cause it requires me to take the train out to town and it’s bloody crowded. In summary, a pain.”
“Sorry I don’t feel like socialising.”
Oh gawd, I’m about to be friendless, aren’t I?
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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6. It’s not the time to socialize
Lately all my meetings with other human beings have led to undesirable questions that I have to entertain. 
How’s your job hunt? Did you go for any interview? What do you do everyday now that you’re not working?
I’m so gonna answer them with “I have no idea” reply the next time these set of questions coming up to my face. Seriously. 
Hermit lifestyle ain’t so bad it seems. 
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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5. Everything's not the same anymore
The first word that I heard from a soul in the church turns out to be a prophecy. It seems that there's gonna be some changes (which I don't particularly look forward to) in one of the church service. Bummer. That's the only timing that works for me and they have to twist that one. Sigh. Oh well, let's see how it goes.
On another note, it seems that I have totally thrown the last bits of my feeling to an ex-interest.
At least, the last bit was a good change.
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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Current soundtrack. To my more-than-friend-but-not-yet-lover. 
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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4. Craving
Craving is so weird. It can start either with curiosity or a pure chance of experience. 
Once you have tried it, you remember the sensation that may initially confuse or even shock you. But then you accept the fact that you enjoy it so much. And there you go, you want more. 
...I am craving for a loving touch.
Uh oh. 
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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3. The Power of Touch
The combination of quality time + touch is the best language of love. Power!
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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2. Earthly love is not without condition
People may still be willing to go out with you despite earning zero income. But they won't treat you unless you are their direct family member.
In this case, I guess blood is thicker than water? Hmm~
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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1. A Case of Unemployent
Being jobless with monthly rental to pay is definitely not in the planner for any year of Ririkopin’s life. But, in life, one’s road is not always straight and this is probably one of life’s curve that Ririkopin must face in her life. 
No, it is not that she got laid off by her boss nor that it’s due to any cutting cost implementation. Ririkopin simply feel that it’s a matter of the right time. A crazy decision, perhaps, but it’s the only way to keep her sanity intact. 
So, one fine Monday in 2017, she submitted her letter of resignation and forbid goodbye to the chain. And hello to surviving life with no income on the most expensive city in the world.
Godspeed, Ririkopin.
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ririkopin-blog · 7 years ago
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A new chapter
Hello, Ririkopin here. I always want to make a journal of my daily life but never really start on it. Now that I, ahem, have more time on hand (due to certain circumstances), I’ll try my best to write my daily slice-of-life. Let’s see how this goes~
Cheers,  Ririkopin
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