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saja boys

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UGHH PIEEEE CRYING INTO YOUR ARMS RN BUT I JUST HAD A THOUGHT

yknow how Shen Jiu hates Luo Binghe because Binghe reminds him of himself but loves Ning Yingying because she reminds him of Qiu Haitang? That but Qiu Haitang loving Binghe because he reminds her of Shen Jiu but hating Ning YingYing because she reminds her of herself!

STOP NOOOO cuz yinying is so airheaded and ditzy qiu haitang would feel so bad about being ignorant about her brother's abuse and remember her past self everytime she sees her

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You can beat me and scold me, but I can't draw people. That's because I've been drawing cats all my life...

And also, if it seems to you that I write with mistakes, then it doesn't seem to you because English is not my native language.

But in general, I just love airplane-bro✈️💗

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I finally completed the trilogy of his main fights with All For One

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When you draw for someone and they set it as their profile picture

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Another round of self indulgent au drawings? I fear it may be so…

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The kindergarten-ification of society

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i see maomao comes from the shen qingqiu school of “of course i think he’s beautiful, it’s just objective fact that he’s the most beautiful man in the world. this means nothing about me”

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The night after Shen Jiu was purchased, before having the chance to even be beaten, the cruel and arrogant young master he’d barely met collapsed and fell into a fever. It was apparently a serious bout of illness. Shen Jiu, who did not have even the slightest positive impression of said young lord, privately hoped he would die.

change follows where autumn winds blow

idk I had the thought "hey shen yuan was a rich young master with a little sister he doted on. yk who else was a rich young master with a little sister he doted on—" so I wrote it. and now I’ve drawn it.

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Little Bingqiu for french edition of SVSSS vol 3 🙌 this time I give you angst

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gotta start the race to finish it ~ buy a wallpaper or leave a tip | bluesky | insta | my merch shop

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some toxic yaoi to get me through the week

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Noticed some similarities between some guys I’ve been enjoying lately…

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shen yuan voice I’m being such a good shizun there’s no way a-jiu will end up as the scum villain now!

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If SQQ just did his mental gymnastics just a little harder we could resolve this whole mess a book early.

SQQ: Ok so I made Binghe gay somehow...

SQQ: and he's not getting any which is bad for him because of Xin Mo.

SQQ: But I can't set him up with a nice boy because he's weirdly obsessed with me.

SQQ: He is the protagonist so he'll definitely attract other gay guys once his whole *gestures vaguely at him* is better.

SQQ: If we had sex now for purely medical reasons and not at all because I love him with my whole heart it might fix him?

SQQ: And he could go off and get a man-harem... Which I would be fine with.

SQQ: I am not upset about the thought of Binghe with other people.

SQQ: Really it's my duty to take one for the team and get the story back on track since I'm the one who made him gay in the first place.

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How can I explain that I acquire every iteration of Shen Jiu and Shen Yuan interaction

they could be siblings, father and son, Shizun and disciple, enemies, lovers, soulmates, peaks lords, sharing a body, sharing a soul, being the same person or not being the same person

All of those are valid for me and I'm tired of pretending that I have to choose 😭😭