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i am losing my fucking mind actually

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So like is this emptiness ever gonna go away or

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What if I don’t eat anymore and just let myself starve to death. How about that.

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I wish I was back at my weight that I was at 12, I used to think I was so fat before but I’d do anything to be that weight again.

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No one is more disappointed in me than I am.

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this life is not worth it

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im so fat and ugly and worthless, I wish I could die already.

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my birthdays soon but I honestly just want to lay down and never move again.

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i am suffering

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Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

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the neverending rage that people will never understand how lucky they are that you're trying this hard to be normal for them

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Words cannot express the absolute rage I feel when I think I’m getting better and it all comes crashing down again.

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I spend everyday alone, with no one to talk to. They should invent a being in your 20s while being disabled and mentally ill and neurodivergent that isn’t so isolating. 🖤