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also merry christmas!! (and happy -early- hanukkah!)

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If I’m gone, it’s my parents’ fault. Fuck them.

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when i go to heaven i have some SERIOUS words for the apostle paul

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Not to be all "woohoo self help books" but this The Untethered Soul is really helping me understand how changing the way i feel about something can be impactful.

Up until now, I've just been told to change my attitude, with no reasoning or guide to do so. This is very helpful so far in gathering information.

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ever hear shit and then you realize you're listening to a candle making no noise? lmao.

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me when i'm happy

:)

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fucking hate ovulating, menstruation is messier and draining but less painful. this feels like satan has my uterus and ovaries and all in a vice fucking grip. fuck this shit. hate my entire psychology right now. ew ew ew disgusted by my mentality

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yeah my hobby is playing the same 3-second section of a song over and over again to join two incongruous pieces from it. Yeah it’s cool actually

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oh also

today I found out I’m a dark autumn. Makes sense because of the high contrast (pale face but dark eyes and hair, legit look like black Snow White in winter) doesn’t change much but that does mean I can lean more into straight dark reds instead of deep plums to get the maroon color

(yayyyyy)

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Chopping ozzy into a loop in my bedchamber like my life depends on jt

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white palace starring susan sarandon & james spader + minecraft side-by-side. holy shit. time of my life.

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there’s a leftover I’ve had for about 7 total meals now. If I have it one more time this century, I’m throwing it up. I’m so sick of eating it

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Seven hours later... but everything is put in a good and proper place now. Can't say I'm disappointed. I could have been much more ruthless with my disposal, but honestly, at this point, I'm just tired.

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Getting to go through everything again, finally, for the first time in years, is making me realize just how acrid a lot of the vibes in my room have been. No wonder I only like hanging out in my bed.

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Got my stretches, prayers, reading for the morning done. Also had breakfast.

Need to clear off desk and dresser, and work on taking these clothes to the donation centre. Also need to do the laundry and remove my polish.

Doing well enough so far. Just got some things to tackle today that involve sentimental items. I don't do too well with decreasing my sentimental clutter. May need to invest in nice boxes for the things I do need to keep (family heirlooms, trinkets from my friends that I can never get rid of, etc)

Additional: take pictures of items, upload them to a folder and put onto hard drive to "retain" the items in some way.

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tumblr discourse after 13 years on this fucking website

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Mother just showed me some stretches because APPARENTLY the pain in the back of my hip IS sciatica like I thought. Lol. Funny body shit.