remylius

[remylius]

Announcement

hey, i'll be writing things in an AU form starting with my net fic seeing how i'll be posting them on both Twitter and Tiktok. as well. I'll be working hard to produce better fics. thank you so much! I forgot to mention i'll be doing fics for the following:

Kaiju No.8

Haikyuu

Genshin Impact

Alien Stage

Schoolbus Graveyard

That'll be all for now. i'll be doing my request sheet later on <3

[remylius]

Little Miss Imperfect

Part 5

Daichi x Chubby!Manager!Reader

1007 words

T.W. Alcohol

Note: I'm sorry this took a while, aside from my classes my family is moving to a new city next week so we're slowly getting things prepped for the move, and stuff for my new school aside from my extra curriculars I'm sorry for the really long wait, yet again we're back

That afternoon, practice started as usual with y/n and Kiyoko helping out with the drills and other materials needed. Suga sighed as he elbows Daichi lightly. "So how's Mister Lover coming along?" He chuckles hearing his best friend muse. Deciding to ignore the statement, he runs back to his drills glancing at the younger manager. She was taking notes at the sidelines of each members progress as if nothing ever happened. The noise of volleyball shoes slipping on the floor, followed by balls getting hit one after the other. The constant talking of Coach Ukai helping the boys out was also to be heard. Y/N was watching over the 2 first years bicker about sets once again. She smiled looking at them, these boys were practically her family, seeing them like this together even if it was for club activities were fun. Despite it being noisy all around, it was peaceful for her. An oasis far from her troubles. She noticed someone glancing at her from afar, she looked right back at him. Daichi.... She had to give her answer, she knew what to say, she just didn't know how to.

Coach Ukai then clapped his hands "Alright guys round up." He called unto them for final announcements as the 2 managers also did so to report the new progress. They soon ended the briefing and headed out. "Uhm, Daichi San, can we talk after you guys change?" She asked as she went up to him. Daichi halts as he looks at her a smile creeping up his face as he nods quickly running up to the club room to change.

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As he walks down now ready to head home. "So what's up?" She holds unto her bag sheepishly. She blushes as she grins, "Senpai can I walk you home?" He chuckles scratching the back of his head. This is new. "Shouldn't it be the other way around?" She grins as she walks ahead "can't I return the favor for last night?" She chuckles her blushing face away. Despite the heat of summer, the nights were a bit more chilly. They walked home side by side, living only a block away from each other. The streets were silent as they walked side by side, only with the sounds of crickets or occasional barking of dogs or meowing of cats. They both walked in the silence, embracing it. Taking a deep breath from the chilly night she paused on her tracks gripping her bag a little tighter. Daichi noticed the pause looking back at her. "Senpai, I'll take up on that offer" she said to him, looking at him with glassy eyes. He smiles huffing out a laugh as he hugs her tightly. "Come to me when you need a breather." He smiles hugging her tightly. Another year drops as she hugs him back tightly. A new feeling coils at her stomach. A feeling foreign to her yet one she welcomes with a hug. A feeling of warmth so great, a few droplets of tears roll from her eyes. The feeling of home.

It's been a week since the two started opening up, Y/N slowly told her about her past, how both her parents died and why her brother had to work in a different city. Daichi sat in y/n's room to talk about some strategies she came up with for the match upcoming. As she used the toilet, he noticed the amount of sticky notes plastered on the wall by her bed and her desk. There was one drawer left open, curious he debates whether he should check it out. 'she is taking her sweet time in the bathroom, one peek won't hurt.... right?' his curiosity fights him 'no, Daichi that's her privacy you shouldnt-' a few seconds pass by as he gets up from her bed to peek at the open drawer at her desk. He opens it a bit more to reveal what was inside. To his surprised, his face turns white to see the 2 bottles of liquor she didn't throw before he arrived as well as the box of cigarettes and a lighter. His breath spikes as he quickly shut the drawer almost slamming it running back to sit on the bed. He panics despite knowing this already. He jolts hearing the door open to see her carrying a tray of snacks. "Hey, sorry I decided to fetch some snacks for us." She chuckles lightly pushing the door open with her knee. He clears his throat smiling trying to forget everything he just saw in that drawer. She places the snack tray on the coffee table in the middle of her room opening up her notebook for each member's progress as well as her laptop showing some stuff she saw online that deemed useful. They discussed back and forth yet his mind was still stuck on what was in that drawer. "Since when did she start? I get why her problems started but why?" After their talk, he decided to try and brush it off as he arrived home.

--- a few weeks later ---

It was exam week, the busiest times for students, especially third years. With exams and college exams to study for, not to mention volleyball, Daichi scratches his head as he studies in his room.

*RING RING*

His phone starts ringing as he studies. Annoyed he shuts it off, hiding it in his drawer to focus. It continues to ring, the vibrations from his phone getting louder. He scratches his head as he taps his pen on his notebook getting annoyed. Deciding to turn it on "do not disturb" mode, continuing his studies. An hour later he decides to check his phone.

(10 missed calls from y/n)

(5 unread messages from y/n)

Panic filled his mind as he opened the messages. Why was she calling.

Y/N: Daichi help me

Y/N: I'm scared

Y/N: My Brother just came home he's gonna do something again

Y/N: Daichi please help me

Y/N: Daichi-senpai

[remylius]

For those following along Little Miss Imperfect I'm sorry if the wait is kinda long. I know it's my summer break but I'm currently juggling tons of summer classes my mom signed me up for to help with my mental health. As I write this apology, I'm currently waiting for my Jiujitsu classes (every Saturday and Sunday). I also have Weekly classes on Mondays and Fridays for Piano Classes and Swimming Training from Monday to Friday. So yeah, I'm sorry if it's taking a while to upload another. Yet I am working on it. I'm sorry if this bums y'all out considering my posts are quite short, yet again I am very very sorry

[remylius]

Little Miss Imperfect

Part 4

Daichi x Chubby!Manager!Reader

1288 words

No T.W. this time

Note: I just finished my moving up ceremony for Junior High and got rid of my writer's block. I'm sorry if it took a while, I had to memorize tons a shit for the Junior High moving up program as on of the Honors students. *Sigh* WELL THE LONG WAIT IS OVER HERE YA GO!!!!

As Daichi leaves, he sighs. Who knew their manager was carrying such a burden? His face was filled with worry and sorrow for his junior manager as he comes home to see his mom waiting for him. It was pretty late at night already, his mom sat by their dining table. "Daichi, can we talk?" She looks at him with tired eyes. He takes a seat in front of her. "what's up mom?" He says as he sighs. "Is something bothering you son?" She looks at him holding his hands. "Mom, how do you help someone who you can tell needs help?" He asks looking at her. His glassy eyes stare at their held hands on the table. "Be there for them, that's the only way. Listen to them, make them feel loved. That's how your father helped me after all." She smiles at him, filling the warmth in the room. Their home filled with love and warmth. The tears in his eyes finally drop. As he jumps from his seat running to hug his mother in small sniffles. His mom embraces him in a tight hug, trying to take the pain in his heart away. "Ara, so there is someone after all." His mom smiles patting his back. The sniffles from Daichi finally slow down as he slightly nods. She smiles at him cupping her son's face. "Well then son, just as we're here for you, be there for them." She smiles at him as she feels her phone vibrate. "Looks like the hospital's calling, I have to go to my shift son," she chuckles as she pats her son's back. "Remember we're always here with you okay"

Y/N was studying in her room, yet it seemed she was out of focus. The outburst in front of the captain, the way he saw her life. How would he react knowing she wasn't who she seemed to be. Not to mention the smoking incident still engraved in her brain. She scratched her head in distress opening up the drawer beside her lighting up another cigarette. Trying to numb the pain out. She thought of ways to fix what happened. As she took puff after puff, indulging in the smoke filling her lungs. Soon after she finished the cigarette, she brushed her teeth and went to bed.

The following day was quite a mess. She quickly did her chores and made lunch for her sister, and another one as an apology to Daichi. She quickly packed it in her bag leaving the house after her sister ate. Still a bit troubled, she thought of ways to apologize on her way to school. Morning practice was on going the moment she arrived. She first did her duties as class president before she could go to the gym. Yet she continued to formulate her apology. "Hey I'm sorry for being an idiot last night" no that wouldn't do. "About last night, I know I was a bit of a cry baby." Wait that makes me sound needy- ARGH WHAT DO I SAY. Her mind was in a spiral thinking of how to approach him until she heard her classmate "y/n-nie~ Someone's calling out for you." She called out. Scratching her head in confusion she walks to the door to see him standing in front of her. She could feel her classmates eyes curiously looking at what was going on between them. "Isn't that guy a third year?" "Hey is he gonna confess?" Whispers started building up as much as her irritation did. "Senpai, let's talk somewhere else shall we" she smiled at him as she pulled him farther from the classroom. He felt the same tense atmosphere as he nodded letting her lead the way. They soon reached a quiet corridor. As she lets out a sigh. "What's up?" She asked as she stood a little nervously in front of him, scratching the side of her thumb as she gulped. Her thoughts raced yet, she decided to ask what was going on first before she got mixed up if the things he were to say were for the club or what happened that night. "About last night, I'd like to apologize if I took things too far, I know that just cause I was worried didn't mean to meddle with your life, Im sorry" He said in one gasp, bowing his head apologetically at her. Stunned, she blushed a bit. Who knew he thought of it that way. He didn't have to apologize, she was. A blush crept into her cheeks as his head stayed down. The silence in the air was thick. Not to mention the feelings that have been blossoming within them. A second more passed as Y/N opened her mouth. Nothing came out except a sharp exhale. "I'm sorry." Was what she could say back. Her head slowly tilting lower. She didn't know what to say. This was the first time someone cared about what she felt. Her face was red in embarrassment.

Daichi's head slowly got up looking at her. He was confused as to what she said. "I'm sorry, if you felt that way." A shuddered gasp comes out of her lips as she continues to look down. "I'm sorry- I, I don't know what to say right now. I-" her legs felt as if we're about to crash under her weight. "Y/N, I care a lot about you. So I'm sorry if I took things too far. You," he looked at her as he cut her off tilting her head upward to look at him straight in the eye. Cupping her face slowly as his graceful eyes looked directly at her face. Gosh she was beautiful. She always has been. He looked at her every feature. Her nose, her eyebrows, her beautiful lashes. He caressed her cheek, the same chubby cheeks that smiled at their every game, her lips. Those lips that was there for him and the others as a reliable pillar whispering words of comfort and compassion for them. He looked at her face. Her fragile face. The same face that gave him courage. The face with that cute smile that was their rock. Their manager. His manager.

Why was it only now did she see these things? He always saw her as their strong, reliable manager. But who knew that same manager was quite fragile within. He looked at her glassy eyes, the words leaving as he tried to open his mouth. "S-senpai?" A croak was heard as her pouty lips moved. He snapped back from his trance as he looked at her. His hands slowly leaving her face. "All I meant, was that I care for you. And if you need someone, I'm here. You don't have to go to such unhealthy lengths to blow off some steam. Let me be the person that lets you break loose. even if it seems childish to you."

Y/N was stunned by his words the blush on her cheeks up to the max. She wanted to speak yet she didn't know what to say. Her mind was one of an overheated CPU. She looked up at him in bewilderment. She looked down as she gulped. "I'm, senpai, I'm fine really. But" her words once again stuck in her throat as it was about to well up in tears. The lump feeling like thorns. She wanted his comfort, yet she didn't want to bother him. She looked down not knowing what to say. Looking down. The bell soon rang as Daichi looked at her. He pat her head lovingly before leaving. "Just know, I'm one call away." He said smiling sadly at her before letting her back to her class.

[remylius]

Hihi, I'm so sorry, for those waiting for pt 4 for Little Miss Imperfect, I'm really sorry it's taking a while. I'm currently really stressed emotionally and I'm currently writing a song as well, I honestly don't understand what I'm feeling right now but it's really hindering my writing. I'm so so so sorry.

[remylius]

Omfg I need more of this

Laios Touden x Fat!Reader (SFW AND NSFT)

I'm gonna do individual posts just so i dont feel pressured to write a bunch at once

here's the first of the fat!reader stuff- my boy Laios!

for my fat bitches and bastards who get tired of ONLY seeing chubby!readers and how they're all cutesy and insecure about their bodies.

SFW

⦁ We already know Laios likes fat fucks. It's canon from the short orc segment tbh. ⦁ Golden retreiver boyfriend with the brain of an orange cat. He's very affectionate and very stupid (lovingly). ⦁ He's physically affectionate and kinda just. grabs part of you when cuddling. He doesn't mean anything by it but they're called love handles for a reason. ⦁ Emotional support stomach. Like how a woman just grabs her boob for no reason, Laios does the same to your stomach (or your boob if you have them and let him do that). ⦁ "Laios" "Yes?" "Stop jiggling my stomach." And he gives you the puppy eyes cause he's a big weenie. He catches you doing it to yourself later and just "WELL WHY CAN'T I DO IT THEN!!!!" Sometimes you just gotta slap your flab around don't lie to me and say you don't do it. ⦁ Putting the tall in Tall-Men, his clothes fit you so you're often stealing them. He actively gives you clothes to wear and wash so they'll smell like you/your soap when he goes into the dungeon. ⦁ If you go into the dungeon with him to find Falin, he gets worried about your caloric intake (and everyone else's but bigger ppl like you, himself, and Senshi need more calories) and double checks with Senshi that you got enough food. Senshi gets offended that he thinks you're not being fed, but Laios is just worried about you. ⦁ Personal hot water bottle. Extra body fat means you keep heat so if he's cold he's instantly in your sleeping bag- or he begs you to get in his.

NSFT

⦁ Please sit on his face please please please please please please for the love of god please. ⦁ Very much the type to get a GOOD hold on your hips and ass. If it's got meat he's grabbin it. ⦁ Has asked for a boob job at least once if you got them. He'll respect if you say no, of course, but he does pout a little. Not in a guilt trippy way his dumb ass does NOT know how to hide his emotions. ⦁ He's very sloppy and inexperienced, but he is VERY enthusiastic. ⦁ Praise kink to the max- loves telling you how good you look and feel, and absolutely melts if you do the same to him. ⦁ Sucks dick/eats pussy like it's his last meal you WILL be walking funny later.

[remylius]

Writer's block

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Little Miss Imperfect

Part 3

Daichi x Chubby!Manager!Reader

T.W. Emotional Abuse, Mentions of Death, Tears.

1173 words

Note: this took a while to write cause I was busy serving at Choir and then experienced a short Writers block. Not to mention other emotional shit. Hehe I'm so sorry.

An hour passed since y/n fell asleep. She slowly blinked her eyes to see a little girl staring at her with curious eyes. "Fumiko.." Daichi says as he closes the door to his room with a tray of food in his hands. "What did I say about entering my room." Daichi says to the girl as she runs out giggling. "I'm telling mom you brought a girl!" Y/N jolts up as she realizes she was in unfamiliar territory. The blanket on top of her slipping of her. "Woah, woah. Slow down there." Daichi coos as he puts the tray on the table. "What time is it?" She asks in a panic. "It's 7pm. What's wrong?" He replies confused with her worry. "I have to go. I'm sorry senpai." She stated as she grabbed her bag on the floor as she ran out in a hurry. "Y/N wait up! Let me send you out!" He calls out to her in a hurry grabbing his jacket as he runs down the stairs. If it wasn't only for her being familiar when they went here with the boys she wouldn't be able to find the front door. Running out, she ran in her socks alone not realizing she wasn't wearing her shoes. She ran out of his house hurriedly. "Y/N! Please! You left your shoes!" Daichi says running after her holding her shoes up in the air. "Please! Slow down." She walked back to him retrieving her shoes from him as she wore them. "I'm sorry but I have to go." Her voice cracked as she ran to her house. Opening the door, the house was silent. Her sister was probably studying in her room again. She quickly made something for dinner putting it neatly in a tray bringing it to her sister. "Hanako, I made dinner. Sorry I was late." She announces as she opens the door slightly to see her sister studying. "You're late." Her sister says warningly. The tone in her voice filled with annoyance. "I'll leave your food here on your dresser, I'm sorry" she says as she puts the tray of food on the dresser beside her leaving the room.

On the other end, Daichi walked up to her door slowly, not realizing how big y/n's house was. He was worried about her. He rings the doorbell, hoping someone would answer. He hears footsteps shuffle as the door opens. "Daichi?" Y/N calls out to her confusingly. "What are you doing here? C-come in" she says hesitantly as she lets him in. He could feel her nervousness. "Look I'm sorry, I didn't mean to follow you here." He blurts out trying to explain himself. "I-its fine. You can sit by the couch, make yourself at home." She dismisses him as she goes to grab some food in the kitchen. Quickly setting up a snack tray and some tea she brings it to the living room where Daichi sat nervously. "So what brings you here?" She sighs as she sets the tray down. Taking a seat in front of him. "What made you leave in a rush?" He asks hesitantly. "My sister arrives home at 6pm and I have to make sure she has dinner ready. She's working hard for her highschool application and I have to support her. Clean the house and other chores." She narrates looking at her clasped palms on her lap. The tension in the air slowly decreasing.

"What about your parents?" He asks. "Well, my mom..." She pauses thinking of the right thing to say. "She died 4 years ago in a car accident. And I never knew my dad." She pauses. Daichi felt bad, feeling sorry for the girl. He takes in a deep breath looking at her with glassy eyes. "W-woah, I'm sorry for your loss." He says looking down taking a deep breath. The thoughts in his mind raced. 'so she's been doing a lot all this time? What happened for it to come to this? So she takes care of everything?' his thoughts were immediately shut when she spoke again. "It's fine though, my brother is in Tokyo managing the family's company so my part is just taking care of my sister. She smiles at him trying to ease his worries. "So you've been whoring yourself in highschool?" Hanako stood at the door frame looking at them with dead eyes. Baffled by her sister. "Hanako, no this is Daichi-senpai, the Volleyball Captain of the team I manage with." Y/N explains herself to her sister. "Yeah yeah. Brother is gonna be mad when he hears this." She dismisses her. "That isn't a way you should talk to your older sister you know," Daichi stands up annoyed with Hanako's personality. "She works hard not just at school but for you too." He looks at her with mad eyes, one can tell he was really pissed at her. Hanako glares at her as y/n tried to defuel the fire. "What do you know?" Hanako dismisses him as she leaves going back up to her room. "I'm sorry about her, she's just stressed for her high school application." Y/N sighs holding her forehead. "She shouldn't talk to you like that." He says as he sits back down. "Even if you say she shouldn't. My sister is her age too but I've never been talked like that." She looks down. "She's been having it harder ever since mom died. And the fact that we don't have a dad for us. It's fine." She tries to comfort him, understanding his outburst. He feels a pang in his heart. You don't have to carry the burden by yourself. He'd want to say. Yet his mouth wouldn't open. He looks at his palms glancing at her. She looks back up at him. "Senpai, can we forget everything that happened earlier? I'm sorry for what I've done, it's childish of me I know. Please?" His heart shatters hearing the words coming out of her mouth. She was always suffering in silence yet no one cared to notice it. And the moment she did finally let it all blow, she feels bad for it. She didn't deserve this.

No wonder he saw her smoking that day. No wonder she always sat by Kiyoko's side as if she was nothing but a shadow. He saw her work hard for her academics, writing a school play for their class just for her to not be recognized yet she was fine with it. How did no one notice any of it. How did HE not notice any of it. He gulped deeply as he looks at the time on the clock on the wall. He gives her a broken smile, "i should get going, it's getting late and my siblings would freak out." He says knowing whatever he says would be dismissed. He pats her head as he leaves. Oh and y/n. I'll be here if you need someone." He says offering his cheeky grin. "Always."

[remylius]

Once I make more fics that's when I'll make my masterlist

[remylius]

Little Miss Imperfect

Part 2

Daichi x Chubby!Manager!Reader

T.W. Mentions of Death, Self Harm, Alcohol, and other sensitive content

1033 words.

Genre: fluff, angst

Note: this is a bit darker than the last one. I used my o.c. Shiya's backstory for this and all. Again this is self indulgent. If you know anyone suffering, don't be afraid to help them. And if you are someone suffering, I'm here to listen. My fics are here to bring comfort (well future fics) I hope y'all enjoy part 2. There will be a part 3!!! ^^

It's been weeks since the training camp, and y/n has continued her duties as usual acting as if everything is fine. Yet she couldn't help but notice a certain person's glance.

Daichi on the other hand, has been worrying for dear y/n. When did she start smoking? Is something wrong? Is someone forcing her? Why is she smoking? The thoughts spiralled in his head. Desoite such, he continued on with his tasks as if nothing was bothering him. His glances don't go unnoticed by the Vice Captain of the group. "Looks like someone is finally thinking of confessing." Sugawara muses from behind him with a cheeky grin planted to his face. Daichi looks at him dumbfounded and annoyed with his teasing. "Get back to practice. Let's go before the coach scolds us. " He wants as he walks away to practice his receives with the others. Seeing y/n assist their practices as always, he looks at her tenderly. But she's so perfect. What made her want to do that? He thought to himself. Finally mustering up the courage to talk to her, Daichi approaches her. "Hey, y/n-san can you meet me at the gate after practice? I wanna walk you home" he offers as he smiles lightly at her. His eyes showing a bit of worry. Y/N nods back at him hesitantly. As he smiles thanking her as they continue to resume their duties as Manager and Captain.

An hour later, practice ends as usual as they lock up the gym together. Walking side by side, the silence was deafening. It was clear y/n was uncomfortable, and DAICHI quickly notices. He sighs, as he gulps. "So, about the smoking. I'm sorry if it seemed off, I just didn't expect that." He looks at her hoping for a response. "Y-yeah. I'm sorry it was a lame excuse. Why are you walking me home." Shiya blurts looking at him. Daichi smiles. "I wanna get to know you better. The only thing I know about you is that your a 2nd year, our manager, class president, top of your grade level, creative and yet I don't you in a personal level." He says as he looks at her. Y/N chuckles dryly looking at him. "Why, though? I'm a fatass no one pays attention to aside from the titles. Why are you interested in me?" She looks up at him, her eyes glaring at him. She currently looked like a cat about to attack it's owner. He stops his tracks as he looked at her. The moonlight illuminating brightly. It was a full moon, and a clear sky. The stars danced as he looked at her with tender eyes. As if she was a fragile doll. "That's the exact reason. Let me be someone who actually sees you out of those titles." He pauses looking deeply in her eyes. "Let me into your world." She stops her tracks looking at him as if someone just told her her pet died. Her eyes glassy. She gulps. As she averts her gaze. In a flustered state, she gasps as she runs trying to loose track of him. She was always scared of attachment after her mother died. After her older brother left to support them abroad. Leaving her to take care of her younger sister in place for her brother. Being the middle child meant being the hidden one no one pays attention to yet is someone who shoulders the pains of everyone. Letting someone into her imperfect world would destroy her. Her reputation, her pride, her sole reason for existing. Especially if it was the man she had a crush on. If Daichi entered her world, and see how broken she was, it would break her. He's already seen her smoke. If he saw her other vices to cope she would go insane. He didn't have to see the way she eats at home. He didn't have to see the cuts on her stomach and thighs, he didn't have to see the alcohol under her bed. He didn't have to see her vulnerable. After all, she was just a side character there to make others shine their brightest.

Daichi chased after her. "Y/N wait!" He grabbed her hand. Her eyes were spilling tears as she looked at him with terror in her eyes. "Let me go!" She yelled as she squirmed her way from his grip. In an impulse, he hugged her patting her head embracing her like a mother does to her wailing child. "Shh, it's just me, shh" he hums softly as she stops squirming gripping unto his jacket wailing like a child. She was still terrified. But this territory of affection was foreign to her. Yet his warmth and comfort was to hard to let go. She continued wailing in his arms. All the pressure of getting scholarships, of taking care of her sister, bottled up problems, the bullying, the death of her mother finally sinking in her. She was in a daze sobbing in his arms. She didn't cry in her mother's death and funeral. She didn't cry when she was bullied. She didn't cry when her father left. She didn't cry when her brother left. So why was she crying now? She never cried. She was never supposed to cry. Yet the tears continued to flow. Daichi quickly scooped her in his arms carrying him to his house nearby, taking the back entrance to avoid his siblings as he brought her to his room.

Her cries soon died down. As she slowly blinks her tears away, not realizing she was in a different environment. As she moves her face away from his jacket she looks up at him. She noticed the lamp on his desk being the only light on in his room. "I figured you'd find it blinding if I turned my light on so I just used this." He answers her mind's questions. She blinked, the exhaustion from crying hitting. She continued holding unto him, looking around blinking sleepily. He observed her actions as he continued caressing her hair softly. "Shh. You've been putting up with a lot. Rest,"

"You can rest with me."

[remylius]

Srry for not posting, I was kinda busy with clearance, and my brother and I went to watch the haikyuu movie. But here's a sneak peak of Little Miss Imperfect

[remylius]

Little Miss Imperfect

Part 1

Daichi x Chubby!Manager!Reader

T.W. Self Harm, Harmful thoughts, Smoking.

971 words

Note: this is a self indulgent fic since I used to smoke as a coping mechanism. But to stop myself from it I decided to write instead cause murder is not okay. I'll be turning this to a series cause I wanna post this alr but I need to figure out how to continue this fic.

It was late at night at training camp as y/n sighed as she smoked a cigarette on one of the balcony's of the summer house they were in. She huffed another cloud of smoke as she looked up the stars. Out of nowhere the door clicks open. She drops her cigarette shocked as she looked at the face. Bringing back her smile, she greets the man that disturbed her smoke session. "Hey Daichi what's up!" A fake smile reaches her face, her mask coming right back up as if it was natural. "The juniors sure are lively" he replies, sighing as he stretches his arms leaning on the railing. Luckily he hasn't noticed the cigarette from earlier. "How about you?" He asks glancing at her. "O-oh. We'll just getting a breather." She chuckles as she looks up the stars to cover up the reason why she was there in the first place. "Was just looking at the stars." He chuckles glancing at her. A light blush covering his cheeks.

He wouldn't say anything. But he was enamored by her their junior Manager. Her willingness to help out. Her amazing grades. Her sweet smile. The plumpness on her body was just great. He looks at her enamored by her beauty. He smiles at her as he watches her. "Mhm, the sky truly is pretty." He smiles as he glances at her. He notices something out of place. The smell of her cherry PURFUME that she usually wears was nowhere to be smelt. He breathes in as the faded scent of nicotine fills his nose. Confused he asks. "Hey, how come you smell a bit like nicotine." She panics, nervously she comes up with a lie. Her lips quivering. "It's nothing. When I went out to get some essentials for tomorrow's breakfast there were tons of guys smoking in the alley I walked in. Don't worry too much" She says as she gulps looking at him with a nervous smile. Daichi grows worried. What if those men did something to her? The thoughts in his mind race as he looks at her worriedly. He opens his mouth to speak until he was interrupted. "I-im going to the bath. I'll get in bed first. Sorry Daichi senpai" She says moving to the door excusing himself. "O-oh sure. Goodnight." He says to her. She bids him goodbye as she enters the bath. 'that was too close.' she thought as she breathed in deeply. She sighs in the bath looking at her arm filled with cuts. She looks down depressingly. 'They shouldn't know.' She thought to herself as she got out of the bath and went to bed.

The following morning, she woke up earlier and started up for the boy's breakfast first. She plays a song on her phone as she chops the vegetables prepping them for cooking. She wore a cardigan and some leggings today. She quickly cooks everything prepping all the food as she sees Kiyoko by the door. She smiles at her. "Ah, Shimizu Senpai. You can eat now, I've got everything prepped for when the boys come down." Kiyoko chuckles as she smiles at her. She takes an apron and rolls up her sleeves to help out. "I'll do the dishes then. Thank you for your hard work y/n-san." She smiles at her as she does the dishes. Y/n prepped the table as she hears the boys' footsteps come down. The dining area was lively as the boys ate. "Are? Y/N-san you aren't eating?" Asahi points out. "No it's fine senpai. I already ate earlier while I was cooking" she smiles lying. A voice in her head chuckles. "You better not eat. Once they see you eat, they'll call you a pig" it said in her head as she sighs it away. She excuses herself as she goes out for some fresh air. She goes to a secluded area in the forest area as she lights up a cigarette putting it to her mouth. Leaning on the trunk of the tree, she did a few puffs until she heard a voice. "Y/N?" Her head turns in a panic to see Daichi looking at her with horrid eyes. "You're smoking?" He asks as he goes closer. In a panic she drops the cigarette stepping on it. "It's not a cigarette don't worry. It's just some medicine requiring smoke. I'm sorry if it took the wrong way." She says panicking trying to excuse herself from the situation at hand. Pushing him away from the forest she walks with him back to the cabin they were staying at for this training camp. "What brought you to the forest? It was supposed to be your lunch time." She asks . Her lips are quivering yet she tries to maintain a cool composure. Daichi halts. "Y/N tell me honestly. Is something bothering you? You can tell me." He looks her in the eyes wanting to be a rock yet again for others. "I'm fine. Don't worry about it. Let's go, the foods gonna get cold." She smiles lightly as she takes his hand averting them from the topic of her smoking. Pulling him into the cabins dining area as she sees the others already munching on the food the 3 managers prepared. "Y/N-san!" Hinata calls out mouth full. She chuckles as she pushes Daichi to the dining area. "I'll go get something from my bag upstairs first." Y/N excuses herself yet again. Going up to the Manager's room, she hides the pack of cigarettes and the lighter in her bag as she sighs. "Out of all people it had to be Daichi." She hisses in embarrassment and annoyance. How am I gonna hide it from them now. She thought to herself as she starts massaging her temples. "Fucking hell."

[remylius]

Sleep Well

Bokuto Koutaro × Overachiever!Manager!Reader

516 words

Summary: Bokuto's beloved has been overworking herself too much and is in dire need of sleep. Bokuto then offers her a lap to rest on

Genre: Fluff

Note: this is my first fic and I decided to give writing a go since why not :3 And the header is just from Pinterest.

It was the 2nd all nighter y/n pulled as she sighs on her hand. Her laptop was at front of her turned on with the essay she was making for a class. As she looked towards the wall in front of her, all the sticky notes and schedules reminded her of just how much work she still had to do. She glanced at the clock. The time read, 5:30 a.m.. She got up from her chair, stretching. "Might as well get started on breakfast and the bentos." She said to herself as she went downstairs and started cooking. Her mom was a corporate worker and she had an older brother that still acted childish. As she made breakfast, she started humming to a random tune. After making breakfast, she did her morning chores, and get ready for school.

The clock now read 6:30 a.m., now wearing her uniform. She went to the door headed for the school. "I'm going ahead!" She called out to her mom and brother. "Bye Hun! Goodluck with school!" Her mom greeted back. "Thanks for the lunch sis!" Her brother chimed in. She walked to school with a yawn. Taking a sip from the energy drink in her hand she went to her classroom dropping off her bag. Going straight for the School Gymnasium.

"Hey, hey, hey!" Bokuto her boyfriend calls out as he sees y/n enter the gym. She smiles at him, "Morning Kou, how's practice going" she smiles at him with tired eyes. "It's going great! Akaashi here was helping me out!" He replies. She smiles as she nods as she waves at the others heading to do her managerial duties. To the sounds of balls hitting the ground and sneakers on the floor.

Later at lunch, the couple was seen together with Akaashi eating lunch on the rooftop. Seeing how Akaashi and y/n we're classmates. She does a yawn. The lack of sleep evident in her eyes. "Oya? Baby you okay?" Bokuto asks pouting worriedly. "y/n-san you okay? Your eyebags are worse today." Akaashi asks worriedly. She smiles tiredly. "I'm fine, don't worry too much." The 2 remain concerned for their manager. "You sure baby owl?" Bokuto says his hair deflates along with the pout on his face. Y/n nods yet again trying to reassure the 2 while another yawn escapes her lips. Bokuto still skeptical decides to pull his girlfriend into a tight hug. "Nu uh. Your sleeping right now. You look tired" he says pulling her close. "Sleep" he says patting her head cuddling into her. Y/n lays on him, her tense muscles relaxing a little, taking up only a short time for her to doze off. Sleeping at the comfort of her boyfriend's arms around her. "Sleep well my owl. I'll wake you up when lunch is over." *He smiles looking at his beloved asleep on his lap.

Once lunch break was over Y/N woke up only to find her self dozed off on her seat in class with Bokuto's blazer wrapped around her and the setter shaking her lightly to wake up.

[remylius]

Hi can I order a medium grape lemonade with a slice of grape for Bokuto! I rlly love your work and ice been reading a lot of it! Thank you so much!

Scream It From The Rooftops

word count: 1095 || avg. reading time: 5 mins.

pairing: Bokuto x chubby female manager!Reader

genre: comfort

warnings: mentions of anxiety and academic pressure

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“This suuucks.“, Bokuto groaned next to you, ruffling his spiky hair in frustration, “How is a person supposed to remember all of this at once? I feel like my head is about to explode. I need like a second brain in a jar for extra storage. I could bring it with me to the exam and … use a plug or something to harness its knowledge. Yeah! Oh, y/n, I think I‘m really onto something here. Y/n? Hello? Earth to manager?“

You felt a finger poke your shoulder, but didn‘t respond. The words on the page before you had begun to blur and you noticed, with a start, the familiar stinging pressure building behind your eyes. Thick tears soon spilled onto your notes, smearing the ink. “Y/n-chan.“, Bokuto sounded worried when he poked you again, a little gentler this time, “Was the brain thing too gross?“

“I can‘t do it.“, you muttered.

“Do what?“

Your shoulders began to shake, sobs formed in your throat.

“Hey… hey, what‘s going on?“ The captain put an arm reassuringly around your shoulder. A couple of whispers made him look up. Students strewn about in the library had turned their attention to the blubbering, hiccup-ing mess next to him, some peeped out from between bookshelves.

It was rare for Bokuto to become angry. In fact, you had only ever seen it once and it was probably the scariest you had ever experienced the tall, usually bouncy sweetheart.

His golden eyes hardened, jaw clenched and in a firm true captain‘s voice he snapped, “Mind your own business!“

The students quickly went back to their notes or busied themselves with dusty volumes.

“Come on, y/n.“, he said, his voice sweet again and pulled you to your feet.

The tears left hot streaks across your chubby cheeks and you felt the mess your eyes, nose and mouth were making but you couldn‘t stop.

Holding your hand securely in his, he led you out of the library and towards the staircase, ignoring the pointing from people you passed. Bokuto dragged you up a flight, then a second, then a third until finally pushing open the door to the rooftop.

As soon as the heavy metal door fell into the lock behind you, he pulled you into his arms and you broke. You bawled. You hadn‘t done that since you were a child and right now it felt like it had been long overdue. Bokuto‘s strong arms just tightened, holding you close and safe. You brought your own arms up to finally hug him back. He leaned down a bit to engulf you further, making sure to cover as much of your shaking body with pressure as he could. He knew from experience that external pressure helped with an anxiety attack. At least he hoped it was the same for you as it was for him… Many times before you had dragged him out of a dark spiral. From thoughts of failure and disappointment and shame. You‘ve never judged him once, hadn‘t made fun of him when you found him hiding under a table for the first time. You simply offered a shoulder to lean on, an open ear and a hug. He was so relieved he could finally do the same for you.

He felt you trying to pull out of his arms and loosened his grip a bit.

You stared at his shoes, your sobs having calmed down but tears were still dripping on the concrete. Your breathing was shallow and ragged. Bokuto dug around in his pockets for a tissue but could only produce a napkin he had left over from lunch. Before your study session he had gotten himself a taiyaki in the cafeteria and some spilled red bean paste was stuck to the middle. Lips pursed in thought he refolded the napkin so he could offer the clean side to you.

“It‘s all I have right now…“

You accepted it gratefully and blew your nose.

He used the sleeve of his white school button down to carefully dab at your eyes and cheeks.

“Do you wanna talk about it?“

You shook your head. To be fair, it wasn‘t difficult at this point to put together what had upset you.

He pulled you in for a second round of hugs, this time gently running his large hand over your back.

“It‘s all gonna be just fine.“, he said quietly, “And I know, it‘s not much but even if you don't ace every single test, the team won‘t think less of you. We‘ll still love ya.“

You gave a hollow chuckle and he added pressure again to his hold.

“Thank you.“, you mumbled into his shirt.

“You are so very welcome, y/n-chan.“

You let go of him and took a somewhat deep shaky breath, feeling your tears ebb away.

“You know what always helps me? Besides you, that is.“

Still sniffling, you looked at him curiously.

He held up a finger for you to signal to pay attention, then stepped into the middle of the roof, took a deep breath and let out a long scream.

Your eyes widened in panic and you tried to shush him but he just shook his head and came over to get you to join him.

“Come on, give it a try. It‘s pretty awesome.“

“I don‘t know…“

“Come on, we can do it together. On the count of three.“

You couldn‘t believe you were doing this. But sure enough when he finished his countdown you filled your lungs as much as you could and yelled.

You felt the tension subsiding and with another deep breath, screamed again. Bokuto grinned and cheered you on.

“HEY, WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING UP THERE - STOP IT!“, you heard a teacher scolding from the courtyard below.

And you broke into hysterical giggles. It took a while to come down from the laughing fit.

“How do you feel?“, Bokuto asked, beaming.

“Better. So much better. Thank you so much.“

“Great! Come on, we have one last thing to do.“

And he grabbed your hand again to pull you along just as before.

You stopped in front of his locker. Once opened he gave you a slightly smooshed packet of wet wipes you used to clean your face, then with his signature confident grin he reached for something between his books and held up a handful of little chocolates.

You frowned in confusion. “Why do you have these? You don‘t like mint-chocolate.“

“I know.“, he said and a light blush crept into his cheeks, “But you do.“

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a/n: this got so out of hand. Thank you very much for your sweet words! I hope it’s a kind of comfort you were asking for 🌟 thank you for the request!

[remylius]

Motherly reader babying them~

(So reader is a loving Mommy type that loves babying and spoiling them. So after awhile she somehow manage to bring up their Inner child)

Albert James Moriarty

He was a little uncomfortable with the thought of being spoiled. Like, him? Spoiled? He beg to differ. But after he met you. All he could say is…. Well sh!t..

He was never the spoiled type (that’s what he thought), if anything he would be the one spoiling his S/O. But now he could only question how the hell did he end up here while sitting sideways on your lap.

He was honestly embarrassed by it. Wasn’t it supposed to be the other way around? Well, not anymore….

He wasn’t familiar with motherly love considering his childhood. He was never felt like he was accepted in his “Family” so mothers love wasn’t something he can Imagine to have.

After he met you he feel like he found something that was missing his whole entire life. He never felt so safe, so comfortable, so……. Happy….

At the start of the relationship, it was something small and simple things like serving and feeding him cookies, and then leads to wrapping him in blankets and cuddle him the whole night (You’re the big spoon obviously), which also leads you into tucking him in before bed and sing him a lullaby, and also leads you to cradling him when he had a hard day…..

He was really embarrassed to say the least. He was treated like a child! And for some reason it makes him feel so warm inside.

He likes it…..

He will never admit to anyone, not even when someone threatens him death. But he loves how you treat him like a child, he loves how you spoil him so much with your loving. You’ve awaken his inner child he never knew he had.

As time goes on the others start to notice how Albert’s behavior is slowly start to become more… Childlike….

Like how he looks at you so excitedly like a child seeing his birthday present when he finally gets back, or when you’re home after going out to get groceries. Or how he becomes 970% more clingy than he used to. And how he always clings onto you when you’re sitting together or you’re just talking with someone else.

Well… They’re not the only one who realized it. Cause I’m pretty sure that Albert would realize it sooner than they do. But despite that he’s not stopping it at all…. What kind of spell did you used on him?!

Nobody ACTUALLY complains about it, maybe Moran would tease him but he would get the most terrifying glare, that it can make the devil look like a baby kitten. He notes himself that he would NEVER tease Albert about it ever again.

But when someone else points it out…. Let’s just say that he never wanted to jump out of the window so bad in his whole entire life.

He’s conflicted. He’s a grown up adult, he’s not supposed to be treated as a child nor act like one. But at the same time it just feels soo good that he’d be a liar if he said he didn’t like it! Not like he can stop even if he wants to.

He was honestly quite self-conscious about it. He feels like he should stop letting you treat him like a child so much, but he also craves for it. He can’t decide whether to stop you or letting you do anything to him.

He once told you how he feel a little ashamed of liking all those childish things. But you told him that there’s nothing wrong with enjoying all those things. Everyone has their own inner child and everyone always want to feel loved. And that actually made Albert feel a lot better hearing you say that.

After some time, he lets himself loose and let you do more “lovey” things like cradling and other babyish things. He also really likes how you spoon fed him, but he only let’s you do that in private.

William and Louise also notice Albert’s childlike behavior. And neither of them judges him. In fact, they’re happy that Albert is able to feel happy and comfortable with someone. And they really do appreciate your company cause they haven’t seen Albert so content and happy before. So that really made Albert relieved.

He loves the way you scratch his back while he’s cuddling you (I love back scratches, y’all knew this was coming). He always wraps his arms around you as he lays his head on your chest while you softly scratch his back. He’s the big spoon most of the time, but sometimes he’s the little spoon when he’s feeling tired or down.

And then… There’s cradling, OH THE CRADLING!! He’ll be DAMNED if anyone else knows about this, but he he craves to be cradled! It’s probably one of the most babyish things he actually enjoy but boy he loves it!

It’s just… The way you hold him while he sits on your lap and rocking him slowly (god that’s adorable) and having his head resting on you. He has never felt so safe and comfortable in his life. It’s embarrassing and he loves it so damn much.

It would take a lot of time for Albert to accept his “tendencies” he’ll try to be a lot more open with his childlike behaviors. Of course he won’t show that side of him to anyone, but now he’s a bit more open to admitting his “tendencies”. He’ll also let himself act a bit more spoiled to you and enjoys how he’s treated as a child.

And once that finally happens you’ll realize how adorably spoiled he is. Like how he ask you to sing him to sleep, making him and feeding him cookies, clinging onto you, and running up to you when you get back. It was incredibly adorable and beyond cute!

Of course that doesn’t mean he’s not serious with his work on taking care of the nobles. It’s just that whenever he takes a break he always know where to go and what can make him feel so much better after all that. And that’s something he will never take for granted.

Of course he will try to pay you back. (Even tough he feels like he will never be able to). Like treating you out for dinner, buying you gifts, getting whatever the hell you want (even if it’s as absurd as bringing home a lion). It’s just that… Words cannot express how thankful he is to have you and you make everything so worth it in this life…

He has never felt so happy….

Wow….

This is one of the most tooth-rooting, stomach stirring, diabetic thing I have ever wrote…

I’m so proud of it…

[remylius]

Daichi is the eldest in his family with four younger siblings (canon), with four younger siblings. Which really all adds up to why he's so...the definition of responsible. But that got me thinking to a different direction he could go... Eldest!Daichi who was taking care of his baby siblings while he was a baby too. Learning how to change diapers and help his mom rock the babies back to sleep carefully.

Eldest!Daichi who learned how to cook early so he could help make breakfasts and lunches for the kids so his parents wouldn't worry.

Eldest!Daichi who went to all his siblings sports matches or sat down to help with their homework since he went through the grades first.

Eldest!Daichi who taught all his younger siblings how to ride on bikes after taking the training wheels off. Promising them he wouldn't let go and he never did. Until they were fully balanced and off on their own. Eldest!Daichi who felt like he could never be weak or unsure in front of anyone. Especially because he was also the strong one in his friend group and needed to be there to take care of them. Eldest!Daichi who hated being called the "dad" of the friend group but didn't want to say anything to anyone. Because he didn't want them to be hurt, even though he hated the joke. I mean he's just a regular high school kid like them.

Eldest!Daichi getting into his first relationship in college and it getting serious really quickly. But things ending badly because his partner wanted kids and Daichi put his foot completely down. Eldest!Daichi holding strong opinions against having kids because he knew what a large sacrifice having them actually was. And he didn't feel ready just because he was getting older. This ended up being a pretty big thorn in most of his relationships. Eldest!Daichi not knowing what being taken care of meant until you came into his life. Someone who finally fought him to say love is about being there for each other not just handling everything.

Eldest!Daichi feeling a love he's never felt before watching you immediately get along with his siblings and seamlessly fitting into everyone's life. Being shocked when you see he has his hands full with the youngest ones so you get up to go pick up the others from a sleepover.

Eldest!Daichi watching you bond really well with his younger sisters, giving them really good advice as they navigate being pre-teens and teens. He would take pictures when all three of you decided to match, making that his phone wall paper.

Eldest!Daichi listening in shock when you share stories about how his mom was apparently always worried about him when he was young because he got sick often. How she would make his favorite dishes and that she was nervous to have more kids in case it took away attention from him but that he was such a perfect kid. He had completely forgotten those memories. Eldest!Daichi coming straight to you for cuddles after having a particularly bad fight with his younger brother over something ridiculous. But he had accidentally said something really harsh. Hearing you out when you said to make amends because that's family. Eldest!Daichi being more honest and leaning on his family more whenever he needed help. Because every time he needed someone you were always there to catch him. Reminding him that he's human and needs his people. Eldest!Daichi re-thinking all his life decisions watching you wrestle with his nieces and nephews during a family party. The sight of you blowing raspberries on his niece's belly and hearing you both giggle sets off every nerve in his brain.

bonus nsfw

Eldest!Daichi making a mental note that he likes some nicknames, when he hears you moan out Daddy real sweet into his ears. He's got your legs hooked over his shoulders, pushed deep in you. Hand over your stomach pushing down where he feels his tip hitting. Gasps of asking for more spilling out of your sweet mouth. He's still got time before becoming a dad for real but no harm in practicing until then.

mdni banner by @cafekitsune

[remylius]

EVERYONE, PLS I MEAN EVERYONE, IF YOU EVER KNOW SOME MANGA WITH PROTAGONIST BEING A CHUBBY GIRL PLS SEND ME THE TITLE OR LINK!! I JUST READ ONE AND NOW I'M OBSESSED BUT ITS ONLY HAS 1 CHAPTER AND 53 PAGES SO NOW I CRAVED MORE!!! PLSPLSPLS I NEED IT I NEED IT...