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[regina-george-bae]

Hi tumblr!

I am going on a 75 day challenge. This is not gonna be 75 day hard, because I just frankly find it unrealistic. I am going to do my own version that will still challenge me, but will also be doable in my every day life :)

Why am I embarking on this journey? There are several reasons:

I want to go to RadTech school. These programs are very vigorous. It will require a lot of discipline from me to even get into such a program, but to also get through it. The program will be equivalent to maybe working two part time jobs when you include clinicals, lectures, labs, and studying. On TOP of that, I'll actually have to work. Part time should be enough to cover my expenses, thankfully, but I will have to work while in school. I acknowledge that I am not a very disciplined individual. THAT is why I want to do a version of this challenge, because I heard this challenge was about discipline. I believe it's a skill I can work on, thankfully, but I do NEED to work on my discipline. That's point one.

Point two is that, I feel very bored with my every day life. I crave something new. Trying new foods, new workouts, blogging, etc will hopefully give me a bit of what I crave.

I feel very unsatisfied with myself. I don't like how I look. I don't like how unorganized and undisciplined I am. I'm bad with managing my time, I'm not good at prioritizing what needs to be done. Now, I know I can be good at these things. I have shown that. When I was in school taking my prereqs, specifically before I got burnt out, I was the most beast I have ever seen myself in college. I was working on my classes nonstop (that's why I burnt out lol). Even then, I know I could have done better still, but I am very proud of myself looking back :) I just wish I had been able to take a break between sessions or taken better care of my mental health-anyway not the point lol

I've tried this challenge a few times before, and was not able to complete it. I would fail about half way through. This is why I want to do this challenge. How can I commit to a 2 year program, when I can't even commit to 75 days? This is really what I want for my future. It will be tough, so I have to make myself tougher.

It starts today :)

Rules:

WEEKLY

DAILY

Weigh-in weekly

Do 1 thing daily for my mental health

Move my body (pilates, yoga, weights, mobility, stretching, etc)

Read 5 pages of any book

Walk 7k steps

Drink 64 oz of water

Track my food

Make a post to stay accountable :)

I'll be back to update how day 1 went :)

[regina-george-bae]

It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see.

Henry David Thoreau

[regina-george-bae]

Need this energy right now.