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redpandashoes-blog · 5 years ago

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A masterpost about Wonho leaving and Starship being whiny wankers

It’s been a full day since the news came about Wonho leaving and I finally also decided to write a post of my own. So I came here to bring some logic to this thing because they haven’t cancelled the news yet and it looks like Starship has given up on literally every bit of sense they had. I’m still so fucking pissed off. I’m 10000% ready to fucking fight, as I always am, because I am true to my fucking username.

So away with the crying and missing Wonho, and wailing and lamenting because I think other fans have done their part with that. I’ll focus fully on just listing the things Starship should have automatically realized if they had even ONE fucking sensible person working in there. This will be fucking long but I don’t care, this needs to be said and heard. So tl;dr: Do they have the slightest idea how to run a business? This is most likely the end of Starship, too, so how can they be THAT dumb to not realize they decided to screw themselves over SUCH A SMALL ISSUE?

1) First of all, Wonho loved his job. This is not about me being sentimental or pretending I don’t understand how pretentious idols can be about their actual working conditions, this is simply the truth. He loved communicating with fans, he loved improving his body, he loved making songs, he loved performing. No kpop companies are treating their idols perfectly, but Monsta X was in general doing very well. This means he with 99% certainty did not want to make things end like this, he just felt he had no other choice, and was panicking.

2) Wonho thinking there will be a huge backlash against him because of his problematic past and there actually being a backlash against him are two separate things, and if he himself cannot distinguish this difference because of his anxiety, his company should at least be able to. They are the ones holding the money and the power. It’s not like their careers are not at stake, too.

3) He was fucking popular. Like he had a LOT of fans, those that were specifically dedicating their money and attention to him, and then those who liked several members at the same time, but he was still among their most favourite. We can pretend all day we love all Monsta X members equally, but looking at it from a purely transactional perspective: there are members who are popular, and then members who are EXTREMELY popular. The more popular members bring more money to the table, and Wonho was clearly a part of that latter group. Him facing not one but two scandals in a very short time period did not change that yet, which can be proved by how much support he and the other members still got in the first days of their comeback. Which brings me to point number four:

4) We do not have evidence these scandals were ever going to affect Monsta X members careers in an indispensable way. We do not know whether Wonho’s reputation would have tarnished the group’s future for good, mainly because WE NEVER GOT TO SEE FOR GOOD. This all happened in one WEEK. What can be said about one week? If one comeback of theirs, after a string of VERY successful albums, singles, concerts and world tours, gets ruined because of this one thing, does it mean Starship should have torn their clothes and started throwing temper tantrums like little babies? After they STILL got a nice amount of money out of this comeback TOO? After not even waiting it out to find out if they could have still received number one positions in the comeback show, for at least one week?

5) Follow the logic mentioned in point two and even the dumbest person in the universe should realize that Starship will end up losing a LOT of album sales, views and ticket revenue now. There was no way of proving that Wonho would actually damage the group long-term by deciding to stay there, and looking at the amount of support he’s now getting, that’s actually unlikely. BUT by kicking him out? DEFINITE LOSS OF REVENUE. People are all now saying we will continue supporting the other members, but the fact is this: many of us won’t. I probably will not. If this is how Starship decided to deal with things, kicking out a member three DAYS after a relatively harmless scandal, started by an absolute embarrassment of a person, I will not support such a company. Kihyun is my bias and I love him to death, but if he’s accepting how things are being handled in his own company, he’ll have to do without my support. That’s how simple it is.

6) Monsta X is the moneymaker of Starship. They screwed everything with Boyfriend, they disbanded Sistar, and WSJN and Starship solo artists are all nugus compared to Monsta X. This is not to say they’re not good, but they do not bring even near the same amount of money to the company. It doesn’t take a genius to understand that Starship cannot afford to make dumb mistakes in relation to how they’re handling Monsta X.

7) As a fan who has followed this industry closely for almost 13 years now, I have seen the rise and death of countless kpop groups. At this point I can say one thing for sure: groups can survive or return back to their old glory even when their members leave, but only on certain conditions. If members 1) leave because they want to change their career, 2) leave because they’re not satisfied with their company or 3) have health conditions that prevent them from continuing, the group might still manage to survive without them. If they are kicked out, there’s a smaller chance for continued success and support, but it might work anyway, if 4) they are kicked out relatively early during their career and 5) if they aren’t popular at all at that point. None of these cases apply to Monsta X’s situation. And if and when Monsta X falls, there is no other groups within Starship that could take their position.

8) Now, we don’t know the truth behind all this. Later on Wonho’s leave might turn out to have other motives we are not aware of yet. But as it is, this juvenile prison thing combined with the debt will be the scandals people will remember until forever. That will affect the reputation of Monsta X, YET that’s not how things needed to go. And why is that? Because those scandals actually caused Wonho to leave, unlike so many of the other things we keep hearing every single day because of twats like Han Seo Hee and other antifan wankers. Idols are under constant attacks, but most of the time these DON’T end their careers. Typically, when it hasn’t been about anyone actually getting hurt (rape, abuse, assault, harassment, murder, etc.) or about anything S. Korea specifically condemns idols for doing (drugs, promiscuous dating/sex life, being piss drunk and causing damage, DUI), people will forget things real quick and move on. There are a lot of scandals I will accidentally find out about years later they actually happened, and the idols in question are thriving. But now? People for certain are going to find out, because the consequence was so dire, and so fucking QUICK.

9) Someone going to a hiatus to solve their private life issues is one thing. Idols canceling or postponing their comeback dates and events because of private life matters is, again, one thing. However, leaving in a matter of days after the scandal started? That’s suspicious, irresponsible, stupid and may make Wonho look much more guilty than he ever was. It may make people think there’s more to this than they know at this point. They may think Starship is partially responsible for hiding things, not checking Wonho’s background or that some of the scandals Wonho is involved in were actually happening while he was in Starship. Because, you know, someone holding a job and having his non-offensive past explored from over a decade ago should be two TOTALLY SEPARATE THINGS. That brings me to point number ten:

10) Making someone all of a sudden, over all these years, face consequences for things that happened ages ago, with a punishment that is not relevant, fair or just? Yeah that does make people think Starship is unreliable, irresponsible, childish and acting in a rush. It’s not like they didn’t KNOW Wonho had been in juvie. It’s not like they hadn’t already decided to give Wonho another chance. It’s not like Wonho DID anything at this point to show he was no longer earning that trust. Actually, he did not do anything at all. Starship changing their mind about it so quick just revealed how vulnerable, spineless cowards they are and how they don’t want to carry responsibility over any of their actions. Not good for any business, let alone one whose LITERAL JOB is to gain profit from positive publicity and keep a close watch of their reputation. They do not survive without fans. They do not survive without Monsta X. They do not survive if they have THIS presumptuous and careless attitude, thinking they can quickly cover up all their “mistakes” by removing people out of their way.

11) The entire concept of Monsta X is revolving around the solid formation of the group. Every single member has a very steady role within the group, one that is not replaceable. Wonho’s position as the muscular, sexy dancer and soft-voiced vocalist was crucial to the image of Monsta X. People became interested in Monsta X because of their masculine energy, and Wonho was one of the key members in that. He was also very important in terms of how often he catered to the fans’ needs, how often he thanked us and sent messages to us and how frequently he wanted to hang out with us in vlive. He was a steady composer and had a plenty of potential, and all of his songs turned out to be popular. His role as a specifically health, bodybuilding and fitness -oriented idol was widely recognized and celebrated. His character as a cute, aegyo-filled, emotional and extremely kind “fake-maknae” was loved by literally everyone in this fandom. I don’t think I ever knew anyone who didn’t have a specific soft spot for him, even when he wasn’t their bias or even if people mainly followed other groups. Other members in Monsta X have their own, just as solid, roles that are irreplaceable, but it’d be stupid to not acknowledge Wonho has been among the first members people notice when they learn about Monsta X. Without him, it’s almost like not one but two members are missing.

12) There goes Starship’s good reputation among kpop companies when it comes to foreign record label deals as well. Did the company in Japan or the US like what happened? Would they have punished Wonho for this kind of a meaningless bullshit? Do they like the idea that they are now supposed to interact with a company that acts this recklessly, isn’t loyal to their employees and throws their hands in the air as soon as a problem occurs? I bet not.

13) Why did no one in the company actually sum up together what damage Wonho had allegedly done, like, for real? 1) He made one non-malicious, absent-minded joke half a year ago not a single Monbebe present at that time complained about. This was brought up by a person who intentionally made him look bad. He apologized and people moved on. 2) He has been in a juvenile prison for a small thievery (or something about as stupid as that, according to the information I found about this) over a decade ago, and he most likely did not get a criminal record for this. Starship however, probably did know this when they took him in, so at least back then they thought he’s atoned for his errors and can fucking move on, right? Being in a prison means rehabilitation, especially if you’re there just once as a kid after committing a very minor crime that does not involve hurting people. Bringing this up now is totally irrelevant. 3) Him not paying back to his old friend (3 million won) has absolutely nothing to do with his career. Haven’t people ever been indebted to their friends? Is that a crime worth you ending up kicked out of your company that doesn’t have anything to do with, well, anything? When he accepted that money, he was still a child. For years afterwards, he didn’t have money to pay it back, and he could now handle that issue in privacy, because it’s no one else’s fucking business but theirs. Considering the people who brought this up and their reputation, there’s also a chance this entire thing was somehow fabricated. In conclusion, none of this means anything at all. These are not big enough reasons to make your entire company lose a substantial amount of money, followers and fans, plus a really good performer who had repeatedly proved he had grown up, changed and was capable of taking responsibility of his own life. However, by kicking him out Starship has now reinforced the idea these things were indeed a huge problem, their company can be attacked by these means in the future too, and that their idols’ wellbeing and career paths don’t mean shit to them.

14) All of these scandals, including the very first thing involving that Me Too -movement mistake, COULD HAVE BEEN TURNED INTO FUCKING STRENGTHS. The thing that was in common with all of them three things was that they have happened in the past. Sure, the debt is, I assume, still unpaid, but there’s a small chance Wonho did not remember it anymore, or that there was blackmailing or other kind of shady business going on with that. With clever strategy, Starship could have turned these “scandals” upside down, disclaim them, say they have happened long time ago and do not reflect the company’s current values. They could have accused Han Seo Hee and that another twitter wench of slander and point out to their decreased sales revenue as a proof of damage they caused them. They could have said they are fine with Wonho’s past because they are not merciless bastards but a good, forgiving company that is giving its workers second chances in life. They could have said they SAVED Wonho and his family from a dark path. They could have said they have learned from the Me Too -movement joke and that they are now strongly joining the feminists struggling against rape and sexual harassment. They could have proved they are a good, steady company with good moral values, a backbone and trust toward their employees. All this could have happened with a couple of announcements, a week-long hiatus from the promotions of Follow and a post about how Wonho has paid his debt with a big interest. JUST LIKE MANY OTHER COMPANIES, CELEBRITIES AND OTHER WORKERS HAVE HAD TO DO THROUGHOUT THEIR CAREERS. Not at all hard.

15) Most importantly: DID ANYONE AT ANY POINT, INCLUDING WONHO HIMSELF, CONSIDER HOW THIS MIGHT AFFECT THE MENTAL HEALTH OF THE OTHER MEMBERS? Did anyone at any point stop to think that they might not be just fine with this, after fighting to debut together, after they have become such a strong, unified group, after they have seen so much together, when they are now very well aware that this could happen to them at any second, too, considering how these accusations were torn from peoples’ dirty shitty anuses? That they might not accept this, that they might not be able to move on from here, that they might want to resign now too, that they know for sure earlier this year was the peak of their career and nothing they will ever produce without Wonho will receive the same amount of popularity.

So yeah. I actually do not hope Monsta X continues as a six-member group. There won’t be “many, exciting things” waiting for them, like those Starship announcers said. There will be depression, more hardships, flopped comebacks and members separating on their own ways, resigning from Starship. The chances of the fucking company itself collapsing are not nonexistent.

I fucking do hope Monsta X members will refuse to cooperate with Starship until they can negotiate a new contract for Wonho. But if I’ll see them continue performing as a six-member group with these sad, depressed and angry faces I saw today in the comeback show, that’s the end then, for me, as a Monbebe.

Fix your shit, Starship, or fuck off forever. That’s the deal.

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Dark Skies ch 1 The Pale Traveler

"Y/N come inside, you know it's not safe after dark!" your father shouts at you from the Inn.

You look down at your trembling, red fingers as a light snow falls. "He's right." you think to yourself. Though you have a hard time returning to him. Something about the sky at night invites you out, calls to you. Is it the endless stars, the silhouette of the trees, the silence? Maybe it's all of those things, but there's something more. You feel it calling to you more and more each night. Your night walks have become more frequent ever since your mother passed away 6 months ago. You start heading back to the Inn that you and your father run alone now. Snow almost reaches the top of your boots as you trudge through it. Your breath dissipates in front of you as you take one last look out into the blackness.

"Come on, come on." your father ushers you into the warm, fire lit room. "Look at your poor fingers, come, sit by the fire my dear. You must stop these late night walks, I worry about you! You've heard about the disappearances."

"I know father. I will try."

You sit in your mother's favorite rocking chair by the fire and warm your hands.

"Is the stew I made ready?"

"Yes, I enjoyed it alone." your father gives you look evoking guilt inside of you. He hobbles over, using his cane, to the pot over the fire. "We should move it now, it's been cooking for quite some time."

As you help your father move the big pot to the floor you think back on the accident...the one that took your mothers life and made your father a cripple. It's hard to believe 6 months have passed already. It feels like it was yesterday. Your father and mother were riding back in the sleigh, your horses Alexander and Ana were pulling them through a blizzard at night. They had supplies from town and were anxious to arrive back at the Inn. Your father told you something grabbed your mom in the darkness, pulling her from the sleigh. This spooked the horses and sent your father flying off the sleigh into the snow. The fall broke your fathers leg. He found a trail of your mothers blood in the snow. He could not see well in the blizzard and followed the blood for a time until he was lost and in too much pain to continue. Some townsfolk found him early the next morning, almost frozen to death. So many unanswered questions have made it very hard move on and heal.

Just then the door to the Inn flies open, making a snow flurry. A dark stranger stands in the doorway.

"Oh come in, come in traveler!" Your father greets him and shuts the door behind, turning to you says. "Go tend to this man's horse will you? Oh but first...umm I didn't catch your name.."

The stranger takes off his hat and removes the scarf from around his face and bows slightly "Jimin, my name is Park Jimin sir." You are taken aback by the beauty of the man standing before you. His pure icy skin, his dark eyes and hair glistening. You stand there feeling frozen again even though you are next to the fire.

"Ahem, yes please get Mr. Park a nice warm bowl of stew will you?" you father finishes his sentence.

Mr. Park turns to you "Please...call me Jimin. And that's quite alright I am not hungry..." his red lips turn up into a smile making you stumble backwards slightly.

"Ohh surely you must be hungry from your travels?!" your father insists.

Jimin turns back to your father "I'm quite sure." then turning back to you "I didn't catch your name." he lifts your hand in his, bringing it to his soft lips and kisses the back of your hand. His hand is cold but lips unusually hot.

"I...my..." you are almost in a trance and can't seem to answer.

"This is Y/N." your father answers for you. "Now please Y/N can you tend to Jimin's horse?"

"Yes father." you say while still staring deep into Jimin's piercing black eyes.

"My horses name is Victor. Thank you for taking care of him." He lets go of your hand and you reluctantly force yourself away from him, heading out into the snow. There is a dark grey horse tied to a wooden post outside. You grab a lantern, untie him and pulling on his reigns, guilding him toward the stables.

"Good boy, come on Victor, just a little farther."

The snow is getting deeper. You guide him into his own stall, throw a blanket over him, and gather some hay for him. As you bring the lantern up to him you realize just how beautiful and large he is. "Such a graceful, magnificent creature!" you think to yourself. Then you head back into the Inn.

Inside your father is sitting next to the fire, cane resting against the wall. Jimin and him are already deep in a conversation and you decide not to bother them. Heading behind the bar you start cleaning up your scraps off the wooden counter from the stew you made earlier. You start listening to Jimin's clear, melodic voice as he talks.

"....oh I don't know about that sir, but yes I have been a lot of different places in my life."

"A world traveler we have here Y/N! And a modest one at that." your father shouts to you. He continues talking with Jimin. "Oh the stories you could tell this crippled old man. Come, tell me a tale, bring me some excitement from the outside world that is a stranger to me!"

"Well..." Jimin pauses, seeming deep in thought "Have you heard of a country called Arabia?"

Your father sits up straighter in his chair "Yes Yes!"

"Imagine a warm ocean slowly moving in waves on an endless beach. The sand hot and shining like diamonds. The red sunset going down over the horizon." Jimins words paint images in your head, making you feel you are there...your eyes close involuntarily as he continues to paint. "Beautiful seashells all around, palm trees shaking in the slight breeze. There is no cold in this place, there is no pain....only love and warmth....only passion...." his words starts melting together and you see yourself in this scene he has created. You feel you are literally there. You dig your toes into the hot sand. "but you are not alone...." you look up and see Jimin standing in front of you on the beach, his pale toned body so close to yours...his red lips moving closer and closer to your neck. You willingly fall limp in his arms as he holds you, his tongue gliding up your neck...suddenly his teeth sink in. Your eyes shoot open and you realize you are still in the Inn, griping a knife tightly. Dropping the knife quickly you look up at your father. He is still talking with Jimin. They are not even talking about a beach, or Arabia, or anything you've just heard. You stand there confused and in shock.

"....France sounds like such a colorful place, I wish I would have gone there in my youth." you faintly hear you father say. "I'm sorry, you must be tired. I know I am. I'm going to head off to bed, just ask Y/N if you need anything. She will show you to your room when you are ready."

"Thank you, good night sir." Jimin stands up and bows slightly to your father. You look down quickly and continue cleaning even though you are mostly done. Your father walks up to you, kissing you on both cheeks and heads into the back of the Inn, shutting his bedroom door behind him. Your heart starts to race and you avoid looking at Jimin. He walks over to you smoothly.

"Y/N."

You look up into his eyes.

"Yes?"

"Would you be so kind as to show me to my room?"

"Um..Yes of course." you wipe your hands off on a towel and grab a lit candlestick. Walking past him his scent sends you into a daze, you stop in your tracks, feeling you might faint.

"Are you ok?" He grabs you around the waist, helping you stay stable. His touch only makes you feel more dizzy.

"I...yes sorry. I just felt a little faint for a moment."

"Are you hungry?" The way he emphasized the last word makes you confused.

"Actually yes, I forgot to eat. But don't worry about me, I will eat after I show you to your room."

"Hmm...You must take care of yourself Y/N. You need nourishment." you look up at him after he says this, a smile breaks across his lips. You bite your lip without realizing. "You eat first. I can wait."

"No no really....I"

"I insist." he lets go of you and grabs a bowl off the wooden counter, handing it to you.

"I...well...ok then..." you grab it from him and dish up stew from with the ladle. Sitting down by the fire you start eating. Your stomach growls in gratitude.

Jimin walks over and sits across from you. The gracefulness in the way he moves is unearthly.

"Your horse, Victor, is so beautiful!" you say between spoonfuls.

"Ah yes. He is isn't he? I've had him for quite a few years now. A very strong and reliable creature."

You smile at him as you continue to eat, not knowing what to say. The wind starts to howl from the growing blizzard outside.

"Soo...where are you from traveler?"

"Oh. Here and there. Never staying in one place too long. My brothers and I have recently moved into the old Vlad Manor. Have you heard of it?"

Your eyes widen. The Vlad Manor is an enormous mansion, 20 miles deep into the countryside. It's been abandoned for years. The superstitions and stories surrounding the place has kept many buyers weary, and so, it's been neglected for a long time.

"Yes I have."

"I see from the look on your face this surprises you."

"Well, it's been empty for so long, you must have quite the task ahead of you....fixing it up?"

"It's already been taken care of. My older brothers, Jin and Namjoon, hired some workers months ago to get it ready for our arrival. We have all been separated for a time, it will be good to be reunited again." he looks past you, seeming deep in thought.

"Oh I see. Do you have many brothers then?"

"I do." he doesn't go into more detail. A closed lip smile greets his lips again and his eyes find yours. "What is a beautiful woman like you doing trapped in this Inn?"

You look at him defensively "I'm not trapped!" you say a little louder than you intended.

His eyebrows raise.

"I mean, I'm not trapped. I am helping my father, he can't do this alone you see. My mother....well she...we lost her....."

"It's ok." He reaches his hand over and rests it on your knee."You don't need to tell me, I have lost my mother as well, I know how hard it is."

Tears start to form in your eyes and you quickly wipe them away. Normally you can hide your emotions. You've buried them for so long it's become second nature to you but somehow Jimin is bringing them to the surface, just by a simple touch, just by a few simple words....you finish eating in silence, fighting back the tears. His hand never leaving you. It feels so comforting.

"Here.." he grabs the empty bowl from you. "I'll take it." he stands up and takes it to the bucket of dirty dishes you still need to wash.

"I...oh thank you." he moves so quickly you can't protest in time. You stand up and grab the candlestick again. "Now I will show you to your room." you walk past him and start heading up the creaky wooden stairs. You look back to make sure he is there, his movements are so silent compared to yours. Entering his room you use the candle stick to light a lantern and a few more candles.

"It's not much, but it's shelter from the cold. Would you like me to light the fire?"

"No need. It's perfect." he responds from the doorway.

You bow to him and start to leave the room but he grabs your wrist swiftly.

"You won't be trapped forever Y/N." he says softly while bringing up your wrist up to his lips, brushing them lightly against you. Once again you feel faint, he grabs you around the waist pulling you against him, you look into his eyes again, his tongue is against your wrist now, as if he's tasting you. You smile... your mind is fuzzy....feeling lost....feeling found..head falls back...blackness....

The sun shines bright through your window. Looking around you realize you are in your bed, though you don't know how you got there. "What time is it?" you think to yourself.

"Father?" you call out sitting up. "Ouch." your neck feels sore and you reach up and start rubbing it. It feels raw. "Father?!" you call out again in your confusion.

The door opens. "Finally you are awake! It's not like you to sleep in so long."

"What time is it?"

"Almost noon!"

"What? How...."

"Now that your up I need your help, come on. We need more fire wood, I need you to start food for lunch and dinner..." his voice trails off as he hobbles away from your room, still listing off all the things you need to get done.

You stand up and hold up your cracked hand mirror, inspecting your neck. It's red and as you look closer, it seems like there are a few bumps. "Perhaps I slept on something?" You look around your sheets finding nothing. "How did I get to bed last night?" you ponder. Just then you remember the mysterious traveler. "Jimin..." you whisper.... Bursting out of the room you find your father in the entrance hall.

"Father! Where is our guest? Jimin?"

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