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the ao3 author curse is so real because why did someone just chuck a rock at my bus window???

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gender dysphoria but I remember I'm hiccup haddock the third and its all good

yeehaw

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gang I fear my parents asking more and more about my gender makes me want to scooch further and further into the closet

like I understand asking but can you please ask me in a way that doesn't make me feel like I'll make you cry if I tell the truth

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I know people are literally designed to change and should embrace it rather than stay stuck but whenever I see a tiktok about how people outgrew/outlived the trans label it makes me scared I'm not actually trans and just trying something out

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I fear I've found all the marauders art so I'm just saving random art to my pinterest boards and pretending it's them

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YES YES YES OML AROACE PANDORA

Ok

this actually means quite a lot to me

I am going to write a fic

Focusing on Cupioromantic AroAce Pandora rosier

Aroace Pandora dealing with figuring herself out when all her friends date and fall in love

artist pandora who appreciate the beauty of everything she sees

struggling with the love of the consent of romance, the commitment, the passion, while releasing the way she feel them is not “normal”

It is also going to focus on AroAllo Lily Evans

the woman who saved the world with NON-ROMANTIC LOVE

QPR PANDALILY at some point

Pandora’s intellectual and aesthetic attraction to Lily

I vow to not make her any less crazy though

It is loosely based on my personal experience so it means a lot to me

side Rosekiller (ace Evan rosier), Jegulus, and Dorlene

Probably no one is going to read this passion project of mine but I love it

just wanted to share

tips are appropriate as this will be my first published fic.

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one thing I will always giggle at no matter the mood is when fics describe sirius as having a barking laugh

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Shakespeare is quaking rn

There was no doubt about it that Evan Rosier was beautiful. Girls whispered as he passed in the halls, boys winked at him at parties, beckoning him to the dark corners of the common rooms where they could remain undiscovered.

Yes, there was no doubt that Evan was beautiful, but he didn’t feel pretty.

He wasn’t sure when the word had become significant, it was as if the word beautiful was superficial, as if he was superficial. He supposed the meaning had started to sound different when he listened to them come from Dorcas’ mouth. The way she described Marlene, as if words could only pale in comparison, Shakespeare himself would be threatened by the pure emotion that dripped from Dorcas’ words, so much so that the word pretty made Marlene sound like the greatest treasure ever to grace the earth.

Fucking lesbians.

Evan had never felt like a treasure, as an heir he was worth something, but that was a job, his birthright.

He had never once believed that there were soulmates, someone who could mirror even the darkest most broken parts of his soul, someone who would accept every flaw, every scar, every wall that his mind put up. But watching his friends with their partners?

Watching them made him believe that someone could truly love him unconditionally, like they needed him like air, as if the sun couldn’t rise without him. He believed there was a chance, but that didn’t mean he was deserving of it. He could hope, maybe even pray, but at the end of the day he couldn’t imagine even a soul as broken as his could have once come in a matching pair.

That was until, of course, he met Barty Crouch Jr.

And by Merlin and Morgana alike did that boy make his soul sing.

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If he has no allies in battle I'm dead

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AYDGSUW I LOVE THEM

Dorlene for the pride month!

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posted by me on Instagram ♡

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chapter 30 out <33

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posted new chapter today !!

ace evan means so much to me istg

just ace characters in general yk

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The legendary marlene mckinnon 🫶

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ive run out of fics I want to read with ace Evan so now I'm just writing my own

there's nothing more motivating than having nothing else to do

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the other half of the shared brain cell, barty crouch jr