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a) perfect example of people discrediting clever idea & intelligence of a female due to her appearance, and b) all these people wouldn’t have noticed her kit, which was her goal in the first place

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You can’t let anyone know, Especially him. This is how to be a good survivor. Do not cry too loud, or project your trauma onto anyone else

9.14.16, Diary Excerpts  (via emmersinning)

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The problem with being so consumed by this much pain is that once the pain is gone there’s nothing there. And that’s what I’m scared of. That when- if - this pain stops, what’s going to be left?

6.15.17, Diary Excerpt (via emmersinning)

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When you got ds on yhe last two tests and start to panic cuz its fourth quarter and you'll be a senior next year

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GUYS IVE JUST MADE THE MOST AMAZING DISCOVERY

Eminem is a play on his initials, Marshall Mathers MM

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Short story: Be Proud of Yourself Always

So i went to gender therapy yesterday and my therapist wasnt in, she was sick but she hadnt called us, anyway we talked to the manager at the place about my insurance and stuff and it just felt like he was fighting so hard for me and i admired it, and he said he was proud of me for managing mental illness without medication and it made me feel so accomplished and happy, even if i havent reached my goals yet ive grown so much and you can too! He was telling me that and i felt so proud of me, and now im proud of you too because you're strong as fuck guys! Managing mental illness? This is complicated shit but if you can, with or without medication man you're strong as shit man be proud of yourself! I know i am,

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If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.

Nikita Gill (via wordsnquotes)

That's really deep

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Me to me: >tfw you dont know if your neice is just really tomboy >tf that was transphobic charley wtf >tf im trans >tf but it did tho >i know im not proud of it idk >why are my thoughts reddit images (idk if its reddit or imgur but that was my thought process)

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Hey guys, whats my aesthetic?

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Hope Screams

Sit back, breathe, relax Listen to me You’re not worthless, Youre not broken, Youre not alone

You may have problems, Anxiety, low self esteem But they dont become you They may consume you but you have to fight back Depression is  a monster, it feels like a dark abyss but that’s not what it is Its a monster that wakes up when you do And you have to fight to keep it at bay Day to day Its not immortal, it can die But it might take years And you cant give up I know that it starts to feel like a chore That you just dont want to fight anymore But you have to

Hope, is a light A beacon It gets you through, everything You have to have hope, to keep that fight on, To keep your flame burning Im here to give you that hope

Mental illness as a whole Is hard to deal with And i cant speak for all of them, But i can speak for mine

Bipolar, is a rollercoaster Your emotions sometimes move so fast That you feel like youre gonna hurl Your head spins at the smallest things And you cant wrap it around life sometimes And things go too fast, or too slow Waiting for the drop is the hardest part

Anxiety is like a wall Essentially its fear, But its harder to overcome, Because it literally stops you in its and your tracks High functioning anxiety is different Its overwhelming, Youre still functioning through things, But everything makes you anxious, You dont want to get a bad grade and therefore dont want to do the work But you dont want to not do the work because you know itll make you panic

None of these things are undestroyable, unfinishable, unkillable Dreams can end, dreams can be achieved Monsters can die, even if sometimes they revive Walls can be destroyed or torn down, even if it leaves a hole Rollercoasters have endings, and therefore, Even if you stay on, there is a calm.

There is absolutely nothing That can stop you from reaching your goals, Mental illness, is a sickness of the brain, But its a manageable sickness. As long you fight, as long you have hope, you can make it through Im counting on you to make it through

Fight those monsters, Break those walls, even if its just a hit at a time with your fist, Small and inneffective alone, but large and destructive repeated It is okay to ask for help with mental health You are never the only one.  

I cannot speak for every mental illness, thats not my purpose here My purpose is to speak for hope For your flame, your reason to fight If your flame gets low, feed it, pour gas on it, keep fighting Because as cheesy as it sounds It will get better But you have to live to see it

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12/30/2016

They threw her to the wolves,

But she became the alpha.

They didn’t think she’d make it,

But that girl came out on top.

They thought that she was weak,

But she had the strength of an army.

They thought that she was worthless,

But that girl, see she’s a diamond.

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Why are you so beautiful? 

You’re such a wonderful person and,

 I don’t just mean by looks,

 You’re beautiful, 

But i must ask why,

Because beauty,

Like yours,

Is hard to behold for too long

01/17/2017

“You should smile more!”

“Learn to talk less!”

“Is pants really what you’re wearing?”

“You look horrible in a dress!”

“Why are you always in the bathroom?”

“Lose some damn weight!”

“Quit starving yourself!”

“Don’t put so much on your plate!”

“What’s with the long sleeves?”

“Hide those disgusting scars on your arm!”

“You’re such a beautiful person!”

“You’re a pig, go back to the farm!”

I’ve heard it all,

And then some more.

I’ve been called fat,

Stupid, and a whore.

I’ve been degraded,

Then asked why I’m so ashamed.

I’ve been told I was beautiful,

Then asked why I look this way.

Insults and nicknames,

Given by those near and far.

Many of them call me ‘lardo.’

They know who they are.

I was always afraid,

I always hated the girl that was me.

But I’ve slowly come to love

The woman that I can be.

Because ‘fat’ is not a bad word,

Only my weight does it define.

But ‘fat’ will never be all that I am,

The woman I become, it will not confine.

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I dont know my gender but im so uncomfortable with my feminity but also not necessarily in the mood to try too hard to be masculine

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Car Ride! 🚗💨

Daddy: *driving*

Princess : *trying to sing along to Daddy's rap music while eating gummy bears*

Daddy: *sings along perfectly*

Princess: *bites the head off a gummy bear*

Daddy: *opens his mouth for Princess to put a bunny bear in*

Princess: *feeds Daddy the gummy bear that has its head bitten off*

Daddy: *continues singing along while chewing on the headless gummy bear*

Princess: *giggles*

Daddy: What is it Princess?

Princess: I bit the head off that one *giggles mischievously*

Daddy: I know

🙈🙈🙈

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SEND HER PICTURES OF CAT PAWS NOT BUDES

Cat pics not dick pics

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women are considered fragile but I’ve never seen anything as easily wounded as a man’s ego