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Oh yah that makes sense...i wanna ask for your new blog but i am scared im someone you dont want following you anymore :///

Come off anon and I’ll let you Know. Its literally nothing personal against anyone I just need to do this for me.

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Why not just block the bitches you dont want seeing your shit???

Because they can always just log out of their account and log in on another server or just Google search my URL and it will pop up and anyone can read it. I want a clean start. So a million different people don't think my posts are all about them and get offended when 99% of the time it's just somewhere to put my thoughts so they are out of my head and aren't eating away inside my brain and then I don't think twice about them and I feel fine. Its just started too much shit and I'm over it.

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So I’m deleting this tumblr. I’m gonna leave it up through the end of the week but then its done. I might leave it up for my likes and such but I need a fresh start and honestly there are just too many people who follow me on here who know me in real life and its nothing personal, I just need a little space that’s mine. There are a few of you i dont mind following me at all so If you would like to follow my new one, just shoot me a message and ill give you the new URL (when I actually get around to making it) lol. Thanks, guys.

Peace out. Rebekah Susanne

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Liking people is stupid all you end up doing is ruining songs you really liked beforehand

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I thought of texting you “good morning, I can’t sleep” and then I remembered that you are on a journey which I am not a part of and that’s okay but good morning I can’t sleep

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How do we forgive ourselves for all of the things we did not become?

“14 Lines from Love Letters or Suicide Notes” by David ‘Doc’ Luben  (via bruisedkneesclub)

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i thought i was gonna be ok today but holy fuck i want to rip myself apart

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Cried all day ✔

first cry of the day  ✓

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hands up if you’re sad, stressed, tired and really craving romantic affection

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Nights like this I lay in my bed and think “how can I be loved.” Like, I’m just me. Ordinary, plain, run of the mill, me. I’m not that strong, not that smart, or not that confident either. How could anyone love that? I have this fear that maybe I was never meant to be loved. That you know, nobody really will ever like me like that. I mean seriously, of all the people in the world, why would someone choose me? Yet, I want to be chosen anyways. I want to be wanted. I want to be loved.

how could it be me? /// j.kim (via thesocietyofpoets)