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Whats your favorite ship? (Mines Syndisparklez)! :D

Mine is Drarry and Zukaang is a close second

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I got an email from tumblr saying it’s this blog’s second anniversary. That’s pretty cool.

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Reasons why I think people ship Syndisparklez part 2:

Part 1 here

1. Reactions to the first kiss:

- Jordan’s reaction included noises that sound like he didn’t think he’d like it and then it was surprisingly pleasing (at 15:05, the link already has the time built in): https://youtu.be/4MooEz_scbU?t=15m5s

Also here’s the excerpt: http://communitymc.tumblr.com/post/141797412040/were-you-sober-when-you-kissed-tom

Another important thing is that Jordan said he wasn’t drunk, which made us realize that it was a lot more consensual then we thought in the first place (yes, there were posts talking about how the whole thing was problematic and people wrote fics about how Jordan was so drunk he couldn’t even stand up. So knowing he was fairly sober made me and a lot of people feel much better about the whole situation). Also Tom said he didn’t have a hangover, which made us believe he wasn’t really drunk either (https://youtu.be/B4Dm6pqd5Kc?t=3m46s - at 3:46).

- Tom’s reaction was that he really liked it: http://communitymc.tumblr.com/post/142711271111/did-i-enjoy-kissing-jordan

2. New York:

- Unfortunately those who missed the livestream probably won’t ever see all the Syndisparklez moments that happened that night. The audio was terrible (I mean seriously, the organizers of the event were really unprofessional) so Jordan decided not to upload his stream even though he had better audio than Tom. 

Tom did upload his: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6MqO_NHAN4c (there’s also a part 1 that’s only 24 minutes long cause his stream crashed, I don’t remember if there are Syndisparklez moments in there, you’re welcome to check), but just beware of really bad audio quality, you can barely hear him and Jordan even less. The bummer is that on Jordan’s stream you could hear both of them but he didn’t upload it. If anyone recorded the stream that night, could you please let us know?

- But there’s one screenshot I took at the end (which isn’t on Tom’s stream but was on Jordan’s) where Tom couldn’t hold back any longer and tickled Jordan’s shoulder:

Screenshots of the tickle that smorescake took (at least I think so; it was posted on their blog): http://communitymc.tumblr.com/post/143027807783/smorescake-i-dont-know-what-to-say

- Tom’s vlog of the day they spent together at New York is full of Syndisparklez stuff: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZexIlKh5RZs&t=382s

Video highlights of the vlog:

Look at his pants, they’re ridiculous: http://communitymc.tumblr.com/post/143069785835/look-at-his-pants-theyre-ridiculous

This is the most romantic walk to the toilet: http://communitymc.tumblr.com/post/143069962394/this-is-the-most-romantic-walk-to-the-toilet

Other highlights: 

 I love you to pieces: Tom: Jordan listen, listen, listen alright? I love you to pieces... Jordan: By the way... Tom: No green shorts, but... *zooms in on Jordan’s ‘shoes’* Jordan: What are thoooose? Tom: *What* *are* those*? I’m not even doing the ‘what are those’. I’m genuinely asking. Are they loafers? Jordan: I don’t know what you call them. Tom: Loafers. You’re a loaf of bread.

Tom searching desperately for Jordan cause he loses sight of him for a second.

Tom zooming in way too close on Jordan’s face quite a few times.

3. Conventions in June 2016:

- Tom texted Jordan while drunk asking him to loan his house for a party (2:27): https://youtu.be/V7YsgJKkT1Y?t=2m27s

Tom: Hey, if I did ever do it I’d give you buttery nipples all night long. Jordan: Mmmmm, oh that’s... Tom: In a sexual term. Jordan: That’s more tempting.

- He asked Jordan to give him a return kiss and looked really bummed out when Jordan backed out and walked away (6:14): https://youtu.be/xuuvBLRwg6Q?t=6m14s

Excerpt instead of whole video: http://communitymc.tumblr.com/post/146461823225/do-i-get-a-kiss-now-you-gotta-return-the-favour

Tom: sneaks up behind Jordan with his phone recording so Jordan sees the phone right in front of his face before he sees Tom Jordan: Oh! Hi! Tom: laughs Jordan: That was abrupt. Tom: Do I get a kiss now? turns his cheek to Jordan You gotta return the favor. taps his cheek Jordan: stares at the camera awkwardly Tom: Jor... looking dejected Person behind camera: Ooh, ooh... Jordan: opens mouth as if to say something, still looking really awkward, then closes his mouth and backs right out of the frame and walks away Tom: walks forward looking really sad

4. Pokemon GO:

- Highlights from the Pokemon GO adventures that Jordan and Tom had with their friends:

Jordan doing eyebrow gestures at Tom and puckering his lips and you can hear Tom responding back with a kiss: https://ineharnia.tumblr.com/post/147657733426/communitymc-meet-jordans-biggest-fan-tom Video (9:59): https://youtu.be/suNVh6SGbQE?t=9m59s

Tom loves hugging Jordan from behind. He did it in New York as well as here (4:35): https://youtu.be/UfH94UT8VPI?t=4m35s

Tom buying a panda head and kissing Jordan: http://communitymc.tumblr.com/post/147706639809/what-the-heck-tom Video (5:27): https://youtu.be/Lde1WsIQLHI?t=5m27s

Tom keeps making sexual jokes and movements at Jordan or in Jordan’s vicinity (for instance humping the air when Jordan introduces him at the beginning of his video - https://youtu.be/bB6GAw_qWSU - or showing him how to move his hand so the Pokemon GO app thinks you’re walking faster that basically looks like he’s jerking off - https://youtu.be/UfH94UT8VPI?t=11m32s at 11:32)

Jordan seducing Tom by ‘deepthroating’ a pocky (which is a flavored sticks American snack thing): https://ineharnia.tumblr.com/post/147799910481/teddyowl-bbs-jordan-looking-at-tom-while-eating Video (11:09): https://youtu.be/oiqnz2fd9Kw?t=11m9s

5. THE SECOND KISS:

Tom comes back to Los Angeles and Jordan stars in two of his vlogs. In them they both act like boyfriends.

Highlights from the first video (https://youtu.be/Ri59_jeVwNo):

Tom: (sees Mclaren) Oh my gosh Jordan you fucking sexual man! Tom: Can I have your baby? Jordan: Um if you want... Tom: Can I have your baby? Jordan: I know a lot of... Tom: Dude we've already been shipped. We've already been shipped! Jordan: A lot of people on tumblr would love that. Tom: Yeah, can we have babies then? (Jordan: ye, yeah) Can I have your babies (Jordan: yeah) and can this (points at Mclaren) be my, be my present to be your husband? (Jordan grins and nods: yeah) Miniladd: Can I be in the background to make weird faces again? Tom: God you shit! (I think? I didn't hear it well) (conversation copied from my post on my main blog: https://ineharnia.tumblr.com/post/156368985946/from-toms-video-happy-birthday-surprise)

They act soft around each other.

Jordan grinning when Tom points the camera at him and then laughing in happiness at the grin: https://ineharnia.tumblr.com/post/156550993956/this-is-my-first-gif

Tom has visible hickeys at the end of the video:

Highlights from the second video (https://youtu.be/36U_dqRgQj0?t=9m49s - 9:49, before that he goes iceskating with other people):

Tom teaches Jordan how to pour champagne properly.

Jordan wooing Tom and Tom getting jealous of Rosanna: https://ineharnia.tumblr.com/post/156623477116/jacksepticeyeliner-woo-them-jordan-from-x 

Tom gets a head massage from the other woman (don’t know her name) and Jeff’s like ‘I’ll do the other parts of your body’ and Tom instantly takes that as a proposal for sex instead of thinking he’ll do his back or something.

THE KISS: https://ineharnia.tumblr.com/post/156613061406/jacksepticeyeliner-kiss-20-from-x-is-it-just

Jordan looked even more relaxed than before if that’s even possible. The kiss didn’t seem to faze him at all after the initial surprise.

They all get in the pool and Tom has finally officially seen Jordan’s chest (in part 1 I show Tom asking Jordan if he has a hairy chest).

Tom sticks his foot in Jordan’s face.

Bonus stuff:

- Twitter since December:

‘Get a cleaner side shave and I’d fuck you (no homo)’ - https://twitter.com/CaptainSparklez/status/809852523481706497

‘You look like Dwayne Johnson’ - https://twitter.com/CaptainSparklez/status/810164150294970368

‘I’d love to skeet with you’ - https://twitter.com/CaptainSparklez/status/816402931666731008

‘Will gladly compare dick sizes’ - https://twitter.com/CaptainSparklez/status/819390353547534337

‘Thanks bae’ - https://twitter.com/CaptainSparklez/status/821625510493061121

‘Date night *smirk*’ - https://twitter.com/CaptainSparklez/status/823792024159600640

*kisses pp better* - https://twitter.com/CaptainSparklez/status/829502423945277440

pp kissing ship support - https://twitter.com/CaptainSparklez/status/829549890736762880

‘Will you be my valentine?’ - https://twitter.com/CaptainSparklez/status/831562841639444480

- Tom feeling Jordan’s abs: http://communitymc.tumblr.com/post/139819733580/tom-feeling-jordans-abs-enough-said

- Tom kissing other men (plus being extremely flirty and making gay jokes - not the homophobic kind - throughout the videos):

https://youtu.be/HWutpsDEkVU?t=17m16s

https://youtu.be/zGfhLFxx-zA?t=5m58s

Also here’s a playlist I made of all the Syndisparklez vlogs: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLefkFsq32NceWkxW_efhhyzOHcemOU1nd

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Reasons why I think people ship Spike/Angel (I’ve watched Buffy up to season 4 and all of Angel, but I read more on wikia):

1. They’re technically canon, they’ve already had sex.

2. Angelus sired Spike, and siring requires an extremely close bond.

3. Throughout the fifth season of Angel, the sexual tension between them was so palpable you could smell the pheromones off the screen. Also pretty much anytime they’re in the same vicinity.

4. The director said that if Angel hadn’t been discontinued, they would have developed Angel’s and Spike’s relationship and made it slashy.

5. They’re both vampires. They’re both immortal and neither is food for the other. So they have each other for comfort when they feel alienated from humans and when their human friends die and they feel lonely.

6. They’re both bisexual. Bisexual people need to be shipped more often.

7. There’s the whole blonde/brunette trend, which is intensified because Spike purposely bleaches his hair white.

8. During the sixth season of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Spike gets his soul back, making him and Angel the only two vampires with souls in the world. Only they can actually understand each other’s situation, where they’re physically vampires and yet morally conscious.

9. Vampires are a turn on.

10. Both Spike and Angel are aggressive and violent. The idea of them bringing those traits into the bedroom turn people on.

11. Videos of Spike and Angel’s relationship: https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=Spike+and+Angel

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Reasons why You’re Right, It Is a Larry Blog thinks people ship Larry Stylinson (Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson from the band One Direction):

1.  Larry made me believe that no matter how much things get bad there is a person out there waiting to find you and to fall in love with you.

2.  Larry made me believe that love at first sight is possible. When Louis and Harry were lined up on the X Factor stage awaiting Simon Cowell’s decision to put them in a band they were standing next to each other and the second they announced it Harry carried Louis out ( FOR FUCK’S SAKE THEY JUST MET)

3.  The way they look at each other. I’ve never seen someone stare at another person the way Harry looks at Louis.

4. The constant flirting and teasing.

5. They care so much for each other it hurts my heart!

6. Fake making out (WHO DOES THAT?).

7. They made everyone fall in love with their love.

8.  It’s a forbidden love story. After 2013 they were denied to interact which confirms Larry even more.

9.  Even after 4 years with minimal interaction there is still this slightest thing about them: Top 30 Iconic Larry Stylinson Moments

These are a few additions by the blog owner of Reasons for Shipping:

10. Here’s part two of the 30 top moments and here’s part 3 of the 30 top moments and here’s the channel of all these amazing videos.

11. Click on the linked words in this sentence to reach Larry Stylinson fanfiction.

12. Click on the linked words in this sentence to reach Larry Stylinson YouTube search results.

13. Here are blogs and posts dedicated to Larry Stylinson.

14. Also I had to share this gif series because it’s beautiful: http://littleblackdress93.tumblr.com/post/123383490775/does-anyone-else-think-the-mirroring-is-getting-a

15. Also this analysis masterpost and this list of analysis videos.

16. While making this post I’ve seen quite a few videos of Larry Stylinson and the way they look at each other is amazing! They’re half smiling and the look in their eyes is pure adoration. No way they’re not an actual couple and it’s really sad that the managers forced them into the closet.

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Reasons why I ship Adommy (Adam Lambert and Tommy Ratliff):

1. They literally make out on stage. Full on frenching and sometimes rutting.

2. They’re always aware of each other while on stage. They have a very interesting relationship.

3. They both wear makeup.

4. Heteronormativity goes bye bye out the window.

5. Brunette/Blonde trope again as I mentioned in numerous other ships.

6. They look really happy together.

7. Tommy’s in the closet about being straight. He obviously enjoys kissing Adam and sometime he even initiates the kisses.

8. No way Adam has a boyfriend and kisses Tommy like that. No way! Though he might be in an open relationship.

9. For your enjoyment: List of Adommy fanfics

10. For your enjoyment: List of Adommy videos

The first three are my favorite videos. The fourth one is the search results of ‘Adommy’ on youtube. There are dozens of fan videos.

11. If you look closely in the first video (If my memory’s correct) there’s a scene where Adam kisses Tommy and he doesn’t stop playing! Do you have any idea how talented someone would have to be to manage to do that?!

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Reasons why I think people ship and should ship Deremy (I don’t remember if I watched the sixth season, so anything written here is up to season five):

1. They learn to care about each other over the show

2. Jeremy is Elena’s brother and since he can’t be with her because -

                 a. She doesn’t want to be with him

                 b. She’s dating Stefan

                 c. All ships must be slashed because heteronormativity is boring (I’m not personally completely against straight ships but I am kind of and I’m sure other people think like me, otherwise there wouldn’t be so much slash)- then he should be with the closest available option, aka her brother. [Repost addition - what I meant was that heteronormativity is oppressive and also that people feel the need for more minority representation. I think that’s why there’s so much slash.]

3. They actually have a bond. They’re friends. How many friends does Damon have? How many does Jeremy have? You can count all of their friends on one hand, and it might just include their family members.

4. They understand each other’s suffering.

5. Am I just imagining the sexual tension between them?

6. There’s physical affection/non violent contact between them.

7. They save each other’s lives and help each other, even when Jeremy is a vampire hunter and Damon is literally risking his life by helping him.

8. Over time Damon loses his will to kill anyone on a whim and when he’s forced to kill Jeremy, when he’d already killed him/tried to kill him/threatened to kill him multiple times before, suddenly he doesn’t want to, maybe because their relationship had developed enough, and he desperately tries not to succumb to the compulsion.

9. Jeremy kept searching for attention from Damon and affirmation that he’s cool. He felt the need to prove his worth only to Damon. There’s no one else he boasts in front of.

10. If you search ‘Damon Jeremy’ on youtube and click the videos that are scenes from certain episodes you’ll be able to see what kind of a relationship they had. Or just watch the show.

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Reasons why I think people should ship Tony/Felix from Orphan Black:

1. Tony is trans. Trans people should be shipped a lot more. And in my opinion writing fanfics about someone having their sex changed unconsentually or a story where they are the other gender all along don’t count.

2. Tony is the first sexual encounter Felix has in the series without money being involved, which makes it a lot more romantic. Also the director said in an interview that they’ll probably turn into a couple in the next season.

3. Neither of them are stereotypical, which makes them really cool characters. I asked a trans friend of mine what she thought about Tony’s representation, and she said that because he’s not straight, that makes him unstereotypical. And Felix is obvious, just watch the show.

*addition for the repost - I didn’t explain about Felix when I first wrote this. I meant that he isn’t stereotypical because even though he’s shown as feminine he isn’t shown as shallow.

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Reasons why I think people ship Sirius/Remus:

1. They’re best friends.

2. Out of all the Marauders, they were the only two left.

3. They’re loners and have practically no one else who understands them, except each other.

4. The Mauraders weren’t just friends, they were so close they spent a huge portion of their puberty finding a way to turn into animals (illegally) just so they could help Remus. They risked being expelled and punished severely every day (so long as they kept their secret) just for the sake of helping him. And Sirius turned into a dog, which put him in the same animal family as Remus. The rest decided not to turn into canines.

5. Proof of Lupin being attracted to men - This is a page where all quotes of their relationship from the books are listed, plus additional commentary

6. They both considered themselves Harry’s replaced parents, and acted like it. Harry considered them as kind of parents as well.

7. Their relationship in the books is a lot more developed and deep than Remus’ and Tonks’ relationship.

8. They are pretty much the only male characters to show physical affection towards each other (talking about the third book here). Harry mostly didn’t hug his men friends and neither did most of the other men in the books, at least from what I can remember at the moment.

9. During the sixth and seventh books, was Remus in such a bad state because of his conflict whether to date Tonks or not? Or was it because he was depressed and pining for Sirius?

10. The most emotional reactions he has are either about Harry or Sirius.

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Possible reasons I think people ship Harry/Draco:

1. They’re opposites - opposite houses, opposite lifestyles (meaning Harry grew up in a middle class home in the muggle world and was treated as less than a servant while Draco grew up in the highest class of nobility in the wizarding world and was spoiled since before he was born). They’re in opposing Quidditch teams.

2. They were both criticized and had expectations thrust upon them to act in certain ways by their families and their friends and peers and teachers, and actually all of society in general, and this hurt them.

3. They found themselves on different sides of the war, but both had the same problem - do something that’s almost impossible to do or suffer drastic consequences. This dilemma was forced upon them at a young age.

4. They both suffered terribly.

5. They hated each other passionately and kept trying to find ways to make each other pay attention. If they had really not cared about each other, they would have gone out of their way to ignore each other. I have a feeling it was all jealousy for the life each imagined the other had.

6. In sixth year Harry started obsessing over Draco to the point where he stopped caring about Quidditch, his favorite activity. He’d follow him and spy on him and think about him all the time. His following of Draco on the Marauders’ Map is similar to him following Ginny on the map in the seventh book, when he was in love with her.

7. His reaction to Draco’s near miss with death during the bathroom scene was obviously more than just his horror at using a dark spell. There were feelings of regret and desperation towards Draco as well. Their whole hating drama throughout the years wasn’t real enough for him to actually want Draco to die.

8. It’s slash and people happily are not homophobic and want more LGBT representation. Also most fanfiction writers are women, and a lot of them get turned on by man on man action, therefore they search for any kind of gay shipping they can find (which unfortunately leads to less representation of LBPTAI groups).

9. Also I’ve noticed that a lot of shippings are between blondes and brunettes.

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Reasons why I think people ship Snape/Harry:

1. Severus was in love with Lilly, and Harry is her closest replacement.

2. The eyes are the windows to the soul, and because both Harry and Lily have the same eyes, both of them have the same inner core, which is the reason Snape fell in love with Lily in the first place.

3. Snape and James hated each other in pretty much the same way as Draco and Harry did, and one of the reasons for the existence of Drarry is their animosity.

4. Harry hated Snape passionately, meaning he had feelings towards him. If I had a terrible teacher I’d ignore him as much as possible. Snarry is actually like Drarry in regards to Harry suspecting both Draco and Severus for being evil/doing bad things when there was trouble at school. In the end both of them turned out different than he expected.

5. Severus was willing to risk his life and sanity for the sake of Harry. This can’t be just old feelings for a high school crush. It has to do both with Severus’ oath in Harry’s first year to protect him, which obviously lasted longer than one school year, and feelings of some kind towards him.

6. There’s this idea that Snape was so terrible to Harry because he was hiding his actual feelings towards him, which probably started from Snape’s hate towards James but couldn’t have stayed that way for seven whole years.

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Reasons why I ship Snape/Dumbledore:

1. Dumbledore is the only one who knows Snape’s story and loyalties.

2. Snape trusts only Dumbledore because he’s the only one who really know who Snape is.

3. Dumbledore told Snape most of his secrets long before anyone else because he trusted him.

4. Neither of them have anyone else to talk to except each other because no one else will believe them or understand them.

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On Fanfiction

I was cruising through the net, following the cold trail of one of the periodic “Is or is not Fanfic the Ultimate Literary Evil?” arguments that crop up regularly, and I’m now bursting to make a point that I never see made by fic defenders.

We’re all familiar with the normal defenses of fic: it’s done out of love, it’s training, it’s for fun. Those are all good and valid defenses!

But they miss something. They damn with faint praise. Because the thing is, when you commit this particular Ultimate Literary Evil you’ve now told a story. And stories are powerful. The fact that it wasn’t in an original world or with original characters doesn’t necessarily make it less powerful to any given reader.

I would never have made this argument a few years ago. A few years ago I hadn’t received messages from people who were deeply touched by something I wrote in fanfic. So what if it’s only two or three or four people, and I used someone else’s world and characters? For those two or three or four people, I wrote something fucking important. You cannot tell me that isn’t a valid use of my time and expect me to feel chastened. I don’t buy it. I won’t feel ashamed. I will laugh when you call something that touches other people ‘literary masturbation.’ Apparently you’re not too up on your sex terminology.

Someone could argue that if I’d managed the same thing with original characters in an original world, it could’ve touched more people. They might be right! On the other hand, it might never have been accepted for publication, or found a market if self published, and more importantly I would never have written it because I didn’t realize I could write. The story wouldn’t have happened. Instead, thanks to fanfic being a thing, it did. And for two or three or four people it mattered. When we talk about defending fanfic, can we occasionally talk about that?

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How did I now know about this channel? There’s an actual channel that explains ships! This is incredible!

Shippers’ Guide to the Galaxy

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Why I think people ship Syndisparklez (Captainsparklez and Prosyndicate, aka Jordan Maron and Tom Cassell):

1. In Mianite (which is a youtube Minecraft series), Tom keeps nagging at Jordan and trolling him and ruining his stuff and killing him for the sake of attention.

2. At some point (if I remember correctly), Jordan made a Drarry reference about them, sometime in the first season.

3. Tom also hits on Jordan a lot and makes suggestive comments.

4. They’re good friends in real life.

5. They both have a feminine side, which is not necessarily connected to sexuality, but could be.

6. They hug and put their arms around each others’ shoulders.

7. They work together well.

8. They invented their own ship and support it and share fanart and talk about the ship in their videos. When they invented it they made hearts with their hands at their cameras and said ‘I love you.’ 

Video (10:46): https://youtu.be/tMwH9G_TUJY?t=10m46s

Video where Jordan says he supports the ship (4:27): https://youtu.be/tNjS9nRoJR4?t=4m27s

With Tom there are too many instances to count.

9. Tom calls Jordan his bae: http://artistmystery.tumblr.com/post/106279974076/tom-syndicate-apparently-it-been-4-years

10. Jordan refuses to talk about his relationship status (which he rerepeats in many vlogs because his followers keeps asking him), except in one video a week or two ago where he said his preference is women and apologized to the shippers. Of course, he could be any sexuality that includes attraction to women.

11. In this vlog where they went snowboarding, Tom kissed Jordan on the cheek at the end of the video (it’s already set to the right time. If it doesn’t work then it’s at 15:26): https://youtu.be/xTvevhaFiXw?t=15m26s

12. Here is the kiss from Tom’s video (at 17:06): https://youtu.be/qVEUWnkoI1w?t=17m6s

13. Here is the kiss from Jordan’s video (at 4:07): https://youtu.be/B4Dm6pqd5Kc?t=4m7s

14. Here is a scene that happened the day after the kiss (at 0:44): https://youtu.be/M1vC5nLTX_w?t=44s

15: Here is another scene (at 6:17): https://youtu.be/B4Dm6pqd5Kc?t=6m17s

16. There’s this gem: http://wethehootowls.tumblr.com/post/98114084183/oh-man-secrets-revealed

17. There’s the whole blonde/brunette trope because Tom died his hair blue so when it faded out the top of his hair was still bleached and it stayed that way for months, during quite a few vlogs with Syndisparklez interactions.

18. And there’s this very nice fan video: http://trashhaus.tumblr.com/post/141293927760/i-couldnt-let-all-those-syndisparklez-moments-go

19. The last reason is of course a dire need for LGBT representation.

If you want to find good Syndisparklez material, you should search for #syndisparklez and #trinity island on Tumblr.

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there are people in the fandom who can

write fanfictions

draw fanarts

create gifs

think of theories

edit stuff

and then there’s me

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That left me breathless! Warning to all readers of this post, this is incredible!

The mind library

John Watson does not have a mind palace. That is the domain of Sherlock, beautiful, brilliant Sherlock who needs to catalogue soil samples and dust and 243 types of tobacco ash.

What he has is a library, and it contains only one thing, the only thing worth cataloguing. The sounds Sherlock makes.

There is a shelf for the sounds Sherlock makes on a case. The little huff through his nose when he’s thinking, the impatient smack of the lips, the half-snort when he’s about to insult everyone in the room, the little oh of realisation. John likes these sounds.

Then there is the section for the sounds Sherlock makes at home. The small morning yawns, the sighs of frustration, the hum of contentment when he’s fully immersed in a book, the way he mutters to himself when he’s working on an experiment. These are sounds few people get to witness. This used to be John’s favourite section.

But now there is a new one. What began as a small shelf has quickly overtaken a vast section of the library. There is the little gasp, the surprised oh of their first kiss. There is the snuffling of a sleepy Sherlock against his throat, the light snores and small sounds of sleep. There is the huff of breath when John manages to sneak up on him at the table and press a kiss to his neck, or head, or shoulder. The delighted hum when they lie in bed in the morning, lazy and heavy with sleep and utterly happy and John slides his hand down Sherlock’s hip, the soft moan as Sherlock’s body curves into the touch, the panted breaths as he starts to nudge John’s erection with his buttocks, the little whimpers at John’s answering thrusts. There is the way Sherlock’s breath catches in his throat when John wraps a sure hand around his cock, the shallow panting moaning whining as John jerks him off, the little cry when he comes.

There is a whole shelf for the gasps and whimpers he makes when John fucks him, the keening when John opens him up with his tongue, lapping at his entrance, the gasp when John sinks into him. There is the way Sherlock purrs when John nibbles at his earlobes, the way he giggles and gasps simultaneously when John’s teeth nip at his sides, the long, drawn-out whimper when John swallows him down, the way he gasps his name.

There is the low almost-growl when Sherlock suddenly initiates a kiss, pushing John against the wall after a high-speed chase, sloppy and wet and desperate. There is the pleased little sound he makes when he’s kneeling on the floor between John’s legs, licking his lips as he frees John’s cock from his pants. There is the wet sound of his mouth, the way he swallows around John’s cock, that harsh inimitable sound in his throat as he takes him in as far as he will go, the gasp when John tightens his fingers in his hair, the way he moans with his lips stretched around his cock. The little whimpers and gurgles and gasps as he bobs his head faster, looking up at John who can’t stop staring at this beautiful creature, moving his hips slightly to meet Sherlock’s lips until he loses all rhythm and comes in his mouth. Then the sound of him swallowing, the little slurp with which he lets go of John’s cock, the way he licks his lips audibly like a cat that got the cream.

And then there are the million ways in which he says his name. The wondering “John” when he sinks into him the first time. The happy “John” mumbled with morning breath. The desperate “John” when he cannot bear the teasing any more, needs John to touch him. The moaned “John” when they are making love slowly. The chanted “John John John” when John fucks him hard, holding his wrists down, biting his chest. The shouted “John” as he comes. The tender “John” of quiet evenings. The laughed “John” just before he dissolves into giggles. The breathed “John” when he manages to surprise him.

This is John’s favourite section. He tends to it like a good librarian, walking through the rows of shelves, pulling out the individual items, examining them, and putting them back with care. At the far wall, in a glass case to keep them safe, are his two most prized items:

The earnest, only slightly shaky “John” of “John, will you marry me?” and the delighted, relieved, amazed, ecstatic “John” when John says yes.