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i hate the feeling of a full stomach why did i have to eat i felt so good when i was hungry now i feel sick and can feel the fucking food inside of me i’m gonna rip my hair out

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it only takes one week to fall out of love with a woman like me, for a man like you

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Heroin chic

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When ur friend snaps at you so now you just gotta ignore them and kill yourself

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I feel so embarrassed I can practically feel like vibrating off of me. Full on sims embarrassment for the next 45 minutes.

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𝑰 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆 𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒚 – 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕. 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒍 𝒊𝒇 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒐𝒃𝒔𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒗𝒆. 𝒎𝒚 𝒂𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆𝒅, 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒐𝒖𝒔; 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒇𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆. 𝑰 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆, 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒑𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 – 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏’𝒕.

𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒌𝒏𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒍𝒆, 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒅𝒆𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒃𝒍𝒖𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 – 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒍. 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒗𝒊𝒆𝒘 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅, 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖; 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏𝒚 𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔, 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒉, 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏 𝒄𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕 𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒑.

𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒅, 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔; 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓, 𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒂𝒎; 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚. 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆; 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆.

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People really think I'm joking when I say my emotions get so intense that I believe the only way out is to kill myself.

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the urge to self sabotage and destroy everything good in my life so that everyone is incapable of abandoning me and/or hurting me in any way.

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I just need love.

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I realized that the reason I can't get better is because I feel the best when I'm at my sickest

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“have you ever just cried because you’re you”

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

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arrghhh!

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thank you twitter

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i hate feeling jealous omfg I feel so nauseous

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