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Kevin day wip sketch

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“i’m sorry that you think i’ll never understand” keeps me up at night. nora. what do you have planned for captain sunshine.

(this is right after jeremy, laila, and cat find out that the ravens weren’t responsible for the “hazing” injuries, and then jeremy calls kevin and finds out that riko broke his hand).

what do you mean “i’m sorry you think i’ll never understand” ???

and there’s been so many other people on here that have gathered evidence for jeremy’s backstory that i have done it much better than i can, so i think it’s obvious that we all know jeremy has been through some sort of trauma/s. but hello, this line makes me wonder about specific abuse, and to what extent. given nora’s history with horrific ml backstory reveals, i don’t have hopes that jeremy’s backstory is something…”normal” i guess? in comparison to what other aftg characters have going on. i don’t think it will be just that jeremy’s family is fucked up and they blame him for something happening at the banquet.

there’s something more happening with the mysterious missing knox sibling and the estranged relationship between jeremy and his existing siblings. jean has experienced maliciously targeted physical, sexual, and mental abuse, and the specific language of the line, “i’m sorry that you think i’ll never understand,” reveals something (at least to me) in its obstruction, which is, “i would understand better than most.”

i don’t want to immediately jump to sexual abuse—but to me, this is where it’s leading to. i don’t want to automatically mirror jeremy’s character with andrew’s, but at this point, the extent of jean’s abuse has culminated into something undeniable.

and now i’m like ok nora what the Fuck do you have planned … i’m putting 2 and 2 together and idk if it equals 4 but i’m scared that jeremy’s missing sibling isn’t in the picture because there was some sort of abuse inflicted by them onto jeremy. and jeremy reported it, and maybe the sibling was arrested at the banquet, or there was a big fight at the banquet because of it. step-grandpa is a congressman, so it was either covered up or it’s a “shame” thing that jeremy “allowed” the abuse to happen… guys idk. then there’s the exy conflict in there somehow and how shameful it is that he still plays??? anywho

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Couldn’t be me, I would love and cherish the dragon lady

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☀️ sunshine ☀️

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It’s just that I fell in love with a war

And nobody told me it ended

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"It won't be like that for me," Kaladin said. You told me it would get worse." "It will," Wit said, "but then it will get better. Then it will get worse again. Then better. This is life, and I will not lie by saying every day will be sunshine. But there will be sunshine again, and that is a different thing to say. That is truth. I promise you, Kaladin: You will be warm again."

Brandon Sanderson, The Rhythm of War

In a book series that is a veritable cornucopia of inspirational quotes when you struggle with mental health, this chapter takes the cake, and the cherry on top, and the tablecloths while we're at it.

Poor Kal needs a hug. Or a story. And Horneater stew.

My Procreate watercolour brushes: https://jennydolfenart.gumroad.com/

Prints are coming! =)

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happ new 2 u 2, snek

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Hi it’s been a while! Painted Rlainarin to soothe my soul as I’m reading through the last few hundred pages of Stormlight 5. (Please no spoilers!)

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a quick chat with bridgeboy ;)

Mostly an excuse to better flesh out how I imagine kal and adolin's kholin uniforms :)

also a closeup on their faces because I like them a lot haha

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'not dishwasher safe' don't care i'm crazy. i'd put the holy grail in that thing

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SPOILER for the end of WIND AND TRUTH 

Time for some additions to the rink 🛼🪩⚡️✨ (yes there will be more!) ✨ 🪩 ✨

Someone hit his next evolution… what a glam up! More Shard Roller Disco AU: Nalthis Sel and Scadrial  Scadrial 2 First of the Sun and Taldain Threnody Roshar 2 (row spoilers) Roshar 3 Bonus Dawnshard (spoilers)

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William Wray - Train Girls

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“You know, I get it”

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Here's a random Kaladin Fanart, while being awesome wielding Syl as a Shardspear

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I can't be the only one who as soon as Nale became sad and pathetic, he became my new favorite character?

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Merlin uses the sire title during sexy times and Arthur melts

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a few on-the-spot sketch commissions from Dragonsteel last weekend!