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i no longer respect the hustle i want universal basic income and dignity for everyone

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forever rooting for sensitive girls!!!!!! you have big hearts and a poet’s soul i love you

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hmm. maybe u were put on this earth to make art and write bad poetry and create silly little playlists and being kind and maybe tearing up a little bit when you see old people eating alone

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2024 be nice

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i know this will make me sound old and boring but once i’m home for the night i’m home. i don’t like upsetting my plans even when i don’t have any. yes it’s only 8pm but i spent the whole evening believing i’m not going anywhere, i cannot perceive or be perceived right now, try again later

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sometimes I see older people and I’m like... how do you do it? how do you cope with the loss of people and places and things as life progresses

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every woman 20 years older than you who you admire had to sit on the floor of her bathroom and wail more than once to get where she is these things have to happen will happen will be useful to you someday

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i want to be a sweet and friendly girl but there’s all this anxiety. and the horrors

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life is not constant suffering. sometimes you get to love and be loved in return

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i’m strange but friendly so people tell me things

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god’s strongest soldiers are girls who are constantly overwhelmed by everything. and also girls on the first day of their period

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i’d say the best thing i have learned this year is to just let people be who they naturally are. no psychoanalyzing them, no overthinking my actions, no asking what i could possibly do to keep their presence in my life. i just bring my best self to the table and always move from a place of love and respect. how that person responds is ultimately up to them. if that causes them to exit my life, i just let it happen. i will never be in the business of changing people. people are only ever ready to change when they’ve made the conscious decision to. all i can do is check myself and be kind always.

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the whole point of life is just knowing a bunch of weird stuff and being kinda flirty

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one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.