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The “That’s immoral you shouldn’t write that, we need to get that taken down” discourse on tiktok right now is PISSING ME OFFF

Wdym you want censorship for a literal ARCHIVE are you fucking stupid

Ao3 was literally founded to preserve works that were largely getting taken down due to censorship

Censorship is the opposite of what Archive of Our Own stands for

The TAGS and WARNINGS are there for a REASON. Use them and stop complaining

The universal rule—don’t like, don’t read

It’s THAT simple

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in the shiz university, straight up “loathing it” and by “it”, haha, well. Let’s justr say. I loathe it all

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betas who become omegas after being in the presence of an alpha be like:

she alpha on my beta till I omega

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I have recently realized that I am not as introverted as I thought I was, and I do not seek time to be alone as much as I thought I did. I don’t thrive on being alone, I thrive on a socializing schedule. A lot of my friends have been out sick recently, and I don’t have friends in most of my classes. Because people have been missing, I’m not getting the interaction that I depend on to stay happy and mentally sane. Is it unhealthy to depend on a specific social interaction so much that I get this unhappy when I miss them? Probably. Like it's just insane, the way my mood shifts after not being spoken to and not laughing in a class period where I depend on being spoken to and laughing. Yeah this probably isn't healthy attachment, I should talk to my therapist about this. If anyone has anything I should look into or ask my therapist about please lmk I would love to know what's going on with my brain :3

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I have a love/hate relationship with being a performer (mostly love) because it's so grueling and a disaster nightmare for my mental health to scrounge up the motivation to show up to all my rehearsals and put in the hours of practice and effort, to the point where I ask myself why I do this and wish I didn't have to, but then I get to competition and I feel ashamed of ever doubting anything because I perform my show and I just get that sudden euphoric feeling of just This. This is why I do this.

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yall ever get into such a creative rut that all you can do is consume media and yearn to add to it and create content of your own but you cant find even the tiniest amount of inspiration anywhere in your brain because thats how i feel right now

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I'm forcing my friends to watch alien stage in math class tomorrow these innocent souls do NOT know the horror that awaits them

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wuh luh wuh rant

Thinking about that one time my best friend since sixth grade told me that she would date me if I was a boy while we were at a cafe getting boba She also said that she would follow me to hell and back and that even if, theoretically, she was into girls, she wouldn't date me because she valued our friendship too much And then she proceeded to flirt with me for the next several months Like she would hold my hand a lot and grab my thigh and just be really affectionate and clingy in general One time we were in a bus together and I had my head in her lap because I was tired as fuck and she told me I should lay down in her lap so I did and she just started, like, stroking my neck??? I genuinely did not know how sensitive I was until then. And then she just casually told me "oh yeah I kinda wanted to kiss your neck but I didn't know how you'd react" LIKE WHAT THE FUCK HOW THE HELL DO I RESPOND TO THAT. And then this other time she kissed my cheek and took a selfie of us. She also kissed the top of my head and took a selfie another time. This is an ongoing situation btw she's still flirting with me to this day And she recently came out to me as bi so like... I'm kinda wondering if she likes me Because I'm fairly certain she likes me at this point. I just don't know if I like her back. Like if she asked me out I would 100% say yes but also I just don't know if I like her I have this weird thing where I essentially just am never attracted to people until they show signs of liking me first which is some flavor of aromanticism I'm sure. I've known for a while I'm not 100% allo, so... anyways yeah screaming crying throwing up WHY IS WUH LUH WUH SO HARD BAHHHH

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Ah, the ultimate dilemma:

Do I Like Her

or am I just a lonely lesbian latching on to the first semblance of romantic attraction someone I am close with has decided to show me. This absolutely Could Be Flirting but I am Afraid of misinterpreting and also I never like people until they like me first what the hell guys

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I was very honest on my school’s mental health form today

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nobody say a fucking word about tumblr we can’t remind these billionaires we exist

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"We are fortunate that President Trump has indicated that he will work with us on a solution to reinstate TikTok once he takes office. Please stay tuned!" how about you go fuck yourself

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if you are reading this go write three sentences of a fanfic now. doesn't have to be one you're working on. just write

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YALL TIKTOK IS BACK FOR ME WHAT THE FREAK

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THEY HIT THE PENTAGON

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NOOOOO 💔💔

A-America!! How could you do this to me!! Daddy alpha is ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🐺🐺🐺🐺💔💔💔❌❌❌⛓️⛓️⛓️⛓️����🖤🖤😭😭😭🖤🖤🖤🐺🐺🐺🤬🤬 I LOVED TIKTOK SO MUCH..! And now.. my beautiful e-kitten.. is GONE. WHY WOULD YOU KILL MY KITTEN?? GRR… NO ONE HURTS MY KITTEN AND GETS AWAY WITH IT!!! 😭😭🐺🐺🐺🐺🖤⛓️⛓️🖤⛓️🖤❌ *i attack the ban with my fangs and claws, inflicting DEADLY MOONLIGHT POISON on it with my alpha wolf powers* GRRR… I WONT LET YOU WIN!!! I WILL AVENGE MY KITTEN!!! Next time… YOU WONT BE SO LUCKY! AWOOOOOO!!!! *i howl menacingly, grieving my e-kittens* I will get REVENGE! 🐺🐺🐺🖤🖤🖤🖤⛓️⛓️⛓️⛓️❌⛓️⛓️❌⛓️🐺🐺💔💔🤬🤬🤬❌🤬🤬🤬🐺🐺❌❌⛓️⛓️⛓️🤬💔🤬💔❌❌🖤🖤

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who the FUCK in my school is keeping their EDENS ZERO MANGA COLLECTION IN THE CHOIR PRACTICE ROOM